Chapter 177 Erase Your Existence

"On what grounds? Love? Or sympathy? Don't push me, I'm ......"

He sighed, fell on the bed, and said bitterly: "The companionship of love, maybe I think too much, you should really stop loving me."

I really didn't finish the story, and on the day of the wedding, Shiso didn't die, but was seriously injured.

After raising her for half a month, she finally got better.

At that time, we fled to Japan together, and Zilin, the three of us.

In fact, she can live well, and I don't have to owe her until I die.

But in the end, providence made people, although she didn't die completely because of me, she couldn't get rid of me.

On April 16, the cherry blossoms are in full bloom in Kyoto, Japan. Zilin begged her to go to enjoy the flowers together, sympathizing with Zilin's experience, so she didn't refuse and went together.

But his whereabouts were exposed, and that night, the black boss's people chased after him.

At that time, the situation was critical, Zilin had a heart attack, and even if the two of us were once top killers, it would be difficult to escape.

Zilin asked us to go first, but Zisu couldn't let her go, so she ran with her. The Black Boss's men caught up and fired directly. Shiso used it as a bullet for me again.

finally got rid of the tracking, and when she arrived at the hospital, Zilin was almost dying. And the perilla only hurt the arm, which is not serious.

But in the end, she gave her heart to Zilin. Said she had lived enough.

Before the operation, she asked me to fulfill her last wish and marry her, which had no legal significance, purely to satisfy her last fantasy.

On the 18th, we had a simple wedding in the hospital.

In the end, she entered the operating room with satisfaction and gave her heart to Zilin. ”

After listening to him, I just thought he was stupid.

Obviously he could refuse, but he gave Miss Linzi the opportunity to ask for and even hurt him like that.

"You're such a bad guy! You deserve to be forced to be helpless. ”

"Mu Zi, give me a little more time, and everything will pass. Even if it's for me, wait for me, okay? ”

Looking into his eyes, I couldn't tolerate my indifferent refusal.

No matter what, he was always the man who loved me like his life, and besides, I still loved him.

"Then next time she's going to arrest me again, and let people force me, what will you do? Still let her go? ”

"Trust me again, this time, I won't let you get hurt again."

Knowing that such a promise was useless, I still believed it inexplicably.

Maybe he always had some kind of magic that I couldn't refuse.

As Miss Rinko said, such pranks would happen every once in a while, and I had no choice but to quit my job at the training school and be inseparable from him.

It's not that I'm scared, it's just that he won't allow it.

Each time, she didn't shy away from it, and I secretly kept the evidence.

As long as I really don't want to put up with it one day, I will definitely be able to let her wear through the prison.

After half a month like this, I really couldn't bear it anymore and planned to accuse her of premeditated murder, but I was murdered before going to the police station.

It was Friday, he was in a meeting at the company, I was drawing designs in his office, and in the moment of irritation I quietly ran out.

I drove the car and wanted to go shopping and relaxing, but I arrived at the door of the police station.

After hesitating for a while, I got out of the car and walked over.

But after a few steps, a person suddenly came from behind, covered my mouth, strangled my neck, and dragged me into a van.

I couldn't see their faces clearly, I could only feel them violently tear off the necklace around my neck and throw away all the suspicious things on me.

I know that this time, even if Huo Nanyi has the ability to reach the sky, it is impossible to find me soon.

Perhaps, in this life, he will not be able to find me. Perhaps, when we meet again, I will no longer be a human being.

gave up hope, didn't struggle, didn't make noise, followed those people quietly, and gradually left Maocheng.

At first, I thought they would be violent towards me, but luckily they didn't.

They took me to the middle of nowhere, deep in the mountains and forests, locked in a boxy, dark dry well. Except for a circular wellhead on the top where people can go down, there is no place for ventilation and light.

At first, I was desperately shouting for help, smashing the wall of the well, trying to let people outside know that there were people inside. In exchange, I was starved for a few days and almost fainted.

