Cheng Rao's voice was very hoarse, with a thick sense of loss in it.

Yu Chi didn't quite understand why she was like this suddenly, he directly pressed Cheng Rao against the wall, "You are my girlfriend, I don't care who cares about you." ”

Cheng Rao didn't speak, took a puff of cigarette, and spit smoke rings into his face.

Wei Chi himself smoked, but he still choked and coughed when he was made like this.

"!" He burst into a foul mouth, "What the hell is wrong, you tell me it's okay?" ”

He's not good at guessing people's minds, especially women.

If Cheng Rao said it directly, he could think of a way to say it if he didn't say it directly...... How could he have guessed?

Despite what Wei Chi said, Cheng Rao still smoked and didn't speak, her eyes were a little red.

Wei Chi gritted his teeth and kissed her head fiercely while she was spitting out the smoke ring, and then the strong smell of tobacco diffused between the lips and teeth of the two of them.

Wei Chi sucked her lips hard, his teeth gnawed lightly and heavily, and his tongue was unruly.

It may be that the two of them have kissed more times, and his movements are much more proficient than before.

Cheng Rao held a cigarette in her hand and froze in mid-air.

After his teeth were pried open by him, Cheng Rao's head suddenly flashed the picture of kissing Xiao Ye before, she immediately came to her senses and pushed away Yu Chi-

Because he was too excited, the red cigarette butt burned his arm, and a burning smell came from his nasal cavity—

His arm was burned by the cigarette in her hand.

Wei Chi gasped in pain.

Cheng Rao didn't look at his wound, and after pushing him away, she continued to smoke, smoking continuously, like an addict.

Seeing her like this, Yu Chi clenched his fists again.

"What the hell is wrong with you!" His tone was much fiercer than before.

Wei Chi was terrible when he got up, and when he heard his abruptly raised voice, Cheng Rao's hand holding the cigarette trembled.

She raised her head to look at Yu Chi, her eyes a little misty.

"I miss him."

Her voice trembled and choked, and countless pent-up emotions swirled.

Who this "he" is self-evident.

No matter how thick the lines are, Wei Chi will not be unable to understand this sentence.

"And then he ran out and died?" Wei Chi gritted his teeth and squeezed her shoulder with one hand: "Do you know how the it is dangerous here?" You don't remember what I told you, do you? ”

She only has Xiao Ye in her mind, Xiao Ye can always remember Xiao Ye's casual words, he takes seriously what she has repeatedly emphasized, but she can't remember it.

Wei Chi originally thought that she would not be jealous, because she had already said these words before she promised him, and he had always told himself to be generous, but when this kind of thing really happened, it was impossible not to mind.

Cheng Rao was pinched so hard by him that she felt like her shoulders were about to break.

She frowned, her lips moving to remind him, "You're hurting my shoulder." ”

"Now you know it hurts? Are you sober because of the pain? What do you want him to do? A dead man, you think he's a fart? ”

The temper came up, and he was jealous, and what Wei Chi said was not good.

Moreover, he himself is not the kind of person who speaks well.

When Cheng Rao heard Yu Chi say this, she raised her hand and was about to hit him.

Who is Yu Chi?

was beaten by her before, and there was an element of her surprise attack, but with the training he received, it was easier to dodge the slap of a helpless woman.

As soon as Cheng Rao raised her hand, Wei Chi pinched her wrist and slammed it on the wall behind her.

The wall was rough, and Cheng Rao's arm was pressed against the wall by him, scratching the skin and stinging.

"Lao Tzu is wrong? What the are you doing with me for a dead man? ”

Because of the previous incident, Wei Chi has always been suspicious of Xiao Ye, and Cheng Rao said that he missed him today, so he was even more unhappy with Xiao Ye.

"Break up." Cheng Rao couldn't listen to anyone insulting Xiao Ye, whether it was before or now, this has not changed.

"I told you a long time ago that I couldn't have forgotten him."

