chapter169

Qiaoqiao and the nanny aunt were both frightened by Cheng Rao's reaction, Qiaoqiao dialed 120, and in less than ten minutes, the ambulance arrived.

After a basic examination, Cheng Rao had nothing to do, and the medical staff said that she just fainted with emotion, and she would be fine after waking up, and she didn't have to go to the hospital.

With the help of medical staff, Qiao Qiao and the nanny aunt sent Cheng Rao to the upstairs bedroom.

After seeing off the people in the hospital, Jojo went to the living room to clean up the photos.

When she saw the intimate gesture between Cheng Rao and another man in the photo, Qiaoqiao's eyes were a little complicated.

She has been here to take care of Cheng Rao for a few months, but she doesn't know anything about Cheng Rao's past.

She always thought that Cheng Rao and Yu Chi had been together a long time ago, and Yu Chi still stayed together after Cheng Rao fell ill.

However, when she saw these photos, she reacted -

The truth seemed more complicated than she thought.

She didn't know who sent these photos, but she knew very well that after Cheng Rao saw these photos, she was likely to remember the past.

In fact, her recent signs have been obvious.

She would always ask about the past from time to time, and she heard it many times when we sat down to eat together.

However, Wei Chi never seemed to answer directly.

Thinking of this, Qiao Qiao couldn't help but have a little headache......

She didn't know whether to tell Wei Chi about it now.

After thinking about it, he decided to wait for Cheng Rao to wake up before making a choice.

**

Cheng Rao fell asleep directly this time and didn't wake up until four o'clock in the afternoon.

In Los Angeles in August, at four o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was still scorching.

After Cheng Rao opened her eyes, her eyelids hurt from the sun.

She lifted her hand and rubbed her eyes, and when she had eased up a bit, her eyes were fixed on the ceiling.

She felt like she had a long dream.

In her dream, the events of the past few years flashed one by one, so that when she woke up, she couldn't lift her strength.

She remembered a lot of thingsβ€”

Xiao Ye's first "death", the conflict between her and Huang Ping, her first encounter with Yu Chi on the border of Country F;

She remembered how she and Yu Chi were "together", and how they were separated;

She remembered how excited she was when she learned that Xiao Ye was still alive, and how sad she was when he died.

And her children......

Before he could see how bright the sun was, he left.

Thinking of the child, Cheng Rao raised her hand and touched her lower abdomen.

The pain of the day of the miscarriage seemed to return, and tears welled up silently from her eyes.

She closed her eyes, her mind full of Xiao Ye's face.

Of course, she also remembers everything that happened during this time.

She and Yu Chi...... Slept again.

And more than once.

Recalling those scenes, Cheng Rao couldn't help clenching her fists, her nails sinking deep into her palms, and her breathing became heavier and heavier.

The time when Wei Chi was violent to her, she remembered it clearly.

That pain and struggle, I still remember it vividly.

For that one thing, she would never forgive him in her life.

Cheng Rao got up from the bed, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

When she walked out of the bedroom, she happened to run into Jojo.

After Qiao Qiao saw Cheng Rao, she immediately felt that she had returned to normal.

The whole person's eyes are different.

Qiao Qiao stared at Cheng Rao for a few seconds, and then asked her, "Do you want something to eat?" You didn't eat lunch. ”

"No, you don't." Cheng Rao bypassed her and went straight downstairs.

When she went downstairs, she saw the bag on the coffee table.

Cheng Rao picked up the bag directly, and then went to change her shoes and put on her coat.

"Cheng Rao, where are you going?" When the nanny and aunt saw that she was going out, she hurriedly stopped her: "You can't go out now, let's eat something first." ”

"No, you don't." Cheng Rao's voice was cold and hard.

She opened the shoe cabinet and changed into canvas shoes, then took five hundred dollars from the purse on the top of the shoe closet, and walked away without looking back.

When Qiao Qiao went downstairs, Cheng Rao had already gone out.

