It's not that I don't understand decency, it's just that I'm already in love with it.

The weather in Yibei is very distinctive. It has barely lasted until now that it is sunny, and it is not yet possible to predict how long the depressing rainy day will last. Ye Yi is not a resident student, so naturally she doesn't have to go to the playground for morning exercises. It's still morning exercise time, and there is only Ye Yi in the classroom. When Ye Yi went upstairs, he saw Su Lilin and Lu Zhi walking in the direction of the shade of the tree. Ye Yi looked at their backs for a while before going upstairs.

Now, it has been a long time since Lu Zhi and Su Li entered the classroom. There were also a lot of people in the classroom. When Lu Zhi just sat down, Ye Yi turned sideways and took the initiative to say hello to Lu Zhi: "Morning, Lu Zhi." ”

"Morning, Ye Yi." Lu Zhizheng sorted out the books on the desktop and didn't pay much attention to it, but just responded for a while.

"Don't you know? Su Lilin, is it someone you can't afford to play? Ye Yi had just spoken, but Lu Zhi's movements were a little frozen, and he didn't respond quickly. Ye Yi turned the pen in his right hand, and then said: "That guy in the second year of high school can't afford to buy sunflowers. ”

Ye Yiwang looked at Su Lilin opposite, and then said, "This flower was sent by the way, right?" So why are you embarrassed to ask her if she really likes it? Now it's in the trash can at the school gate. ”

Bai Qiaoze has been making Su Lilin laugh by sitting in the position of a classmate in front of Su Lilin.

Bai Apologize Ze is a very good person. Ye Yi has always known about this. The nine-year classmate relationship made Ye Yi willing to vouch for his personality in person.

Xie Chen took the initiative to ask his father about his contact information, and his father was also very hearty. Xie Chencun's contact information is just a favorite, but Xie Chen listed Ye Yi as a special contact. Xie Chen took the initiative to call Zhongqing and asked her who the best psychiatrist in Yibei was. He loved the personal information given to the doctor, and helped Xie Chen prepare everything.

Today, I only need him Xie Chen's cooperation. Xie Chen took a full day off to take this matter seriously. Xie Chen came early, and when he pushed the door and entered, the doctor was already sitting and waiting.

Xie Chen naturally sat down and handed the doctor a hand-copied medical record.

The doctor took the medical record, read it carefully, and greeted: "Xie Chen, what are you feeling unwell recently?" ”

Xie Chen was sluggish for a moment and responded, "Nothing." ”

The corners of the doctor's mouth rose slightly, and he took what he had just said as a joke. He put down the medical record and said, "My surname is Liao." I've been abroad all the time, but because of my research, I'm back in China for a while. I've heard Miss Love mention you, but she only said some basic information because of her privacy. So, I hope you will be as cooperative as possible in answering some of my questions. ”

"Hmm." Xie Chen responded.

"How do you get along with your family?" Dr. Liao took a pen and wrote down the medical records.

"It used to be good, but now it's not much communication." Xie Chen lowered his voice and responded to the doctor.

"Do you know why?" Dr. Liao glanced up at the barely natural teenager in front of him.

"Know...... Part. Xie Chen looked at the movements recorded by the doctor on the paper opposite and didn't want to say more.

"Can you say that?" Dr. Liao put down his pen and stared directly at Xie Chen.

"I can't." Xie Chen just replied perfunctorily.

"Who are the people you are usually close to? Who is the person you got close to recently? What relationship? Dr. Liao flipped through the hand-copied medical records again and asked, "Can you say this?" ”

"Not usually. Recently, love. Xie Chen looked at Dr. Liao's posture and was a little convinced, but he still had doubts.

"How do you say you've been close to her?" Dr. Liao closed his eyes and rubbed his temples.

"I've hugged her." Xie Chen took a breath out of his voice.

“…… What is your current level of knowledge? Dr. Liao opened his eyes and looked directly at Xie Chen.

