Chapter 108: I agree with your proposal
He suddenly stopped his hand movements and looked up at me, his eyebrows twisted slightly.
When I met his eyes, my heart suddenly panicked, and I was a little at a loss. But the words have been spoken, and they can't be taken back, and it can't be regarded as if they haven't been spoken.
Fixed, didn't dare to walk over.
"You just said you were going to separate? Mu Zi, what exactly are you in our marriage? Cheap items that you can throw away? ”
As he spoke, he stood up, stepped over in a few steps, stood in front of me, and pinched my shoulders with both hands, "Mu Zi, look into my eyes and tell me that your words were just impulsive." ”
Looking at his panic, his eyes were swollen with tears.
Biting his lip, he didn't know what to say.
If we nod our heads, the pain will haunt us and even disturb everyone else.
Making everyone miserable is not the outcome I want.
Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, he stepped up his efforts, "Speak!" Is that what you're determined to do? When I encountered a problem, he resolutely left me behind. Mu Zi, why are you always so cruel to me? ”
frowned and yelled, "But what should I do?" Do you want me to watch you being attacked by public opinion and watching you being suppressed? I can't! It really hurts my heart to see that you are not good. ”
"I want to hold on to you selfishly, but we're not happy, are we? One wrong step, one wrong step, no matter what we do now, those things will always be in our middle and linger. ”
"So you lose to reality? Mu Zi, stay, let's face it together, don't leave, okay? ”
Despite the covetousness of his love, I was still sober and knew that I should not stay by his side any longer.
Pulling out the hand in his palm, he could only reply weakly: "I'm sorry!" Let's go apart! ”
I didn't have the courage to listen to what he said anymore, so I ran out of the study, went to Muli's bedroom, locked the door, and bit my arm and cried silently.
At the end of the day, we really shouldn't be together.
I suppressed my crying and cried for a long time, until my eyes were itchy and uncomfortable, so I casually washed my face and went to bed.
But I couldn't sleep, and his face was always dangling in front of my eyes, both open and closed.
Afraid of waking up Mu Li, he turned over cautiously, tossing and turning, and couldn't sleep.
Suddenly, there was a "click", and his body with his back to the door couldn't help but tremble, his eyes were closed, and he didn't dare to move.
As the sound of soft footsteps approached, my heart beat faster and faster, and I panicked.
The footsteps disappeared, and the bed collapsed, and he sat down, reaching out and caressing my hair.
I didn't dare to take a breath, for fear that he would see through me pretending to be asleep, and it would be even more embarrassing to face to face.
"Girl, what do I have to do to keep you?"
I felt his breath approaching, a warm snort hit my face, the hand in the quilt clenched violently, and the beating heart had already betrayed me, but he didn't pierce it.
Moving me in a little, he lay down on his side, put one hand through my waist, and hugged me tightly in his arms.
His face was pressed against his chest, and his whole body stiffened. The already sober mind is like a nail in it at the moment, tensing every nerve.
I don't know if it's because I'm used to his arms, I'm still really sleepy, my eyes are getting weaker and weaker, and I gradually close them and fall asleep.
When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawning, and I couldn't find any trace of him coming, and Mu Li was not there.
I got up and went downstairs, but I heard them talking in the kitchen.
"Uncle, is that bad guy really Dad? I don't want him to be a dad. ”
My heart suddenly ached, twitched, and it hurt.
Walk over lightly and look at them.
Huo Nanyi was cooking porridge, and Mu Li was standing next to him, hanging his head and pulling his trouser legs, very aggrieved.
He put down the shovel in his hand, squatted down, and said patiently, "Uncle won't let that person bully you." ”
Mu Li cried and threw himself into his arms and shouted, "I don't want him to be a father, I just want an uncle." Uncle, you will be my father, okay? Can I call Uncle Daddy? ”
Tears poured out like a flood that had broken the embankment, covering his mouth and crying bitterly.
Because of my careless mistake, everyone suffered, even the innocent Mu Li.
Not daring to hear his answer, whether yes or no, is not a good result.
hurriedly opened his legs to go in and interrupt them,
"Uncle has always treated you as your own daughter."
"Daddy! Daddy~"
In the end, I'm still slow.
Mu Ran paused, wouldn't move, and watched Mu Li cry while getting into his arms and shouting "Dad".
Even if all this was created and fake, I was really ecstatic in my heart. The way I imagined home before, the warmth of home, is there.
We're together, and we're kids.
Stayed there, looked at them, lost my mind.
It wasn't until he looked up at me that I was pulled back.
met his gaze, but only embarrassment remained.
Fortunately, he didn't embarrass me, otherwise I don't know what would have happened.
After breakfast, we left home together, he went to the company, and Mu Li and I went back to Mu's house without any luggage, but left.
We didn't mention the separation again, but we tacitly reached an agreement.
