Chapter 148: That's it
"You wait." I pulled out Chen's mother's mobile phone and whispered to Chen's mother to explain what I meant, she didn't wait for me to finish, immediately agreed, and couldn't wait for me to take Duan Ruochen back to Zhanyang now.
The old lady asked me about my unemployment again, and I only said a little bit about Duan Ruochen beside me, but she was very happy after hearing it, and I finally had to go back to her nose.
After hanging up the phone, I said to Duan Ruochen with a smile: "Excuse me, Mother Chen wishes I would take you back to Zhanyang now!" ”
"Oh well! Then I reluctantly accepted it. Duan Ruochen smiled and nodded, and the speed of eating became much faster.
After eating, I drove Duan Ruochen's car back to the company to go through the resignation procedures, went back to the office to get my personal belongings, left the company under the eyes of my colleagues, and finally went back to the apartment to sort out my clothes.
As soon as I arrived at the downstairs of the apartment, I suddenly saw a familiar figure, the box of items in my hand almost spilled on the ground, I turned my back, I didn't dare to look back, but I couldn't help the throbbing of my heart, and looked back at him greedily.
I saw that his cheekbones were prominent, his eyes were deep, his beard was slightly sloppy, and he was leaning against the cold wall decadently, looking up at the sky, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
My heart is sour, when did Situ Yunzhe, who once demanded perfection in everything, especially in terms of image, become the raunchy appearance he is now.
My Azhe, what have you been through during this time? I whispered to myself.
But reason told me that no matter what he went through, it had nothing to do with me, and I quietly walked past him, trying to walk into the elevator quickly while he was not paying attention, and just when I was a little lucky, a happy voice came from behind me, "Shen'er--"
I stopped, but didn't turn around.
"Shen'er!" Situ Yunzhe stepped forward and grabbed my arm and asked me anxiously, "Why don't you answer my phone all the time?" ”
"I'm sorry! My phone is broken. "I kept my head down, afraid to look at him, afraid that all the persistence I had had had been these days would become vulnerable.
"I went to the hospital, they said that Duan Ruochen was discharged, I asked Chen Chen, Lin Xuan and Duan Ruochen, but they refused to tell me, so I had to wait for you here." Situ Yunzhe dragged me tightly, as if he was afraid that I would disappear from front of him, "Shen'er, I came early this morning, and I've been waiting for you here for a few days." ”
"What did you come to me for?" My heart throbbed, and tears almost fell, but I forcibly withdrew my emotions and asked him with a cold face.
"We said that we were going to Chen Chen's house for the Spring Festival, so I came to buy gifts with you, since Duan Ruochen has been discharged from the hospital, I think you might as well go back to Zhanyang with me now!"
"I haven't forgotten, but I don't want to take you to Chen's house now, but I'm going to take Duan Ruochen to Chen's house!"
"Shen'er, what's wrong with you? Is something going on? Situ Yunzhe asked me suspiciously, with anxiety in his eyes.
"No, no!" I turned my head, not wanting to look at him again, "Situ Yunzhe, since you are here, I will make it clear to you!" Let's break up! ”
"Breakup, hand?" Situ Yunzhe repeated those two words with difficulty, looking at me incredulously, he seemed to can't believe that we were still discussing marriage not long ago, and today, I would inexplicably propose to break up with him, "Why?" ”
"Because I'm in love with Duan Ruochen." When the words against my heart were spoken, tears poured out, and even I was amazed at how I could say such cruel words to him so easily.
"You—" Situ Yunzhe suddenly lost his mind, raised his hand and wanted to fan me, I straightened up and met it, but his slap didn't come down for a long time, and what I heard was this: "I will treat you as if you didn't say anything." ”
It's reluctant! In all these years, I have never seen Situ Yunzhe who has lost his mind, and even at this time today, he can still control his emotions.
"No, I'm not going to take back what I said, so let's stop here!" I gritted my teeth and continued to be cruel.
"What am I doing wrong? Please tell me. Situ Yunzhe shook his head, and his tone became messy, "I don't believe you will fall in love with Duan Ruochen, Ye Shen'er, we once said that we will live for the rest of our lives, have you forgotten?" ”
"I don't believe it either, but Situ Yunzhe, I'm sure I'm really in love with Duan Ruochen, so let's forget it!"
"So what is our relationship for more than four years? You were still clamoring to get married before, and now Mommy and Dad are busy for our marriage, but you broke up in one sentence, have you ever thought about my feelings? Ever wondered how Mommy and Dad feel? Or have you never really loved me? ”
"Even if you have loved, even if you still love, what can you do? Because, no matter how deep the love is, it can't withstand betrayal and disappointment after all. I held back my tears, ignored Situ Yunzhe's scolding behind me, and entered the elevator.