The nanny aunt was so anxious that she said to Qiaoqiao: "You have to think of a way, she will have an accident when she goes out now." ”

"She's fine." Qiao Qiao looked at the direction Cheng Rao left and pursed her lips, "Let her go, it'll be fine." ”

**

Cheng Rao only has 500 yuan on her, no mobile phone, and no documents.

After she came out of the community, she stood at the door and waited for more than ten minutes, and finally waited for a taxi.

After getting in the car, Cheng Rao reported the address of Huayue City.

It's only a twenty-minute drive from Huayue City, and it won't take long to get there.

After paying for the car, Cheng Rao got out of the car with the document bag.

When she came to this place again, her eyes still couldn't stop pantothenic.

But she tried her best to control and didn't let her tears fall.

Standing in the doorway and taking a few deep breaths, she entered the code and opened the door.

Nothing has changed here, just like when they lived here.

Probably because she hadn't been here for too long, when she came in, Cheng Rao was in a trance.

There were still Xiao Ye's slippers in the shoe cabinet, as if he had never left.

Cheng Rao went upstairs and came to the bedroom.

In the wardrobe in the bedroom, there are still clothes worn by Xiao Ye.

Cheng Rao stood in front of the wardrobe for a moment, then turned to look at the double bed behind her.

This is where she used to cut her wrists - but now it's cleaned up.

Cheng Rao walked to the bedside table and opened the drawer.

She found the ring Xiao Ye had bought for her in the drawer, as well as a necklace made of his ashes.

She picked up the ring and looked at it for a long time.

Miss him so much, really miss him.

She didn't want to cry, but the moment she saw the ring, she couldn't help it, she squatted on the ground, hugged her knees with her arms, and cried.

Crying to the back, the brain is buzzing.

She slipped the ring on her ring finger, clutched the necklace in her hand, and opened the drawer underneath again.

In the drawer below, there was the bracelet that Xiao Ye had given her.

Cheng Rao picked up the bracelet and put it back in her pocket.

There are clothes in the closet here that she used to wear, and Cheng Rao glanced down at her current outfit, which she was very unaccustomed to.

She grabbed a khaki T-shirt and light-colored jeans from the cupboard, sat down on the edge of the bed and changed.

She is thinner than before, wearing the pants before, and her waist is a little loose.

But it's okay, it's still hanging.

After changing her clothes, Cheng Rao went downstairs.

She and Xiao Ye didn't stay here for too long, but she remembered every detail of getting along.

Memories of the past wrapped around her like vines, and she was willingly entangled.

Cheng Rao walked to the sofa and sat down, she raised her hand and touched her lower abdomen.

If the child was still alive, he would have been born by now.

That was her hope to live, and now ...... She had nothing left.

**

Cheng Rao stayed in Huayue City until eight o'clock, and then took a taxi back to Yu Chi.

When she entered the door, she happened to see Qiaoqiao holding her mobile phone, as if she was going to call someone.

Cheng Rao glanced at her and told her directly: "Don't call him." ”

Wei Chi went on a business trip to Beicheng, which Cheng Rao remembered.

If you tell him about this at this time, his personality may just leave his job and come back.

Cheng Rao felt that there was no need for this.

There are some things that it is better to wait for him to come back and talk about them in person.

As soon as Cheng Rao said this, Qiao Qiao also gave up calling Wei Chi.

In the final analysis, this matter is between the two of them, and it is really difficult for outsiders to participate.

"What's for dinner at night? Auntie made pumpkin porridge, you can drink a bowl. Jojo quickly shifted the subject.

"Leave me alone." After Cheng Rao dropped the four words, she went upstairs with the bag.

After returning to the room, Cheng Rao saw the household registration book on the bedside table, as well as the ring that Wei Chi bought for her.

Seeing this, Cheng Rao unconsciously tightened her fists.

She looked up at the ring finger of her right hand, which already had a ring on itβ€”

She is married to Xiao Ye, and she is Xiao Ye's wife.

Cheng Rao is not stupid, she knows that those photos must have been sent by someone deliberately, and the purpose should be to stimulate her to recover her memory.

