Chapter 64
Jiang Yu had been waiting outside the clinic for nearly half an hour, and Ms. Jiang Wan had been in the clinic for nearly half an hour.
In this half hour, Jiang Yu pretended to be calm and chatted with Jiang Ningchuan, accepting the condemnation from the depths of He Xi's soul, and then looking at the closed door of the consultation room from time to time.
Jiang Yu: It's been half an hour, what do you say they are talking about?
Jiang Ningchuan: If your mother used to see a doctor only once a year, it means that her condition was relatively stable in previous years, but as you said, she has been out of control twice this year, and the time interval is not too long, so the doctor may ask more
Jiang Yu: Every time I lose control, it's because I mentioned the Zhong family, and I blame it
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Jiang Ningchuan: Are you stupid or not, as long as she mentions the Zhong family, she is out of control, then it means that the Zhong family is the cause of her, and it is better to cure if you find the cause, how can I blame you
Jiang Ningchuan: Besides, this life is so long, do you have to be careful all the time talking?
Jiang Yu looked at the last message and lost his mind, and he was right, he couldn't think about what he could and couldn't say before talking to his mother every time, if the mother and son got along like this every day, would they be too tired.
Since my mother is willing to come to see the doctor, it means that she is willing to overcome the problems she faces, but she will always be like a deserter.
When Jiang Yu typed in the reply to Jiang Ningchuan's message, Jiang Wan came out of the consultation room, her expression was so dazed that she couldn't see what emotions she had, and when she met Jiang Yu's eyes, she smiled and said, "Do you want to go and talk to the doctor, you can ask some questions about me." ”
Jiang Yu put away his phone, nodded and said, "Okay." ”
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The consultation room is very different from Jiang Ningchuan's previous office, there are no familiar bookshelves, no washbasins and simple hospital beds, only a desk, a computer and a doctor with a slight smile.
The doctor is a native of Australia, in his forties, with long curly brown hair and deep blue eyes, and a charm that belongs only to middle-aged men.
"Hello, I'm Doctor Rand, you can call me Rand, Jiang, your mother mentioned you to me, you are indeed a beautiful teenager, just like your mother." Rand greeted Jiang Yu very familiarly, and his eyes that curved down when he smiled gave people a kind feeling.
Jiang Yu sat down on the small sofa opposite Rand's desk, the stranger's straightforward praise made him a little embarrassed, and he blushed and said, "Thank you...... Dr. Rand, you are also handsome. ”
"Hahahaha, you're funny, I like young people like you." Rand's laughter was very hearty, and the smile on his face was also very sincere, and Jiang Yu slightly lowered his guard against strangers.
"I met your mother when I first started working with patients, and she was my first patient, and it was a wonderful fate." Rand took out a photo album from the desk drawer, and the first page in it was a photo of him and Jiang Wan, who was about thirty years old.
Seeing a picture of his mother from a stranger is indeed a strange feeling, Jiang Yu thought.
He looked at Jiang Wan, who was smiling shyly in the photo, and muttered, "Thirteen years ago, I never knew it. ”
"Thirteen years ago she was a charming woman, and of course she is now, but thirteen years ago, Jiang you were still a child who needed to be taken care of, a mother would not be selfish enough to let her children share their misfortunes, if it were you, you wouldn't do it, right?"
That's right, Jiang Yu thought in his heart, if he knew the truth thirteen years ago, then he didn't know what to do.
Jiang Yu was helpless, he said: "I just want to know more about her, in the days when I lived with her, she only showed me what she wanted me to see, what my mother was like, the real her, all hidden by her." ”
"What you see is the truth, your mother can remain in this state in front of you for decades, then this side of your mother is real, you should not doubt it," Rand looked at the young man in front of him with a puzzled face with one hand, pointed to himself, and said: "She is a kind and gentle mother when facing you, the difference is that I see her as a generous and charming patient, a person is sometimes in a different state when facing other people, everyone is diverse, You can't expect you to see your mother's most complete personality, even the most intimate, such as your lover, you can't fully understand him, what a person should know most should be about himself. ”
The eyes of the young man in front of him changed from doubts to relief, and Rand smiled and said, "Now your own problem is solved?" ”
Jiang Yu nodded, "I probably understand." ”
"Alright, let's talk about your mother now, if there's anything you want to know, or if there's anything you want to tell me, it's okay."
Is anything possible? Jiang Yu lowered his head, he had too many things he wanted to know, he didn't have the opportunity to understand before, but when the opportunity was in front of him, he hesitated.
If you really open your mouth, then you will dig out the secrets that your mother has worked so hard to hide over the years, and what she wants to bury and don't want others to know will be exposed in front of her, right?
The psychiatrist knew best what he should say, Jiang Yu didn't open his mouth for a long time, he knew what this young man was hesitating, and said empathetically: "You can think about it carefully, what you want to know the most." ”
What I want to know most is why Jiang Wan is so sensitive to the Zhong family, why she can't forget the things that ordinary people can forget in three or five years, and then there is, can this kind of collapse for a specific thing be cured?
Rand answered Jiang Yu's doubts one by one-
Jiang Wan's mental condition first appeared in a problem not thirteen years ago when she first saw a psychiatrist, but already when they left the Zhong family.
At first, I had nightmares all night long, in which Jiang Yu was tortured to the point that the wound spread from his forehead to the soles of his feet, and finally he couldn't see the shape. Zhong Mo was like a bloodthirsty demon, coming step by step from the human flesh forest, forcing the mother and son into a desperate situation.
She has always contended with her own nightmares, and no one will be defeated by them.
It's just that the situation is getting worse and worse, not only dreams, Zhong Mo will even appear in life, when he is working, when he is shopping for groceries, when he picks up Jiang Yu and He Xi from school, he is squeezed into Jiang Wan's life by exaggerated demons, which distorts Jiang Wan's mind.
At the same time, just when Jiang Wan was experiencing the destruction of her soul, Jiang Wan's parents knew the news of their daughter's quiet divorce, and her parents, who had been traditional and stubborn all her life, couldn't accept such news at all, and they were both angry, and they were determined to cut off relations with their daughter.
Again and again the mental damage made Jiang Wan, who was single with a child, unbearable, and finally collapsed after being suppressed for a long time.
The fear and resentment of the Zhong family have long been engraved in the bones with the pain of more than ten years of illness, and if they deliberately reduce their existence in life, the disease can be alleviated.
Then you still have to get along carefully, and you can never mention anything about the Zhong family in front of your mother.
Jiang Yu was a little disappointed after hearing this, "That is, there is no possibility of cure." ”
Rand shook his head and said, "Not really, in fact, aversion therapy is very effective for this condition, but in the early stage of treatment, the patient needs to suffer a lot. ”
Jiang Yu: "Aversion therapy? ”
Rand: "I mentioned this treatment to your mother before, but she refused, but when I spoke to her just now, she didn't reject me as firmly as she used to. ”
Jiang Yu: "Really......"
Rand: "Yes, because she understands your distress, and your mother wants to make a bold attempt for you. ”
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Jiang Yu walked out of the consultation room and saw her mother sitting quietly in the hall, she was smiling softly, and that smile only made Jiang Yu want to cry.
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On the other side of the ocean, Jiang Ningchuan received a call from Liang Fan.
"That news about Ning He broke up today, the data skyrocketed, everything is ready and ready to start."
"Okay, I got it." Jiang Ningchuan hung up this very brief phone call, and a mocking smile rose at the corner of his mouth.