Chapter 341: Wandering
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When he came to the city bureau in the morning, Mu Yu clearly saw the morning light in the eastern sky, and thought that today was a sunny day, but when he came out, he found that the sky had long since lost the shadow of the sun, but it was very gloomy, and the wind blew, blowing the branches and dust.
This sudden weather also made her mood more and more depressed, and she looked out in a daze through the car stop pole - Qin Jinhuan's car had not yet arrived.
Before receiving that message, she never thought that she and Qin Jinhuan would have a day when they would divorce. She was also so angry with his attitude of defending Yin Anran that she filed for divorce at that time, but to be honest, even if she complained about him so much, she still couldn't let him go, because she really loved him and understood his bitterness of not overturning the case at this time.
However, she couldn't accept his hardship, and planned to use this as a reason to force herself to leave him, but she didn't expect him to choose to turn himself in and confess for her.
But his punishment under the law is not the consequences she wants to see, and her heart is conflicted.
She paced in the courtyard for a long time in the second half of last night, and finally persuaded herself not to delve into this matter, so she rushed to the city bureau early in the morning to stop Rong Jian and others from confessing all their actions to Gu Chaohui, intending to turn the page on this matter, but she couldn't forgive Qin Jinhuan for what she did, and she didn't know how to face him when she turned around, but she didn't expect that at this time, he took the initiative to come to her for divorce.
For a while, she only felt that she had mixed tastes, and she smiled bitterly.
Even the weather has changed from sunny to rainy, is it a sign that her marriage will be dissolved?
A gust of wind suddenly blew in her face, mixed with dust and sand grains, she instinctively covered her mouth and turned sideways to avoid it, but her eyes could not avoid the invasion of dust and sand, her eyes suddenly hurt and astringent, tears poured out uncontrollably, she hurriedly blinked her eyes and ran quickly into the guard room.
"Forensic Doctor Mu? What's wrong with you? Uncle Janissa knew Mu Yu and hurriedly stepped forward to inquire.
"Borrow the bathroom." Mu Yu didn't care about explaining more, she rushed directly into the bathroom, turned on the faucet and rinsed her eyes violently, and quickly washed out the sand, but the foreign body in her eyes made her eyes cry all the time, and she couldn't wipe them dry.
When she came out of the bathroom, this appearance startled the doorman, and hurriedly expressed concern cautiously: "Forensic Doctor Mu, are you okay?" ”
"It's okay, I'm blinded by the sand. Thank you for your concern. Mu Yu wiped her tears and forced a smile to prove that she was telling the truth—she was not in the mood to laugh at this time.
"It's fine." The doorman laughed at this time, "There was still the sun before, and the wind that has just risen, it may rain." ”
"Oh, no wonder they say that the weather in spring changes like a child's face."
"It's not spring anymore, it's summer, it's already summer."
"Oh? It's summer, huh? I didn't even pay attention. Mu Yu glanced towards the door as he spoke, and he didn't have the heart to lament the passage of time.
The doorman's gaze also looked out: "Are you going out to run errands?" ”
"Hmm."
"Do you have an umbrella? It might rain later. ”
"It's okay, there's a car to pick it up."
"I have an umbrella, and I won't go out before work anyway, do I want to lend you an umbrella?"
"No, thank you."
The doorman's honest smile moved Mu Yu's heart a little, and also made her originally irritable heart a little more comfortable, and she was about to retract her gaze when she saw Qin Jinhuan's car driving over, and she immediately turned around and went out.
As soon as the car stopped, Qin Jinhuan got down, opened the car door, and stood on the side like a waiter waiting for her to get in the car.
In normal times, she would have jumped and ran over, but at this time her steps were a little heavy, and she didn't bother to look at him, so she didn't get into the car from his side nearby, but went around to the other side and pulled the car door to get into the car by herself.
Qin Jinhuan twitched the corners of his mouth as if he was laughing at himself, and then got into the car and closed the door by himself.
"Go home first." Mu Yuchong said.
Her hukou book is still locked in a safe, which is required for divorce.
"Home? Young grandmother, are you talking about going back to Shengshi Huating? Weng Yun, who was driving, stepped on the brakes slightly when he heard this, and asked lightly at the same time.
"Hmm."
"Why don't you go to the hospital first and pick up the old lady and then go home?"
"Pick up grandpa?!" Mu Yu remembered Qin Xiaozhi's discharge from the hospital this morning, and tried to ask lightly, "You guys take me to fraternity?" ”
"yes."
Bian Zijun immediately followed Weng Yun's words and spoke up: "Young grandma, do you have something very fundamental to take?" I'll make ...... if it's convenient."
"Forget it, it's not a big deal. Let's get back to that. Knowing that he had misunderstood Qin Jinhuan's intentions, he was relieved for no reason, for fear that Qin Jinhuan would see that he was wearing his thoughts, so he immediately changed his words, "It's a discharge gift for grandpa, and you can also wait for grandpa to come back and give it to him." ”
"Oh, good." Weng Yun immediately stepped on the accelerator and went straight to fraternity.
made a fuss, although no one else knew, Mu Yu still felt very depressed.
She didn't expect her mood to become so bad when she misunderstood that he took the initiative to take her for divorce.
Now he doesn't mention the divorce, and takes her to take her grandfather out of the hospital, with his grandfather's physical condition, he definitely can't tell him that he and Qin Jinhuan are divorcing, which means that she has to cooperate with Qin Jinhuan to pretend to be loving and sweet in front of her grandfather.
In fact, it's just a matter of pretending to be affectionate and sweet, the key is that she can't forgive herself for being soft-hearted towards him.
