chapter092
Hearing her say this, Wei Chi clenched his fists tightly.
How much does she care about Xiao Ye?
cares so much that even his family has to treat it like this.
To put it mildly, he hasn't seen her so attentive to Huang Ping.
Of course, he could only sigh in his heart, and it was impossible to say it.
Wei Chi took a deep breath and rubbed Cheng Rao's hair, "Let's go, go out first." ”
As soon as Wei Chi finished saying this, Xiao Lu came out of the bathroom-
Seeing the two of them hugging each other, Xiao Lu's face was very ugly.
When Wei Chi saw Xiao Lu, he said to her, "Take care of your own business." ”
Xiao Lu was actually a little afraid of Yu Chi, his expression was too serious, and it made people panic.
Coupled with this warning, it is full of majesty. Xiao Lu bit his lower lip hard and didn't reply for a long time.
"Adults, think about the outcome before doing things, and do it when you know it's wrong, it's a fool."
Hearing Yu Chi say this, Xiao Lu clenched her fists, and when she was about to reply, Yu Chi had already taken Cheng Rao and left first.
Cheng Rao's mood was very low, and when Wei Chi walked out with her in his arms, she didn't resist, so she followed him.
When she walked back to the mall, Cheng Rao was in no mood to go shopping anymore.
She lowered her head and was silent for a while, and then said to Wei Chi: "You go back first, I want to go alone." ”
"Wherever you want to go, I'll accompany you." In her state, where can Wei Chi rest assured that she can walk around alone?
"I want a cemetery, you don't have to accompany me." Cheng Rao said, "I want to go to him alone." ”
Yu Chi: "......"
In his previous twenty-seven years of life, he had encountered many aggrieved things, but most of them, he could adjust them by himself.
Only for emotional matters, he really doesn't have such a good psychological quality.
When he was in love before, he was step-by-step, and he didn't have this feeling of being particularly uncontrollable, but after meeting Cheng Rao, he realized that he liked someone like this.
However, the person he loves the most does not have him in his heart, and no matter how hard he tries, this result will not change for the time being.
Wei Chi clenched his fists, calmed down a little for a while, and then said to her, "Where is the cemetery, I will send you there." ”
"No, you don't." Cheng Rao refused without thinking about it, and at the same time withdrew from his arms, "Don't let him see you." ”
Her words were like using a knife to pull him in the heart.
“…… Good. Wei Chi clenched his fists, "Then I'll call you a taxi." ”
This time, Cheng Rao did not object.
………
Yu Chi took Cheng Rao to the basement of the mall, and then called a taxi over.
While waiting, Wei Chi said to Cheng Rao: "Come back before dark." ”
Cheng Rao was silent for a while and said to him, "I'm not going to go tonight." ”
Yu Chi: "......"
Cheng Rao: "Don't call me again until I contact you." ”
Yu Chi: "......"
He would love to refuse, but does he have the qualifications to refuse?
If she refuses, it is estimated that Cheng Rao will break up directly.
A short period of disconnection is more acceptable than a breakup.
Therefore, despite all kinds of reluctance, Wei Chi still agreed to Cheng Rao's request.
"Okay, got it."
At this time, the taxi happened to come by.
Wei Chimu sent Cheng Rao into the car, and until the car drove away, he was still standing in place.
In his life, he has never been so unproductive.
**
After Cheng Rao got into the car, she reported the address of the cemetery to the driver, and never spoke again.
She sat in the back row, leaning her head against the glass window, looking at the fleeting scenery outside the window, and her thoughts drifted farther and farther away.
She doesn't like herself so vacillating now, obviously she decided to try it with Yu Chi seriously yesterday, but today she remembered Xiao Ye again.
Living in the past is painful, and there is no more than she wants to come out of.
But she loves him so much that anything related to him can affect her mood.
Cheng Rao was immersed in memories all the way and couldn't withdraw.
………
At three o'clock, the car stopped at the entrance to the cemetery.
Cheng Rao paid for the car and got out of the car.
She hadn't been to the cemetery for a while because she didn't like the atmosphere very much.
The location of this cemetery is not good, it is very remote, and the conditions inside are not very good, but Xiao Ye's parents bought it at a large price at that time, and for them, this is already very expensive.
Later, Cheng Rao learned that with this money, they originally planned to buy a house for Xiao Ye to marry his daughter-in-law......
Cheng Rao walked to Xiao Ye's tombstone with her head down, raised her head and looked at the photo above, her eyes were sour.
