Chapter 10 The One Who Believes in Life
In different fields, hard work has always been an excellent synopsis.
There is not only striking cynicism in the bar, but also sentimentality that few people notice. What swirls in the whole wine today is an old song sung by Yu Chen. The sound of the guitar will also be clear.
The seven-colored halo hangs in the void, and the new wine prepared by the bartender is really the taste of the disappointed. The taste entered the stomach, and the woman had always liked to sit in the most conspicuous place and listen to the songs sung by Yu Xu. Very good sound quality has not been trained by the rules, there is still noise. The pursuit of perfection has always been repulsive, but it is impossible to cover his light with his afterglow.
Yu Zhen once agreed with Su Lilin's words, dreams have always been an excuse for rich people, and poor people never dare to ask for luxury. Today, he is thinking about which supermarket will sell instant noodles at a lower price? Can you still get the change you should pay for the bus home? Will the location of the accommodation tonight be on the street?
Dream? Isn't it like a three-year-old saying he won't eat candy anymore, would you believe it?
After a song, another very talented person took the stage. He is very conspicuous in the light, and even the most handsome face is only a matter of minutes.
Yu Zhen was in the lounge, took a sip of white water from a cup, and moistened his throat. After swallowing a mouthful of white water, he put down his cup and let out a long sigh. Later, the owner of the bar also entered the lounge.
"What's wrong? Ahh. You're alone again. The boss quipped. Did you quarrel with Ajiu again? ”
Yu Zhen raised his lips as if he was smiling, and replied in a low voice: "I'm too tired to sing, I don't want her to come." Just finished arguing this morning. ”
The reason for the quarrel has always been cumbersome, about life, defeated in life.
The boss is already an adult, so he naturally just smiled and asked about Yu Zhen's plans: "That woman comes every day, and she looks quite sincere." Why are you willing to sing here? Why not think about the longer term? ”
This question has never been called a greeting, but an old man who likes to watch children make sugar as funny.
Yu Zhen touched the strings with his hand, squinted at him and replied: "There are more than those who sing better than me." She's not all for my voice, she just likes kids who don't make noise. Why do you have to follow others like them?"
Realistic people speak without charm and without comparison. It's just that every sentence is reality.
The boss took out a paper bag from his pocket and gave it to Yu Chen. said: "Your salary, please serve." ”
The paper bag in Yu Chen's hand was a few thicker, and he was silent and didn't say much.
This reality has always been cruel, but every teenager deserves to be treated kindly.
After the bar, there are high-rise buildings and the splendor of material lights.
Yu Zhen was walking on the sidewalk with his guitar on his back, and the cars on the side of the road were driving rapidly, and there were no people passing by at all. The tall building opposite attracted Yu Chen's passing eyes again. On this stretch of the road, the tall building has always been in a league of its own. Yu Zhen had only seen him on the outside of the first floor every time. Sometimes I comfort myself that I will take this building. After comfort, there is still a long-lost disappointment and constant frustration.
Yu Zhen walked away and walked past the tall building opposite. Haven't walked this damn road yet.
Yu Zhen entered a nearby supermarket and wandered around the supermarket with his shopping cart. After going around for a long time, Yu Zhen took two packs of sanitary napkins. I walked to the snack area again, reached out and took several packets of potato chips and a lot of bread at random, covered the sanitary napkins, and went to the cashier to pick them up.
87 yuan.
Yu Zhen gave the hundred he had just gotten, and the cashier retrieved the inconspicuous change. Yu Zhen took a large bag of things that did not belong to him and returned to the accommodation.
After walking for a long time at night, Yu Zhen bought a pack of cigarettes and two packs of cheap instant noodles at a small supermarket nearby and walked home.
The rented place is in poor condition, the road is very narrow, and the dilapidated house has to be called home. Yu Zhen walked slowly tonight, it won't be leisurely, but he feels too tired and wants to rest. The neighbor's dog has always been very welcoming, and in the last few days, it has accompanied Yu Zhen home.
The room was quiet, Yu Yu turned on the light, locked the door, put down his things, and sat down to feel comfortable. He squinted and saw that the broken pieces of the porcelain cups by the trash can were still there, frowned, and swept the side again with a broom. After taking a few more steps, pushing open the door, the worried person was already asleep.
Yu Zhen stood in the corner of the wall and looked at the tall building outside the glass, lit a cigarette, took a puff, and waited for the bubble noodles to warm up.
September 2nd.
It was already dawn, and Yu Zhen woke up with a single piece draped on his back. The things I bought yesterday are still on the table and have not been touched, and a bowl of gruel that has been cold is still served in front of me. Yu Zhen rubbed his temples and drank the gruel that had been left for a long time with chopsticks. Without much delay, I went out and rushed to school.
It was already a long time late, and Yu Zhen didn't choose to catch up anymore. It's more casual. Today's opening ceremony is just a good student holding a manuscript and reading it out. Good students are smart, and when they read with emotion, they will be believed, and sometimes they believe it. Like him, Yu Xu? The testimony of a good student is really weak. What the sunrise, what the future, and what the future is not as important as finding a wooden chair where you can lie down for a while.
The traffic light at the intersection was so long that Yu Yu stood for a while before waiting for the green light. Walk on the zebra crossing in the same direction as most people. People who are so anxious that they are looking at their watches, and idle people will not appear here. Yu Zhen is not in a hurry, but he is not willing to be an idler, just pretend to be a person who is very positive every day. Others have already believed, but as for himself, does it matter whether he believes it or not? Now he doesn't pretend, isn't he just the unenterprising look in the eyes of others?