She was willing to think about Rong Jian and the others, and agreed to give up pursuing Yin Anran's crimes, but she couldn't convince herself to completely forgive Qin Jinhuan.
If you are reluctant to divorce and do not choose to forgive, what kind of trouble do you want? Confused, she tortured herself in her heart.
At this time, the rain had already fallen, the rain was not heavy, but it was very dense, and after a while, the window glass was covered with small raindrops, and the scene inside and outside the car suddenly seemed to be separated by a Milky Way, and nothing could be seen clearly.
Mu Yu silently lowered her eyes, slowly turned around and sat down, Yu Guang inadvertently caught a glimpse of Qin Jinhuan's sitting posture was the same as her, and her face seemed to be biased to her side, she was extremely unhappy in her heart, and quickly retracted her gaze, and was about to close her eyes to recuperate, but because her eyes were lost in the sand, tears kept flowing, and the napkin in her hand was already soaked, so she had to take out another pack of tissues from her bag to wipe her tears.
Bian Zijun, who was sitting in the passenger seat, noticed her movements from the rearview mirror and immediately turned back, but after a slight pause, he twisted his head back again, with a look of wanting to say something.
Mu Yu watched Bian Zijun's movements in his eyes, but didn't explain anything, just lowered his head and wiped his tears from time to time.
After a while, her hand was suddenly grabbed tightly, and at the same time, Qin Jinhuan's voice full of guilt sounded: "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry for making you feel wronged." If you are angry, vent it at me, just ask you not to torture yourself, don't cry, okay? ”
Did he think she was crying?
Mu Yu didn't feel funny, withdrew his hand and glanced at him: "Don't touch me!" It doesn't matter to you whether I cry or not. ”
Qin Jinhuan's hand was still frozen in mid-air, and he sighed for a long time: "I already called last night to tell Rong Jian the ins and outs of the matter one by one." I told him that I would take my grandfather home first, and then find an excuse to send him to West Bay to recuperate, and then turn himself in. ”
"When is going to get a divorce?" She felt that she must not be able to forgive him, so she asked the question even against her will.
"I'm not going to divorce you." Changing the previous lowness, Qin Jinhuan's voice was very loud and firm when he said this, "It's me who is sorry for you, it's me who hurt you, I didn't make up for the mistakes I made, I didn't ask for your forgiveness, how can I divorce you?" ”
I didn't expect him to say this, her heart softened a little, but she still said coldly, "I forgive you, divorce."
Only when she is divorced will her heart not struggle so much.
"If you can forgive me, I can't forgive myself, not to mention that I haven't started to atone for my sins to you with practical actions, so I can't divorce you now."
"What practical action?"
"My love and concern for you for the rest of my life."
It turned out that he had never thought about divorcing her at all.
But she was not moved. Because she knew that once he didn't want to leave, the marriage would definitely not be separated, and if she didn't leave him for a day, she would have to continue to live in tangled contradictions and resentment.
"You're going to jail, how do you care about me and love me?"
She deliberately didn't tell him that Rong Jian and the others didn't report the matter, just to get him to agree to the divorce.
In this matter, she took Rong Jian to favor him for himself, before it was impulsive, but now she has calmed down, she feels very sorry for the trust of the leaders, feels that she has lost her professional ethics, and she is sorry for her conscience. Only by completely staying away from Qin Jinhuan can the fair and just scale in her heart be slightly balanced.
"And us." Bian Zijun quickly interjected, but before he finished speaking, he sensed that something was wrong with his words, and hurriedly and embarrassedly explained to Qin Jinhuan, "Boss, I mean that in case you are going to leave for a few days, we will take care of the young grandmother for you and atone for her for you until she is satisfied, until you come back." ”
He felt that the word "jail" was unlucky, and changed it to "leave for a few days".
Mu Yuqi ignored Bian Zijun's words, and asked Qin Jinhuan: "The nature of this matter is so bad, you can't get out if you don't sit in prison for more than ten or twenty years." After sitting in prison for so many years and still divorcing me, it wasted my good youth in vain, I don't think you love me, you just hate me, you want to drag me to death, right? ”
This malicious speculation with mockery made Qin Jinhuan a little hurt, but he still explained seriously: "No one loves you more than me." Only I can give you a happy married life. ”
Hearing this, she immediately laughed: "If you really love me, are we still here today to talk about divorce?" ”
A sentence poked at his sore spot, and his eyes instantly became dim: "I don't know what other words to use to explain that." I can only let time prove that I am sincere to you. ”
Seeing the hurt in his eyes, she couldn't bear it, turned her face away, and didn't say anything more—she was afraid that when she spoke, she would say all kinds of sarcastic and vicious words that irritated him.
He didn't say anything more, and got out of the car sullenly—the car was already parked in front of the hospital.
He knew very well that at this time any words were pale and powerless, and everything was most convincing only when it was put into practice.
She also got out of the car, brewing emotions in the face of Qin Xiaozhi as she walked.
When he was about to arrive at the ward, he suddenly held her hand, she subconsciously wanted to retract her hand, but he grabbed it tightly, and at the same time gently reminded her in her ear, "Grandpa is here", she found that a group of people in front of her were coming, and the one who walked in front was Qin Xiaozhi, who had lived in the hospital for several days.
"Grandpa, we're here to take you home." She took the opportunity to push Qin Jinhuan away and greeted Qin Xiaozhi with a smile.
I didn't want Qin Xiaozhi to ignore her words, so he went straight to Qin Jinhuan, pointed at his nose and scolded angrily: "You bastard, what did you do to Xiaoyu?!" ”
Qin Jinhuan and Mu Yu were secretly shocked at the same time: Grandpa already knows?!