Chapter 156: Don't Bear It Alone
That night, Zhan Mochen still held Xiaoyu in his arms and kissed carefully little by little, this was his lost big baby.
The night Su Yu was drunk, Zhan Mochen saw the scar on Su Yu's leg when she bathed her, but he was still in a state of amnesia at that time, and he didn't know the origin of this scar, but he had a gut feeling that it must not be a good memory, so he never asked.
Now Zhan Mochen remembers that Su Yu was forced to cook by Li Hong when she was a child, and Su Meiting deliberately scalded her. A child who is only four or five years old can have such a vicious mind, I am really curious about what kind of education Su Meiting has received since she was a child, shouldn't a child of that age be the most innocent and naïve. Fortunately, his Xiaoyu is kind by nature and has not been spoiled by this selfish and vicious family.
Zhan Mochen carefully licked and kissed the scar, the surface was uneven, the color was different, it was obvious that there was no effective treatment back then, let it fend for itself, it should hurt for half a month, Zhan Mochen is now eager to let Su Meiting experience these pains as well, but unfortunately she is dead.
Zhan Mochen asked Ji Zihao, and Ji Zihao also contacted many experts in skin beauty, and finally came to the conclusion that the scar has been formed for too long, and it has already passed the best repair period, and even the most advanced foreign technology can only be lightened as much as possible, and it is impossible to see it at all.
Recalling that whether it was in this life or the previous life, Su Yu had never mentioned to him the abuse in his childhood, which made Zhan Mochen feel even more sorry for her, she always endured it silently alone, no matter how difficult and painful it was, she held it in her heart and didn't say it.
Just like in the previous life, I knew that she was too small and too big, and it would hurt her if she forcibly entered, but she still did things like beasts without pity, poor Xiaoyu bit her lips and still endured it until she finally fainted in pain.
Every time he thought of Su Yu with tears in his eyes on the bed and forbearance, Zhan Mochen couldn't wait to kill himself. At that time, he forced Su Yu every time, but he said that Su Yu seduced him. This is also the reason why after Zhan Mochen recovered his memory, even though he had already determined that the two had a marital relationship, he didn't dare to really ask for Su Yu.
Those things left a shadow in Su Yu's heart, and similarly, they also left a psychological shadow on Zhan Mochen.
"Xiaoyu, where did the injury on your leg come from?"
Su Yu saw that Zhan Mochen's lips had been roaming over that calf, so he guessed that he would definitely ask this, but it had been 20 years, Su Meiting had also died, Li Hong had gone crazy, the Su family was almost over, and those hatreds and resentments had faded over time, and there was really nothing to say.
Su Yu said lightly: "It's a long time ago, I can't remember it." ”
Is it? Can't remember it anymore? Whether you really can't remember it anymore or not, I remember it clearly, and I will remember it clearly for the rest of my life.
"Xiaoyu, with me by your side in the future, no one will be able to bully you again. Not even myself. Zhan Mochen hugged Su Yu tightly in his arms and said firmly.
"I know that the scars of the past have fallen, and they can't be removed no matter what, but please let me spend the rest of my life trying to make up for it." Zhan Mochen's words seemed to mean something, as if he was swearing, his eyes looked at Su Yu firmly,
Su Yu felt that Zhan Mochen seemed to know a lot of things, and wanted to blurt out and ask him how he came back, but he didn't know how to speak, forget it, since the two of them are back, maybe it is the will of heaven that makes them start again, then the grievances in the previous life should be regarded as a nightmare and a catastrophe. The nightmare has finally woken up, and the catastrophe has finally passed, and the next thing that will greet her will be the happiness of her dreams coming true.
"Xiaoyu, let's go see my mother tomorrow." Su Yu nodded habitually, and then realized that Zhan Mochen was talking about his biological mother.
Zhan Mochen was not only referring to his mother, but also Su Yu's, he only found out today, and it turned out that the tombs of the two were very close.
The next morning, the two went out, and Su Yu was surprised to find that they were standing in front of their mother's grave.
In fact, Su Yu rarely came here over the years, he didn't know where the tomb was when he was young, and when he grew up, he finally learned about it from Su Wen, and he cried for a day when he came over for the first time, and was scolded by Li Hong after going back at night, and said a lot of ugly things. Later, Su Yu was worried that Li Hong would disturb her mother's purity, so she rarely came here.
For Su Yu, her mother is just a warm sustenance, after all, when she left, she was too young, Su Wen threw away all the things related to Xiao Qing at home, if she hadn't secretly hidden a small photo of her mother, I'm afraid Su Yu wouldn't even remember her appearance a long time ago.
Su Yu knelt on the ground and gently wiped the tombstone with a handkerchief, the inscription was very simple, only the words "Xiao Qing's Tomb", Su Wen was ruthless and wanted to get rid of contact with the Xiao family.
"Mom, I'm sorry I haven't seen you for so long. A lot of things have happened recently, Su Meiting died, Li Hong went crazy, and Su heard that he was about to go bankrupt, and they all got retribution. I also decided to let go of my hatred. Mom, this man is the little brother I mentioned to you, and he's finally back to me. Mom, I want to give him another chance, he is very good to me now, and I still love him so much, Mom, you must bless me with happiness. ”
Su Yu stood up and bowed deeply to the tombstone again, "Mom, I'll come to see you next time." He turned around and was about to leave, but saw Zhan Mochen kneeling in front of the tombstone and burning paper.