Part97: I know it's hard to return
Looking at the Tu lying in the trunk of the tree through the enchantment, Hua Mingxi's eyes were full of tears, she never thought that the Tu she had been looking for for so long was always among the gifts she gried......
"Tu ......" She thought of a lot of things to say to Tu, but for some reason the last thing she said was "I'm sorry, thank you......"
"You shouldn't remember."
The transparent enchantment suddenly disappeared, and the tree trunk slowly opened its eyes, and its body did not move, how familiar and clear it was, as it had not changed when I first saw it, it was still so muddy and unstained.
"You shouldn't have come."
Hua Mingxi's lips opened slightly, and she wanted to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't tell it, only the tears kept falling but couldn't drip down, and the drops turned into transparent petals and floated into the air to dissipate, and when they dissipated, there was a new one, so repeatedly, as if she wanted to cry dry.
"Don't cry, your spiritual power will be gone."
At this time, Hua Mingxi couldn't cry anymore, and her tears were like floods that opened the floodgates, how could she stop saying stop.
"Go back, don't come again."
"No, no, no......" Hua Mingxi spit out two words with difficulty.
"The duel with the mirror charm that day was my responsibility, and you don't need to blame yourself for what happens next, it's my willingness to save you, and it's even more so to 'return'."
"No, it's not like that...... If I hadn't been misled into thinking that I could help you, you wouldn't have had an accident at all...... It's me, it's all me...... How can I not blame myself...... I, when I think about it, my heart hurts like a pinprick, and I am the one who wants to go away...... If, if not me...... You, you still make a good wish in the realm...... It's all me, my ......."
"Don't cry, I really don't blame you, and you don't have to blame yourself."
"No, I blame ...... I blame myself ......"
"There's no need, you don't need to take things that the parties don't care about."
"Hmm, ......" Hua Mingxi, who had finally managed to control some sadness, turned into a howl and cry because of this sentence, as if her heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys had been taken out.
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As soon as Mi Nuo opened his eyes, he saw the serious face of the Hades King, and the whole person was scared to wake up, and he hurriedly sat up and greeted the big boss with a smile.
"Morning"
It should be early, right? No matter what, she never knew the time here, anyway.
"Let's go, go to work."
!!!
Do you need to be so positive? She's just waking up and going to work? What a #%&X......
Mi Nuo didn't dare to say a word in his heart, and he had to bow his head under the eaves, so he had to obediently follow the king of Hades, and after a while, he came to the hall of a *,
It won't be for her to clean up, right? Such a big place!
A stunned Hades has sat behind the bookcase and reviewed the copy,
"Come here."
"Uh-oh."
Mi Nuo ran over in small steps, and looked at the copywriting on the table curiously, it turned out that the king of the underworld is the same as the king of the world, and there are also mountains of twists and turns.
"The paperwork is closed today, and you will replace the ink grinding."
"Huh?" Grinding ink counts as labor?
"Comments?"
"No, no." Mi Nuo hurriedly shook his head and sharpened the ink seriously, joking, how dare he have any opinions.
Grinding ink is indeed an easy thing, but it's too boring, this station stood for most of her for half an hour, her legs were numb, there was no extra chair in this hall, the only chair was the throne of Hades, although it was said that the throne of Hades could sit down three or four people, but she dared to sit over......
I'm bored and want to find something interesting from the recital reviewed by the Hades, who would have thought that those ghost words can't be understood by any of them.
She was bored and had to resign herself to repeating the boring work, grinding and grinding her thoughts and flying unconsciously, so she wanted to know if she had seen the clouds; I wonder if Yunguang will worry about her; I really want to know if Hua Mingxi saved the 'wish'......
Ahhhh!!h
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"I owe you an answer."
Hua Mingxi, who cried for a long time and finally calmed down, although her eyes were swollen and walnut-like, she was lucky to be able to say a complete sentence.
"What?"
"I don't know if you still remember that on the third day after the Midyear Festival, I went to the Realm to look for you, what I said to you and your answer at that time......
That memory was deliberately hidden by her, so Mi Nuo didn't see it.
Hua Mingxi's eyes looked at Tu sincerely, and said seriously word by word, just like that day,
"What if I say I like you?"
I still remember that Ri Tu was obviously stunned when he heard it, maybe he never thought that she would say such a thing to him, but he quickly analyzed it rationally with her, which she was not surprised by,
"What do you like about me? How much do you know about me? Do you really know me? Do you think what you see me is all I am? It's all too easy for one person to say like to another. Maybe it's just a look, a smile, a look back, a word, or a touching moment...... Sometimes liking is just a simple desire to get, but after getting it, you find that the other person is not what you imagined; Many likes are just a whim, and they will fade over time; So don't just say you like it, it's really too easy and too simple to like someone. But long-term liking is a difficult thing.
Here, I would like to advise you, no matter how much you meet someone you like in the future, don't entrust yourself too early. People really have to get along for a long time to understand and know. You're still young, and it's normal for you to have a momentary crush. You'll get to know it later. ”
"That's what you said to me at that time, and I remember every word of those words very clearly. I've also asked if it's really a whim to think about myself and doubt myself. Will it really fade over time? Is it really because you don't get it? Was it really a touching moment? Of course, I don't deny that there was a touching moment......"