After all, I still cried.
Cheng Rao half-knelt down, raised her hand and hugged the tombstone, and pressed her face to the cold stone tablet.
A chill hit her, and she got goosebumps on her body, but she didn't flinch in the slightest.
"I miss you so much." Her lips moved softly, silently telling her thoughts.
Cheng Rao is not a person who likes to be coquettish, and she is not good at being coquettish.
When she was with Xiao Ye at the beginning, she rarely said anything like "I miss you so much".
Normally, she makes direct requests, such as: I want to see you.
Cheng Rao has obstacles in the expression of her feelings, which she knows in her own heart.
**
Behind a large tree three meters away from the tombstone, a man took in the scene.
With his hands in the pockets of his tracksuit, he stared intently at the woman who was holding the tombstone and weeping silently not far away.
The bottom of his eyes was scarlet, and on the back of his hand in his pocket, the blood vessels were bulging, almost bursting.
Today he followed her all the way.
Seeing her cut her hair short, and seeing how intimate she was with that man.
He was jealous, madly jealous, and longed to appear before her at once, and crush her under him as before—
He didn't have an anesthetic with him today.
Cheng Rao hugged the tombstone, closed her eyes, and focused all her attention here.
There was the smell of grass in the air, and she remembered that in the summer, she used to lie on the grass with Xiao Ye and listen to music......
Thinking of this, her arms tightened even tighter.
Not far away, the man's eyes were still focused on her.
He knew her little habit of being very focused, barely hearing what was going on outside the window.
He took his hand out of his pocket, put on his hat, and walked in the direction where she was kneeling.
His steps were so light that a person with his eyes closed could not even notice it.
He crouched down behind her, raised his left hand to cover her eyes, and slashed hard at her neck with his right hand.
Then, she relaxed.
He knew it was fainting.
He took off his coat, covered her eyes with it, and picked her up from the ground.
The man in his arms was lighter than before, and he hardly had to exert himself.
His car was parked at the side gate of the cemetery, which was unguarded and unmonitored.
He neatly carried her into the car and put her in the back seat of the SUV.
With that, her coat covered her entire face.
As he was about to close the door, he paused and tugged his coat up with his hand, exposing her mouth and nose so that she could breathe easily.
After doing this, he went to close the door.
Then, open the driver's door and drive away.
………
On the way, she turned over.
Every time she rolled over, he tensed.
When he finally arrived at the hotel, his palms were already wet with sweat.
When I carried her upstairs, I didn't attract much attention.
After all, this is a hotel, and it is normal for men and women to appear together.
He carried her back to the room and put her on the bed.
She wore a khaki sweater today with a knee-high skirt underneath and same-colored canvas shoes on her feet.
With her hairstyle, she looks like a high school student.
He held her down and stared at her face, fascinated.
At this point, she moved again, looking like she was about to wake up.
He came to his senses, got up and walked to the side, took a pill from a small drawer, and shoved it into her mouth.
"I'm sorry—"
After she swallowed the medicine, he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips.
It was a very light kiss without any depth.
A kiss contains too many emotions.
Forbearance, guilt, self-blame...... I can't count them.
The effect of this medicine comes quickly, and if you take one pill, you will not wake up for at least twenty-four hours.
He scrutinized her, his gaze wandering over her, like a devout believer.
He bowed his head and kissed it gently.
This tender gesture lasted less than a minute, and he froze—she still had the kiss marks left by the man.
The mark stung his eyes and ignited the fire of jealousy in him—
Emotions were surging, his eyes were red like words, and he looked like a stimulated psychopath.
He didn't want to be sneaky like this, and he had been waiting for the day when he could return to her in the open.
So, the first two times he endured not making it to the last step, but this time, he didn't want to endure it anymore.
…… He was afraid that she would fall in love with Captain Chi.
She was supposed to be his person.
The person she loves can only be him.
He folded her clothes and set them aside, neatly arranged.
Her fair skin pierced his eyes.
He took off his T-shirt and tossed her aside, then flipped her over.
As soon as she turned over like this, she saw the wound on her back.
Although it has improved, the wound is still shocking.
Compared with this, what is even more worrying is that this shot was blocked by her for other men.
He raised his hand to touch the wound, his fingertips pressed against the uneven skin, and his heart felt like it was being clutched by a hand, and it hurt so much that it was about to suffocate.
"You're mine." He bowed his head, pressed his face against her back, and uttered the words silently.
