CHAPTER XXXVI

After Su Xiaomeng hung up the phone, the whole person seemed to be in a good mood, and then walked in the direction of home.

What she didn't know was that the scene when she talked to Chu Xichen on the phone just now deeply stung He Yufan, one moment he was obviously so sad and confused, the next moment he was able to rescue her from the confusion, at this moment, he was very admired and jealous...

Because he knows that the smile that once belonged only to him seemed to have disappeared without a trace, and he lost it himself, who is to blame?

After thinking about it, Su Xiaomeng knows how to continue life, this time, let yourself be selfish once!

He Yufan followed her until he saw her return home and did not leave, wandering around her house...

He still remembers that when they were together in high school, he wanted to send her home many times, but she refused, saying that she was afraid that her parents would know that they were in early love.

Although it is true to say so, but after being rejected by her, her mood is not much better, she immediately looked at herself coquettishly and said, "Don't be angry, one day you will send me home openly, oh, no, we will go back to our home together..."

At that time, I and she looked forward to a lot of future life, and the ideas at that time were very simple and pure, and the only idea at that time was to marry her and grow old with her for the rest of my life, but what happened later?

Later, she seemed to have changed, and she seemed to have changed. I still remember the time before the breakup, every time the two chatted, they would quarrel for a long time, and then no one would pay attention to anyone.

Now that I think about it, I was quite excessive during that time, and I still remember that she said that she could give her 100% love, but what she said at the time,

He said that he could only give her sixty percent, he knew that she would definitely be sad, but what he didn't know was how sad she was, during that time they were actually quite tired, it seemed that from that time on, she no longer continued to talk to herself, and when she remembered that she had done so many things that hurt her, she suddenly hoped that she wouldn't remember......

But as long as she thinks that she is going to grow old with others, he can't let go, he can't do it, really, can't do it, just let it go like that...

If she remembers her past with herself, and then chooses to be with others, then she may wish her happiness, but in case, she still loves herself after remembering it, then does she still have a chance?

Of course, Su Xiaomeng didn't know that He Yufan had been following her until she went home.

When she got home, she carefully returned to her room, because it was not early, and she did not want to disturb her parents' sleep.

Then he sent a message to Chu Xichen first, and then went to wash, and after cleaning up everything, he lay on the bed and swiped his mobile phone aimlessly, and slowly fell asleep...

The dream was very noisy and chaotic, as if I was dreaming of my high school life, with her, Yusheng, Yaxin, and him...

The vague figure that I could always dream of before, this time, it was very clear, that person was really He Yufan...

Suddenly, the scene changed, it was no longer the campus of the high school, and the scenery in front of me was familiar and unfamiliar.

There were many plane trees, and they sat on the grass, leaning against the trunks, giggling, playing...

Suddenly, the scene changed again, this time, it seemed to be two people, sleeping in the same bed, as if they were kissing, and then he reached out to take off his clothes, and he didn't refuse, oh my God, how could this be, so frightened that Su Xiaomeng immediately woke up from the dream...

When she woke up, she just sat dumbfounded, if everything was true, how could she be with Chu Xichen without any guilt, even if he didn't mind, but he would...

Thinking about it, a cool tear fell on the back of his hand, and the tears kept falling in an instant, why did this happen, how could he be qualified to be with him selfishly again...

And I should have loved He Yufan very much, if I didn't love him, how could I allow him to do that, if I didn't love myself, how could I be with him for five years, so what should I do now?

The sky slowly turned white, the sun gradually rose, and the hour hand on the dial kept advancing, no one knew what Su Xiaomeng was thinking now, because even she didn't know what to do, she really wanted to hide, so that no one could find herself, maybe she would feel better.

However, whenever you want to escape, there is always such a person who will lead you to face setbacks or difficulties, and the person who leads her and saves her is Chu Xichen.

But at this moment, she is really not ready to face him with what kind of mentality, very confused and very uneasy...

So when he called, Su Xiaomeng resolutely chose to turn off the phone, but she seemed to forget that there was still her brother.

Chu Xichen got up early to clean himself up, and then waited until nine o'clock before Su Xiaomeng called, so he dialed her mobile phone, rang for a while and no one answered, then hung up, and dialed it again and turned it off.