Slowly, I stopped shouting and didn't move. Behave well and don't want to kill yourself.

The strange thing is that the daily meals are good, with meat and vegetarian combinations, and it looks like a five-star hotel chef.

I really don't understand the purpose of my captivity.

If that person is Miss Linzi, then he is deliberately playing with me, to see if Huo Nanyi can find me?

If it weren't for her, it could only be Leng Xingwei, what did he mean?

I thought about it a lot, but it was just a fantasy, I couldn't get out, and it was pointless to think too much.

Afraid of losing track of time, I bit my finger and marked the wall of the well with blood.

Watching the time pass day by day, five, ten, twenty days, except for the darkness and cold, I still didn't wait for the light and his warmth.

I grew scared, afraid that the rest of my time would be buried in this place.

Thinking about my unfinished design, and how much I still have to do it, I don't want to be reconciled.

Even if it's death, I want to die a heroic death, at least in a place where I can still see it.

The gloom made me have no intention of eating or sleeping, and my stinky brain became more and more confused. I could even feel the pain of my consciousness slowly withdrawing.

Push yourself to stay awake, and use pain to tell yourself to wait until he comes. Talking to himself, but even the word order is confused.

A month later, I felt like I was really crazy.

I don't remember if it was a few months or years before I was finally fished out of that hell that never saw the light of day.

But I was stunned, and I was so frightened by the light that I fell unconscious.

Later, I learned from Suixin that I had been missing for two whole months.

And a lot happened in those two months.

Huo Nanyi almost killed Miss Zilin, but unfortunately the person who kidnapped me was not her.

The person who kidnapped me was something I could never have imagined, it was Lin Ziyu.

When I first heard the news, I couldn't believe it, how could it be him?

Although I once ruthlessly rejected his feelings, but then we never added to it, and we didn't cross paths at all, I thought that we were just like this in the same city, as strange passers-by.

But he came back to my world suddenly, and so suddenly.

I woke up at the end of July, and I sat in front of my bed and painted quietly.

When I opened my eyes and looked at her, my brain was still confused, and I thought about it for a long time before I tentatively shouted: "Do you want? ”

She paused for a long time before she threw away her sketchpad and threw herself into my arms, crying and shouting "Mommy".

After asking her a lot of questions, my memories slowly picked up, but fortunately I wasn't really crazy.

The doctor came to check on me, and Huo Nanyi came, looking at him with a mustache, vicissitudes and lean, as if he had been abused for several years.

But he didn't talk to me, just silently peeled apples for me and went down for a walk with me.

He was like this all of a sudden, and I was overwhelmed. I don't know how to explain to him that I suddenly went out that day and then had an accident.

If I were him, I would definitely ignore myself like this.

I struggled, but I didn't open my mouth in the end.

I was in the hospital for two days, and he was there the whole time, just not talking.

The day I was discharged home, I couldn't hold back, "I'm sorry! I just wanted to go out and find inspiration that day, and then I went to the door of the police station to expose Miss Linzi, but suddenly I was kidnapped, and then it was like that, I ...... I'm really sorry! I'm worried about you, don't ignore me, okay? ”

He suddenly hugged me, and said in a deep voice for a long time: "Mu Zi, I am so scared to death, after finding nothing again and again, despair engulfs me." I'm so scared that something will happen to you, and I'm afraid that you won't be able to hold on if you're helpless. ”

Tears streaming down my face, isn't that how I feel?

I grew frightened, hopeless, and gave up on myself, but fortunately, God gave me a chance to wake up again.

"Why did Lin Ziyu do this? I don't seem to have a deep hatred with him, do I? Why did he want to kill me? ”

"He doesn't want you to die, he just hates your existence and wants to erase you from the eyes of everyone in Maocheng. Mu Zi, you have to be mentally prepared, these things are really hurtful. If you're afraid, we won't mention it, just ......"