"Freshman year of high school, current student." Xie Chen was annoyed by the question, and said directly: "Doctor, can we not hypnotize directly?" ”

Dr. Liao replied with a smile, "Yes." As long as you want to. ”

Dr. Liao is highly skilled. Naturally, Xie Chen soon entered a state of being hypnotized.

"When you think about it now, you feel the happiest picture." Dr. Liao stood next to Xie Chen, using words to control the initial mood.

Xie Chen was trying very hard to recall where the happiness in his memory was. The direction is extremely far away, and there is no guide to anything. Xie Chen now felt like a helpless child who had been abandoned by his own parents, navigating the unfamiliar streets. He doesn't have a final destination, he just keeps walking. The street is gray and white, and the footsteps of pedestrians are very hurried. Xie Chen was as if he was stationary. The pedestrians walked more and more urgently, and Xie Chen's heart became more and more panicked. He should follow the footsteps of pedestrians and move forward desperately.

I...... Where is it?

Such a question has been lingering in Xie Chen's heart and has not been erased.

Xie Chen's two hands curled, clutching the sheets on the hospital bed hard, clutching very tightly. It was as tight as the feeling of helplessness just now.

Doctor Liao looked at this state, he didn't rush to induce Xie Chen's thoughts, just waiting for him to take the initiative to find what he thought was a sense of happiness. Now, the only thing Dr. Liao can be sure of is that Xie Chen's entire treatment process will take a lot of time and pain. Dr. Liao sighed for a long time.

Xie Chen grabbed the sheets tighter and tighter, and the picture in the artistic conception became more and more terrifying. Xie Chen was in a trance with this gray-white city in front of him, and he was floating in the middle as if he had lost his strength. The panic in Xie Chen's heart became more and more, covering up the entire clear nerves. Could it be that the word happiness is so far away and has no direction?

"Dust ......"

A faint female voice echoed in Xie Chen's ears, and the only faint call alerted the nerves of his entire brain. He's trying to find out, where does the sound come from? The sound seemed to have been consumed by the air, and there was no direction anymore. The whole city was much darker, and there were no people. Xie Chen walked alone on the street. Was the voice just now a hallucination?

Xie Chen sweated a lot on his forehead, and tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, but they just stayed down the sweat and were not noticed.

"Dust ......"

The female voice sounded again, and Xie Chen did not react. He was still walking on the street, and he was still walking on the street alone.

"Dust, come to Mom!"

Xie Chen turned his head sharply and saw his mother who had been standing behind him. He was running back like crazy, and he wanted to be embraced.

Xie Chen buried his head in his mother's arms. Today, all the grievances are flowing with tears.

"Mom's ......"

Xie Chen's grip on the sheet loosened, and tears kept flowing. Dr. Liao has written down his condition.

Xie Chen was hugged very tightly by his mother, and he was reluctant to push his mother away when he needed to catch his breath. The gray city just now has a new color, a very bright color. Xie Chen turned around and looked at the whole city, no matter how he looked at it, he couldn't get enough of it. Xie Chen looked sideways to see that there was an auditorium, and a woman in a white veil was wearing a man's ring. She smiled so beautifully, her eyes were as bright as stars, and the man loved the woman very much. They are happy. The man turned his face sideways and shouted, "Ah Chen, come to Daddy." ”

Xie Chen was stunned for a long time, and was going to the man's arms. Xie Chenkong fell to the ground, looked at the bathroom full of water in front of him, and got up to see a woman floating on the bathtub, the woman's complexion was all white, and the bathtub was full of red liquid. Is this blood?

Xie Chen's body moved, but he hadn't woken up yet. He was sweating a lot on his face and was saying something in his mouth, but he couldn't say it clearly. Dr. Liao tentatively shouted, "Xie Chen? ”

Xie Chen is not awake yet. Or, he never came to his senses.

Xie Chen knelt on the beach and watched his mother take the initiative to walk into the sea......

Xie Chen opened his eyes suddenly, his hand clutching the sheets. I got up very hard, took Dr. Liao's shirt with my hand, and said in a low voice, "Why did she die?" You say......"

