Part54: Angry and distressed

The two walked through the long street, crossed the alley, walked across the stone bridge, and kept walking, as if they were wandering around without a purpose, it didn't matter if they were usually shopping for a day, but now it's really cold!

"Xiao Dada, where are we going?"

"Ahead."

Mi Nuo looked at Xiao Mo's eyes, and there was a pavilion not far away, and a man in red stood with his back in the pavilion.

I came to see a friend.

"Here we are."

The man in the pavilion heard the footsteps and turned his head with joy.

It was a very handsome face, but when he saw Mi Nuo, his eagle-like eyes flashed with a hint of displeasure. Although it was only for a while, Mi Nuo saw it very really.

Should she go first?

"Xiao Dada, if you talk about it, I'll ...... first"

"Don't talk later, listen to me."

Xiao Mo lowered his voice and said, looking at her seriously with a pair of eyes with a hint of pleading that she had never seen before.

Mi Nuo was a little stunned, she didn't know how she nodded, and then she was led by Xiao Dada into the pavilion.

"Grass farmer Xiao Mo and his fiancée Mi Nuo visited Master Gu."

A thunderbolt flashed over Mi Nuo's head, fiancée?!

"You're his fiancée?"

Before Mi Nuo could react from her surprise, an angry voice slashed overhead, startling her, and she looked up to see the man in red looking at her with a gloomy face.

"I—I don't ......"

At this time, the hand held by Xiao Da was held tightly, Mi Nuo looked sideways, and saw Xiao Da looking at herself with a doting face, and her voice was gentle and made her want to get up and run away.

"Nuo'er is fine, there is no need to hide this matter from Master Gu."

Glutinous?

God knows! For the first time, she wished she hadn't been called that.

"Lord Gu, the grass people and Nuo'er have been together for some time, because they are worried that the fans will have an overreaction, and they have not announced their relationship with each other, the grass people feel indebted to her, today Lord Gu summoned, the grass people will take Nuo'er to visit, if there is anything wrong, I hope the adults will forgive me."

When she heard this, Mi Nuo had completely given up her right to appeal, and now she just wanted to know what kind of plot was going on.

Really, it's so inexplicable!

The eagle-like keen eyes slowly tightened, staring at the two people in front of him, trying to find a trace of camouflage from Xiao Moli's doting eyes, but found that this person he had thought about for so many years, looked for so many years, and read for so many years, was really so heartless.

The anger in Gu Qingzhou's chest could no longer be contained, and he pulled up the kneeling man on the ground, looked at him fiercely with his red eyes, and shouted his name from his mouth through gritted teeth.

"Xiao Moli!"

"Lord Yu, the grass people have changed their name to Xiao Mo five years ago."

Xiao Mo responded respectfully, wanting to distance the two, but the hand that was held was not let go until it was red.

"Xiao Mo?"

There was a hint of coldness in Gu Qingzhou's eyes, no wonder he couldn't find him no matter how he looked.

"Okay, a good gentleman is a stranger, but you can draw it clearly."

Xiao Mo's thin lips pursed slightly, and he was silent.

"You love her?"

"Yes."

Hearing this thoughtless answer, Gu Qingzhou only felt that his heart was like being stabbed with a dagger, and the blood flowed like a sea, which was very painful. It hurts to stab the knife, and it hurts even more to pull the knife out! But even so, he still clung to the last glimmer of hope. He sorted out his emotions, the corners of his mouth barely pulled out a smile, and his tone became softer, and his eagle-like eyes were cautious, as if he was coaxing some angry and awkward baby.

"Mo Li, I searched for so long to find you, if you are angry with me, you can scold me and beat me, I will never fight back, just don't make such jokes, okay?"

Xiao Mo's eyes shone slightly, he didn't make a sound, and he still had an indifferent face, so that people couldn't know if he was shaken by these words.

