part 325
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Bai Siyuan looked at her, and the shock in his heart seemed to have returned to before, but he didn't feel the joy of feelings at all, maybe it was really as Zhou Miao said: "Bai Siyuan, in fact, you don't like Sun Yingchen at all, you just like to watch someone pour out their feelings for you, Bai Siyuan, you think about it seriously, if you really like Sun Yingchen, how can you not have the slightest feeling for her after amnesia, even if it is familiar, Bai Siyuan, let me tell you, I can only explain, You don't like Sun Yingchen as much as she likes you, this is destined not to be evenly matched, so, you let go, you have already passed a new life, you should let Sun Yingchen choose again, choose again, you are destined to miss. ”
Bai Siyuan rearranged his thoughts, looked at her with a smile, and said, "Do Heilan and Qingtian have the latest business dealings?" Sorry, I don't know much. ”
Sun Yingchen was originally full of enthusiasm, but she was hit by this sentence, and her enthusiasm seemed to be poured down by a basin of cold water.
"I have nothing to do with you except for business?" Sun Yingchen looked at him.
Bai Siyuan pretended not to understand.
Sun Yingchen smiled bitterly and said, "I believe that many people have told you that I had a relationship with you before, and you had Shen Ping before, but after you know who she is, what about your current heart, have you ever asked if there is really no shadow of me." ”
Bai Siyuan was still sitting in the chair, he didn't have any strength to convince himself, to tell Sun Yingchen that he had always been familiar with her, but it was not feelings, after experiencing so much pressure, he was even afraid to make a choice, if the choice was wrong, it would not delay someone else's life.
"Nope."
Two words, as if Sun Yingchen's heart was late, the pain did not reduce the pain of knowing his plane crash at the beginning, she looked at him with a smile, nodded, and said: "Bai Siyuan, this time is the last time I stand in front of you without dignity, I am not unloved, but the person I love, from beginning to end there is only you, since you have chosen a new beginning, then, Bai Siyuan, I hope I can be like you, forget the person I love the most." ”
Bai Siyuan was still sitting in place, not moving at all, but the strong huge dullness in his heart suffocated him, he didn't know why when he heard her say that he wanted to forget himself, the pain in his heart made him crazy, and he even wanted to tell her his truest thoughts, but Zhou Miao's words made him completely sober.
"Bai Siyuan, you are not worthy, you are not worthy of Sun Yingchen's love, you can't give her anything, since this is the case, you can let her go."
"Let Sun Yingchen start over, and you can make up for her past debts."
"Bai Siyuan, you should recognize it now, even when you lost your memory, you didn't think about Sun Yingchen for a second, what kind of person Shen Ping is, after you know it, do you feel that you owe Sun Yingchen more and more feelings."
Bai Siyuan's brain was almost bursting with pain, listening to others say how he used to treat Sun Yingchen, although those things were unfamiliar, but he also deeply knew that the irreparable pain caused was brought to Sun Yingchen by himself, what did his former self do to her.
Bai Siyuan had never been so disgusted with himself for a moment.
"Since you have chosen to start over, Bai Siyuan, I will also let go of my feelings for you." Although Sun Yingchen was smiling on her face, tears were flashing in her eyes, and she was stubborn and strong to keep her tears from falling.
"Bai Siyuan, this time, I really let go."
Finally, the tears still fell, in front of Bai Siyuan, Sun Yingchen couldn't be so resolute and ruthless, although he said the words of cutting in two, but what was deeply cut by the knife was not the accumulation of past feelings, but her heart that gave everything.
Bai Siyuan nodded and said, "Sun Yingchen, let him go in the past, you should be happy in the future, and I am not the one who can give you happiness from beginning to end." ”
The heart is being torn apart bit by bit, and it is being delayed.
Bai Siyuan watched the blood on Sun Yingchen's face gradually disappear, looking at the loneliness on her face, his heart was so good.
Sun Yingchen nodded with a smile and said, "Okay, thank you." ”
Sun Yingchen stood at the door, looking at Bai Siyuan, who had been sitting in place, he had never come over from beginning to end, Bai Siyuan would not be like this before, the only explanation, they really can't go back, they will never go back.
Bai Siyuan, thank you, thank you for appearing, thank you for giving me all the memories in the school, thank you for loving me, and thank you for forgetting me, thank you now, let go of my hand again, Bai Siyuan, but why don't you understand, I love you......
Sun Yingchen didn't know how she left Hailan, she rushed out of Hailan all the way, her self-esteem was broken, she stumbled out, the sky outside seemed to never be colored, and that dark gray was the last straw that broke her.
Tears were falling in large drops, and the pain in her heart almost drove her crazy.
always thought that if he forced Bai Siyuan in the end, he could say anything soft, but what he got was still self-inflicted humiliation.
Sun Yingchen walked like this, and any trace of breath here disgusted her.
But the tears completely cut off the clarity of the whole world, after coming out of Hailan, her tears have never stopped, she wiped the tears from her face in a panic, until the corners of her mouth were salty, and then let her reason come back.
"Sun Yingchen, what are you doing, haven't you endured enough?"
Lu Heng always stared at Bai Siyuan's closed door, until Sun Yingchen pushed the door out, the tears on her face made him feel distressed, he should have known that the ending was like this, but he had no way to make Sun Yingchen put it down in other ways.
Finally, he took a long step and walked in the direction of Sun Yingchen, but her speed was too fast, and the elevator had slowly descended, so he was still a step late.
Lu Heng quickly pressed another elevator.
Lu Heng looked at Heilan's door, the figure that worried him was long gone, he took out the car keys and drove to find her.
Along the way, Lu Heng blamed himself more than once, knowing the result, why did he let her try.
Next to the bus stop, the figure that worried him, she leaned against the cold steel building.
The small figure, just one glance, is enough to break his heart.
Heart, finally let go of a lot, Lu Heng pulled back his gaze, opened the car door and got out of the car, and walked in the direction of Sun Yingchen...... I want to talk about "Groundhog Pickling" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~