Chapter 16: I Don't Wait for the Wind and I Don't Wait for You
You should never let down those who are genuinely good to you.
In the early hours of the morning, raindrops suddenly fell in Yibei, and after Su Lilin clearly heard the sound of rain through the glass, she slowly closed her eyes, relieving the fatigue of this sleepless night to her eyes.
The rain fell on the glass, and what really entered people's ears was the miserable and miserable sound, and what melted into the bottom of the heart was the melancholy of sleepless nights. Su Li closed his eyes, and the corners of his eyes were full of tears. Su Lilin covered her mouth and nose with her left hand, she didn't want her to cry until the sound of sobbing disturbed the peaceful night of this person who had fallen into the depths of her dreams. Su Lilin's body was curled up together, and she covered her crying face with her right hand. The heavens really had intentions, and they kept letting the sound of the rain that had completely fallen to meet her crying.
When Su Lilin let go of his constricted body, it was already a story for a later period of time.
Su Lilin took advantage of the roadside lights in the city, standing alone in the window and quietly watching the rain. The rain is close to this piece of glass. They really don't seem to want to drift around anymore. But Su Lilin really didn't dare to be gentle with them. She was afraid that the rain would be too violent, that her eyes would be wet, and that the rain would occupy her empty heart.
Where does the rain end up?
After Su Li was tired of the far-fetched rain, he took "Those Who Left" and read it again.
Su Lilin has always liked the sentence written by Zero: "Dear Nancy, I have been perfecting myself since you left. I hope you will be proud of me when we meet again. FinallyοΌ I really miss you.β
Su Lilin wrote a sentence on the last page of the book with a pencil: "Yibei, I also can't stop missing you and Ah Yu." β
That night, Su Lilin finished reading the book again and making a transcript again. She lay on the table and slept until six o'clock.
The rain was already embraced by Yibei before six o'clock, which may be the final destination of the rain. Yibei is very good, and the rain will be treated well by him. Su Lilin pushed open the window and looked at the sun that had risen, and it illuminated Yibei again. It turned out that Yibei, who was worth waiting for by Su Lilin for six years, was like this.
Su Lilin was looking at this scene that only belonged to Yibei. The blue sky rendered by white light is so vast that people feel full of expectations, and the trees of this tree are quiet and nostalgic. It's so beautiful that it really makes people feel flawless.
"Why do you wake up so early?" Grandma Su walked behind and asked, "Why don't you go to sleep anymore?" β
"I went to bed early last night. Wake up early and spend more time practicing drawing. Su Lilin was helping Grandma Su, and Grandma Su quickly avoided it. Grandma Su reprimanded: "What are you doing? In the future, when I really can't walk, can't you help me again? I wish you would come and help me walk then. β
This is also the specific performance of Su Lilin and Grandma Su who reluctantly began to accept each other after getting along for a long time.
Grandma Su was standing next to Su Lilin and said, "Do you like to be able to see such a scene every day?" β
Su Lilin responded: "I like it very much." β
Grandma Su chuckled and said, "If you don't work harder than others in more aspects, you can't even afford to like such an ordinary scenery." β
Su Lilin was with Grandma Su. Grandma Su would not favor her children and grandchildren like other elders. Instead, she will reprimand her children and grandchildren in various ways. Grandma Su has very high expectations for her offspring, especially girls. But there is only one girl in the whole family, Su Lilin. Therefore, Grandma Su never expressed her love for Su Lilin in words, and she rarely acted in action.
"I see you've been drawing all day, what? Do you plan to become a painter in the future? Grandma Su asked.
"I didn't plan to do so. The future of art candidates is too bleak. I'm still planning to go to university and then find a secure job. Su Lilin herself also sighed, looking at Grandma Su's sunken eyes, wrinkles occupying her entire face.
"Really?" Grandma Su also looked at Su Lilin and said, "Do you think you will be willing?" β
"I'm unwilling, but I can't afford to gamble with opportunities." Su Lilin also smiled helplessly, not wanting to say anything later.
