Chapter 140: If You Love, Love Deeply

Xiaozhi sat alone at night, distraught, and sent a text message to Xia Xue asking for help. Unexpectedly, Xia Xue replied and agreed to Xiaozhi's request. Xiaozhi was jubilant in his heart, and Xia Xue was finally willing to face herself.

Xiao Zhi's nose is sour, and his eyes are spicy, as if he has been poured with chili water. Xiaozhi immediately sent another text message to Xia Xue. Xue, when are you coming back tomorrow, and I'll pick you up, okay?

But this time, Xia Xue never replied. It seems that Xia Xue's heart is still hesitating. After all, Xiaoji wronged her fiercely this time, and punished her excessively like that.

The next morning, the first thing Xiaozhi woke up was to look at his phone. As a result, he was disappointed and did not receive a reply from Xia Xue. However, since Xia Xue promised to help herself, she will definitely come back. It's just that I don't know when she'll come back. Xiaozhi's heart has begun to impatient.

Xiaozhi recalled the past with Xia Xue, and his heart was desolate and lonely. The gloomy mood at this moment is so similar to the sadness and pain of that time.

That time, Xia Xueyi sternly proposed to break up with Xiaozhi. No matter how much Xiaozhi pleaded, Xia Xue just refused to change her words, and claimed that she never wanted to see Xiaozhi again.

At that time, Xiaoji was still in his junior year. In the middle of the night during the summer vacation, he quietly slipped into Xia Xue's bedroom, trying to make Xia Xue his woman.

He has longed for Xia Xue for many years, and since he was a child, he was worried that Xia Xue would date other men and fall in love. Every time Xia Xue went out to eat with the opposite sex, Xiao Zhi would have a black face towards Xia Xue, and he would be sullen for several days. But Xia Xue laughed at him for being a child, why should he care about adults.

When Xiaozhi grows up, her biggest dream is to be able to truly own Xia Xue and accompany her for the rest of her life. But Xia Xue never agreed to him. Saying that physical desires will corrode spiritual love, and when both parties ask too much, they will lose interest in each other. Therefore, in order to maintain eternal and pure spiritual love, the only way to prevent that thing from happening is to prevent that thing from happening. Xiaozhi was helpless against Xia Xue at that time, so he had to suffer from his inner torment and follow Xia Xue's wishes.

Later, when Xiaozhi reached his junior year, he found that most of the men who pursued Xia Xue were very persistent. Xia Xue often goes out to eat or drink coffee with friends of the opposite sex. Every time Xiaozhi was jealous of this and lost his temper at Xia Xue, Xia Xue not only did not comfort Xiaozhi, but deliberately stimulated Xiaozhi. Xia Xue said that she was free to marry and love, and said that she had the right to have a boyfriend.

Xia Xue's words are indeed good. However, if Xia Xue has a boyfriend, in case she marries that man again. So what should Xiaozhi's life do? If Xia Xue marries another man and has children, stays away from Xiaozhi, and no longer gets along with Xiaozhi in the past, then Xiaozhi will be so miserable that he can't live.

Since then, Koji has been planning a way to take possession of Xia Xue. He reasoned with Xia Xue and told her that love has no boundaries. He asked Xia Xue to watch a love movie about life and death together, trying to influence Xia Xue and make her realize that the opportunity for love may be fleeting soon, so she should cherish it. He sent roses to Xia Xue every day, and accompanied Xia Xue to taste high-end red wine on weekends, so as to show Xia Xue his demeanor as a mature man.

However, Xiaozhi tried all kinds of methods, but Xia Xue still stubbornly refused to comply. In desperation, Xiaozhi had no choice but to find that Xia Xue was asleep in the middle of the night during the summer vacation of that year, and secretly got on Xia Xue's bed. He was also helpless to make this decision. If he starts late, he is afraid that Xia Xue will be snatched away by other men.

But this time, Koji's sneak attack failed miserably. and was kicked out of the house by Xia Xue, and seriously proposed to cut off contact with him.

At that time, Xiaozhi was like a little sheep to Xia Xue, and he easily did not dare to go against Xia Xue's wishes. Because, he was afraid that Xia Xue would no longer pay attention to him, and he was even more worried that Xia Xue would choose another man and never live with him again. In the middle of the night, Xiaozhi looked at the angry Xia Xue and had to cry and walk out of the house.

Koji slipped out onto the street, his heart aching unbearably, tears streaming desperately in his eyes. He ran to the bar alone, sat alone at the bar, and drank sadly. But no matter how much he drank, his heart was still clear.

Alcohol can paralyze people's limbs and minds, but it can't deceive one's own heart. The more you drink, the more sober your heart will be.

Koji was at the bar, groggy and drinking until dawn, when a fashionable young girl came up to him and gently patted him on the shoulder.

The girl's eyes were big and she was wearing a deep blue eyeshadow. Her cheeks are thin, her skin is slightly dark, and she has a few lovely freckles on her face. The girl is not particularly beautiful, but she shows her avant-garde and hot personality. She looked at Xiaozhi's eyes, wanton and unscrupulous, without a trace of concealment and hypocrisy.