There are love stories in life, do you want to hear them? Can you believe it?
Yu Zhen has never believed in life, and he has never believed in fate for a long time. The two don't have much to do with each other, they just meet very poorly. I can't get my grades, I can't talk about my family, parents? Aren't they all social scum? We have fought together, fought together, cried together, and suffered. After a long time, is that what all of you call love in your hearts? I cried for a long time and fell into Yu Chen's arms, it was not pear blossoms with rain, but it was worth making people feel distressed. has been a good girl for a long time, and Yu Zhen fell in love with her from that moment. I want to give all the good things for a long time.
After the story, there is still reality.
Yu Zhen did not go to the opening ceremony, and after returning to the classroom, he went straight to sleep on the desk.
Yu Zhen is not a person who lives with grades, but he is very tired when he sleeps every day, and he thinks about too many things and is too miscellaneous. The school glass is transparent, and you can see the light even when the windows are closed.
The second person who disturbed Yu Chen's dream was An Yiyan.
After An Yiyan entered the classroom, he knew that he had been missing from the playground. An Yiyan was very light, and after putting down the notebook, he looked at Yu Zhen who was sitting by the window. After being silent for a long time, he walked lightly towards Yu Zhen's domain.
An Yiyan is just an ordinary girl, and her behavior and ideas will not be very unique.
Yu Zhen lay on his arm, revealing only his closed left eye. There was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead. An Yiyan took out a tissue, folded it into a square and put it next to Yu Xu's eyes.
An Yiyan looked up at the sunlight outside the window, it was really dazzling. It's too late to think about autumn. She didn't want to wake up someone who slept soundly, so she pushed the window open.
Pushing open the window is just a moment, how many years does it take for a person to wake up?
Yu Zhen squinted and seemed to see the tissue in front of him, white, so pure. He remembered that he grabbed it with his left hand.
An Yiyan turned on the fan when he left, and the wind was not blowing very much, but Yu Yi did feel very comfortable.
Yu Zhen had never wiped his sweat with that tissue, he was afraid that it would be dirty.
It's been a long time to sing tonight, and too many of them are favorites. I've been good at all kinds of tones for a long time, but I haven't found a suitable one yet. So you need to moisten your throat after every singing.
sang in front of the stage for a long time, and waited behind the stage. The freshly filled pear water is still warm.
After a song, the person who has been down for a long time. Naturally, the favorites will not go.
As soon as he stepped down from the stage for a long time, someone offered a throat-moistening drink with both hands, and his hands unconsciously rested on the shoulders that had been exposed for a long time, and it was a very intimate gesture that was not covered. Cordial greetings: "Ajiu, it's hard to sing." It's ready for you, will you like it? ”
After a long time, he shirked the man, just took the drink, and agreed with a smile: "Thank you, Brother Ming." ”
Brother Ming's title is only a false name because he is willing to spend more money to listen to a song for a long time. He usually wears a suit and leather shoes, and his appearance is dignified. Who can truly know that he is not a well-dressed beast?
Yu Zhen stood not far away, and he could clearly see their behavior. After a long time of smiling and showing it to the man, Yu Zhen's hand couldn't help but clench into a fist. I haven't seen you for a long time, and I don't know if I can have a good time today, and I will vent by the way.
After understanding Yu Zhen's thoughts for a long time, he just chatted with Brother Ming casually and shirked it.
"He, why is he here again?" Yu Zhen leaned in front of the mirror and asked, "What does he want to do?" ”
After arranging his hair accessories in front of the mirror for a long time, he replied, "Come and listen to the song." ”
Yu Zhen suppressed his temper for a long time, because a casual sentence that had been going on for a long time finally broke out. He directly pulled Jiujiu to the corner of the wall, threw himself on Jiujiu, and touched his hand unconsciously...... The mouth bit his lip viciously for a long time. I don't like to be restrained for a long time, and I keep pushing Yu Chen, but the more I shirk it for a long time, the more I get stronger.
lasted for a long time, and Yu Zhen was reluctant to let go, and the corners of his clothes for a long time had already opened, and his hair was messy. Yu Zhen propped up the wall with his hands, closed his eyes, and looked very tired.
After a long time, he directly slapped Yu Zhen and asked, "You...... What are you going to do? Yu Xu...... This is the first time...... You've really let me down......"
After a long time, he put aside his face, and he was indeed frightened by Yu Zhen just now. In his memory, Yu Zhen has never been that kind of person.
“…… I? What are you doing?" Yu Zhen's lowered voice suddenly changed suddenly, "...... What are you doing...... Do you ...... Let me see you get dirty with my own eyes? Aku...... You are...... The most comfortable person I've ever played...... I don't want to throw it away. ”
After a long time, he looked at Yu Zhen's cold face, which was extremely unfamiliar.
Both were silent. Yu Zhen let go first, and after a long time, he sorted out his clothes and wanted to leave. Yu Zhen kept it from behind for a long time, closed his eyes, and said in a suppressed voice: "Don't go, Ajiu...... I was just ...... Don't want to ......"
After a long time, his eyes were wet, and he threw away the expensive jewelry on his body, and was willing to eat cheap instant noodles in the supermarket along the street.
“…… It's ...... long time and I'm tired.
Yu Zhen hugged very tightly, kissed the neck for a long time, and then to the ear, and kissed deeply.
The picture of the quarrel a month ago has not been erased, both men still remember.