"Well, do you know your mother? It's also because your dad and I delayed your mom. Grandma Su was sighing: "If I hadn't been patriarchal, your mother wouldn't have such a big gap with your father." It's also been a pain for your mother over the years. Fortunately, your father must have been kind to your mother. β
Grandma Su suddenly took Su Lilin's right hand and said in a long tone: "Your father and your mother are not powerful people, and they have never bittered you and your brother." If you really want to study art, don't worry so much. You are bold enough to pursue your own dreams. The last thing you should say about money is that you can't get it. You should make money in your own way. Instead of giving up what you like because the family can't afford it. β
Grandma Su's speech is very infectious. Su Lilin kept looking at Grandma Su's eyes that had penetrated the vicissitudes of life, and was speechless for a while.
After Grandma Su let go, she smiled and said, "It's still early." I'll go to sleep now. Don't be too noisy. β
Su Li stared at Grandma Su who left.
What is a dream? Can so many people be fascinated by him?
Su Lilin chuckled lightly and took her mobile phone to make a call to Jiang Ling.
"Well, drench. Early. Jiang Ling stood at the window of the ward and took the initiative to respond to Su Lilin.
ββ¦β¦ Jiang Ling ......" Su Lilin was a little speechless now, and hesitated for a long time before saying, "...... I'm sorry, I really can't accept your excessive kindness to me on a spiritual level, and I will understand it as mercy. I'm really sad, and I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Jiang Ling, I don't want you to be angry. β
"I'm not angry, I understand you." Jiang Ling would still laugh at Su Lilin: "I haven't seen you for two years, and I feel very excited to see you so suddenly." Ahaha, so, you know me......"
Su Lilin knew that Jiang Ling would not be very serious, and she also laughed with Jiang Ling. Communicate with happy people and you will be happy too.
"What the hell is going on now?" Su Lilin looked at the sea area behind the arbor forest.
"Low-grade fever." Jiang Ling changed his breath and said, "I'm in the hospital now." The doctor said that when she woke up, she could be observed for a while. But the bad thing about it now is that she hasn't woken up yet. β
ββ¦β¦ Can I come to the hospital to see Aru? Su Li greeted her.
"Yes. She's always liked you. Perhaps, she woke up when she knew you were coming? "There won't be a lot of negative emotions on Jiang Ling's face. At least he had to make sure he was happy every day. In this way, we can be fully responsible and comprehensive for others and everything.
"Hmm. Which hospital?" Su Li squinted his eyes and wanted to see the sea area clearly.
"Just the hospital where your uncle has been working." Jiang Ling looked into the distance.
"Okay, I'll get to you later." Su Li rubbed his eyes, and Jiang Ling should be in harmony.
In reality, it may be more contrary to expectations. Otherwise, why would Grandma Su be confined to the family?
The rain soaked the entire Yibei, and Yibei also embraced her more truly because of the arrival of distant guests. How lonely will the rain be to keep her so much in this city surrounded by the sea? Su Lilin also saw the rain with her own eyes, and she was willing to believe that Yibei had always been in love with so many people.
"Su-Li-Drench!"
A shout that was so strange that Su Lilin couldn't remember her name at all completely broke Su Lilin's calm state of mind.
Su Lilin was looking around. It turned out that the sound was far away from another bridge across the road in the opposite direction. The one who completely broke Su Li's mood was Bai Apologize, who had always been very sunny. Bai Qiaoze was standing on Anqiao and showed Su Li with a smile. Su Lilin also forced herself to laugh and show Bai Apologize. Bai Beize didn't have so much thought to find those insignificant details, he just said there: "Su Lilin, you wait for me." I'm coming to you. β
After Bai Qiaoze finished speaking, he ran towards the other bridge. Bai Qiaoze faced the wind in the opposite direction and ran desperately in the other direction. Su Lilin watched the whole process of Bai Beize running over with her own eyes, which is really worth moving. Su Lilin handed Bai Beize a tissue and said, "Actually, I can also walk over." You don't have to. β
"I do." Bai Qiaoze took the tissue and wiped the sweat on his forehead, and said, "Every time you finish running, you look very tired. How could I still let you run? β
Bai Apo Ze has never been able to guess Su Lilin's thoughts, but he has also been trying to be good to Su Lilin in the way he has been looking for for a long time.