"Cheng Rao, Lao Tzu sees that you owe it again." Wei Chi was close to her, and a word almost squeezed out of his teeth.

He is generous, but he is not generous to this point, she thinks deeply that Xiao Ye can understand, but saying this kind of thing in front of him is not equivalent to wearing a green hat on his head?

"Do you want to force a woman?" Cheng Rao's voice became colder and colder, her eyes were calm and waveless, and she couldn't see any hope.

"What the are you ......" Yu Chi was so angry with her that she didn't know what to say.

"Let's break up." Cheng Rao repeated what she had just said.

"Just because I said him?" Wei Chi sneered, "In your heart, he is so great that others can't say a word?" ”

Cheng Rao corrected him with a cold face: "You didn't say that, it's an insult." ”

"Huh." Wei Chi laughed disdainfully again, "Insult? When did Lao Tzu insult him? Are you so sure he's a good thing? ”

"What good thing are you to insult a person who has died?" Cheng Rao raised her eyes to look at him, there was no temperature in her eyes at all, "I love him even when he dies, what are you." ”

"Okay, okay, you're kind!" Yu Chi was really angry with Cheng Rao, he smashed his fist on the wall, then let go of her, turned around and left.

The intimacy and sweetness before turned into a joke in an instant.

Yu Chi never expected Cheng Rao to like herself as much as he liked her, but he thought that the more than half a month that they had confirmed their relationship would at least make her like him a little bit.

Now it seems that his idea was too naïve.

"Xiao Ye......" Wei Chi gritted his teeth and repeated the name.

Hehe, the suspect who killed Wei Zhi, the culprit who made Cheng Rao's ghost confused......

So now, he's married to a dead man?

Wei Chi looked down at the burns on his arms and the abrasions on his fists, and gritted his teeth in hatred.

**

Cheng Rao walked back to the dormitory quickly, she had no appetite for dinner at all, so she closed the door directly and buried herself in the bed.

She had smoked a lot of cigarettes just now, and she smelled of cigarettes all over her body, and all of her hair smelled of it.

Cheng Rao lay on the bed, her face buried in the sheets, tears pouring out silently.

In fact, during this time, she rarely thought of Xiao Ye.

She kept telling herself that since she had decided to move on from the past, she had to avoid thinking about it as much as possible.

But when she heard that girl talk about her late boyfriend today, she inevitably thought of Xiao Ye.

She didn't forget him, and she didn't let him go.

She kept forcing herself to move forward, but the memories buried deep still existed.

She recalled what she had done during this time, and she wished to slap herself.

But she was afraid of pain, and she couldn't do this cruel to herself.

If Xiao Ye knew that she was like this, he would be very sad, right?

Cheng Rao remembered that once before, she and Xiao Ye stayed in the hotel, and when they were bored, they turned on the TV, and the TV was playing that kind of bloody eight-o'clock TV series.

Cheng Rao has never been interested in this kind of TV series, so she hasn't watched it seriously.

However, that time, Xiao Ye seemed to be watching it very seriously.

Halfway through the sight, he suddenly took her to his lap and kissed her ear while asking her, "If one day I suddenly am gone, will you wait for me?" ”

At that time, Cheng Rao only felt inexplicable when she heard this question, so she replied to him: "There is no if." ”

Xiao Ye hooked his lips and smiled, pinched her chin with his hand and kissed her, the two of them kissed inseparably, and they didn't let go for a long time.

After kissing, he asked, "What if there really is an if?" ”

"Then I'll be waiting for you." Cheng Rao replied very crisply at that time.

After listening to her answer, Xiao Ye smiled happily and lowered his head and kissed her on the face.

"What if you can't wait?"

"Then wait until you die."

After she finished answering this question, Xiao Ye seemed to be suddenly touched, immediately pushed her down, and then went straight to the point.

Cheng Rao never thought that the seemingly meaningless conversation that day would become a prophecy.

She said so firmly at the time that if he disappeared, she would wait for him until he died.