On the other hand, Mi Nuo on the side finally understood the current plot with years of experience in watching TV and novels.

It turned out that the man in red in front of him was the legendary Gu Qingzhou, which could explain Xiao Dada's inexplicable actions today.

Really, why did this little couple quarrel and pull her up. In such an eight-o'clock plot, if she is involved, won't she be used as cannon fodder? She might as well go quietly. Slowly squatted up and moved out of the pavilion. I thought it was about to be done, but I didn't expect to be scared back by Xiao Dada's goosebumps.

"Nuo'er, don't be angry. Master Gu and I are just old acquaintances and nothing else. ”

Xiao Mo's face was nervous, as if he was worried that Mi Nuo would misunderstand, he pushed the person in front of him violently, and with a bang, Gu Qingzhou's back hit the pavilion pillar, but Xiao Mo turned a blind eye and strode straight towards Mi Nuo, stretched out his long arm and hugged Mi Nuo tightly in his arms, and said nervously,

"Nuo'er, don't get me wrong."

Mi Nuo, who was held in her arms, was stiff, if she didn't know Xiao Dada, she would really think that Xiao Dada liked her, which was really scary.

Xiao Dada, you can't stop making jokes like this.

Her heart really can't stand it.

Yunguang, Da Yuan, Yao Yao, come and save me!

Gu Qingzhou's lips were pale and his face was pale, and the anger in his heart was staggered in his chest and could not be dispersed.

Such a gentle look......

He thought that the coming day would be long, and they still had a lot of time, but he didn't expect that it would be too late after all.

A hint of self-deprecation flashed in his eyes, it was he who overestimated his position in Moxi.

If he hadn't left that year......

That's it, that's it......

A hint of sweetness welled up in his throat, and he forced himself to grit his teeth and stand up straight.

"Let's go!"

"Yes, the grass people are retiring."

Gu Qingzhou looked at the two figures that were gradually moving away, and couldn't help but squirt out of his mouth with a mouthful of bright red, and at this moment, an indigo figure galloped not far away, a young man of about fifteen or sixteen years old, I saw that he quickly supported Gu Qingzhou, who was about to fall to the ground, and called in an anxious tone.

"My lord, you already have injuries on your body, and that person actually treated you like this, Qinghe can't look past it, so Qinghe will go and arrest him back."

After following adults for so many years, he has never seen adults so attentive and sad to anyone, and that person is so hateful to adults!

"No......" Gu Qingzhou grabbed Qinghe's arm and shook his head, "Don't embarrass him." ”

"But adults ......"

"Don't you listen to me?"

Gu Qingzhou shouted loudly, but he coughed non-stop because of the injuries on his body due to his anger.

Qinghe hurriedly said, "Qinghe listens, Qinghe listens to adults, adults don't have to be angry, adults should take care of their bodies." ”

After a long time, the coughing sound slowly stopped, but Gu Qingzhou was already very weak, and his voice was as light as a feather.

"Go back."

"Yes."

Qinghe was distressed and hugged the dazed Gu Qingzhou and walked to the carriage not far away.

The night breeze was bitterly cold, and a small boat stood in the middle of the river, and the lights on the canopy were blown on and off by the wind, and the man standing at the bow of the boat never moved, letting the wind blow his clothes fly.

Mi Nuo poked half her head out of the cabin, looked at Xiao Da who was standing with her back to the bow of the boat, as if she was about to blend into the boundless night, and sighed.

Why bother, I want to pretend to be so ruthless even though I am reluctant, and then I am sad and sad here.

Hey, people, I really don't understand.

I don't know if the coldness of the night breeze can't match the coldness in my heart. It's been two nights, and Xiao Dada is still standing outside to blow the wind, and she accompanies him so righteously. Hey, I hope it doesn't affect tomorrow night's performance.

She didn't know how to comfort Xiao Dahao, let alone what words would seem useful at such a time.