The girl took out a cigarette from the cigarette case in front of her and lit it for herself. She took a deep breath, then indifferently spewed the smoke at Koji. Handsome guy, love is all lies, and those who say they love you are all liars. Only the body is the most authentic and reliable, it never deceives us, it is very sincere and credible. Instead of being a woman and crying here, let's go together to comfort our bodies and keep each other warm.

After the girl finished speaking, her eyes stared directly into Koji's eyes, as if she was quietly waiting for Koji's answer.

Xiao Zhi looked at this bold girl in confusion, and his heart became more melancholy, but he couldn't find an outlet to vent his pain. You have a point, then let's go! Xiaoji hesitated for a moment, put the jacket on the back of the chair, put it diagonally on his broad shoulders, and walked out of the bar with the girl's fragrant shoulders around it.

The girl suddenly stopped and said to Xiaozhi indifferently, you are not only handsome, but also surprisingly beautiful, just like the embodiment of a ghost animal or a demon. Your body and your appearance will completely lose me. I'm afraid, I'll fall in love with you from now on, I can't live without you. Otherwise, let's stop there. I know you don't belong to me. I don't want to be too cruel to myself.

The girl pushed Xiaoji away, ran to the 24-hour convenience store on the side of the road, and came out with some cans of beer. In the bag in his hand, there are also phoenix feet, duck necks, dried tofu, and sausages. Xiao Zhi looked at this alternative girl in confusion, and stood silently on the street where the sky was still dark.

The girl returned to Xiaozhi and said to him, follow me! Koji followed the girl into a phone booth on the side of the street.

Girl, put beer snacks on the ground in a hurry. She looked up at Xiaozhi and said, let's have a bar here and wait for dawn together! Your beauty is so seductive that I don't dare to approach you, for fear that my life will be lost from now on.

Koji picked up a can of beer, leaned against the glass wall, and pulled the iron ring on the beer can with his fingers. Xiaozhi tilted his head and took a sip. The cool liquid slides into the stomach and intestines. Am I a vampire? It will scare you to this extent. Koji asked the girl.

The girl, greedily drinking beer, gulped down a big gulp. She leaned close to Koji's chest, looked up at Koji seriously, and said, You are more seductive than a vampire.

The girl drank a lot of wine, and the sky was faintly showing the dawn. The girl sighed, alas, it's dawn, and we're going to go our separate ways. As she spoke, the girl hugged Xiaozhi with infinite nostalgia, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Xiaozhi's soft lips.

The girl's emotions gradually became more heated and became more crazy. She eagerly unbuttoned Koji's shirt and kissed it eagerly and greedily. Koji's heart began to jump excitedly.

Just when Xiaozhi and this girl fell into the whirlpool of confusion and bewitchment like glue. Xia Xue sent a text message to Xiaozhi, Xiaozhi, where are you? I miss you so much, I'm going to see you soon.

When Xiaozhi saw this text message, he suddenly jumped out of the temptation of being lost. He pushed the girl away, opened the door of the phone booth, and ran out into the street.

At this time, there are no morning buses and there are no taxis on the streets. Xiaozhi didn't have time to wait, he ran towards Xia Xue's villa frantically and anxiously, he wanted to fly to Xia Xue's side immediately, and he couldn't wait for a minute.

At that dawn, Xiaoji ran wildly for several kilometers. When he came to Xia Xue, he was covered in sweat, and his hair was wet as if it had been washed with water. He looked at Xia Xue excitedly, hugged Xia Xue in his arms, and said incoherently, Xue, please don't break up with me again, I promise you any conditions, even if you can't do that thing for the rest of your life! I'm willing to talk about a spiritual love with you, and stay together for the rest of your life, okay?

After Xia Xue saw Xiaozhi that time, she didn't feel that she was in tears. She nodded her head and said yes, while lying on her stomach in Xiaozhi's arms and sobbing. Xiaozhi realized that Xia Xue's love for him was also deep. It's just that in Xia Xue's heart, Xiaozhi can't see through it.

After many years, Xiaozhi recalled the past again, and his heart was extremely painful and melancholy. He was afraid that Xia Xue would leave him and abandon him completely and quietly. If he loses Xia Xue in his life, then he will lose all thoughts and lose interest in anything in an instant.

Xiaozhi had a simple breakfast and drove to the company. When he arrived at the company, he looked around attentively, and then his eyes were full of disappointment. Without Xia Xue's shadow, she didn't come to Xiaozhi. Koji walked into the company disheartened and began to work the same.

At noon, Haruko came to the door of the company again, carrying a lunch box in her hand, and was stiffly stopped at the door by the security guard. Haruko said all the good things, both soft and hard, and the security guards did not let him go. Haruko turned around and took a few steps back, but she was unwilling to leave.

When Xiaozhi walked to the cafeteria absentmindedly, his mobile phone rang with a "drip". Xiao Zhi's eyes instantly widened, and he took out his mobile phone nervously and urgently. It was a text message sent by Xia Xue. Xiaoji, I'm waiting for you in front of the company.

Koji turned around excitedly and immediately rushed towards the elevator without stopping, completely ignoring the surprised stares of others looking at him.