But what is she doing now? She's with another man—

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Cheng Rao covered her eyes and kept shaking her head, her voice full of despair.

She thought she would be happy to step out of the past, but now she was swallowed up by boundless self-blame.

She thought, if Xiao Ye had a spirit in the sky, how desperate should she be when she saw her and Wei Chi rolling on the bed?

Why can't she overcome her own valley hope?

**

The lieutenant returned to the barracks with a calm face.

When he came back, it was just time for dinner, and after sitting down in the cafeteria, Hua Lin saw the wound on his arm at a glance.

"What's wrong with the back of your arms and hands?" Hua Lin asked Wei Chi.

"It's fine." Yu Chi replied casually.

Hua Ling saw that Wei Chi's mental state was particularly wrong, "Is it really okay?" Then you hurry up and eat, and I'll bandage you after eating. ”

Speaking of this, she looked at the burn on her arm again, "This is a cigarette butt burning, you smoke carefully." ”

Wei Chi didn't speak, and buried himself in eating. In the past, Wei Chi would also have times when he was in a bad mood and in a bad state, but Hua Lian really didn't see him like today.

She stared at Wei Chi for a while, and then asked him tentatively, "Have you seen Cheng Rao?" ”

MSF is here to provide psychological intervention and counseling to local residents, and Hua Lin knows about this.

She tried to think about it, and the only one who could make Wei Chi have such a big emotional change might be Cheng Rao.

"Hua Lin, you say," Wei Chi put down his chopsticks and looked at Hua Lin, "Can't you women forget your ex-boyfriend?" ”

He really hadn't touched any women. After arguing with Cheng Rao just now, on the way back, Wei Chi thought about it carefully, isn't this how Xia You treats Wei Zhi?

Wei Zhi and Xiao Ye have been dead for about a long time, and Xia You is still thinking about Wei Zhi and living alone with Qi Qi.

Wei Chi asked her before if she had ever thought about remarrying, and Xia You said very firmly that she would not, she said that she would spend her whole life missing Wei Zhi.

Xia You and Hua Lin can be regarded as women that Wei Chi usually comes into contact with.

Xia You's attitude, he already clearly understood.

So now, he wanted to ask Hua Lin's attitude.

Prior to this, Wei Chi had never discussed any relationship issues with Hua Lin.

Hua Ling was indeed a little stunned after listening to Wei Chi's question, and it took dozens of seconds to come back to his senses.

Then, she shook her head and said to Yu Chi, "No. ”

Wei Chi: "Can you forget your ex-boyfriend?" ”

"Just her, where is there an ex-boyfriend."

As soon as Shen Yang came over with a dinner plate, he happened to hear Yu Chi ask Hua Ling this question.

Hua Lin held back and didn't answer, so Shen Yang took the lead.

Hearing Shen Yang say this, Hua Lian glared at him fiercely.

"If you don't speak, no one will treat you like a dumb person."

Shen Yang didn't answer Hua Lin's words, he sat directly next to Hua Lin, looked at Wei Chi opposite, and said, "Boss, do you think it's reliable to discuss relationship issues with someone who has never been in love?" ”

Yu Chi: "......"

How did he know that Hua Lian had never been in love.

"How do you know if she's been in a relationship or not?" Wei Chi was a little curious.

Shen Yang let out a "heh" and shrugged his shoulders, "Just her, as soon as she graduates from college, she will join the army and stay, where can she fall in love?" Emotional intelligence doesn't look very high, who likes her? ”

"You talk a lot." Hua Lin glanced at Shen Yang, "It's like you've been in love." ”

"Talk more than you do." Shen Yang smiled disappreciatively and continued to eat.

Wei Chi didn't say anything more, and after eating, he got up and left without greeting them.

It wasn't until Yu Chi left that Shen Yang saw that something was wrong with him.

So, he looked sideways at Hua Lin, "What's wrong with the boss?" ”

"It seems that he quarreled with Cheng Rao, listening to what he means, Cheng Rao can't forget her ex-boyfriend." Hua Lin tried to reason.