Hua Mingxi paused, and looked at Tu with sincere and firm eyes,
"To this day, I think I can tell you very clearly that I am not a whim, not an unattained attachment, and this intention has not faded with the passage of time, and it is not just because of a certain moment...... As for understanding, yes, I don't know all about you, but I believe in you, and I believe in what I see of you. Of course, if you can, I hope you can give me the opportunity to get to know you differently. ”
Hua Mingxi froze, took a deep breath, and looked at Tu's eyes full of nervousness and apprehension.
"Tu, you once said that it is difficult to like someone for a long time, but after all these years, why do I still like you? So I thought about it and asked myself carefully, and after making sure that I was myself, I still want to tell you, I like you, what about you? What will you reply to me now? ”
There was a face full of anticipation and nervousness in his clear eyes, and for a moment he clearly felt that his heart was swaying and flustered, but what he finally came out was......
"Sorry......"
The unconcealable loss welled up in his heart, Hua Mingxi choked up for a long time and tried to swallow the tears, and finally squeezed out a smile,
"I'm sorry, it's okay......"
"Tu, there is a phrase in the script called 'dare to ask, can be refused'. I tell you my heart again, not to force you to promise me anything, but I don't want to leave myself with regrets. I just secretly thought that maybe there would be a different answer, after all, after so many years, you are really the same as before......"
It turns out that there are some things that the answer will not change no matter how long it has passed, just like some people don't like it at first, and they still don't like it later.
Nothing has changed, nothing has changed.
Perhaps everything was already settled at the end of the phrase 'to each according to his needs'.
It's just that she has changed, and she has become more fond of him.
"Alright." Hua Mingxi sniffed, consciously put out a bright smile and said, "I've said everything that needs to be said, now I'm going to do the right thing." ”
"What are you going to do?"
For some reason, I felt uneasy in my heart,
"What you owe always has to be repaid, I don't like to owe others, especially I don't like to owe you."
As he spoke, he stood up, and his hands turned into lotus flowers to draw his spiritual power to the palm of his hand and send it to Tu's body.
"Stop! Do you know the consequences! ”
He was furious, but his body could not move.
The corners of Hua Mingxi's mouth raised slightly and did not stop the movements in his hands,
"If you hadn't lost this life a long time ago, now you would have just changed back to your original form, and if you think about it, I would have taken advantage of it."
"Hua Mingxi, stop me!"
"It's the first time you've called my name, so good...... I thought you didn't know my name, but luckily you do......"
"I don't need you to be ......"
"I know!" Suddenly yelled, Hua Mingxi was also shocked by herself, but when she thought of the words that had been pent up in her heart and never had a chance to say it again, she didn't care about anything, "I know you don't need me, you never needed me." In the past, it was you who helped me, but you never needed my help, and you would rather ask Duck Dance for help than need me, I know, I know...... You really don't need me ......."
Uncontrollable tears floated up again, this self-collapse emotion, this helplessness hidden in her heart for too long, too long......
"I ......"
"Tu, I really complain to you, why you don't give me the slightest chance, you are always so rational to me, this rationality is like a wall that keeps me out. I don't know how thick my skin is, I obviously feel your alienation, but I still get close again and again shamelessly, maybe I have never had a face in front of you. Sometimes I even think that if you don't have a face, you don't have a face, how important is your face, so I feel that I am really too shameless hahaha......
Sometimes I can't understand myself, I don't like you to be so rational to me, but I am very grateful that you are so rational to me, at least you didn't lie to me, if you don't like it, you really don't have a chance, but you don't know that even if it's empty joy, as long as you give it, it's a great joy for me......"
There was a shock in the clear eyes, as if there was a water light, and the figure in the eyes began to blur. The impatient, impatient, and irrepressible fear that I had felt when I had caught her in a comatose death thousands of years ago hit my heart again. This is even more important than ever, because now he has no power to change......
"Tu, don't you think I'm annoyed when you hear me talk so much?" Seeing that Tu's lips moved, Hua Mingxi was afraid of hearing the answer that made him unhappy, and interjected first, "It's okay, don't worry, it's just this time, I won't bother you in the future." ”
"It's not annoying."
Looking at the clear eyes, Hua Mingxi was a little distracted, stunned for a while, and smiled slightly,
"May I ask something?"
"You say."
"Does 'return' mean to get lost and know how to return?"
“……… Hmmm"
It turns out that this is really the case...... Hehe......
"Sorry to disappoint you...... I'm so obsessed......"
The words fell, and the figure of the bright flowers blurred to the point that a little white light dissipated in the air, and a holy tree that had disappeared for thousands of years in the underworld reappeared at this time, as if it had never left, the tree was full of colorful fruits, and under the tree stood a man in white clothes, wide sleeves, silver hair, and silver light around his body. His appearance gave the originally dark and filthy Hades the light of the day.