When the door of the apartment was closed, I lay on the cold floor, but my ears listened to the heavy footsteps outside the corridor slowly approaching, and I dared to hold back my tears, not cry.
I suddenly felt that I was too cruel, even if I wanted to break up, at least let him understand why I broke up, but I couldn't open my mouth, because he had a child with someone else, and finally killed that child indirectly because of his indifference.
Such an indifferent and ruthless man, is that what I want? Are all those deep feelings and sweetness in the past pretended? Can such a man spend his life with me?
Crying and crying, I don't know when I fell asleep, when I woke up, it was already dark, the tears on my face had long since dried, I rubbed my numb legs, got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face, and began to pack my luggage. It's only been half a year, and there are so many big things, so in the end, I simply took a few sets of changing clothes and put them in the suitcase, and decided to pack the other luggage first, and then let Chen Chen come over and help me get it.
When I left the room, I listened carefully to the movement outside, and it took me a while before I dared to open the door.
Fortunately, Situ Yunzhe has left, with great relief and a strong sense of loss, I dragged my suitcase into the elevator, and when I approached Duan Ruochen's car, I suddenly saw Duan Ruochen in a wheelchair and Situ Yunzhe who was condescending was talking about something.
They didn't notice me, so I found a place to hide and wanted to wait for Situ Yunzhe to leave before coming out.
Time passed quietly in waiting, and although I wondered why the two of them, who basically had no communication, had so much to say, I didn't want to know what they were talking about, and I just quietly watched the hurried pedestrians in the silent night.
I don't know how long later, Duan Ruochen's wheelchair suddenly appeared in front of me, and I looked at him in surprise, it turned out that he had already discovered me.
"He's gone." Duan Ruochen told me in a low voice, but he didn't ask me why I didn't want to see Situ Yunzhe, I appreciated his thoughtfulness, got up and asked him, "Why did you come out?" ”
"I saw that you haven't been back for so long, so I asked the driver to send me over, and it just so happened that Situ was below, and we chatted for a while, and then I saw you come down." After Duan Ruochen finished speaking, he looked at me, "Are you guys okay?" ”
"It's okay, let's go back!" I smiled at Duan Ruochen far-fetchedly, dragging my suitcase while helping his wheelchair towards the car.
Duan Ruochen's feet can use a little force now, so he usually doesn't need to spend much effort to support the wheelchair with both hands, but there is no way outside, the snow on the ground has not melted, the wheelchair is not only slippery, but also difficult to control the direction, I took a lot of effort, finally let the wheelchair and the car closer, Duan Ruochen sat in the passenger seat with difficulty, although he looked a little embarrassed, but he didn't care, and pointed to the wheelchair and smiled apologetically at me.
I folded the wheelchair, lifted it to the back of the car, and put the trunk in the rear of the car before returning to the driver's seat.
"Is there a lot of stuff? I'll get someone to come and move into the car! Duan Ruochen asked me while fastening his seat belt.
"You don't have to move up and down, I'll move directly with Chen Chen when the time comes." I started the car, skillfully turned around, and drove towards Duan Ruochen's home.
On the night when Situ Yunzhe came, there was heavy snow in the sky again, and the weather seemed to be a little colder, I added two more years of heavy clothes to Duan Ruochen's suitcase, the countryside of Zhanyang was a little colder, and the countryside mostly used braziers, but they couldn't stay by the brazier all day, so it was especially necessary to add more clothes.
Since he broke up with Situ Yunzhe that day, he has never seen him again, and the phone has never come, come to me, he has confirmed something with Duan Ruochen that day, at least, I want to take Duan Ruochen back to Chen Chen for the New Year, he must know!
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, isn't this ending exactly what I need?
On the twenty-eighth day of the Lunar New Year, less than ten o'clock, Chen Chen went to Luzhou alone, Lin Xuan decided to travel around the world with his parents for the Spring Festival this year, and left China with his parents two days ago.
Chen Chen did not allow me to drive Duan Ruochen's car back to Zhanyang, so he went to the apartment to load all my luggage into the car before heading for Zhanyang.
Looking at the silver-white world outside the window, my heart became pale, and I couldn't say what it felt like, it stands to reason that being fired should be a particularly faceless thing, but not only did I feel embarrassed, but I felt a sense of relief.
Luzhou is not my hometown after all, although it is only a city away, but in the past six months, I always have a feeling of sending people under the fence, a little nostalgia, is the time to play with Lu Lao, but such a time will never appear in the future, Lu Lao will have a new person to cultivate in the future, I will have a new journey to break through in the future, I believe that there are not many opportunities to meet him in the future.