If it was her, when she was sad, she wouldn't listen to anything, and she would just like to stay quietly and quietly, and she would be slightly better when she could understand.

She frowned and looked at her reflection in the water, a little melancholy, she couldn't do nothing, right? Since she couldn't think of any comforting words, she sang well.

"If it goes with the wind, the past is with the wind, it accidentally falls into a dream, how many stories have been surging in the past, the frost is thick that night, if life is separated from him to meet, only death can recognize each other......"

"Change the song."

The man standing at the bow of the boat looked back slightly, his brows furrowed

"Oh" Mi Nuo thought for a while, "The peach blossoms float and sink into the wine, who leads the sleeves and is drunk with the moonlight, if the lovesickness can break the intestines, it doesn't hurt to drink it all at this moment, who has a long back when he leaves, leaving only the fingertips with ice and snow and cold ......"

"Change!"

"The long street changed to the crowd, slowly I walked through the alley, looking at the south courtyard in a few directions, I don't know how you are, the butterfly spreads its wings and flies over the courtyard wall, flies over the crooked corridor, flies over the long time and the past is replaying ......"

"Change!"

"The drizzle of the sycamore is dashing at night, the evening lake is a bottle of vows, a pot of turbid wine is a long time, but there is no chance to stay together, sleepless at night to see the lights and mountains, chanting a song slowly, the love is still warm, and the people have dispersed, and the thin clothes are cold ......"

"Are you entertaining me?"

Xiao Mo walked over with a gloomy face, and looked down at the stunned Mi Nuo with cold eyes.

Mi Nuo hurriedly waved his hand, "No, Xiao Dada, I swear I really didn't mean it, I, I don't know why I thought of such a song." ”

Xiao Mo's eyes narrowed slightly, sat down and picked up the tea on the small table that had been cold for a long time and drank it all, and asked slowly in a half-voice,

"You see that?"

"What do you see? Do you have a relationship with Gu Dada? ”

Xiao Mo looked at her silently and nodded halfway.

"Oh, you can see it, you're so obvious."

She's just short-sighted, not blind, how can she not see it.

"Do you feel disgusted, disgusted, disgusted, abnormal, and unethical?"

"No, why? Just because the person you like is the same sex as you? ”

"Isn't it?"

"Of course not, how difficult it is to meet someone you like and he likes you in this vast sea of people! Isn't it nice that now you meet and he likes you? Why bother with gender? I'm so happy. ”

"Happy?"

Xiao Mo looked at the person with a bright smile in front of him, and suddenly felt a little unreal, he never thought that one day he would have such a reply when he spoke to others.

"That's right, because Xiao Da Da is my idol, I am naturally happy if you have someone you like, and the person you like also likes you, I am even happier! The two of you look very suitable, and besides, it's really hard for me to imagine what others look like when they stand next to you, but that Big Brother Gu is different, you two are like a natural one-on-one, how do you look at it and match it. ”

Xiao Mo looked at her with some doubts,

"Don't you like me?"

"I like you, fans like idols, I feel happy when I look at you."

The deep eyes looked at the smiling person in front of him, and there was an emotion surging in his heart, and he was moved with joy.

I see.

It's just that......

"I can't do it with him."

"Why? Was it because of the gazebo that day? Xiao Dada, don't worry, I'll explain to him, I'll make it clear to him, he ......"

"No need."

Xiao Mo interrupted Mi Nuo's words in a cold tone, his eyes looked gloomily at the water in the distance, he shook his head halfway, and said in a low voice,

"It's good that I'm going to draw a line with him like that."

"I don't understand, why do you want to separate when you like each other?"

At this time, the moonlight disappeared into the clouds, and the water surface was dim, just like Xiao Mo's heart had no light.

"Mi glutinous, sometimes like it or not, whether it is suitable or not, whether we can be together or not are three different things."

