"How are you doing now?"

I licked my lips a little helplessly, and paused for a moment before I opened my mouth to ask again.

At such a time, it really doesn't feel good to see each other very thoroughly.

I hated myself for my incompetence and cowardice, and in the face of this woman sitting across from me, I seemed to be forever missing that thing called courage.

I just don't know, how has Lulu been doing in the days since I left?

Is life still as peaceful as before, or is it because of Li Feng's intervention, and it has become upside down?

I'm trying to control myself, but I can't help but think about it.

"You normal people probably can't understand my thoughts, but I really enjoy this kind of day."

Lulu was silent for a moment, then chuckled again, her tone full of satisfaction.

Perhaps most people can't understand her, or even why she did it.

But only she knows, although she was forced by life at the beginning.

But later, she herself had fallen in love with this feeling.

Slowly, without even noticing it, she began to learn to enjoy life as it was.

Enjoy the 'shortcut' in the eyes of others, the unearned gain in the eyes of others, and even a life that no one will understand.

Of course, she didn't ask me to understand, after all, even her own parents despised her as a daughter.

They, hehe, those people, used the money she sent back.

While saying that these were all dirty things, she cried and said that she gave too little.

Humans, humans, such higher creatures have never been a good thing.

“…… As long as you're happy. ”

I don't know what I should answer at this point.

Lulu was right, in my three views, such things are never a good thing.

From the very beginning, I looked down on the girls who made a living out of it.

But Lulu is different, I understand all her hardships, and I have seen all the tortures that life has inflicted on her.

But at the same time, that's not all I understand.

I'm a selfish person, and I can't afford to put my parents through so many ups and downs for me.

It is precisely because of this that I cut off all possibilities between me and Lulu from the beginning.

Perhaps, certainly, there must still be men in this world who can accept Lulu at all costs.

It's just that that man never went to be me.

"yes, it has nothing to do with you anyway, isn't it just that I'm happy."

Lulu was still smiling sweetly, and she didn't know if she was saying it to herself, or if she wanted to say it to me.

In the depths of her heart, she really couldn't help but sigh all the time, and there were even bursts of throbbing pain.

That's right, they don't have anything to do with each other anyway.

That's right, she likes this kind of life anyway, doesn't she?

She felt very happy to be able to live like this, and she should laugh happily.

Just like the way he had praised him before, he laughed like a little sun.

"You... Are you still blaming me? ”

I only felt that my heart was infarcted, and I was trying my best to hide it, but I still inadvertently touched her scar.

Lulu she... You guess you're still going to blame me, right?

After all, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have ......

I just hated myself for not being powerful enough to be a victim of someone else's power struggle.

"That's all my own choice, and it has nothing to do with you."

Lulu had completely calmed down by this time, and there was no longer any emotion in her voice.

Just as she could easily fool herself, she could fool me in the same way, right, Lulu thought to herself.

And what happened in the past, how to say, she never blamed anyone.

After all, according to what the man said, didn't she also benefit from it?

Besides, since following the current gold lord, she has never suffered any grievances, and even let that person grovel in front of her.

Speaking of which, the feeling of being a superior person is really good.

"You ......"

In front of Lulu, I still lack courage in the end, and I will never be able to compare to her sharp teeth.

Lulu has always been such an understanding and good girl, and she doesn't want me to have any psychological burden because of her.

I just hope that if people have the next life, God can treat her more kindly.

"Don't forget to come and pick me up later."

Lulu didn't give me a chance to speak, and I had just said a word when she interrupted me.

She didn't seem to plan to continue to 'catch up' with me, and went straight to the topic of today's phone call.

"Well, I know it all."

I nodded a little woodenly and agreed.

"Then I'll hang up first."

Lulu's tone sounded very calm, as if nothing had happened just now.

As soon as I finished speaking, the phone was disconnected.

I muttered a few words suspiciously, no matter how I looked at it, I still felt that Lulu was a little weak-hearted.

She should still mind more or less in her heart.

"Duh... Honk... Duh..."

By the time I received Lulu and Li Gang and the others to the Peace Hotel, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

I had just arrived at the bottom of the Peace Hotel when Lulu unbuckled her seatbelt and got ready to get out of the passenger seat.

She is always attentive when she gets down to business, and she doesn't even want to delay for a minute.

"I'll go in first, if there's someone inside, I'll find a chance to call you, don't act rashly."

Lulu leaned sideways against the car door and turned to look at me without blinking, but her tone was calm.

It was as calm as if he was discussing with me what he was going to eat tonight, and he didn't have the slightest sense of going in to find out.

"Thank you."

Without the cover of the phone, I was even more overwhelmed when I was directly facing me.

hesitated for a long time, and finally only held back the word 'thank you'.

Facing Lulu, I naturally felt like I was going to be a head shorter.

In addition, now I have a request for her, and when the two are combined, they are even weaker when they speak.

"We don't need to say these polite words to each other."

Lulu hooked the corners of her lips and even winked at me, intentionally or unintentionally.

She was as heartless as ever, and she looked at me with the same look in her eyes as before.

When I think of the past years, I can't help but sigh again, why have I been immersed in the past and can't get out?

It would be nice to be like Xiaoya's girl, so heartless anytime and anywhere.

"Be careful on your own roads, everything is premised on your safety."

I couldn't help but say that I owe Lulu enough, and I don't want to add any more favors to myself.

And from the bottom of my heart, I really don't want to see Lulu being implicated for my business.

I really need Lulu to help me, but the premise of this help is to keep her safe.

If something happened to Lulu to help me, I'd regret it for the rest of my life.