Part 256: Let's go
"She's worried about you." Zhou Yao walked over, sat next to her, and said, "You are a very strong person. ”
Sun Yingchen smiled and said, "Can you listen to me quietly, after all, no one has listened to me well for too long." ”
Zhou Yao nodded and said, "If you are willing, I am naturally willing to be your audience." ”
Sun Yingchen relaxed her posture and leaned on the rattan chair, her expression looked very lazy, the corners of her lips twitched, and said, "What do you say is the so-called feeling?" It took you ten seconds to delete all his contact information, ten minutes to empty all the chat history about him, and ten hours to throw away all the gifts he gave, and another ten days to make the input method no longer type his name by default, but ...... Two months later, everyone thinks you let go, it's ridiculous that even you think you let go, but you are still defeated by his voice for a second, and the heart is touched by a second of meeting, they are all deceitful, time is not a panacea, so ah, some things are far more stubborn than time, do you say yes. ”
Zhou Yao listened to her faint voice, as if she might be blown away by the wind in the sea breeze at any time, but her expression was so sad, as if she could empathize.
Zhou Yao still listened quietly to her intermittent words.
"Too many people told me that he was dead, I should have turned around very chicly, gave up or even abandoned all the memories related to this relationship, and gradually I understood, everyone persuaded me that he was dead, maybe yes, so I no longer dwell on the bits and pieces of the past, but the reality is so terrible, I thought goodbye, but I saw him, Mr. Zhou, do you know what hurts more than not loving you?" Sun Yingchen looked at Zhou Yao, at this moment she would rather be presumptuous.
Zhou Yao thought about it, but shook his head: "Is there anything more hurtful than not loving?" ”
Sun Yingchen smiled bitterly and said, "Of course, everyone persuaded me to forget him, but I was the only one who was forgotten. ”
Zhou Yao understood what she meant, indeed, this is too hurtful, and she wanted to come to the agreed city, but the other person forgot about you, and the cruel upgraded version started a new life with another woman.
Perhaps, the rest of life is no longer possible.
Sun Yingchen smiled and said, "Am I particularly pitiful." ”
Zhou Yao shook his head and said: "No, you are not pitiful, you just don't want to come out, if you choose Bai Siyuan for the rest of your life, the next truth may be more difficult to walk, but if you let go, there may be more possibilities for the rest of your life, isn't it?" ”
Sun Yingchen looked at it, her eyes were a little wandering, she just looked at him like this, Zhou Yao, as her leader, never talked to her about anything other than work, but now she is willing to put down her body and talk about Bai Siyuan, but what Sun Yingchen didn't think about was that even Zhou Yao persuaded her to let go.
I don't know if there is such a relationship, you can give everything willingly, but except for you, everyone advises you to leave him, this is the so-called not being blessed.
In fact, Sun Yingchen didn't know at all that the reason why everyone persuaded her to leave was not because they didn't want to bless her, but because everyone couldn't protect themselves now, so it would make the two of them more tired.
"You are still young, the harder you work in the future, the bigger the chips will be in the future, in fact, I won't tell you, I just learned about you from Zhou Miao, you love very hard, Bai Siyuan has paid a lot for you, and at the same time he is also very hard, the reason why you are all tired of each other is because you are not strong enough for each other, Sun Yingchen, if you love him very much and are willing to pay unconditionally for him, why don't you choose to start over?" Zhou Yao changed his angle to persuade her.
Sun Yingchen listened to it in a fog, but now she is willing to hear it, it is nothing more than because Zhou Yao is very pertinent position, just like an outsider, and the things of others will become clearer and clearer.
"How do you start over?" Sun Yingchen looked at him, and a new light seemed to flash out of his eyes, and that kind of look made Zhou Yao unfamiliar, as if he had seen a different Sun Yingchen for the first time.
"Didn't you and Bai Siyuan know anyone at the beginning, since this is the case, then you have become stronger now, surpassing Tao Xinyu, and becoming the only person who can stand by his side."
Zhou Yao's words were indeed demagogic, but Sun Yingchen smiled, although the smile was still bitter, but it was much better than the one who didn't have any expression just now.
"Even if I try to surpass Tao Xinyu, there is still a Shen Ping by his side, the person he loves with his life." Sun Yingchen's eyes dimmed again.
"So, you need time, now you can get Bai Siyuan back on his track, Heilan needs him, and you love him too, that's enough." Zhou Yao patted her on the shoulder and said, "Now you should know how to do it?" ”
Sun Yingchen nodded and said, "Thank you." ”
Among them, she has grown a lot for Sun Yingchen this year, she used to hold on to one thing that she couldn't forget, she could only wipe her tears silently, life is still very plain, but she will also meet hurdles that she can't overcome, but for Sun Yingchen in the past, now she has few tears except silence, maybe growth is accompanied by labor pains.
Sun Yingchen was hiding in the house alone, she was already thinking very openly, now although Tao Xinyu was not a threat to her and Bai Siyuan, but there was a Shen Ping, Shen Ping was indeed inferior to her, but now Bai Siyuan, who has lost his memory, loves her very much.
Sometimes Sun Yingchen feels that her current life is like a strange circle, like a reincarnation, and now she wants to work hard to snatch Bai Siyuan away from Shen Ping, so what is the difference between her current self and Tao Xinyu at the beginning?
Or is it that in fact, there is nothing wrong with love, it is just a question of priority and whether it should or should not.
Inside a dilapidated and dimly lit rental house.
Shen Ping sat on the sofa without saying a word, she just sat like this, like a stone statue.
Bai Siyuan, who already knew what his name was, was very worried, Shen Ping would never be like this, no matter how difficult life was, she would always be the sunny Shen Ping, but something like this happened today, Shen Ping fell into silence, and her originally quiet heart could not go back to the past.
"Chen Li, it's time for you to go back." This was the first thing Shen Ping said today, but her words were extremely cruel, and without giving any chance, she directly pushed Chen Li away from her life.
Bai Siyuan got up and walked to her, squatted down and looked directly into her eyes, and said: "Maybe I still have a little attachment to my previous memory, but the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was you, you took care of me, you named me, I don't believe that your feelings for me can be so easily parted, Shen Ping, don't push me away, you once said that my name is Chen Li, separation is never separated, you said that we will never be separated." ”
Shen Ping looked at him, tears couldn't help falling, she didn't know when she fell in love with the man in front of her, she used to think that she could be carefree, even if she lived a poor life, she could be chic and presumptuous, but after meeting Chen Li, her life trajectory was different from the past, she wanted a stable life, she wanted a warm haven, these are things that she would not have thought of before she knew him.
Perhaps, this is the good luck that Shen Ping overdrew all her life in exchange.