Chapter 281: Is She Wrong?
“…… I! Fang Yuan wanted to say that she believed him, but the two words suddenly became as heavy as a thousand catties, and she couldn't spit it out on her lips.
Su Jingxing put down his hand, took two steps back, looked at Fang Yuan with complicated eyes, turned around without hesitation, opened the door and walked in. Bang! Only the sound of the door closing echoed in the hallway.
Swish! Fang Yuan's tears flowed down, and he couldn't stop it.
What she said didn't mean that, she just wanted him to know more about his thoughts, and wanted him to know why he wanted to be beautiful, not because he was superficial and wanted to be beautiful.
When I got home, I cried until midnight, but I still didn't feel sleepy, and my heart was so grieved that I was about to drown her.
"Hey, it's me. Did you sleep? Fang Yuan hesitated again and again, and finally decided to call Wu Shanshan, now besides Wu Shanshan, she no longer knew who else to talk to.
Wu Shanshan, who was jumping, received Fang Yuan's call, found a quiet place to answer, and as soon as she heard it, she found that Fang Yuan's voice was wrong, and hurriedly asked with concern: "Fang Yuan, what happened to you, are you crying, tell me quickly, what happened." ”
"Here's how it is...... Fang Yuan twitched his nose, learned a series of things that had happened after he saw Su Jingxing, and finally said: "I, I followed them only to envy He Yan's appearance, I wanted to see more." As for what I said, I really just wanted him to know why I wanted to be beautiful, not because I didn't believe him. ”
As he spoke, Fang Yuan began to cry again.
Wu Shanshan was silent.
After a long while, Wu Shanshan's voice came out of the phone, "Fang Yuan, as your good friend, I should be on your side at all times." ”
Wu Shanshan paused, as if to phrase it, and then said: "However, through what you just said, I only saw one thing - you don't believe Su Jingxing. ”
Fang Yuan was so surprised that she forgot to even cry, "I ......" she opened her mouth to refute, wanting to say that she believed in Su Jingxing, but she believed that the two words had become a thousand pounds heavy again, and she still couldn't spit them out of her mouth.
"......" Fang Yuan was silent, she realized the fact that she had been avoiding, that is, she really didn't believe in Su Jingxing that much.
Therefore, it makes sense for Su Jingxing to be angry at her today, and it is normal for him to be angry.
"Fang Yuan." Wu Shanshan gave Fang Yuan enough time to think, and then said: "You still have to go to work tomorrow, if you don't want to think about it anymore, go sleep." When you wake up, tomorrow is a new day. ”
"yes, okay." Fang Yuan was as chaotic as an ant's nest, and he was not in the mood to chat with Wu Shanshan. When I thought about arranging the publication tomorrow, I had to force myself to sleep.
Time is the best witness of growth, and it is also the medicine that heals the soul.
From that day on, Su Jingxing may have really been angry, he hadn't contacted Fang Yuan again for a long time, no matter in any way, it was like he had never appeared, leaving no trace.
Fang Yuan devoted all his body and mind to work. Specifically picking those things that are difficult to do, originally she wanted to challenge herself to difficulties, so that she would get old and think about what happened that day, as well as what Su Jingxing said.
But she never expected that those things that were even more difficult than ascending to the sky were taken down by her one by one. This was accompanied by a boom in the sales of the magazine.
Fang Yuan seemed to use his own strength to conquer the magazine.
"Fang Yuan, you are really amazing. You know, I'm pretty convinced of you right now. During the lunch break, Lin was in charge of chatting with Fang Yuan over coffee.
"Did you say you weren't before?" Fang Yuan asked with a smile.
"Of course." Editor-in-charge Lin said calmly, "Not long after you came to the magazine, you were promoted to editor-in-charge, do you know how many years it took me to be promoted to editor-in-charge?" Editor Lin used his hand to figure out a number, "You say, can I convince you?" ”
"I can't." Fang Yuan said with a slight smug smile.
"I'll tell you, it's good that you're not very beautiful, I'm just jealous of you, not that you were promoted to the editor by selling." Editor Lin picked up a piece of pastry and said.
"Is that an exaggeration?" Fang Yuan asked in disbelief.
"How not. Why do you think people agree with you so quickly? In addition to the fact that you made the sales of the magazine skyrocket, the most important thing is that you are not as beautiful as Lin Meimei, but it is also attractive, and everyone does not pay attention to your appearance, but really sees the inside. ”
Editor Lin said, "Even though a beautiful appearance is loved, sometimes it can become an obstacle, making it difficult for others to discover their inner beauty and really show themselves." ”
Lin Zhi's words were like an introduction, turning out the things in Fang Yuan's heart that he didn't want to touch.
When she was alone, Su Jingxing's words couldn't help but sound in her mind - the behavior of only looking at people's appearances was very superficial.
Fang Yuan began to reflect.
However, in the next work, something happened that completely changed Fang Yuan's mind, which made her reflect more.
That day, their magazine finally invited a supermodel to do the cover of their next issue, and the leader gave Fang Yuan this task.
Fang Yuan was very serious and did a lot of homework. But no matter how she searched, she could only find relevant information and photos of the supermodel after her debut, and there was nothing before.
For this kind of Fang Yuan, she thinks that she is the same as everyone else, and she is unwilling to expose the bad information before her debut. But when Fang Yuan saw him, he was taken aback.
"You see, these are my old pictures. Doesn't it feel the same as I am now? The supermodel did not hide her previous information, but shared it generously.
It was hard for Fang Yuan to imagine that the ugly and earthy person in the photo would actually be the person with a high temperament in front of him.
"I used to have the same face as I still do, but that's why it's different, it's all because of my confidence and because I believe in my agent." The supermodel was like finding a friend who could narrate, and pulled Fang Yuan to say a lot of words.
When I got home, I looked at the camera, and thought back to the words of Lin and the supermodel.
Fang Yuan began to constantly reflect, was it really superficial for him to judge people's behavior through their appearance? However, is she really wrong to desire to have a beautiful appearance?
Between her and Su Jingxing, there is no relationship between them, even if they both find it interesting. So what kind of attitude and face should she use to treat him?
Does she really have to believe him from the bottom of her heart? So, that day she did that and said something like that?
Should she trust Su Jingxing more?