The other party should be sure that she will not be with Yu Chi again after she recovers her memory.

To be honest, she didn't hate them, not at all.

On the contrary, she would like to thank the people who sent them to them.

If she hadn't had these photos, she would have gotten her certificate with Wei Chi later-

Impossible.

She didn't love him and couldn't have married him.

Cheng Rao picked up the household registration book and put it in the bag at hand.

She placed the bag on the bookcase next to it, then walked over to the closet and opened it.

In the closet there are her pajamas, as well as the jacket and T-shirt she usually wears, which are either pink or light blue.

These are colors that she wouldn't wear before.

Especially those two sets of pink pajamas......

Cheng Rao stared at it for a while, only feeling ridiculous.

There is not a single piece of clothing here that she will wear.

She remembered that most of these clothes were bought by Wei Chi with her.

His aesthetic ...... It's been a couple of years.

**

North Side.

Wei Chi has been busy since he came to Beicheng, Wei Junliao took him to meet many leaders, out of politeness, he is not good at playing with his mobile phone, so naturally he can't spare time to call Cheng Rao.

After the evening party, when I returned to the hotel, it was already half past eleven at night.

According to Cheng Rao's usual work and rest habits, at this point, she was determined to sleep.

Wei Chi didn't want to disturb her, so he didn't call Qiaoqiao.

The meeting started the next day and lasted two days in a row.

When I have a meeting, I am busy all day.

It was the first time for Wei Chi to participate in such a meeting, and he had to take notes at the meeting, and he hardly had a moment off in the two days.

At five o'clock in the afternoon of the next day, the meeting ended, and Wei Chi and Wei Junliao went to the airport together, preparing to rush back overnight.

On the way to the airport, Wei Chi finally had time to call Cheng Rao.

Yu Chi took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed Qiaoqiao's number.

After the phone was connected, Wei Chi asked Qiao Qiao: "What about Cheng Rao?" Give her her her the phone. ”

"She-" Qiao Qiao paused, remembering Cheng Rao's previous instructions, and she couldn't say anything to Wei Chi, so she could only make excuses: "She hasn't woken up from a nap yet." ”

"That's fine, just call her up for dinner." Yu Chi naturally couldn't bear to let Qiao Qiao wake up Cheng Rao, he said, "I can go back before ten o'clock tonight." ”

Jojo: "Okay, then be careful on the road. ”

After making a phone call with Qiaoqiao, Wei Chi put away his phone.

At the end of the meeting today, he has two days off.

It just so happens that you can take advantage of the two days after tomorrow to go to Cheng Rao to get the certificate.

Thinking of the picture of Cheng Rao wrapping his arm around him and saying, "I want to marry you", the corners of Wei Chi's mouth unconsciously hooked up a smile, and he couldn't hide it.

This scene happened to fall under Yu Junliao's eyes, and it was the first time that Yu Junliao had seen Yu Chi show such an expression.

He glanced faintly, but didn't say much.

Now he doesn't know whether those photos have any effect on Cheng Rao, but he is very confident.

Judging from Cheng Rao's feelings for Xiao Ye, she will definitely react after seeing these photos.

Even if you can't think of everything, at least you can remember that you have someone you like.

Once she remembered this, it was very unlikely that she would continue to be with Yu Chi.

………

After answering Wei Chi's call, Qiao Qiao looked at Cheng Rao, who was sitting on the sofa.

"Wei Chi will be back by ten o'clock tonight, you-"

"You and Auntie go first." Without waiting for her to finish, Cheng Rao directly issued an eviction order, "I'll talk to him alone." ”

Cheng Rao's attitude is very resolute and cold.

When Jojo saw her expression, he could basically guess what choice she was going to make.

She sighed, couldn't hold back, and persuaded Cheng Rao: "Wei Chi is very good to you, it's not easy to find such a person now, you should ......"

"Thank you." Before she could finish speaking, Cheng Rao interrupted her.

Concise and to the point, although not rude, can still give people an uncomfortable feeling.

Qiao Qiao knew that persuading Cheng Rao like this would not work, so she left with the nanny and aunt first.

