Chapter 308: Darkness and Light
Hua Rou excitedly held Yu'er's hand: "Yu'er, you promised me that you won't kill people casually!" ”
"I didn't kill people casually! Those are damned people! ”
Hua Rou frowned and shook her head, and Yu'er hurriedly said: "Lord Feng betrayed us this time, and he also wanted to get rid of you again and again before!" She must die! ”
"I don't deny that she's at fault." Hua Rou was very sad: "But...... That's a life, how can you and I do it at will? ”
Yu'er angrily shook Hua Rou's hand: "Her life is life, isn't my life my life?" If it weren't for Tang Xiao saving me this time, if you hadn't used poison to persecute Meng Zhixiang, do you think I would have come back alive? You're questioning me for someone like that?! ”
Yu'er turned her head angrily and turned to ignore Hua Rou.
"I ...... Yu'er, I'm not accusing you, I just don't think you can dispose of a person's life so casually! Why are those who bully us so annoying? Because...... If they don't take our lives seriously, how can we treat them in the same way? ”
"I don't care! I won't let anyone hurt me! ”
"Jade ......"
"Go ahead and have pity on these wicked people! One day their knife is on your neck, and you'll understand how ridiculous your ideas are! Whether it's the phoenix lord or that barbarian...... If we hadn't escaped, we would have died at their hands! ”
Yu'er was extremely emotional, her wide-eyed eyes were almost breathing fire, and Hua Rou didn't dare to say anything more when she saw this, so she could only be silent.
Yu'er saw that she didn't speak, and said angrily: "Kindness is a good thing, but being too kind is stupid, I have experienced too many dangers, I know what it means to be alive better than you!" I know better than you what it's like to die! ”
"I ......"
"I'm so grateful to you for saving me, and I'm willing to protect you and defend you! But you can't accuse me like that! Because no matter what, as someone who doesn't want to die, I'm willing to ...... for you Take my life! ”
Hua Rou looked at Yu'er in shock, and Yu'er had already stood up: "You are liked and protected, you can easily say what not to kill, because your hands will never have to be stained with blood, and if I want to live, I can only rely on myself." ”
She turned around and walked out.
Hua Rou quickly got up: "I will also protect you regardless of life and death." ”
Yu'er looked back at Hua Rou in astonishment, and there was no complete trust in her eyes.
"You protect me, take care of me, I know, I will protect you too, take care of you! You're not alone! Hua Rou stepped forward and grabbed Yu'er's hand: "Yu'er, we are sisters, I ...... I'm not trying to accuse you, I just want us to live happily and not ...... Alive, with blood on his hands. ”
Yu'er looked at Hua Rou in silence, tears faintly flashing in her eyes.
Hua Rou pulled her back to sit on the boulder, she knew that Yu'er resisted such a topic, so she didn't mention it anymore, picked a handful of bone tail grass, and began to weave silently.
Soon, a grass rabbit was braided, and Hua Rou handed it to Yu'er.
Yu'er took it and fiddled with it in her hand: "I will also make this up, do you know who taught me?" ”
Hua Rou blinked: "Could it be Tang Lone?" ”
Yu'er shook her head: "No, it's a human tooth." ”
Hua Rou was stunned.
"You said we don't want to live with blood on our hands, and I certainly don't want to. But for as long as I can remember, what I have seen and experienced has been all darkness. I have lived in the dark for too long, and all I have experienced is deception and betrayal, oppression and contempt! I'm numb......"
Hua Rou hugged Yu'er's shoulder: "It will pass, believe me!" The past cannot be changed, but the future is in our hands...... Everything will be fine. ”
"Really?" There was anticipation in Yu'er's eyes.
"Of course!" Hua Rou nodded vigorously: "I will always protect you!" And...... You still have Tang Lin who likes you, and Liuliang, Tang Xiao, they are all kind people, and they will definitely make your future different! ”
Tears welled up in Yu'er's eyes: "I believe in you." ”
Hua Rou reached out and hugged Yu'er: "You can't lose hope for the future!" ”
Yu'er nodded, tears rolling down her face.
One who stays in the darkness for too long either craves the light or forgets the light.
Yu'er's heart longs for light, but she doesn't believe in this light, and her inferiority complex from the bottom of her heart often makes her feel that she doesn't deserve it.
So every decision, her consideration is the one of surviving in the dark, and when the flower is like the sun falling on her life, she has hope, or more accurately, she comes into contact with hope.
It's just that at this moment, she is still skeptical in her touching, she doesn't know if this light will become eternal, and in hope, she is still panicked, in the faint consciousness of unworthiness, she suffers more from gains and losses, and she also feels that the flowers are soft and high, brilliant and dazzling and untouchable.
If I could have a bright heart like her, what would I be like today?
……
Another day and a night.
On this day and night, Hua Rou and Yu'er waited and talked at the secret passage; In the narrow secret passage, the left and right commanders were chasing after them, and Mu Junwu and Tang Xiao were also desperately hurrying, and talked from time to time.
"How can you have so much poison on you?"
Mu Junwu lowered his eyes: "I don't know." ”
Tang Xiao blinked: "The wood is beautiful in the forest, and the wind will destroy it." ”
"I'm too self-righteous, overestimating some things, and underestimating some things."
Tang Xiao looked at him sideways when he heard this: "What is overestimated?" What do you look down on? ”
Mu Junwu smiled stupidly: "Overestimating human nature, and underestimating it...... Human nature. ”
Tang Xiao pondered for a moment and nodded in agreement: "It makes sense, it seems to be ...... Me too. ”
"But I woke up too late." Mu Junwu's expression was full of regret.
"You've lost something very valuable?"
"It's precious." He lost his mother, lost many of his close companions like brothers, and lost the splendor of his heart's hope for the world.
"What about you?" After Mu Junwu sighed, he could only force himself to stop thinking about it and ask rhetorically.
"I ...... I don't know what I've gained or lost...... A lot of times, I don't even know if what I'm doing is right or wrong. ”
Tang Xiao is confused, too much of his insistence and grandma's orders are contrary, he is always caught in it again and again, and he can't be happy left and right.
"The so-called right and wrong, ask your own heart!" Mu Junwu's sincere advice made Tang Xiao stunned, and he whispered in his mouth: "My heart ......"
"Not including Hua Rou." After Tang Xiao was stunned by the posthumous warning, he sneered and laughed: "You don't count this." ”
Mu Junwu glanced at Tang Xiao: "This is advice. ”