Chu Xichen didn't know why she was like this, and her crying made him even more helpless, he put his arm around her waist with his uninjured hand, and kept apologizing in his mouth, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have been like that, otherwise, you hit me"

Su Xiaomeng, who had had enough catharsis, raised his head and looked at him and said, "Chu Xichen, it's not that I don't want to, but I..."

What, he heard it right, Xiao Menggang said that it wasn't that she didn't want to, but that there was another reason? "What is it?"

Su Xiaomeng made up his mind or decided to tell him that no matter what choice he made, he would respect him, after all, it was himself, not good enough...

"If I, without the first time, you, will you still want me" Su Xiaomeng said as he looked into his eyes

Hearing this, Chu Xichen let go of the hand around her waist, Su Xiaomeng's heart instantly cooled, she thought he didn't care, at least he didn't care so much, it turned out that she was wrong, she let go of him in disappointment, and said, "In the future, let's not see each other, then, goodbye"

With that, she quickly picked up her bag from the ground and ran towards the door.

At the moment, her heart was really bitter and uncomfortable, and she didn't actually blame him, because she didn't have that qualification.

Thinking of the time they have been together recently, she is content, at least they still have memories, so let's be like this in the future...

As soon as her hand touched the doorknob, her body was hugged tightly, and the familiar voice remembered "How can you just leave me like this, it's too cruel."

Su Xiaomeng was surprised by his current reaction, and replied, "Don't you dislike me, why am I still staying?"

"Whoever dislikes you, you can't wronged me like this"

Su Xiaomeng turned around and looked at him in surprise and asked, "You, really, don't you mind?"

Chu Xichen hugged her tightly and said, "How can you not mind, but ah, Xiaomeng, do you know, the moment you told me just now, I felt more sorry for you, and felt sorry for the injuries you suffered in the past, all of which are actually to blame me, blame me for not meeting you earlier,

I don't have time to participate in your past, so I just ask, but your future, it must be mine, you know"

Su Xiaomeng hugged him excitedly and said, "Chu Xichen, thank you, I really appreciate that you can accept me like this, but I have to tell you one more thing."

After a pause, she continued, "I, it seems that I have lost the memory of being with my ex-boyfriend, so I don't know what happened between me and him in the past, I can't be so selfish to have someone as good as you, so, Chu Xichen, let's separate."

As soon as he heard her say that she had amnesia, he knew that this day had finally come, but when he heard her say that he was separated, he was angry, "Why do you want to separate, you also said that it was your ex-boyfriend, he, it is already in the past, and I am your present and future, the past is not important anymore, what matters is the present and the future"

"However, I don't want to live like this, although it's just a memory of the past, but with it, my life is complete, and I also want to know what my past self has experienced, I don't want to torture myself all day long because of unknown things in the past, and torture you even more"

Chu Xichen was afraid that she would leave him after remembering all the things in those five years, and he was not sure that she would be with him after she remembered those memories, so at this moment he didn't want to let go like this...

"You go back to your memories, and we don't separate, okay?"

"Chu Xichen, this is not fair to you, I can't dominate you so selfishly, you are not worthy for me, you deserve better"

"There are better people than you, but there is only one of you, okay, there's no point in us arguing like this all the time, it's better to do this, I'll give you time, you go and find your memories, after you remember everything, no matter what the result is, it won't affect us?"

"Why be so persistent?"

Afraid that she would refuse, Chu Xichen interrupted her and said, "Okay, it's decided."

Su Xiaomeng had no choice but to agree.

Seeing that she finally agreed with him, he asked, "Then what are you going to do?"

Su Xiaomeng cautiously replied, "I know you may be unhappy, but I still have to say, do you remember the classmate we met in the morning, he, it's me, my ex-boyfriend, I'm going to go to him to ask some things clearly, so, don't be jealous, okay?"

"I knew that it would be wrong to see him look at you in the morning" In fact, Chu Xichen already knew, but in order not to make Su Xiaomeng suspicious, he still pretended to know nothing, after all, if she knew that he had investigated her, then it was estimated that she would turn against herself

Thinking of something, he asked, "No, didn't you say you forgot about your past with him, how do you know that he is your ex-boyfriend?" ”

"I said don't be angry, that is, when I was at the class reunion that day, he helped me block the wine that day, and then he mentioned it when we walked later, I didn't believe it, but he showed me a photo of us together, I, I have to believe it"