Childhood memories come to mind one by one, and at this moment, through the closed courtyard door in front of me, I seem to see my father lying on the ground, carrying me all over the living room; My mother helped me tie two beautiful twist flowers, and helped me put on a beautiful pleated skirt, and under the envy of Xiao Chen Chen, she jumped up and down in the living room like a flower butterfly, and from time to time danced twice the half-baked dance I had just learned from kindergarten.

After jumping indiscriminately for a while, he dragged Xiao Chenchen and asked his mother to tie him with a small zigzag, put on my pleated skirt for him, and then danced with me......

Suddenly, there was a sound of the piano in the corner of the living room, it turned out that my mother was playing the piano, and Xiao Chen Chen and I were sitting next to her on the left and right, listening very fascinated.

At that time, we didn't know what the names of those songs were, but we knew that it was very nice to watch my mother's dexterous and slender hands flying up and down on the black and white keys.

At that time, the sound of the piano would often come from my home, and people passing by outside the courtyard would often stop and listen, sometimes, my mother would forget the time, and when my father came home from work, my father would quietly signal me and Chen Chen not to make a sound, and he would stand quietly behind us, listening to my mother play until the end......

Some memories, if they are not touching the scene, may not be remembered at all, but as long as they are recalled, they will be as unforgettable and heartbreaking as yesterday.

"Shen'er--" Suddenly, an abrupt voice sounded behind me, and I trembled, but I didn't expect Situ Yunzhe to follow.

"Any idea where this is?" I didn't look back, and asked Situ Yunzhe with a chuckle.

Situ Yunzhe walked up to me, his eyes were full of distress and anxiety, I saw him take out a handkerchief and naturally wipe away the tears on my face, "I hope you can tell me." ”

Suddenly felt the warmth of his hand, and all the grievances in this period of time suddenly came up, and he cried even more like a tearful person, Situ Yunzhe dragged me into his arms again, patted me gently and said, "Don't cry, I guess it's not okay?" You told me before that when you were a child, you and Chen Chen were neighbors, and the two families were very close to each other, and when you passed by that house before, you didn't go in, but you came here again, if I'm not mistaken, this house is exactly where you were when you were a child! ”

"That's right, this is where I was born." I wrenched myself from his arms, then took two more steps forward, turned my back to him and said, "But this is no longer my home." ”

"But this place holds all the memories of your childhood."

"That's why I sold this ancestral house back then, and at the same time sold all my childhood memories." I sniffed, "I don't want to remember the past." ”

There was suddenly no sound behind me, but I could feel Situ Yunzhe's deep gaze.

"Ah Zhe, there is such a saying, it is said that the person who invests more deeply in love will definitely hurt more in the end." After a while, I said to Situ Yunzhe again.

"Shen'er, I know you've been worrying about what happened before, and I can't explain it to you, but I just ask you to believe me, I'm still the Ah Zhe of four years ago, the Ah Zhe who only belongs to you, I don't ask you to come back to me, I just hope you can let me take a good look, okay?"

"You'd better go!" I closed my eyes, and I had already made a big decision in my heart, "Because I decided not to love you anymore, I don't want to see you anymore." ”

After I finished speaking, I turned my head and ran towards Chen Chen's house, ignoring Situ Yunzhe's anxious shouts behind me.

Chen's mother happened to come out of the yard at this time, and when she saw my appearance, she was taken aback, "Shen'er, what's the matter with you?" ”

"Auntie, help me stop the person outside." I ran back to the house crying, closed the door, and said to Chen's mother again.

"Shen'er, Shen'er, I don't believe you're so ruthless, you come out and make it clear to me, Shen'er, Ye Shen'er--" Situ Yunzhe's unwilling shout came from outside the door, followed by Chen's mother's voice.

"This is--"

……

That day, I don't know how Chen's mother sent Situ Yunzhe away, and after that, I stayed in my room, stroking the dusty old piano by the wall and wiping my tears.

That year, I quietly sold the Ye family's ancestral house, but I was reluctant to sell this piano, because it carries all my memories of my parents, which is the only thing I think about them!

I don't know how long it took, Chen's mother knocked on the door outside, "Shen'er, that boy just now, Auntie has already sent him away, you hurry up and open the door for Auntie." ”

I got up with red and swollen eyes and went to open the door, but was pulled out by my aunt, she first pointed to my forehead, and then crossed her waist, and asked me with a look of asking for sin, "Don't tell me, that's what you want to show to your aunt and your dad just now, but tell me, why don't you take him home?" ”

"Auntie, we've broken up." I whispered, "Between us, it's a thing of the past." ”

"Because of this kid with the surname Duan." Chen's mother asked me with a frown.

I didn't squeak.