Shen Yang pouted, "The two of them are not a good match. ”

Hua Lin: "If you like a person, you don't care if you don't match it, if you like it, you like it, there is no reason." ”

"Hehe, you have a lot of crooked reasoning, and you talk like a love saint." Shen Yang snorted coldly.

"There's something wrong with you, I'm ignoring you."

Hua Lin found that Shen Yang especially likes to raise the bar with her, and he can get up with a few words.

Therefore, she decided to ignore Shen Yang.

After Hua Lin left, the smile on Shen Yang's face disappeared, and a trace of complicated emotions flashed in his eyes.

**

The room was eerily quiet.

Hades sat on the edge of the bed with headphones on, listening to the sound of crying coming from the headphones, his hand gripping the gun tightly at his side.

He heard the "I'm sorry" she choked up.

He clenched his fist and slammed it into the bed, bleeding from the gunshot wound on his shoulder.

Still, he didn't bother to take care of it.

The whole brain was filled with images of her crying helplessly. She rarely cries.

Most of the time, she is relatively cold, and her emotions do not fluctuate.

It is precisely because of this that when she cries, it is particularly distressing.

Blood was pouring from the wound, the gauze on his shoulders was dyed bright red, and blood dripped onto the bed.

He lay on the bed, his features hidden in the darkness, and his whole person almost merged with the thick night.

No sleepiness.

Inside the headphones, the sobs continued.

Even if he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he could still feel her desperation.

Hades pulled the headphones off and tossed them aside, got out of bed, and pulled a box of pills out of the pocket of his tracksuit.

He took two pills, put them in his mouth, and swallowed them dry.

After a while, drowsiness struck.

**

After a quarrel with Wei Chi last night, Cheng Rao unilaterally thought that they had broken up, so she didn't think about contacting Wei Chi again.

She had been thinking about Xiao Ye all night, crying for too long, and when she got up the next day, her eyes were swollen.

After Shao Dong saw Cheng Rao's state, he couldn't help but be a little worried: "Are you too tired?" Why don't you take a day off? ”

Cheng Rao shook her head, "I'm fine." ”

After answering Shao Dong's question, Cheng Rao picked up breakfast and was ready to continue today's work.

Cheng Rao is still relatively rational in this regard, because of the particularity of her work, she almost does not bring personal emotions into her work.

After putting into work, she is relatively rational.

This is the only consolation.

………

Wei Chi did not sleep for almost the whole night, and got up at four o'clock the next morning.

After getting up, Wei Chi sat outside and smoked a few cigarettes to relieve his mood.

He is well aware of the responsibilities he carries, so he must not let his personal emotions affect the task.

The matter between him and Cheng Rao will be solved after the end of this mission.

**

For the next week, Cheng Rao and Wei Chi did not meet.

Cheng Rao has never left the scope of MSF's activities again, and she has to counsel more than a dozen people almost every day.

During this period, there was another riot in City D, where terrorists opened fire on the city and hundreds of innocent people were injured.

Immediately after the accident, MSF took action to rescue the injured.

That should be Cheng Rao's most tired day-

In fact, she never understood why such an organization existed, and every time their guns were pointed at innocent people.

Cheng Rao was kidnapped as a hostage by people from an extremist organization once before, and that time she was rescued by Wei Chi before she could really be afraid.

The MSF camp had also been attacked by unknown armed men, and she didn't know if these people were from an organization, but she really didn't understand how psychologically twisted it would take to target these innocent people.

Cheng Rao is very busy every day these days, and one of the benefits of being busy is that she can temporarily put aside all the worries in her heart.

For example, during this time, she was busy until late at night every day, and when she returned to the dormitory, she fell asleep, sometimes even skipping the washing process, and when she woke up the next day, she continued to work.

In this way, she didn't have time to think about Xiao Ye and Wei Chi anymore.

**

In the dimly lit room, Hades opened his eyes and woke to the sight of Chronos standing in front of him.

