"There's nothing to talk about between us, you did the right thing that day, and I don't blame you."

Xiaoya still didn't have any expression on her face, and when she mentioned the events of that day, she seemed to be talking about what happened to someone else.

If it weren't for the grief in her eyes, I'm afraid I would have been deceived by her face.

In fact, Xiaoya really felt that there was nothing to talk about between us, and I did the right thing at the beginning, and there was nothing wrong with it.

But she did something wrong, she couldn't control her emotions at the time, and now she can't untie the knot in her happiness.

"Then why do you keep deliberately avoiding me?"

I couldn't help but reach out and grab Xiaoya's wrist and bring her to me.

She always looks like this, saying that she doesn't care about anything and doesn't care about anything, but her heart is very awkward.

If it weren't for the incident that day, if it weren't for the fact that she couldn't get through that hurdle, how could she deliberately avoid me now.

It's okay to do it once or twice, but she's been hiding from me for a long time.

If she keeps letting it go like this, I'm afraid Xiaoya won't even come over again in the future.

I really want to teach Xiaoya to grow up, yes, I don't want her to be used by others because of her kindness.

But this doesn't mean that I have to watch Xiaoya get farther and farther away from me, since she provoked me first, then before I say let go, Xiaoya definitely doesn't want to let go of my hand.

Even if they have been torturing each other, Xiaoya can only stay by my side.

"I'm just a little angry with myself."

Now with a long sigh, looking into my eyes full of worry without concealment, the last line of defense in her heart has finally been completely breached.

She really wasn't mad at me, she was angry with herself all the time.

She was angry at her soft-heartedness and her inaction.

At that time, if there was a slight accident, the woman would have grabbed the handle and escaped again.

But she was so careless at the time, she didn't think about the people around her from beginning to end.

Forget it, but after knowing the cause and effect of this incident, she still can't do anything.

In vain, she always claimed to be the Virgin, but in the end she couldn't save even a child.

What's the use of her living like this, it's a trouble for everyone.

"I know it's the right thing for you to do, but I still can't control myself, and I've always regretted that I couldn't save that little girl."

"Don't blame yourself, this is the most real you, and it is precisely because of your gentleness and kindness that I will like you."

I put Xiaoya's head around my shoulder, and at this moment, I didn't know what else I could do to provide her with a warm haven.

This is the little girl I have always kept in the palm of my hand, she is just soft-hearted and kind, what is wrong with her?

Just because of that woman's words, just because that woman did a shameless thing, she blamed herself alone for so long.

How can I have such a good girl in my life.

"But what's the use of such kindness, in the end, it harms others and yourself, and it doesn't do you any good at all."

Xiaoya struggled to beat my shoulders with both hands, and tears fell uncontrollably.

What kind of bullshit kind is she, in the end, not only did she not save the little girl, but she almost harmed the people around her.

If something irreparable happened because of her at that time, she would never forgive herself in her life.

"But didn't you still do that in the end, you are measured, you will not do things that endanger you and the people around you."

I reached out and patted Xiaoya's back, and then reached out and pressed her head a little tighter than before.

I can understand her tears and sadness, but I can only prove with my own heartbeat that I will always be by her side.

In fact, Xiaoya and I both understood that even if I didn't exist at that time, Xiaoya might not have done those impulsive things.

I just don't know when she will stop, and to what extent she will be hurt by that woman.

Xiaoya is a good girl, she has always been measured, she knows what to do and what not to do.

"But what if you weren't there?"

Xiaoya looked up at me, and with tears in her eyes, I heard her hoarse voice ask me such a sentence.

What if Fan Xiaoyun wasn't there?

Xiaoya asked herself this question many times in her heart, but the answer was the same every time.

If Fan Xiaoyun hadn't been there at that time, she might have harmed everyone around her.

"Huh?"

I glanced at Xiaoya with some confusion, her voice was so soft, I didn't hear what she was talking about.

"This time, it was also because of you that I was able to control myself and did not do anything that I shouldn't have done."

Xiaoya took a deep breath and explained to me word by word.

She knew very well that the piece of flesh on her chest had rotted, and if she wanted it to heal completely, she had to dig up the rotten place first, and then apply medicine to make it better.

All she had to do now was dig up the rotten place.

Everything that could have happened at that time, she had gone through it in her head many times.

What she wants to see, what she doesn't want to see, should be dug up and seen today.

"But if I hadn't been there, I wouldn't have been able to figure out what I might have done on my own."

"Don't be so Xiaoya, I'll be distressed."

I just felt that my throat was very dry, and when I saw Xiaoya's confused and aggrieved look, I didn't even know what I could do.

I really feel so distressed, this girl I love deeply, how many things she has been carrying alone in the past few days, I feel so distressed just thinking about it.

What's wrong with her, but it's just a little kind-hearted, what kind of mistake is this?

Why should Xiaoya be punished like this, but that Miss Li, she can be so heartless, is there anything more unfair in this world.

"I'm really scared, I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to control myself, I'm afraid that I'll do something I shouldn't do."

Xiaoya still lay on my shoulder with a helpless face, telling me her heartfelt words word by word.

These things had been weighing on her heart for too long, and if she didn't find someone to share it with, she would go crazy sooner or later.

She has a long, long future ahead of her, and she can't just go crazy.

She must take this opportunity to talk about it, and when she unties this knot, she will live a good life with Xiaoyun.

"It's okay Xiaoya, I've always been there, I'll take a good look at you."

I reached out and patted her on the back, and all Xiaoya needed was my comfort.

I have to make her feel my presence, and I'll be there for her all the time.

None of the things she thought were going to happen, because I would keep watching her.

Xiaoya will still be the original Xiaoya, I will let her grow up peacefully under my protection, and she will never be polluted by this world.