Dr. Liao did not reply to Xie Chen, but just looked at the child with his eyes. He wanted to give the child as much of a chance as he could. Although Dr. Liao never asked Xie Chen what his mood was, he knew how painful it would be.

When Xie Chen gradually sobered up, he slowly let go of his hand. He sat down in front of the hospital bed and asked softly, "Doctor, ...... Still...... Is it normal? ”

The playground is covered with sunlight and there is no room for it. The shadows of the people on the playground were elongated by the light, and the eyes were full of youthful youth. But the actual sweat was not included in the honor roll.

Su Lilin slowed down, staring sideways at the familiar teenager in another part of the playground. She felt a little inexplicably panicked in her heart. Su Lilin twisted his foot when he turned around. The sudden tingling sensation made Su Li's body a little like leaning to the right. Ye Yi grabbed Su Lilin's arm and forced her to stand up straight, and said in a low voice, "There is still a little distance away." ”

Ye Yi kept pulling Su Lilin to finish the whole process.

On the west side of the playground there is a large gold and silver tree, which has been planted on the playground, but the branches and leaves can cover a corner of the playground. Most of the directions chased by the cool breeze will pass through the gold and silver wood. So Su Lilin was sitting under the tree resting. She kept staring at the male classmate who was not in the same class as her, and the tighter she stared, the more panicked her heart naturally became. For this new collective, Su Lilin is also full of expectations and does not want to be ruined by her own past.

Ye Yi handed Su Li a bottle of mineral water, and naturally had to sit next to him.

"Thank you." Su Li took the water and expressed his gratitude. Su Lilin remembers very accurately, she is Ye Yi. The girl Su Lilin thought was very beautiful when she saw it for the first time.

"You just twisted your foot, are you okay?" Ye Yi looked into the distance and greeted.

"I don't feel it." Su Lilin sat on the next step of Ye Yi and glanced up at Ye Yi.

Ye Yi just smiled.

Su Lilin didn't say anything more, she really didn't feel it physiologically.

"Su Lilin, let's go back to the classroom together." Ye Yi didn't look into the distance anymore, she really looked at Su Lilin next to her.

"Hmm." Su Li responded.

Yibei is really good.

At the end of school today, Su Lilin watched Lu Zhi pack up everything, and he left the classroom very eagerly.

Fall in love with a person, fall in love with a city; Losing a man is waiting for a city. maybe, Lu Zhi's love is the girl who sent him away that day; And Su Lilin's city is indeed empty, which is Yibei.

Su Lilin happened to meet Ye Yi on the way home. It was on a bridge, and Ye Yi leaned over the guardrail, looking at the sea. This is the first time Su Lilin has seen Ye Yi like this, Ye Yi's eyes have been entangled in this sea area, and the sea seems to be about to overflow, she still looks at this sea like this.

Ye Yi's eyes were wet for a long time, but they didn't flow out. Su Lilin stretched out his hand and handed Ye Yi a tissue. Ye Yi took the tissue smoothly, she was not busy hiding her sadness at this time, she just smiled and asked Su Lilin for a hug.

Both are afraid of the cold, and there is no fire. What can be given to each other is only a little residual warmth.

Ye Yi's eyes were wet, and he hugged Su Lilin and didn't speak.

The first sentence Ye Yi said to Su Lilin was still the insistence of that sentence when she was in physical education class today.

Su Lilin also hugged Ye Yi, she didn't know why, she really felt very warm.

After Ye Yi let go, there was obviously no trace of crying on his face.

"Su Lilin, I have a word of advice." Ye Yi was a lot more serious. She paused deliberately for a long time before adding, "Lu Zhi will not be a good person; Bai Apologe will not be a bad person. I've known each other for nine years. ”

When Xie Chen voluntarily left the clinic after he woke up, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.