Su Lilin looked at Bai Qiaoze's eyes, which were really thorough and a little confusing. Su Lilin asked, "You don't just come over to say hello to me, do you?" Where did you want to go? β
"Just hang out and play." Bai Xueze also asked, "What about you?" Where do you want to go? β
"I'm going to visit a friend in the hospital right now." Su Lilin replied.
"I'll go with you." Bai Qiaoze naturally walked in front of Su Lilin, and urged: "Let's go." β
Su Lilin didn't say much, and followed behind Bai Shize. Bai Qiaoze was not as careful as Lu Zhi, he stood in a place where there was no sunlight, waiting for Su Li to look at the sunshine. Su Lilin still didn't dare to look at it more. She would still squint secretly in order to see clearly.
"By the way, which hospital?" Bai Apoize stopped suddenly, just waiting for Su Lilin to say.
"One Courtyard." Su Lilin also deliberately stopped, and said tentatively: "Why don't you leave?" I don't know how to get there. β
Bai apologized unnaturally and coped: "I went there when I was a child. I guess I remember the road. β
Su Li didn't laugh out loud and said, "It's the first time I've come to Yibei. You say so, what if I can't go back? β
Bai Shizawa was silent for a while and said, "It's okay. I will never let you lose it. β
Su Lilin finally didn't hold back her laughter, and sighed in her heart: "What a good person, really simple." β
"I remember the way, just follow me." Su Lilin stood in front of Bai Qiaoze, imitating Bai Qiaoze's tone and said, "Let's go." β
Bai Xiaoze just smiled, and silently sighed in his heart: "You can smile so good." Are you usually reluctant to give others a smile? β
Su Lilin stood on the left-hand side, and Bai Qiaoze followed behind the right-hand side. Bai Qiaoze still didn't help Su Lilin block the sun.
After crossing Anqiao, Su Lilin's eyes never left the girl walking in front on the opposite side of the road. Bai Qiaoze didn't say much, so he stayed with Su Lilin. Bai Qiaoze was afraid that she would accidentally fall.
The dress of the girl on the opposite side gives people a sense of maturity in Jiuwei. The girl's permed hair was tied together with a hair tie. The upper body is a very loose shirt, and there is a satchel on the right shoulder of the shirt. The girl carried a bouquet of flowers in one hand and a long skirt underneath. A particularly obvious pair of high heels is more than enough for her current temperament.
"Have you seen enough of her?" Bai Beize couldn't help but ask, "Why do you keep looking at her?" β
"Huh?" Su Li came back to his senses and said, "No." I always felt like she was one of my classmates, Ran Ran. β
Bai Beize also looked over and shouted loudly: "Sister! β
"Your sister?" Su Lilin was surprised, and turned to look at the girl opposite.
The girl on the opposite side turned her head, looked at Bai Qiaoze and Su Lilin, hesitated for a long time, she suddenly held the flowers, and responded with a smile: "Apologize Ze!" Li...... Dripping? β
Su Lilin looked at the person opposite was Ran Ran, and was very surprised: "Ran Ran?"
The corners of Su Li's mouth were raised, and she didn't know if she was laughing or crying. She didn't know who the person on the other side was. Ran Ran's eyes soon turned red, and she was smiling hard. Ran Ran was now like a horse without the reins, running towards the intersection far ahead. Ran Ran wanted to see Su Lilin now. Su Li squinted at the vague intersection in front of her, and she ran towards the intersection without any concern. Ran Ran is the only best memory of her past. No matter what Su Lilin is like now, she only knows Ran Ran alone about the past.
Bai Qiaoze also ran behind Su Lilin, and quipped: "Why am I not as active as you usually do in physical education class?" β
Su Lilin looked in Ran Ran's direction while running desperately, and responded to Bai Apologize: "That's different." β
Su Lilin was about to cross the road, and she wanted Ran Ran to stand in front of her now. Bai Apologize took one of Su Lilin's hands and said, "...... You...... Lose your marbles? What should I do if I get hit? Can't you wait for her to come over? Behold, she is now ahead of thee. β
Su Li glared at Bai Qiaoze. Su Lilin looked at Ran Ran, who was inconvenient to run with flowers in front of her, and she took the initiative to run over.
