However, how should I speak, for the first time, I found that I was so cowardly, and it seemed that I was also very scared, maybe I really accepted his good, so I was cowardly and didn't dare to question him, and asked him why he was like that to himself, and was the relationship for nearly half a year just a dream? A dream that seems to be in my heart...

Is his kindness to himself, his spoiling of himself, and his meticulous care for himself all fake?

His first love started and ended because of him, shouldn't he be blamed, who did she provoke, when it was someone else's turn to take control, why did he treat him like this?

Even if everything started because of him, she could choose not to blame him, but when she finally fell in love with someone, why did he want to destroy her and Ye Jingxun, at that time, she seemed to be really stupid.

She remembered that he always avoided the two of them when she was with Ye Jingxun for a while, and she complained to Ye Jingxun for a long time, why He Yufan wanted to avoid her, she remembered that Ye Jingxun said at that time, "Maybe he likes you, so he avoids you"

At that time, she thought that Ye Jingxun was a jealous joke on purpose, but now that she thinks about it, maybe what he said at that time should be true, thinking back to the past, she realized how much pain she had brought to Ye Jingxun, so that he thought that he liked He Yufan, so he let it go, who should be blamed for all this?

Maybe I shouldn't dwell on these things now, I should ask him, why did he like himself in the past, but he pushed himself to others?

And after he is with others, why is he willing to take care of himself so meticulously, is it because he really likes it, or is it just guilty?

She walked to the dormitory with a lot of worries, she didn't know that she was downstairs with Ye Jingxun just now and was seen by Tao Xilun.

And he struggled for a long time and told He Yufan about it, he didn't believe Su Xiaomeng, but this was related to He Yufan after all, so he couldn't, as if nothing happened...

And after He Yufan knew about it, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart, she still couldn't forget Ye Jingxun? Is it that no matter how much she pays, she can't replace Ye Jingxun's position in her heart, and is there still a need for her to persevere?

However, as long as he thought of her goodness, her gentleness, and the happy time between her and himself, he didn't want to lose her like this, even if she still had Ye Jingxun in her heart, he didn't want to give up.

It's true that such a self is selfish, but he also believes that Su Xiaomeng will have his own place in his heart, and he believes that one day she will have only him in her heart, and that is his goal and his belief...

Although he knows and understands everything, but ah, he is still very sad, the person he likes has someone else in his heart, and they also meet in private, as Su Xiaomeng's current boyfriend, all this has to be known from others, is there anything worse than him? He Yufan smiled bitterly...

And this night is destined to be a restless night, Su Xiaomeng is like this, and He Yufan is also like this.

In class the next day, whether it was Su Xiaomeng or He Yufan, they were both listless.

During recess, Jiang Yi teased, "Su Xiaomeng, what did you and He Yufan do last night, hehe, looking at the two of you like this, you must have done nothing good!" ”

Hearing the implication of his words, Su Xiaomeng let go of his hand and said, "Say, is the skin loose again, you need me to help you tighten."

Jiang Yi immediately stayed away from Su Xiaomeng and said flatteringly, "Woman, just kidding, let go of the small horse"

Jiang Yi complained in his heart, "What are you kidding, he still deeply remembers the scene where he was abused by Su Xiaomeng countless times before, that picture is simple, and now he feels that he feels painful when he thinks about it, so don't provoke her, besides, she doesn't seem to be very happy today."

"I feel like you're a little abnormal today, what's wrong, aren't you happy?"

Su Xiaomeng replied, "No, it's just a little annoying, so you'd better not mess with me."

"In this case, then you can tell me, brother, maybe I can help you answer your questions?"

Su Xiaomeng knew his good intentions, but how could she open her mouth about that matter, she could only change the topic and say, "Why, why do you care about me so much today, is it difficult to say, you, like me"

Jiang Yi replied helplessly, "Su Xiaomeng, when did you become so narcissistic, you have to let others listen to this, what if you misunderstand, I don't care, but aren't you afraid that the one in your family will be angry?"

Hearing his words, she turned her head and glanced at He Yufan, he seemed a little strange today, it seemed that this was the first time she had seen him sleep between classes, and she turned her eyes back for some reason.

Jiang Yi took in her expression, knowing that she was in a bad mood, and she didn't giggle anymore, so he asked in a serious whisper, "Xiaomeng, are you guys quarrelling, why do you feel weird between the two of you?"

"No, you're thinking too much"

"You, well, do you know how to cherish it? He Yufan is such a good person, don't be like me, you don't even have a chance to be together," Jiang Yi said self-deprecatingly

"Okay, you're really verbose" Su Xiaomeng knew the meaning of Jiang Yi's words, she actually wanted to go on with him, but that incident had become a thorn in her heart after all, and it was difficult to bear it or not...