Stroking the beaten face, he couldn't speak for a long time.

Maybe she's telling the truth, but so what? Even if I am really shameless and can't see the light, I shouldn't be led by her nose, and even betray those who believe in me without a bottom line.

Even if I really owe her, I'm fed up with her endless demands.

I am tired.

I wanted to leave when she was done venting her grievances. But she suddenly cried helplessly, as innocent as a child who had done something wrong.

"Azi, I'm sorry, can you forgive my aunt? I'm only going to hit you when I'm carried away by anger, I'm sorry! ”

His eyes full of tears and red and swollen looked at me helplessly, like a panicked deer, confused and scared.

How many times has my aunt said this after scolding me? I haven't counted it, and I feel that it's not the third time I've said it.

Every time it's like this, how confident is she, I will always be with her, let her abuse?

"Auntie, when the game is over and I return to Maocheng, I will return the company to you! I'm going to quit the design industry and never do design again. I will bear my grandfather's expenses myself, and I owe you, and when I think of a suitable way, I will repay you in a lump sum. ”

When I said that, I was exhausted.

Perhaps, only when I completely disappear from this circle, can we slowly return to the original relationship and pick up this fragmented family relationship again.

And before that, I also want to do something of my own, get back my lost memories, and figure out what I owe my aunt and how to make up for it.

If it can't be repaired, I don't have a clue where this relationship will go.

"You're trying to get rid of me? Mu Zi, why are you so cold-blooded? Even if you don't owe me anything, I'm also the aunt who watched you grow up, and you even said that you would leave it behind? ”

Tell yourself to ignore her disappointment and treat her as indifferently as possible.

"Auntie, what else do you want? Are you willing to see me spurned by everyone and become a street rat? I'm human too, and I want to be respected and cared for. ”

After saying that, the tears fell unconsciously, maybe even I thought I was pathetic.

But this sadness, the gentle aunt pretended not to see it.

She asked me coldly, "So what?" For the sake of your own vanity, can you trample on the dignity of me and the Mu clan with a clear conscience? Mu Zi, you can't be too selfish. ”

Selfish?

How selfless do you want me to be? Do you plunge yourself into the abyss of darkness?

Bitterly smiled, didn't answer her again, turned around, and turned back into the room.

Anyway, she won't be willing to be considerate of me, let alone feel sorry for my embarrassment.

Lonely locked the door, shrunk on the floor, gritted his teeth and cried quietly.

God knows what kind of sin I committed to be punished like this.

Hiding in my room, the blues darkened my world.

If it weren't for the next morning, Sister Tang Li saw that the situation was not good, asked for a card from the hotel, and came in to see me, I am afraid that I would die in Paris.

I was in shock because I was overly sad. The doctor told me that if I had been sent to the hospital a few minutes later, it would really be just a corpse.

The doctor told me to try my best to give myself psychological counseling and keep my mood comfortable. I didn't pay attention to it at the time, I thought he was exaggerating.

Later, I thought about whether I could have avoided some things if I had been a little more attentive to myself at that time.

Of course, that's all repentance.

In the third round of the competition, I dragged my heavy body and mind to participate, but fortunately, my mind was still clear, and I barely won the second place.

The morning after the competition, we took a flight back to Maocheng and returned to Maocheng.

Because I "killed my relatives with righteousness" and forced the Mu family to retreat, I ate inside and outside before, and my infamy of ingratitude was naturally cleared.

As a result, the brand and image of Weierrui have been raised by several degrees, and it has entered the top five of the industry's top list.

Sister Tang Li gave me three days off to make me jet lag. Actually, I don't need it at all, after all, I can't sleep day or night.

On the last day of the holiday, around seven o'clock in the evening, I called her and asked her to have dinner with me.

Even if I have to leave, I should indeed thank her for her kindness, and there is a formal farewell.

At around 7:40, I sat by the window of Yuntian Restaurant, and finally waited for her to come.

She smiled and put down her bag, chatted with me about the attitude of the directors of the company towards me, and then talked about her plans for the next season, and asked me to think of a theme with her that is more suitable for the season.

didn't care about anything else, and abruptly interrupted her, "Sister Tang Li, please promise to let me leave!" In the future, I will take the pen, not for the design. ”

Hearing my words, she was obviously stunned, then took a sip of water, got up in a panic, and went to the bathroom.

I knew it wasn't an accident, but something I couldn't accept. The fact that I'm leaving, she should have guessed a long time ago.

She said those words just now on purpose to persuade me to stay.

After all, I myself am not treated well, and I still have a bit of a score in my heart.

After about five minutes, she sat back in her seat and changed the subject, not mentioning it again, just talking to me about the trivia of life and her story.

In the end, I don't know whether to be happy or sad, she was drunk, drunk, and unconscious.

He sent her home and soothed her to sleep before leaving.

Looking at the lonely last quarter moon in the sky, I wanted to be with her, so I walked back to Wutong Garden.

Such a moonlit night is so cool that it makes me calm.

Holding his arms, he walked slowly on the road, his mind was blank, he just mechanically opened his legs, and then withdrew them indifferently.

For a moment, death passed through my mind.

The people around me are either gone, or they have become enemies, soaked in entanglement and pain every day, and I can't think of any point in continuing such a life.

But I didn't have the courage to end my fragile life.

When I got home, I didn't even change my clothes, I collapsed on the bed, in a daze.

A ray of light came in through the window, and quickly disappeared again.

When I got up and looked downstairs, I saw a black car, parked under the plane tree, and I could vaguely see the person in the driver's seat, smoking.

I just sat down and looked at him.

He was like my sleeping pill, and after a while, I was bored and sleepy, crawled into bed in a daze, and fell asleep.

When I opened my eyes again, it was the next afternoon.

Su Tian was not at home, and after eating something casually, he stopped the car and went to Mu's.

Putting the matter to an end is over, and when I get out of this circle, I can turn a new chapter.

I redrafted a new contract according to the contract I signed before, and I have already signed it, but I just brought it to a lawyer for fairness and filing.

My aunt was very indignant at what I had done, and even wanted to tear up the agreement just to force me to stay.

But in the end, I managed to leave.

I forced myself to build a barrier to block all her verbal attacks, and when I was done, I rushed straight out of the company, running away like I was running for my life.

I felt that the whole person was relaxed, and I went to buy a lot of ingredients, cook a big meal, and get ready to treat my suppressed self.

After Su Tian came back, without saying a word, he helped me send an announcement, announcing that he would completely quit the fashion design circle.

Then he threw down my soon-to-be-finished meal and dragged me out to celebrate.

She said, "This is my new life, and it should be solemn and formal.

Just the two of us, we went to the hotel to charter a luxurious and luxurious private room, ordered a table full of dishes, and opened a bottle of expensive wine, and ate almost crazy.

After I was full of wine and food, she mysteriously said that she wanted to take me to a good place, so she pulled her head and dizzed me a little.

When I was standing in the hot bar where the demons were dancing, I regretted giving myself to her.

I turned around and was about to run, but Su Tian quickly blocked my retreat.

"Don't be tough, your sleeping cells should also come out and move, otherwise they won't suffocate to death?"

Dragged me to the middle of the crowd against my will, pulled me and jumped.

I don't really like places like this, it's noisy and chaotic, and I always feel like I'm a little out of place.

When Su Tian jumped so forgetful that he didn't stare at me, I took the opportunity to slip away.

Ran to the bathroom, trying to sober himself up.

I was standing in front of the sink and was about to wipe my face with a handful of water, when I suddenly heard a voice from the bathroom door: "Do you want to do it now?" She went in alone. ”