"No need, just wait until you go back to the dormitory to rub some anti-inflammatory drugs." Situ Yunzhe saw that although I was smiling on the surface, the laughter was obviously a bit far-fetched, so he was even more apologetic, and he gently hugged my shoulder and said, "Since we are down, why don't we go out for a walk!" Is there a particular place you'd like to visit? ”

"But when you go out like this, others still think that I beat you?" I held his face, watching this incomparably handsome face being beaten like this by Chen Chen's dead boy, I was distressed, stroked the bruised parts of his face, and said with red eyes: "Don't worry, I will clean up Chen Chen for you later, I will definitely beat him all over the ground to find his teeth, and I will never dare to bully you in the future." ”

Situ Yunzhe smiled bitterly and touched his bruised face, shook his head again and said: "He has never been kind to see me, and now he finally finds an opportunity to vent his anger on me, if you beat him, he will definitely escalate to hate me, this matter is over, you are not allowed to trouble him." ”

"Oh well! I listen to you! I smiled and nodded yes, and then asked, "But why did he beat you?" Is it because I cried my nose when I went back to the dormitory last night, but I told Lin Xuan that it was because my mouth was burned that I cried in pain! ”

Situ Yunzhe gave me a strange look, and then said lightly: "It's all over, don't mention it!" ”

"Forget it, you don't want to say it, I don't bother to ask, I'll accompany you to the infirmary!" After I finished speaking, I couldn't help but pull Situ Yunzhe to the school infirmary.

My second conflict with Situ Yunzhe ended with Chen Chen and Situ Yunzhe both hanging up and my compromise again.

That day, I had a rare day with Situ Yunzhe, and I didn't return to the dormitory until seven or eight o'clock in the evening, as soon as Lin Xuan saw me, he said that Chen Chen was looking for me something, I asked Lin Xuan what was the matter, Lin Xuan only made an expression of asking for more blessings, and then began to urge me.

I had to sigh, in fact, even if Chen Chen didn't look for me, I still wanted to find him, but I didn't expect him to be so eager to question me, and after taking a deep breath, I called Chen Chen while leaving the dormitory.

When I met Chen Chen on the playground on campus, Chen Chen didn't speak after the meeting, but just took me around the playground.

I don't know what Chen Chen is stalemate, I have always thought that between me and him, there is nothing that cannot be said openly and honestly, since he is so silent, I don't want to speak, so I have been deadlocked.

Who knows, in the end, I couldn't stand this dull atmosphere, and sighed and opened my mouth first, "You didn't hurt anything, right?" ”

"It's good that your Ah Zhe isn't hurt, what do I do?" Chen Chen replied with a stinky face.

"I don't want any of you to get hurt, and I don't want you to get hurt because of me, so I don't want this to happen again."

Chen Chen glanced at me, and through the night, I could see that his eyes were a little anxious, "Let me ask you, that Duan Ruochen, do you want to chase you?" ”

"Where?" I didn't expect that this was what he asked as soon as he opened his mouth, and I was a little embarrassed for a while, "Isn't it because he brought me breakfast, everyone thinks that Duan Ruochen is chasing me!" ”

"Then what are you doing so close to him for no reason, don't think I don't know, you have been walking with him a lot in the past two days." Chen Chen angrily refuted it.

"That's a coincidence, I don't want to!" I suddenly became aggrieved, "You know, the person I like has always been Situ Yunzhe, even if he chases me, it is impossible." ”

"I know, but you're too simple, I don't know how to talk to you about the inferior nature of men, in short, if you want to live with Situ bastard, it's best to settle down with him earlier, so that it won't be extraneous." Chen Chen said impatiently.

"Of course, I want to be with him for the rest of my life, so I'm sure nothing will happen." I shook my head like a wave.

"Don't pretend, Situ bastard has already told me, did he tell you not to get married for the time being?"

"You're not going to beat him up for this, are you?" As soon as I heard this, I was anxious, grabbed Chen Chen's sleeve, and yelled at Chen Chen anxiously, "We can solve the matter between me and him, you don't have to worry about it." ”

"Can you fix it? If you can solve it, you won't cry alone. ”

"I cried because my mouth was so hot that I cried in pain." I quibbled.

"Why do you cry, you know best in your own heart." Chen Chen threw out a sentence angrily, "I don't want to care about your business, but I just ran into it, and I have to figure it out, and it won't be in vain for our brothers and sisters." ”

I sound very heavy, Chen Chen has said everything, I really should open my heart and say something to him, because judging from the current situation, in this world, it seems that he is the only person I can rely on for my life.

