Park Shiyi stayed in the store for a week, and then discussed with Xia Xue, should she follow her husband to the surrogacy city? Last time, Park Shiyi came back alone, leaving her husband in that city by himself.

Xia Xue thought about it and suggested that Park Shiyi go with her husband. Park Shiyi said listlessly, she was afraid that her husband would fall in love with the surrogate woman for a long time, because after all, they were naturally pregnant. Xia Xue nodded, agreed, let her go with confidence, she didn't have to worry about the things in the store.

Park Shiyi looked at Xia Xue's bulging lower abdomen, and felt very sorry in her heart. But she really can't let go of her own affairs. As soon as Park Shiyi thinks of her current situation, she will feel like she is on pins and needles, and she feels that it is difficult to ride a tiger, and she is really in a dilemma.

Summer snow? Park Shiyi suddenly shouted Xia Xue in a choked voice.

Well? What's the matter? Xia Xue sorted out her clothes inside and out, and was so busy that she was not idle for a long time.

Park Shiyi said with a worried face. Xia Xue, have you seen the end of my marriage now? My marriage, if you don't get it right, it's an empty joy. That man is indeed a good man with a good heart. But it is precisely because of his kindness that I have a bad premonition that he will be planted in the hands of that surrogate woman in the future. The woman was much younger than me, fair-skinned, had a baby face, and had never been married. I heard my husband say that the woman was still a virgin, so he later added money to the woman.

Xia Xue's heart chuckled, put down the work in her hand, and sat down next to Park Shiyi. She asked, does the woman have a job? After her surrogacy, she will definitely not be able to continue to work, so will her housing and life be borne by you?

Park Shiyi nodded and said, Of course. That woman, who used to work in a company, didn't have much salary, and the consumption in that first-tier city was high, so she felt a lot of pressure in life. Last year, her father called from his hometown and said that he was suffering from an incurable illness and that he would not be alive in a few days. Therefore, in order to treat her father's illness, she quietly contacted the surrogacy work. The last time we went to that city, we rented a house for the woman and gave her a nutrition fee to nourish her body.

Alas! Xia Xue sighed and said, the same is the end of the world. In Xia Xue's heart, she began to pity Park Shiyi, feeling that her prospects were not good. Xia Xue asked Park Shiyi worriedly, has the process of surrogacy begun yet? Or did you just sign a contract and didn't start?

Park Shiyi cried with a sad face and said, it has begun. Originally, my husband was still a little resistant to this matter, and he felt very embarrassed and felt sorry for me. Later, it was I who urged my husband to go to a quick solution, and he went to find the woman. In those days, I stayed in the hotel by myself, and my husband got up in the morning to look for the woman, and he didn't return to the hotel until the middle of the night. I felt very uncomfortable at that time, I couldn't swallow this breath, and I couldn't blame anyone, who made me unable to give birth to myself?

Xia Xue thought twice and asked tentatively. Park Shiyi, if you want to stop this matter now, is it too late? In other words, if that woman does not conceive, we can withdraw here, okay? Is it okay to give all the money paid before to that woman for free?

Park Shiyi was depressed, buried her head deep between her arms, and kept rubbing her hair. She slowed down and said abruptly, even if we withdraw from surrogacy now, my in-laws will not let me go! Once my in-laws know that I have had a hysterectomy, they will definitely let my son divorce me. The in-laws were anxious to hold their grandson, and they urged their husbands for many years to get married and have children as soon as possible.

Xia Xue thought seriously for a while and said. Park Shiyi, so far, I can't pick what you like to hear. Why do I think in my heart, your surrogacy thing is a bit awkward? The surrogate woman is unmarried, highly intelligent, educated, young and beautiful, and she is still a blank slate. Tell me, is such a woman here for surrogacy? No matter how I think about it, I think she came out to find her husband. Her original intention was definitely not to destroy other people's families, but her own conditions were indeed the first choice for men to remarry.

Park Shiyi raised her head dejectedly and looked at Xia Xue with her hands on her cheeks. Xia Xue, what you think in your heart is what I think. If I hadn't had a hysterectomy, I wouldn't have any sense of crisis right now. But now, it's not what it used to be, tell me, what capital do I use to compare with that woman? My husband, since he had that relationship with that woman, when he did that thing with me again, he didn't seem to be as enthusiastic as before. No comparison, no harm! That's a good sentence.

Xia Xue reached out and touched Park Shiyi's hair, and said resolutely. At this point, it's useless to think about it. In a word, I am willing to lose the bet! It's that simple. Now that you've thought it through and determined your final thoughts, the rest is to go with the flow. Whatever the outcome will be in the future, you have to accept it when the time comes, because it is the consequence of your own choice.

