Xiao He cooked a sobering soup for Jiang Hai, and after feeding him, he and Uncle Liu took people back to the room, and only Jiang Yu and Jiang Ningchuan were left in the hall, and no one spoke.

Jiang Ningchuan originally planned to accompany her boyfriend to listen to his father's drunken nonsense, but he didn't expect to learn that the real cause of her death was suicide more than ten years after his mother's death, and the cause that his father couldn't say was depression. His heart was crumpled together, kneaded by a merciless hand, and all the soreness and pain in his heart were struggling and screaming.

"It's good that she stubbornly refuses me."

"It's me who is sorry for their mother and son."

"It's all my fault."

"If only I could have found out sooner how painful she was."

"Chuan'er won't laugh anymore."

"I wish our family would always be like that."

“……”

Sentence by sentence rolled in Jiang Ningchuan's mind, he clutched the railing of the stairs in his hand tightly, wanting to roar, but found that he couldn't make a sound no matter what.

His clenched fist slammed into the sharp edge of the railing again and again, his hand hurting, but not as good as his kneaded heart.

Jiang Yu was also uncomfortable in his heart, he didn't know how to comfort him, but after seeing Jiang Ningchuan's fist soaking bright red blood, he couldn't help it anymore, and rushed over in three steps and two steps.

He grabbed Jiang Ningchuan's already bloody hand, saw the other party's frighteningly red eyes, and hugged the person to death.

"Don't do this, don't do that." Jiang Yu's voice was full of crying, he was at a loss, very sad, and very scared.

Jiang Ningchuan's throat seemed to be covered with a layer of paper, no matter how much he cried or shouted, he couldn't make a sound, and after a long time, the trembling voice in Jiang Yu's arms finally stopped, and he heard a hoarse voice in his ear - "Why is this so." ”

He never cared if his grandparents liked him or not, and he didn't care why he never saw his grandparents in kindergarten, as long as his parents were around.

Why, why should moms endure their malice all the time, why should they be tortured to death by those cruel malices.

Jiang Ningchuan made no secret of his vulnerability at the moment, he buried his head in Jiang Yu's arms, and said bitterly: "Why don't I know until now." ”

Jiang Yu had never seen anyone cry like this, he was so heartbroken that he was about to die, and carefully kissed him in his arms, "Because they love you too much." "So I can't bear to expose you to such a cruel truth.

The next morning, both father and son came to their senses, but their eyes were swollen and swollen.

While eating breakfast, Jiang Hai smiled at Jiang Yu awkwardly and said, "Uncle drank too much and talked nonsense last night, don't take it to heart." ”

Jiang Yu subconsciously glanced at Jiang Ningchuan, and when he saw that his expression was as usual, he nodded.

"The ticket for noon, right, I'll have lunch early in a while, and I'll take you to the airport after eating."

Jiang Yu was about to speak, but Jiang Ningchuan grabbed the conversation, "No need, I'll take Jiang Yu for a walk after dinner, and then let Uncle Liu go to the airport and drive the car back." ”

The look in Jiang Hai's eyes darkened a little, and he reluctantly smiled: "Oh, it's okay." ”

After breakfast, Jiang Ningchuan went upstairs to get his luggage, and the four of them stood at the door waiting for Uncle Liu to drive the car out of the garage.

"I didn't mean to hide it from you, you were so young at the time." Jiang Hai thought for a moment before putting his hand on his son's shoulder, revealing an almost flattering smile, "Don't you...... Don't blame me, okay? ”

Jiang Ningchuan lowered his gaze, let the hand that he had raised when he was a child put it on his shoulder, and said, "Got it." ”

Jiang Yu spent a night and a morning not being able to recover from last night's events, the truth of more than ten years ago now sounds just a very tragic story, but Jiang Yu saw his own shadow from this story.

The autumn sun in the north scorched the moisture between heaven and earth, and the air was filled with a dry smell.

Jiang Yu licked his somewhat dry lips and sat on the passenger seat in a distraction.

During the National Day holiday, the parking space at the airport was very scarce, Jiang Ningchuan looked for a while to find a vacant parking space, he parked the car, and asked Jiang Yu: "What are you thinking?" ”

Jiang Yu didn't know where the strength came from, grabbed Jiang Ningchuan's hand, and asked with burning eyes: "If I am condemned, will you give up on me?" ”

Jiang Ningchuan was dazed for a moment, and after thinking about it, he understood what his little boyfriend was talking about, his eyes darkened, and then he smiled and twisted the hair on the other party's eyelashes.

"No one can condemn us."

A sentence that didn't even count as a promise made Jiang Yu's heart, which had been hanging for a long time, suddenly fall into his chest and began to beat normally.

No one can condemn us, so I won't give up on you.

Jiang Yu added to that sentence without authorization, and he quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and his mood was wonderfully better.

The end of the National Day holiday meant that Jiang Yu's internship contract in Ninghe expired, and before going out to the hospital, Jiang Yu took out the materials that Teacher Zhang handed over to him on the day of graduation.

I wrote my internship diary almost every day, and when I opened it, I saw that it was filled with black notes, leaving only a few thin pages to write various evaluations for the internship supervisor and the internship unit.