When Xie Chen had just entered Wuji, someone intimately pressed his arm on Xie Chen's shoulder and quipped, "Yo, it's so late." Your daughter-in-law has been waiting for you until now. What's wrong? Bear to let her keep the empty room? Well...... The dress she's wearing today is so beautiful......"

Xie Chen grabbed the man's wrist with his backhand, pressed him against the wall, and said in a suppressed voice: "Get out of ......"

Xie Chen quickly let go, he didn't want to make trouble today. The man was not stupid, so he naturally left.

Xie Chen walked over and just sat down. Ye Yi handed Xie Chen a glass of wine.

"Why did you take a leave of absence?" Ye Yi played with the wine glass in his hand and greeted.

“…… Under the weather. Xie Chen swallowed all the wine in the quilt in one go, and then said, "...... Sick leave. ”

Ye Yi was still playing with the wine glass, and responded very perfunctorily, and then continued: "Chen, I called a friend, let's play together today......"

Xie Chen looked at Ye Yi next to him and did not respond. Xie Chen now felt more and more that the wine here was really a little strong.

"If you like it, I don't care." Xie Chen cleared his throat and didn't say much.

Ye Yi naturally smiled.

This night was indeed very mesmerizing, but it just so happened that Ye Yi was just sitting next to the play and watching the play, and Xie Chen kept pouring himself.

Everyone was gone, and it was already three o'clock in the morning. Xie Chen buried his head and slept on the table. Ye Yi threw himself on the table and looked at Xie Chen, who was asleep, with a sideways face.

Xie Chen was also very unstable in sleeping, and when he started to sleep soundly just now, Xie Chen was always grabbing something. Ye Yi wanted to touch Xie Chen's forehead with his hand, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, Xie Chen grabbed Ye Yi's hand. Xie Chen grasped it very tightly, and he has been holding on for a long time. He grabbed Ye Yi's whole arm until it was numb, and then let go of his hand. Ye Yi withdrew his stalemate, and his hand was scratched red. Ye Yi bit her lip and didn't shout.

Xie Chen hadn't slept peacefully for a long time.

Xie Chen's mobile phone rang again, Xie Chen's eyelashes trembled slightly, Ye Yi turned sideways and slept on the arm that had just been grabbed by Xie Chen.

Xie Chen took the phone a little impatiently.

“…… Said ......" Xie Chen got up, rubbed his temples with his hand, and responded.

“…… Dust, how can you hang up on me? When the voice of love slipped into Xie Chen's eardrum through the mobile phone, Xie Chen suddenly sobered up a lot.

“…… Why should I answer your phone......" Xie Chen looked sideways at Ye Yi, who was asleep next to him, and responded in a low voice: "I was sleeping just now." ”

"Is this an apology?" Standing on a tall building, overlooking this dazzling city.

“…… I'm sorry......" Xie Chen responded perfunctorily.

“…… Is that how it came to be? Zhong Ai is teasing.

Xie Chen responded: "I still have something to do now, I'll call you later." ”

Xie Chen hung up the phone, and suddenly felt that the world was much quieter. Xie Chen took a sip of the wine that had passed the time. The taste is okay, but it doesn't have the flavor that just came out.

Xie Chen sat next to him, looking at the back of Ye Yi, who was asleep in his eyes, and he was really satisfied. This is just because Xie Chen didn't dare to be greedy for Ye Yi more. Xie Chen got up and wanted to drape a coat behind Ye Yi's back, but he still didn't make this move. Instead, he walked straight away.

Only Xie Chen was willing to believe that Ye Yi was really asleep.

Ye Yi closed his eyes. Tears finally overflowed like a bound sea. These tears are really painful, stained on the red and swollen area, and it hurts several times more than surgery.

As soon as Xie Chen walked out of Wuyi, he took a breath of cold air and laughed at himself: "You are good to her, just like you are guilty of a crime against her." ”

Xie Chen stood for a long time before leaving. He wanted to walk home.

When Ye Yi opened her eyes, her tears were dry. Ye Yi washed the tears with cold water and walked out of Wuwu alone. She flagged down a taxi and wanted to get home quickly.