The last movement of his lips, a moist liquid dripping from the tips of his eyes, right on her back—
He curled his lips self-deprecatingly, raising his hand to wipe away the tears.
Perhaps sensing his tears, her body trembled slightly.
**
Feeling her familiar body temperature and breath, he finally had a feeling of "alive".
When he wasn't near her, he felt like a soulless shell, living like a walking corpse.
Although she was already groggy and couldn't give the same feedback as before, for him it was enough.
At this time, he didn't have the courage to think about what she did with that man anymore, he was afraid that he couldn't help but hurt her-
In the evening, the light inside the hotel gets darker and darker.
The man lay on the bed, his arms tightly hugging her, as if he were holding some rare treasure.
After the outburst, there was a long silence, and the room was uncomfortably quiet.
He stared at the unconscious man in his arms, and looked at the flush on her cheeks, and his eyes softened a lot.
After the scene just now, her hair was messy, and she was sweating, and her bangs were stuck to her forehead, strands by strands.
He used his fingers to straighten her hair, revealing her forehead.
Her forehead was full and white, and he stared at it for a few seconds, and then, as before, imprinted a kiss on her forehead.
When he spoke, his voice was hoarse.
"You're going to wait for me."
"You don't need to know any of these things, just don't be disappointed in me."
With that, he hugged her a little tighter, knuckled fingers through her hair, "Give me a little more time...... Good no good? ”
The last three words, he asked with a trembling voice.
In fact, he had no idea when it was going to end.
That person never woke up, and he was going to continue to do evil in this capacity.
After every killing, he will condemn himself ten thousand times in his heart, his hands are stained with blood, he has killed so many innocent people, he has long been unworthy of her.
But he still selfishly hoped that she would never see him like this for the rest of her life, and not know those cruel truths.
He still wanted to be with her as before.
As a pawn, he cannot control his own life.
He had done nothing wrong, but he wanted to get involved in this dispute for no reason.
Every time he kills an innocent person and condemns himself, he begins to paralyze himself again - isn't he innocent?
He is so innocent, isn't he still regarded by them as a substitute for the dead?
While subjected to inhuman torture in the training base, she was the motivation for him to persevere.
He had wanted to kill himself countless times, but when he thought of her, he was finally shaken.
On the day of the "funeral", he stood in the corner and saw her reaction.
She was so desperate, how could he bear to really leave her alone in this world.
They once swore that they would not give up their determination to be together despite all the difficulties.
But now, she's with another man.
Thinking of this, he lowered his head and blocked her lips hard, his teeth biting her lip flap, as if he wanted to vent all his dissatisfaction through this method.
When the kiss went off, the mobile phone on the bedside table suddenly rang.
He picked up his mobile phone, and when he saw the caller ID, his eyes immediately became gloomy.
It's like being poured cold water.
He picked up the phone and put it to his ear.
"Jing Yao, I'm ready here, you remember to come over in the early morning." On the other side of the phone, it was the voice of a middle-aged man.
"Oh." His response was lukewarm.
This sound gave goosebumps to the middle-aged man opposite.
He coughed to hide his fear, "Okay, then we'll see you at the port, I won't bother you." ”
After that, he hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, he was out of mood.
The phone call pulls him back to reality from his self-created surroundings, a cruel reminder of what he will face next.
In this operation, he was obviously the substitute ghost again.
An action with such a high risk factor, once discovered, is 100% a death sentence-
He put down his phone and lay flat on the bed, his eyes bloodshot.
Once when he was reading a book, he read a passage that life is not equal.
At first, he was enthusiastic and didn't believe in these things at all.
But later, reality gave him a slap in the face-
In this world, there is no equality at all.
Some people are born into the camp of justice, and when they kill people, they punish evil and promote good, such as Wei Chi.
Thinking of the name, he pinched his phone hard.
Everything is because of him.
He used to remember the name only because, after ending his life, he could return to his original life.
Between the two of them, there is no injustice or enmity.
But now, every time he sees him, he wants to kill him with his own hands—
He touched the woman he loved most in his life, and dying ten thousand times was not enough.
He lay calm on the bed for a moment, and then, raised his hand and pinched her calf.
"Don't love him." His voice was stoic and hoarse, as if it had been sprinkled with a layer of sand, "You must wait for me." ”
The person below him moved, as if sensing what he was saying.
He hugged her and buried his head in—
………
He had done this kind of thing for her countless times, and he was naturally too proficient.