There was still a distance of one meter, and Su Lilin and Ran Ran both let go of their hands and wanted to hug each other. Finally, they hugged each other. The flower that had just been held by Ran Ran was now thrown away, and Bai Shize picked it up helplessly.
Su Lilin hugged Ran Ran and hugged her very tightly. She was really afraid that she would lose Ran Ran too. Ran Ran also hugged Su Lilin, she looked at her eyes, and didn't want today's tears to take her makeup.
After Su Li let go, he looked at Ran Ran, who was very strange now, hesitated and did not speak.
"What's wrong? Dripping. Ran Ran looked very mature when she smiled, and the auxiliary effect of makeup was really great. Ran Ran quipped: "I haven't seen you for two years, and you've changed so much." Now it's completely pretty. β
Su Lilin just laughed and said, "Now I will love myself." Ran Ran, you have really changed a lot. It took me by surprise. β
Ran Ran also barely smiled on her face, took the flower in Bai Apologize Ze's hand, and said, "Apologize Ze, you go and buy me two bottles of water." β
"Okay, Miss Ran." Bai Qiaoze glanced at Su Lilin before leaving.
"This flower is ...... Did Jiang Yangfan send you? Su Lilin looked at the words that Ran Ran was holding in her hand now, and she joked: "I didn't expect him to pick flowers." This flower is really beautiful. β
Ran Ranying glanced at Su Lilin, and only responded after a while: "No." I broke up with him a long time ago. This flower was given by my boyfriend now. β
Su Lilin looked at the flower apologetically and was silent.
"You too. I told me that you would come here often, and I waited for you every day, but I never saw you here in the past two years. Ran Ran was jokingly reproaching: "Where have you been in the past two years?" Why not come? β
"The main thing is that there is no face." Su Li smiled stiffly, changed the subject and asked, "Aren't you an only child?" Why did a younger brother suddenly appear? β
"Are you sorry? He's my cousin. Ran Ran said with a smile: "When I first came here, I didn't have a place to live. So my parents arranged for me to stay at the Sorry Ze house temporarily. I've lived until now. So how did you meet? β
"Classmates." Su Li responded.
"Oh. It turns out that Sorry Ze told me every day that the different girl was you? Ran Ran took Su Li's hand and said, "What is your relationship?" Isn't it time to meet your parents? β
"Ran Ran, don't make trouble. I just met today. Su Lilin said: "You really misunderstood. β
"It doesn't matter. Classmates, feelings can still be cultivated. Ran Ran had a wicked smile on her face, and she hadn't been like this for a long time. She said, "But seriously, I'm a good boy. Dripping, don't let him down. β
Su Lilin looked at Ran Ran's serious appearance, and smiled and said, "Okay." β
"Dripping, be serious. Really, don't let this kind of person down. Ran Ran still took Su Lilin's hand and advised: "You are originally a person with nothing, how can you still be qualified to live up to those who are really good to you?" β
Su Lilin looked at Ran Ran's own laughter, and she could only answer jokingly: "For example, your boyfriend?" β
Ran Ran laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "Hopefully." I'm also in Yigao, and we will have a lot of opportunities to meet in the future. I'll leave now that I have something to do. You're here to apologize, he'll be back soon. Don't let him down. β
Ran Ran shook Su Lilin's hand tightly and left. Su Lilin has been standing and watching Ran Ran. Ran Ran walked to a street that no one was familiar with, and she threw the flowers directly in the trash can next to her.
"Ghosts are rare." After Ran Ran laughed at herself, she left.
Ran Ran silently hoped in her heart: "She won't live up to such a good apology." β
Su Lilin has been standing in place waiting for Bai Qiaoze, and after waiting for a while, Bai Qiaoze came. Bai Qiaoze handed Su Li a bottle of water and said, "Why are you alone?" What about my sister? β
"Your sister asked me to take good care of you, and she left first if she had something." Su Lilin looked at Bai Yanze quietly, and said, "I am two or three months older than your sister, you should also call me sister, Brother Qize." β
"Okay, Sister Lilin." Bai Xueze said naturally: "Sister Lilin, aren't you going to the hospital to visit the patient?" Aren't you going to buy something? β
ββ¦β¦ Want...... Buy? What to buy? Su Li asked weakly.