"Alas! What do you say is wrong with you young people? Falling in love is to make yourself bruised, just now I chatted with him for a while, I think this child is very sincere, blindly blame himself, and say sorry for you or something, but I asked him what he did to be sorry for you, he just refused to say, so I had to send him back first. ”

"Auntie, our affairs are a little complicated, so you don't have to worry about it."

"But he hasn't let go? How long can you hide? ”

I'm gloomy, yes, Situ Yunzhe just made mistakes once, and he made mistakes unconsciously, I am fortunate that he still loves me, and I love him deeply, but such impure love, can I want it? If he refuses to let go, what should I do?

"Let's talk about the Spring Festival first!" I pulled Chen's mother and smiled heartlessly, "You see I'm unemployed, now, the focus should be on finding a job, you still pray that I find a stable job as soon as possible!" Don't worry about anything else. ”

"There's no need to be so anxious to find a job, it's not too late to go back when you've had enough, just stay at home with your aunt!" Mother Chen sighed and patted me on the shoulder, then left me without looking back.

Chen's father said that he would not be able to go home until about ten o'clock in the evening, but Chen Chen and Duan Ruochen returned home at eight o'clock, but the two were still hungry, so Chen's mother had to go to the kitchen to be busy again.

I have been hiding in the room and not coming out, and I vaguely heard Chen's mother mention Situ Yunzhe to Chen Chen and Duan Ruochen outside, saying that he was crying like a child and looked strange and pitiful, and then said that he was a talent, and his demeanor was calm, not quite like an unreliable person.

Chen Chen didn't squeak, and Duan Ruochen naturally didn't say anything.

When I was listening attentively, there was a sudden knock on the door in the room, I guessed that it must be Chen Chen, I didn't want to pay attention to it, but I thought that there was still Duan Ruochen at home, and he couldn't be petty like usual, so he got up and opened the door, but blocked the door and didn't let him enter the room.

Chen Chen glanced at me with a cold face, then turned to leave.

"Busy in the afternoon? Why don't you even have time to eat? I was a little embarrassed, so I followed Chen Chen to the restaurant, sat opposite and watched the two of them eat, Chen Chen ate wolf, and Duan Ruochen ate slowly.

"After you leave, Duan Ruochen will help you take the position, where will you still have time to eat?" Chen Chen stopped his chopsticks and lowered his head to drink the soup, unable to see the expression on his face clearly.

"I was also busy all afternoon, but I was fortunate enough to make a few orders, Chen Chen, the business of your jewelry store is so hot." Duan Ruochen smiled at this time and said to Duan Ruochen.

"During the New Year's holidays, there are people everywhere, and any industry and business are good!" Chen Chen shrugged his shoulders and didn't care.

"Shen'er, are you going back tomorrow?" Duan Ruochen thought about it and asked me.

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, I thought that tomorrow Chen Chen is a birthday star, I can't let him go to the counter, so I said to Duan Ruochen: "I'll go tomorrow!" You're at home tomorrow with your birthday star. ”

"You don't have to go tomorrow, because I can't be absent tomorrow, and like my father, I have to go to other branches to inspect and then close the business one by one, you know better." Chen Chen raised his head and said.

"That's right, then how do you divide the labor with Dad?" I nodded, and asked.

"Dad and several branch managers went to the out-of-city and out-of-province branches to inspect the branches, and I was in charge of the city."

"Alright then!" I nodded and said no more.

After the two of us finished eating, I began to clean up the dishes and chopsticks and went to the kitchen to clean, Chen's mother had to get up early tomorrow morning to prepare the reunion dinner, and I had asked her to rest first.

After cleaning, Chen Chen had already fetched hot water for Duan Ruochen to finish washing, and at this time he was washing, I still flushed the warm baby and put it into Duan Ruochen's bed.

"Shen'er!" Just as I was about to leave the room, Duan Ruochen stopped me.

"What's wrong?" I looked back at Duan Ruochen.

"When you came out of the jewelry store today, I was worried, are you okay?"

"I'm okay? You don't have to worry. I shook my head and smiled.

"Shen'er, in fact, the woman who was with Situ today, anyone with a discerning eye can see that they have nothing to do with each other, after you leave, Situ let her go back by herself first, I don't know what unpleasant things happened between you, but after all, you have more than four years of feelings as a foundation, and you shouldn't be cold because of a little thing."

I glanced at Duan Ruochen strangely, I don't know how much Duan Ruochen knows about my breakup with Situ Yunzhe, in my opinion, that day in the apartment building in Luzhou, the two of them talked for so long, and they must have talked about this matter, now it seems that I think too much, maybe Duan Ruochen really doesn't know about our breakup, so he will comfort me like this.