After the two of them left, Cheng Rao was the only one left in the family.

Cheng Rao sat on the sofa and waited for Yu Chi to come back.

**

Wei Chi came back a little after 9:50 p.m.

He dragged his suitcase into the door and saw Cheng Rao sitting on the sofa waiting, a little surprised and a little surprised.

Yu Chi changed his shoes, walked to Cheng Rao's side and sat down, habitually raising his hand to hold her in his arms.

"Why haven't you slept yet? Have you had dinner? He looked around, "Auntie isn't there?" ”

When Wei Chi hugged him, Cheng Rao instinctively resisted his touch.

She frowned and wrenched herself from his arms.

Thinking about it later, she felt that she was really hypocritical.

During the time when she was unconscious, I don't know how many times she took the initiative to drill into his arms.

Cheng Rao's dodge made Wei Chi frown slightly, he hadn't carefully observed Cheng Rao's expression before.

It wasn't until she pushed her away that he looked at her seriously.

The look in her eyesβ€”

Seeing her look like this, Wei Chi's right eyelid suddenly jumped twice, and his heart also hung in his throat.

When he was about to speak, Cheng Rao had already opened his mouth before him.

"I let them go back," she said. ”

Her voice was calm and cold. Wei Chi tightened his fists and gritted his teeth, "You-"

"Yes, I'm fine." Cheng Rao had already guessed what he was going to ask, and answered his question first.

Boom –

Hearing this, Wei Chi only felt that something in his head exploded.

Although he had made enough mental preparations before, he still didn't adapt when the day really came.

Yes, she's fine.

However, he was used to her being coquettish, used to her burrowing into his arms every night, and used to being clinged to her.

He originally planned to take her to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow to get her certificate, but now, she is fine.

Yu Chi had never believed in ghosts and gods, but now he felt that he must have offended some kind of immortal.

Otherwise, how could this be.

He moved his lips, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't say a word.

He lowered his head, and at this glance, he just caught a glimpse of the ring on Cheng Rao's ring finger.

Not the one he bought.

He originally thought that he would not be jealous anymore, Xiao Ye had died, and he didn't need to worry so much about the dead.

For so long, he has been mentally preparing for this.

However, when it did happen, he was still at a loss.

"I bought the ring on the bedside table upstairs, and I took the household registration book." Speaking of this, Cheng Rao got up from the sofa, "I'll go first." ”

There is no superfluous word, it is crisp and crisp, but it is very similar to her style.

Wei Chi gritted his teeth, and after seeing her stand up, he finally couldn't help it.

He opened his arms, put his arms around her waist, and said in a hoarse voice, "...... Don't leave. ”

He wanted to ask her, he had taken care of her for so long, wasn't she a little soft-hearted?

However, such a question was too humble for him to ask.

"Cheng Rao, I like you. He's gone, can you think about me a little bit? ”

He didn't know how hard it took him to say this, "You don't have to promise me now, I'll wait for your reply, no matter how long it takes." ”

"No, you don't." Cheng Rao didn't look back, her voice was still calm and indifferent, "It's not necessary." ”

"Cheng Rao."

Yu Chi stood up, grabbed her shoulders and turned her body around.

The two men looked at each other like this, and he clearly saw the indifference and indifference in her eyes.

Like, he's just an inconsequential person.

No, it's not like-

To her, he really was an insignificant person.

"Don't you give me a chance? You're so cruel to me. ”

"Aren't you cruel to me?"

Cheng Rao lowered her eyes and glanced at his hand, and what flashed in her mind was the image of him pressing her down and forcibly occupying her despite her resistance.

Thinking of this, she tugged at the corners of her mouth, "When you used Xiao Ye to threaten me, force and rape me, wasn't it also quite ruthless." ”

Hearing Cheng Rao say this, Wei Chi's heart twitched violently, and the strength in his hand relaxed.

That thing β€” that was the second thing he regretted in his life.

"I'm sorry." Wei Chi moved his lips and apologized to her.