He got up from the bed and hooked his lips, "What are the commands?" ”

"There is a batch of goods to be delivered, you are from Jiangcheng, right? This shipment departs from the port of Los Angeles, and you are responsible. ”

At this point, Chronos paused, "I think you seem to enjoy going back to that place." ”

Hearing this, Hades' expression changed slightly, and then, he returned to his old appearance, and the corners of his mouth curled into a mocking arc.

"yes, last time I killed people over there, it was very cool."

The middle-aged man didn't answer, but smiled silently.

Hades got up from the bed, then pulled out a gun from under his pillow, and asked the other party as if casually: "That soldier, when are you going to deal with it?" ”

"I have arranged this matter myself, and now is not the time."

"He should have died a long time ago!" Hades gritted his teeth and clenched the gun in his hand.

After the middle-aged man heard him say this, he chuckled: "He killed my henchman, why are you more excited than me." ”

Hades didn't speak, clutching the gun in his hand, and the bruises on his arms bulged.

"Oh, I forgot......" Chronos patted his forehead and chuckled, "He's dead, and you're relieved." ”

This time, Hades didn't answer.

"I've been training you for so long, not just for that mission." Speaking of this, he took out a passport from his pocket and threw it to him, "Leave in five days, don't be too high-profile." ”

Hades took his passport, opened it and glanced at the name on it, then closed it with an "oh" sound.

**

MSF Camp.

After nearly ten days of high-intensity work, Cheng Rao got a day off.

In fact, she didn't want to rest at all, but this was a shift arranged from above, and she couldn't help it.

Cheng Rao didn't go back to rest, although she didn't have a task, she still stayed in the treatment center, helping from time to time.

Later, Shao Dong couldn't stand it anymore, so he directly pulled her out of the medical center and came to a nearby street.

A few days ago, there was a shootout, all the convenience stores near the street were closed, the glass was full of bullet marks, and the whole street was full of devastation.

After walking for a while, Cheng Rao saw that the convenience store where she bought cigarettes before was also closed.

After seeing this convenience store, Cheng Rao unconsciously remembered Wei Chi.

Shao Dong carefully observed Cheng Rao's expression and asked her, "Did you quarrel with Director Wei?" ”

Hearing Shao Dong's voice, Cheng Rao came back to her senses, "...... Well? ”

"I see that your mood is not quite right these days, just guess." Shao Dong explained.

"Oh, nothing." Cheng Rao didn't want to discuss this issue with Shao Dong.

"Well, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you." Shao Dong said to Cheng Rao, "It's normal for two people to have friction when they're together, I think he's very serious about you......"

"I have someone I like." Cheng Rao interrupted Shao Dong's words, "It's not him." ”

Shao Dong: "......"

This is the first time Cheng Rao has talked to him about emotional matters, but there is too much information in these words, and he was a little surprised to hear it.

Shao Dong was still in shock and didn't come back to his senses, and Cheng Rao suddenly started to run forward.

Shao Dong was taken aback by her movements, and hurriedly chased after her, "Cheng Rao, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Xiao Ye......" Cheng Rao stared at the empty street opposite, distracted, "Why don't you wait for me to leave." ”

Shao Dong felt that Cheng Rao's mental state was not quite right.

He looked across the side and saw no one at all.

"Cheng Rao, you're too tired, go back to the dormitory and get some sleep." Shao Dong patted Cheng Rao's back and said comfortingly.

"Didn't you see him?" Cheng Rao eagerly held Shao Dong's arm, "He walked over from here just now, I saw it with my own eyes, he didn't wait for me to ......"

"Cheng Rao." Shao Dong patiently comforted her, "Nothing, don't scare yourself, you're just too tired, let's go, I'll send you back to the dormitory, you sleep well, everything will be fine tomorrow." ”

"It's not." Cheng Rao shook her head, the expression on her face was very firm, "I really saw him." ”

Shao Dong: "......"

"You didn't pay attention to that side just now, so you didn't see it." Cheng Rao argued with reason.