When it was over, he got up from putting it on, turned around and went to the bathroom.
After taking a shower, he changed his clothes and sat down on the sofa.
Her satchel was still tossed on the couch, and when he saw it, he opened it.
Her habits were still the same as before, with tissues and wipes in her bag, a mobile phone, and a few pieces of candy.
Other than that, there is nothing. He picked up her phone and was about to enter the password to unlock it, only to find that her phone didn't have a password set at all.
After unlocking, he saw several text messages.
From: Fool.
This is called...... He clicked on the text message with a calm face, and a total of four were sent from the other side.
"Have you arrived? See and give me a reply. ”
"Remember to come back before dark, otherwise it won't be safe."
"Have you returned? Give me the address and I'll pick you up. ”
"It's not that you can't call, I can always text, right? Remember to go back early, it's not safe at night at the cemetery. ”
He read the four text messages with a cold face, and then flipped up and read the text message records of both of them.
In fact, there are no love words, and he can see through text messages that Wei Chi should not be a person who can talk about love.
Of course, Cheng Rao didn't coquettish with him.
But despite this, he still found the text messages particularly glaring.
He took action and deleted all the four text messages sent by Wei Chi today.
Immediately afterwards, I clicked on Cheng Rao's photo album.
There are no photos in her phone album, and they are basically theoretical knowledge from books that have been saved.
He originally thought that there would be a photo of the two of them on his phone.
It's okay, no—
Does this mean that she still doesn't love him yet?
He exited the photo album and turned off her phone.
Immediately after, he got up from the couch, walked to the bed, picked up his phone, turned on the camera, and took a few pictures of her face.
For the rest of the year, he probably had to spend the next time looking at her photos-
**
Wei Chi sent four text messages to Cheng Rao in a row, but he didn't get a reply.
He was a little anxious, and wanted to call Cheng Rao several times, but thinking about what she said before, "don't contact", he finally held back.
He didn't dare to go against her will, texting was actually a play on words, and he was afraid that Cheng Rao would be angry.
Yu Chi stood alone by the window of the living room, pacing back and forth, unable to sit still.
This feeling is even more anxious than before the mission.
In fact, calm down and think about it, Cheng Rao will not have anything to do, at most she will be sad, this is Los Angeles, a first-tier city with good public security, even if the cemetery is chaotic, there will be no big deal.
However, these things are spread out to me, and I can't think about it.
Wei Chi didn't sleep all night, holding his mobile phone in his hand, for fear that he wouldn't hear Cheng Rao when he called him.
However, after waiting all night, I didn't wait for Cheng Rao's call.
**
At five o'clock, it was just dawn in L.A.
After a tick, the hotel door opened, and the man put away his room card and entered the room.
The man on the bed was still lying in the same position he had left, and he stepped forward, crouched down on the edge of the bed, and bowed his head and kissed her softly on the cheek.
In an action, it is full of attachment and reluctance.
Before returning to the hotel, he went to her house on purpose, and there was no one there.
In order not to arouse her suspicion, he could only take advantage of this time to send her back.
Despite all the reluctance, we still have to separate.
He had already wiped her body last night, and she was clean now.
He picked up her clothes from the couch, put them on for her, then took her bag and carried her out of the hotel.
At six o'clock, he put her on the bed in the bedroom, covered her with the quilt, and turned away.
All the way, his fists were clenched tightly.
Once in the car, he put his hands on the steering wheel, bent over, and buried his eyes in his arms.
There was a slightly cool liquid on the arm, which was wet.
Wait for me.
He raised his head and looked at the courtyard in front of him, his lips twitched, and he said these two words silently.
My baby, you must wait for me.
He took a deep breath, and when he looked up again, his eyes were frighteningly red.
He looked into his eyes in the rearview mirror, frightened by his embarrassed appearance.
In a year and a half, he has completely lost his former appearance.
He raised his arm and wiped his eyes vigorously, then stepped on the gas pedal and walked away.
**
Cheng Rao didn't wake up until three o'clock in the afternoon.
When she woke up, she was tired and hungry.
Although I slept for such a long time, I didn't seem to have rested at all, and my muscles were in a state of soreness, and I was still very hungry.
Cheng Rao raised her hand and rubbed her forehead, finding that her memory only stayed in the cemetery.
I don't remember the rest of it.
I don't remember how she came back or when she went to sleep.
It feels the same as the time I was kidnapped before......
She struggled to remember for a long time, unable to remember what had happened yesterday and then.