He had already apologized to her for the incident, but he knew that it was not enough.

The damage caused to her by that incident was beyond his imagination.

"No need to apologize, I'm grateful that you took care of me during this time, it's a bit of a bargain." Cheng Rao said, "There is no need to contact again in the future." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I can't bear it. Yu Chi hugged her tightly again and hugged her in his arms, "Can you think about it again?" I'm not in a hurry, I'll give you time. ”

Hearing Yu Chi say this, Cheng Rao's eyes suddenly became very sour, and the hand hanging down at her side was clenched into a fist.

She really couldn't find the right attitude to get along with Wei Chi now.

During this time, she remembered his efforts.

She is indeed cold, but the basic conscience is there.

Wei Chi took care of her like this and did so many things for her, she was moved.

Even, in the process, she was moved by him.

However, she still can't let go of the past.

She couldn't let go of Xiao Ye, and she couldn't forget how Yu Chi had tortured her.

She hated being forced the most in her life, but he threatened her again and again with Xiao Ye's safety.

Cheng Rao was silent for a long time, and only then did she say to Wei Chi: "I was married to him." ”

"You didn't get the certificate, I know, I don't care." Speaking of this, Wei Chi gritted his teeth.

Actually, how could it not be cared.

However, if you continue to think about what has happened, you will simply not be able to get along with yourself.

"I was pregnant with his child, but the child died." Cheng Rao told Wei Chi about her pregnancy again.

"That's all before, I don't care." Wei Chi spoke to her again.

"But I care." Cheng Rao said to him: "Don't waste time on me, I will only love him alone in my life." ”

The last half of the sentence is for him and for himself.

Cheng Rao's last sentence became the last straw that crushed Wei Chi.

After hearing her say this, the arm that was originally holding her suddenly relaxed, and his whole person was like a deflated balloon.

After he let go, Cheng Rao pursed her lips, walked to the shoe cabinet to change her shoes, and then picked up the bag and prepared to leave.

After the sound of the door opening, Yu Chi finally came to his senses.

He took a deep breath, walked to the door, and stopped in front of Cheng Rao.

"Get out of the way." Cheng Rao looked at him coldly.

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

The contrast between her attitude and before and after is too great.

During this time, Wei Chi has become accustomed to her being coquettish with herself.

She suddenly changed back to her original appearance, and he really couldn't get used to it for a while.

When she said this, he couldn't say a word.

"Get out of the way." Cheng Rao repeated what she had just said.

Wei Chi took a deep breath and reluctantly regained his voice: "It's not too early, I'll send you back." ”

Now Cheng Rao has no mobile phone and no money on her, and it is so late, it is too unsafe to go out alone.

"No, you don't." Cheng Rao rejected him very directly.

She glanced at the wallet on the shoe cabinet at the door and said to him, "I took a thousand yuan from my wallet in the past two days, and I will ask Yao Yu to send it to you in a few days." ”

Speaking of this, Cheng Rao paused, "I will return the money you have spent these days." ”

"Do you think we can figure it out with money?" Wei Chi gritted his teeth.

Her indifferent attitude is really disappointing.

She's measuring their relationship with money, quantifying his efforts with money.

This is clearly insulting him.

"I can't tell, but I don't know how." Cheng Rao's words were very direct, "I am grateful that you can take care of me, but I don't love you, it's a fact." ”

"You don't love me." Wei repeated her words with red eyes, and then began to laugh, his shoulders trembling, "Yes, you are right, you don't love me, I have always been self-inflicted. ”

"I wasn't sober before, and if anyone around me was kind to me, I would be like that." Cheng Rao said, "I'm sorry to delay your time." ”

Yu Chi was so made by her that he couldn't say a word, his lips were tense, and the blood vessels on his forehead and arms were about to break.

He stared at her for a dozen seconds before making way for her.

Cheng Rao touched the doorknob and prepared to leave.

The moment she went out, Wei Chi spoke again: "I will always wait." ”

Cheng Rao's arm stiffened, and her chest was a little sore.

She bit her lower lip and closed the door without looking back.