Jiang Yu cherished the material in his arms, after all, it carried too much hope for him. When the last few pages are filled, then the three months in the hospital will be considered complete, and then you can take these to the school in exchange for the graduation certificate deposited by the class tutor for three months, and your life will open a new chapter.

Jiang Yu never stopped smiling along the way, and he could see that he was in a very happy mood.

Jiang Ningchuan changed his clothes when he arrived at the office, rolled up the folder and knocked it on his boyfriend's head: "It's been a morning of silly music, what do you think?" ”

Jiang Yu lined up the internship report, internship certificate, and internship evaluation form on the table, pointed at it very domineeringly, and said, "Come on, fill in these." ”

"What the hell, a sell-out agreement?" Jiang Ningchuan smiled and picked up the things in his hand and looked at them, "Internship certificate, I haven't written this thing yet, how can I write it, write it truthfully or praise you?" ”

"Isn't being honest just praising me, being a sincere person." Jiang Yu flipped the booklet to the place that needed to be filled in and put it back in front of Jiang Ningchuan.

"Okay then." Jiang Ningchuan smacked a few strokes, and the handwriting had already fallen on a blank piece of paper, and after he finished writing, he admired it, and pushed the things in his hand over with a smile.

Jiang Yu took it and looked at it, he almost didn't catch his breath, and he couldn't wait to roll his eyes at the person in front of him, and it was written on the paper - well-behaved and sensible, with long legs and good faces, these twelve big characters have won my heart, and there is Jiang Ningchuan's chic and handsome signature on the right side of the bottom line.

He picked the thorn and raised the bar, "Why is it that the well-behaved and sensible is in front of the long legs and good looks, am I not good enough, or the legs are not long enough?" ”

"Not satisfied? Then I'll change it. Jiang Ningchuan made a gesture to take away the things in Jiang Yu's hand, but Jiang Yu didn't give him a chance, folded the paper with only fifteen big characters in his hand and hid it in his pocket, bluffed and said seriously: "Write well!" ”

This is related to graduation and graduate school entrance examinations, even if it is a boyfriend, you can't make trouble at this juncture.

"Wait."

After Jiang Ningchuan finished speaking, he wrote a pertinent evaluation on the thin piece of paper, and the strong and powerful font filled every gap on the paper, which was his trust and affirmation of the people around him, mixed with some inadvertent expectations.

At the end of each evaluation, he was signed with the name of Jiang Ningchuan, which will follow these documents into the archives, leaving traces in the long life of the little intern.

"The connection between you and me can't be erased in this life." He shook the document in his hand and met Jiang Yu's gaze.

Jiang Ningchuan's words contain his eight points of affection and two points of emptiness, he used this way to leave indelible traces in Jiang Yu's life, but the other party is strictly speaking a child who has not fully grown up, how long can a child's love last?

Jiang Ningchuan can always think of the end from the beginning of things, and he doesn't know what factors are at work, he thinks that he will be the one who is abandoned before the end.

Jiang Yu's heart was full of happiness about to graduate, and he didn't notice Jiang Ningchuan's small emotions that he couldn't express, he snatched the document in the other party's hand, and began to be happy when he looked at the comments and signatures on it.

"After a while, I took it and stamped it, it was officially certified, and you can't regret it."

Jiang Ningchuan was stunned, "What...... What is the official certification? ”

"We're going to have a stamped relationship in the future."

Jiang Ningchuan looked at the almost transparent eyes of the person in front of him, and suddenly felt that things were a little unreal, and an indescribable sense of satisfaction surged in his heart, he rubbed his face that quietly turned red, and said in a dumb voice: "Go quickly." ”

Jiang Yu said "obey" and took his treasures and left. Jiang Ningchuan leaned back in his chair and exhaled deeply—a smug smile appeared in his eyes.

After solving the matter of the hospital, Jiang Yu was going to school, I don't know what psychology, he didn't answer the car keys handed over by Jiang Ningchuan, and stubbornly said that he wanted to take the subway to school, just like every time he went to school in the past. Jiang Ningchuan was helpless against such persistence, so he could only watch the little intern go out, his eyes burning, and he couldn't wait to stick his eyes to the other party's back, like a parent who watched his child go to school alone for the first time. This kind of staring did not last long, and before Jiang Yu walked out of the hospital gate, Jiang Ningchuan got up and left the office to prepare for the first operation today.

In fact, there have not been many surgeries since the beginning of autumn, but patients seem to have a sense of security only when they hear the name Jiang Ningchuan, and they do not hesitate to wait in line, and they also have to hand over the task of performing surgery on themselves to him.

It was already noon after the operation was completed, and the lights in the operating room were finally dimmed, and the two young people who were waiting anxiously outside the door rushed to the door and almost bumped into Jiang Ningchuan, who was about to come out.

The man asked, "How's it going, doctor?" ”

Jiang Ningchuan pulled down his mask and took a breath of fresh air, "The operation was successful, be careful not to touch spicy and stimulating food, pay attention to your mood, and pay attention to indoor ventilation." ”

"Okay, thank you, thank you, doctor."