He knew that I would leave, and he didn't say anything more, just reminded me when we broke up, just to give each other a little time to calm down.
Watching his car go away, I felt a sense of loss that I would never be able to come together again.
We went back to Mu's house and cut off contact with him.
On the third day after we returned to Mu's house, the news of my breakup with Huo Nanyi broke out on the Internet, and his image was finally restored.
Because of the discarding of my shameful and filthy thing, public opinion instantly fell to him, praising him for his wise move, and feeling sorry that he had been deceived by my scheming for so long......
The list goes on and on, and in short, he's back to where he belongs.
Because of his personal charm, the company's stock rebounded, soared in an instant, and everything was on a good track.
Of course, that doesn't include me.
Contrary to him, I have become a green tea in the eyes of the public, and there are paparazzi guarding the door of the house all the time, and I feel like waiting for the rabbit.
And because of my shamelessness, the Mu family's company is also in trouble. My aunt also has a headache, and she is so busy every day that she is dizzy, but there is no turnaround.
I, the initiator, did not even dare to go out of the door, and stayed at home all day.
Things continue to ferment on the Internet, and to this day, it's the seventh day, and the voice of cursing me still hasn't disappeared.
Hiding behind the curtains, picking up a corner, looking at the people crowded at the gate, he was so frightened that he hurriedly lowered the curtain and hid in the bathroom.
Looking at the haggard face in the mirror, I hated myself even more and almost smashed the mirror.
I know that the price of making mistakes should be borne by myself, but I don't have the strength to stand up for selfishness.
Once I take care of everything, the reputation of the Mu family will gradually improve, and my grandfather and aunt will no longer have to be afraid.
But that meant I pushed myself into a dark valley and pushed myself to a dead end.
I am not so noble in sacrificing myself for others.
Mu Li ran in, put the phone in my hand and left.
I glanced at the phone screen, and in the middle of the call, on the other end, it was Huo Nanyi.
"Mrs. Huo, go home! You say you don't want to see me embarrassed, and so do I. I am also very distressed to exchange your misfortune for my smoothness. Come home, okay? ”
Speechless, speechless to each other.
It was not easy for him to come out of the trough, and if I go back, I am afraid that I will only be crushed to the bottom for the rest of my life.
I can't bet on him.
There was silence for a long time, and just as I was about to speak, my aunt came in.
said anxiously: "Ah Zi, Gan Chang is here, just downstairs, he wants to see you." ”
The trills replied, "Yes?" Auntie, tell him, I'll come down right away. ”
After my aunt left, I looked at the mobile phone that was still on the phone, and I couldn't say how uncomfortable it was.
I wish he was by my side, but it was no longer possible.
hurriedly said, "What's the matter, I'll talk about it next time" and hung up directly, and then hurried downstairs.
It's up to me to face it myself.
In the living room, Gan Chang accompanied his grandfather to play chess, and his aunt sat on the sofa reading a book, very quiet, without a sound.
I was puzzled by the peaceful atmosphere, and I didn't know what changed the air that should have been tense.
My aunt looked up and saw me coming down, "Ah Zi is down, come and sit!" ”
Yi Yan sat down beside her, and while Gan Chang and her grandfather were addicted to the chess game, she asked in a low voice, "Auntie, what is that person doing?" Is it ...... again?"
My aunt patted the back of my hand and handed over the phone, and I glanced down at her and looked at her in disbelief.
"Is this true?"
She nodded, "Well, just an hour ago, Gan Chang held a special press conference to clarify that matter. Azi, you should be happy, shouldn't you? ”
Auntie is right, I should be happy. The trolls who attacked me on the Internet are no longer so vitriol, because Gan Chang testifies that in fact, we have known each other back then, and we have been dating before, and we have a deep relationship with each other.
And that mistake was also to clear up the misunderstanding and get back together.
Helpless, but it was calculated, and both of them mistakenly drank someone else's wine with ingredients, so they would have such a misunderstanding.
He helped me wash away the stigma of "shameless and cheap", and things took a turn for the better.
But the terrifying thing is that those people strongly asked me to be with Gan Chang, and the rhetoric was exactly the same as the last aunt, thinking that he and I should give each other a chance, and we should give Mu Li a complete home.
I don't know whether to be happy or sad about people's generosity. It's just sad, I feel like I'm a helpless actor, acting out the plot they want to see according to the public's preferences.
Gan Chang helped his grandfather over, sat down, and said straight to the point: "Mu Zi, you should also know that the safest way at the moment is to marry me." For everyone's safety, I want you to nod your head and say yes. We are now grasshoppers in a boat, and we must ...... together"
"No......" Seeing my aunt's pale face, I swallowed the words of refusal back into my stomach.
I am not qualified to be wayward.
"I agree with your proposal."