Mi glutinous frowned,

"I don't want to listen to this, obviously he likes you, you like him, there are still each other in your heart for so many years, why do you push each other away like this? Are you really willing to see others standing by his side and him? Don't you really want to be with him? ”

Xiao Mo looked back at the angry face, a wry smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were full of helplessness.

"What if you are reluctant? What if you want to be with him? I can't! Not everyone in this world is as understanding and tolerant as you are. You're right, I have him in my heart, I love him, but I can only say these things to you. It's the first time in so many years that I've confessed my heart so without any scruples......"

Xiao Mo paused, and said in a tired voice,

"I'm with him...... It's too hard. I am tired. I don't want to fight hard for those things that have no ending. Now it's good, he got what he wanted, a song to become famous, I heard that the saints appreciate him very much, and I think it will get better and better in the future. I...... It's better to fade away with him like this. ”

After hearing such words, the bright eyes couldn't help but spark the prairie fire,

"Xiao Dada, how can you do this! What if you become famous and appreciated? If he didn't have you in his heart, he wouldn't have written to you so much, wouldn't have been looking for you for so long, and wouldn't have been so sad when you told him I was your fiancée! How can you just ignore his intentions, and now that he is standing in front of you, you want to forget about him? Is your brain caught in the door? Or are you worried about what people are saying? But why should those irrelevant people care about what they say, they are not in your heart, the person you want to spend your life with is the person who has been looking for you for so long, and you have been thinking about him, it is none other than Gu Qingzhou! Only Gu Qingzhou! Xiao Dada, don't you give up like this, okay? ”

The night breeze was very cold, but at this time, it felt a little warm on Xiao Mo's body,

It turns out that some people understand that support and grievances are so gratifying.

"Mi Nuo, I never cared about those people, I only cared about him. I read those letters, and although he did not elaborate on them, I knew how difficult it was for him to get to where he is today, how many pairs of eyes were waiting for him to do something, and how I could allow myself to be a threat to him. This is not what I want to see, I don't want him to be gossiped by others because of me, even if it is the slightest grievance, I am extremely unwilling. He was silent for a while, his tone a little sour, "I think as long as it lasts long enough, he will forget me, I will forget him, he will eventually meet someone who will live his life, but ...... Not me. ”

"Xiao Da ......"

Mi Nuo's eyes were sour, and her voice was a little choked, which made her feel so distressed.

She really thinks Xiao Da is too stupid, but if she loves someone, she cares about doing so much, she loves it, and she loves it, so it's a big deal to retreat to the mountains and wilderness. But it wasn't until later that she really understood that all the scruples were because she loved too much, and because she loved too much, she was reluctant to let the other party be hurt in the slightest, because it didn't matter if she couldn't stay by her side in the future, because too much love would smile as long as he could be well, even if he was just blessed from afar.

But at the moment, she doesn't understand, she just thinks that she can forget the other party if she goes to him long enough, that's all a lie, unless she doesn't love, if she does, it's so easy to forget.

Love can cross ages, why can't it cross genders? What happened to the same sex? Why have people looked at it with colored eyes from ancient times to the present, they just happen to like people of the same sex, and no one has ever stipulated that men must like women. But there are so many people in this world who like to use their own standards to kidnap other people's lives, as if they can live a more interesting life.

No, she had to help them, she couldn't just watch the two of them split up like this.

"Okay, let's go back, it's almost dawn, didn't you say that you were going to wait at the town archway today?"

Xiao Mo stood up, picked up the penny on the side, and gently shook the boat towards the shore.

Mi Nuo exclaimed,

"That's right!"

Yunguang is coming back, and she is going to wait for him.

The boat shook gently, and the river surface rippled in circles, and the light was slightly dewed, sprinkled on the rippling river water, which was very beautiful. Neither of the men on the boat spoke any more, and all the words were silent in the mighty river as if they had been agreed.

The songs sung by Wen Liminuo are: Double throwing bridge, one promise is long, don't disturb the years, and white head.