"Chen Chen, let me ask you, does the final destination between lovers have to enter the palace of marriage?"

"That's nature!" Chen Chen thought about it and replied bluntly, very much with my intentions.

"Then you can help analyze it, Ah Zhe clearly loves me, but why is he unwilling to get married?"

"What else could there be, either it's not true love, or there's some ulterior reason." Chen Chen suddenly said with hatred: "He Situ bastard must have some ulterior reason, but it's a pity that I didn't beat him today." ”

"Don't worry, I'll analyze with you slowly, I think he doesn't want to get married There is a certain reason, think about it, after graduation, start looking for a job, start working hard for your career, save some money first, and then get married after you have a certain social status, you will be more confident, if you let me marry all of a sudden, I am still a little uncomfortable! If you think about it again, if I get married, maybe I will always be a housewife who revolves around the children and the kitchen because of the bond between the family and the children. ”

"You don't have to help him say good things, you can not have children first when you get married, you can focus on your career first, there is no contradiction between the two." Chen Chen snorted coldly, "Shen'er, you have changed, you don't look like yourself for him, what about your previous personality, I'm afraid it has already been consumed by him unconsciously, I really feel sorry for you." ”

"For the sake of the loved one, what else can't be changed? Lin Xuan used to be a girl with a flamboyant personality and full of arrogance, and it wasn't for you to compromise everything. ”

Chen Chen was silent, maybe he was thinking about the meaning of my words, or maybe he was thinking about something else, the two of us sat silently like this, and finally, he finally sighed, "I don't want to care about you anymore, you are in charge of your own life, but do you really want to go to Luzhou to work?" Does he know? ”

"I'm still thinking about it, but the probability of going to Luzhou accounts for the majority, I just haven't replied to that company yet, so I haven't told Ah Zhe yet."

"Are you afraid he won't agree?"

I nodded, "But I'd like to give it a try anyway because it's going to be my first job, so I appreciate this hard-earned opportunity." ”

"Oh well! Anyway, it's not far from Zhanyang, and when you want to come back, you can come back at any time. ”

"Chen Chen, you are so good. With your support, my confidence will be greatly enhanced. I pulled Chen Chen's sleeve again and said excitedly.

"It's good that you know, but now you find out that I'm much better than Situ bastard, right?" Chen Chen broke free of me in disgust, and teased cheekily.

"I'm serious with you, but you're full of ruffians." I glanced at Chen Chen with disdain.

"If you don't like it, it doesn't mean that others don't like it, for example, Lin Xuan is so miserable that I am full of ruffians."

"In this world, there is only Lin Xuan, a stupid girl."

"That's not it, B is a girl who is crazy about me, and it's a lot of ...... when I catch it."

In the quiet playground, Chen Chen and I laughed and scolded in the bright night, as if we were back in childhood, when we didn't have any worries, no need to be lost for separation, and no need to be sad for our respective lovers.

After this rejection of marriage, Situ Yunzhe and I have reconciled on the surface, but in fact, I know very well in my heart that there is no way back to the past between me and him.

Although we still love each other and don't talk about marriage anymore, the previous unhappiness can't be completely erased, and that incident seems to have become a taboo, thinking that if we don't touch it, there will be no more conflicts.

In fact, if some contradictions are just blindly avoided, without making up our minds and getting rid of them like digging out a tumor, this cancer will be like *, and it may explode at any time.

At that time, I didn't delve into why Situ Yunzhe refused to marry, and I didn't figure out the real reason behind his refusal, but hastily dealt with it differently, I thought he was afraid of the constraints and burdens of marriage, and didn't have the courage to assume the sense of responsibility for marriage, so I stayed away from him in anger, and he was disappointed, and then drifted away from me......

The next day, I contacted the assistant of Hongda Real Estate, expressed my willingness to join Hongda, and made an appointment to join the company, and went through the relevant procedures at the school on the same day, but I never mentioned to Situ Yunzhe about going to work in Luzhou.

It's not that I don't want to mention it, but I'm afraid that after I mention it, what will he do? Will it stop me? What should I do if I am stopped? Could it be that I didn't tell him in advance? But it was impossible not to mention it, so I didn't mention it to Hongda until three days before I went to report to Hongda.

I expected him to be angry, but I didn't expect him to be angry at me, and I seemed to be a little sad and disappointed.

First, he blamed me for hiding him, and secondly, he went to work in the field on his own initiative, and he didn't even discuss it with his boyfriend, who had been talking for almost four years. I thought about it and felt that it was a loss, so I kept accompanying him, but I didn't think that he was not as rational as usual that day, not only did he count me down fiercely, but in the end, he left me and left.