"Sister, you don't really look at patients but look at patients, do you?" Bai Apologize suppressed his instinct to laugh and said, "Did you bring no money either?" β
ββ¦β¦ Well. Su Li glared at Bai Shuze in front of him, lowered his head and said, "Borrow some money, and I will definitely pay you back when I have money." β
Bai Shizawa smiled and said, "Okay." I think there's a flower shop in front of me. Let's buy flowers, too. β
Su Li glanced at Bai Beize, led the way and took Bai Beize, and said, "Go, brother." β
Such a good Bai Apolet helped Su Lilin buy flowers, helped Su Lilin hold flowers until the hospital, and accompanied Su Lilin into the hospital.
Jiang Ling kept holding Gu Ruo's right hand with two hands, not wanting her hands to get cold. Now Jiang Ling is so tired that he is lying on the side of the hospital bed and closing his eyes to rest.
Su Lilin was pointing to an empty spot and whispered to Bai Qiaoze: "Just put the flowers there." You be careful. β
As soon as Bai Beize put down the flower, Jiang Ling suddenly raised his head and said, "Lin, you're here." I am especially familiar with the sound of your walking and breathing. How could you not know you were coming? β
"How is Ah Ruo?" Su Lilin looked at Jiang Ling, who had already woken up, and asked him, "What about you?" β
"Haven't woken up yet." Jiang Ling saw that Su Li was coming, so he slowly let go of Gu Ruo's hand, and he responded: "I'm fine." β
"What about Ah Ruo's parents? Know about it? Su Lilin asked.
"Her parents are in the provinces. Close people are also uncles and uncles who are not related by blood. Jiang Ling opened his eyes and was talking to Su Lilin: "Who is the one next to you?"
Su Lilin looked in the opposite direction of Jiang Ling's gaze and said, "It's just a new friend." Do you want to go back and rest first, I'll help you watch Ah Ruo. β
Jiang Ling shook his head and said with a smile: "I'm afraid that if she knows that I'm not there, she won't wake up." β
Su Lilin only smiled and did not speak.
"Senior...... Senpai, she's awake. Bai Shize suddenly saw Gu Ruo's eyes open slightly, so he prompted.
Jiang Ling quickly covered Gu Ruo's right hand with both hands, and said to Gu Ruo with a smile: "You are finally willing to wake up." β
Gu Ruo opened his eyes and only saw a little light, and Jiang Ling, who had been guarding. Jiang Ling buried his head in the two hands that were clasping Gu Ruo's right hand and did not speak.
ββ¦β¦ Jiang Ling, my hands are numb from your pressure. Gu Ruo said weakly.
"Don't talk about it, I don't want to get up." Jiang Ling replied like this.
Gu Ruo just smiled and didn't speak.
Jiang Ling is so good, I really want to get it.
Gu Ruo glanced sideways at Su Lilin, who was silent next to him, and then looked back at Jiang Ling.
"Senpai, senior. Good bye! Bai Apologetic Ze took Su Lilin's hand and left.
After the door was closed, Gu Ruo said, "What if I can't wake up?" β
When Jiang Ling raised his head, his eyes were wet, and he said firmly: "Ah Ruo, I won't let you have a chance." β
Gu Ruo stretched out his numb right hand, and originally wanted to wipe Jiang Ling's tears, but he still hit Jiang Ling in the face. Gu Ruo smiled and said, "It's really numb." β
Jiang Ling only smiled and did not speak.
She already has her new life, and I should care about the person in front of me.
I'm trying to quit my feelings for her.
Su Lilin threw Bai Qiaoze's hand away and reprimanded, "What are you doing?" Pull me and run. Didn't we come to see them? β
"Didn't you just see that senior sister's eyes? She's just waiting for you to go. Bai apologized and quipped, "How old are you?" Don't you know about interpersonal communication yet? β
"I won't. I never socialize with people. Su Li glanced at Bai Apologetic, and then left.
"Hey! Su Lilin. Bai Beize shouted Su Lilin, and said with a hard smile: "Wang-Wang-Wang!" I'm not human, you can associate with me. β
Su Lilin just smiled.