Park Shiyi looked at Xia Xue with admiration. Well, that's all! Anyway, in my game of chess, I will lose if I gamble, and I will lose if I don't bet. Because, from the beginning to the end, I didn't have any chips. I relied on my face and figure to attract that man and became my husband. But inside of me, it was empty. After a long time, I am afraid that it will be difficult for any man to accept. In a few days, I accompanied my husband to that city to complete the surrogacy, which was actually a dying struggle. However, I still have to do my best for this marriage. Only then will I have no regrets about the future results.

More than a month later, Park Shiyi returned from out of town. It was a morning plane that flew back. On the day she got home, she rushed to the clothing store and shed tears when she saw Xia Xue.

Xia Xue didn't ask anything. Park Shiyi didn't say anything, she just said lightly, her husband is very diligent and lives with that woman day and night, so she quickly got that woman pregnant.

Xia Xue smiled, hugged Park Shiyi in her arms, and gently patted her shoulder. In front of her eyes, Park Shiyi instantly appeared in the lonely figure of staying alone in the hotel during this time, bearing the love of her husband and other women, but she couldn't interfere and complain, and could only endure it silently. She has bitterness and can't complain, she has nowhere to say her grievances, and the grievances and torments in her heart can be imagined.

But Park Shiyi, what's wrong? She also didn't want to suffer the accident of being hijacked, and she didn't want to let herself lose her womb in vain. But life is so ruthless. Your damage and shortcomings will become the standard for the society to judge you again, and it will also serve as the benchmark for the outside world to choose between you. However, not many people really care about the cause of your misfortune and misfortune.

The number of times Xiaozhi returns late is increasing. It's just that on his white shirt, he has never found a woman's lipstick, let alone brought back a woman's underwear, and a delicate set. Xia Xue never asked Xiaozhi why she went home so late. There are a lot of doubts, if Xiaozhi doesn't say it, Xia Xue won't ask.

Does Haruko live in her own home now? Xia Xue never inquired. Xiaozhi didn't specifically explain to Xia Xue about this matter. Perhaps, Xiaozhi understands Xia Xue, and she is not the kind of woman who makes trouble with small belly chicken intestines unreasonably. Perhaps, Xiaozhi felt that there was no need to explain at all.

Xiaozhi's obsession with Xia Xue is still the same, and he is even more fanatical and obsessed with Xia Xue than before she was pregnant. Every time Xia Xue took a bath, she would look at her bloated figure in the mirror, and she didn't feel a little sad and inferior. Each part is like a balloon that has been blown up, with exaggerated contours, and through the surface of the skin, you can even see the cyan blood vessels buried under the skin.

But Xiaozhi, when it comes to the night, will be infinitely greedy for the silhouette of Xia Xue. Xia Xue often complains that she is so fat now, and she has become ugly and stupid. But Xiaozhi admired Xia Xue's changes, he said that the current Xia Xue made him crazy, and he couldn't wait to tie Xia Xue to his trouser belt all day long.

Xia Xue no longer thinks about Haruko's current situation. As long as Haruko doesn't take the initiative to trouble her, Xia Xue won't spy on her relationship with Xiaoji. Koji probably didn't have that kind of relationship with Haruko. Every time he came back in the middle of the night, as long as he was interested, he would ask for Xia Xue regardless of it. At this time, Xia Xue was probably asleep, but Xiaozhi didn't care, just raging madly until he had fun.

On Xia Xue's neck, there is often a circle of red kiss marks, which makes her embarrassed during the day. Xia Xue's body, as usual, appeared bruises and purple scars from time to time.

That was when Xiaozhi was getting carried away, and accidentally hurt Xia Xue. Afterwards, Xiaozhi would feel guilty and apologize to Xia Xue in distress. But next time, when Xiaozhi reaches that moment, he will still ignore Xia Xue's life or death.

Xia Xue once told Xiaozhi that after giving birth to this child, she wanted to go out to work. said that she hadn't been to a coffee shop for a long time, let alone a former engineering company, and felt that she had gradually detached herself from society. This feeling of being abandoned by society is terrifying, panicked and helpless.

But Xiaozhi told Xia Xue decisively that the focus of her future life would be her husband and children. When he said these words, it was in the middle of the night, when Xiaozhi had just died down and held Xia Xue tightly in his arms.

Xiaozhi looked at Xia Xue obsessively at that time, and told her that after giving birth to this child and resting for a year, she would start to have a second child. Xiaozhi also said in a low voice that Xia Xue's pregnant appearance was particularly charming, saying that he was particularly greedy for the beauty of pregnant women.

Xia Xue listened to Xiaozhi's words, and didn't know whether she should be happy, or should she lament for herself? Is Koji's affection for himself persistent and loyal, or is it a possessive-driven imprisoned love? Xia Xue couldn't find the answer.