It turns out that I only have one year left, what can I do in one year? Restore the country, even if you lead troops to fight, it will take two or three years.

So I'm just waiting to die? No, I can't, there must be a remedy.

"Niangniang, Weichen said that the worst plan is the worst, in fact, if you take care of ...... well"

"If you take care of it." I interrupted him, "Is it two years or three years?" ”

"Mother's ......"

"It's okay, if Bengong's heart is really so fragile, he won't be able to sit in this position today." I shifted my body, put on my clothes and got out of bed. "But you have to understand that no third person will know about today's events. Hongu is in good health. ”

"Wechen understands."

He just arched his hand and bowed his head in agreement.

I smiled and put my right hand on his shoulder. "This palace can make you rise to the top, and it can also make you abyss, the stakes in this, what to say and what not to say, you should be clearer, isn't it?"

He knelt down solemnly and said: "Wechen thanks Niangniang for the kindness of the encounter, Niangniang is the Bole of Wechen, and Wechen will never do anything unfavorable to Niangniang." ”

By the time he left, I finally felt a little exhausted and sat back on the bed.

The fragrance of the goose pear tent in the main hall surrounds me, but this long smell makes me feel spicy and uncomfortable. I kept telling myself that I should have disappeared into the world a long time ago, that I didn't have to care.

But everyone is afraid in their hearts, afraid of death, even if it is me, life is cheaper than grass, and I will be afraid.

The beaded curtain moved slightly, and a palace maid came in, holding a mahogany inlaid gold box in her hand.

"Niangniang, the clothes, jewelry, and shoes used in the ceremony have been delivered."

I was dizzy from the golden glitter on the box, and I had to lower my eyes. "When is the ceremony?"

She didn't expect me to ask this question, any woman who has been promoted should be grateful to Dade and count the days excitedly, and I, indeed, can't remember how much time there is.

"Back to Niangniang, the day after tomorrow."

Time flies so fast, I don't even know it.

I got up and walked up to her, she glanced behind her, and immediately someone came up with a variety of different boxes, which contained jewelry, accessories, shoes and socks, as well as the guest list and process of the ceremony.

All the objects are uniformly red, red, colors that only queens can use.

I told them to put their things down and dismissed them.

I just want to be clean and clean and tidy up my faint brain.

When I opened the window, a rich fragrance was blown into the room, and when I looked up, it was peach blossoms, all of which were half-opened, and the pinks overlapped to form a warm sea of flowers.

A few petals fell on the windowsill, and the delicate petals were delicate and pitiful.

I blew softly, and along with the catkins in the sky, the petals fluttered in the sun.

In the early spring when everything grows, my life is about to dry up.

I suddenly remembered that when I was 10 years old, my mother made a dress for me, which was changed from old clothes that my sisters did not wear. But she is skillful, and she is one of the best embroiderers in the capital, so the skirt of that dress is embroidered with gradient peach blossom petals, and the white skirt is smudged layer by layer, as long as it turns around, it will spread into ripples like flowers.

"When you get married in the future, I'll sew you the best wedding dress, okay? Embroider your favorite hibiscus flower and look better than this dress. ”

Her voice and smile are vaguely in front of her, and she is soft-hearted.

The wedding dress on the table was as blood-red as a burning flame, but it was cold, and I didn't even want to look at it.

"Mother." The maid walked in, and I thought she had come to arrange the ceremony, so I turned my head to look out the window.

"Niangniang, there's news over there, Mu Meiren, oh no...... The one who was beaten to the cold palace fell ill with the epidemic and died violently. ”

I stood, looked into the distance, and closed my eyes.

When she saw that I was silent, she withdrew.

Every step I made was carefully planned, but at the end of the plan, I didn't know whether it was right or wrong.

Xu saw that I was in a bad mood, and the palace maids and eunuchs didn't dare to come in, and most of them stayed at the door.

I casually wore a single dress and walked out of Jinyun Palace, usually they would ask where the mother was going, today, one by one, they were scared into mute, standing at the door without saying anything.

I walked along the cobblestone path, and I didn't know where the destination was.

On weekdays, I can still talk about Xia Xiying when she is here, she is the only person I trust now. But she happened to deal with Mu Han's incident and couldn't pull away.

Walking and walking, I came to the side of the glorious pool, the water of the pool is clear, but at this time the sunset is slanting in the west, and the afterglow is sprinkled on the water, adding a bit of silence and melancholy.

I sat on the edge of the pool, and my mind kept flashing back to the scene of the palace banquet half a year ago.

A dance in the city, a dance in the city, in his eyes, is just a tool to use.

I don't know what I'm thinking, it's a lot of flowers, one moment thinking about what I can do this year, another moment planning a way to heal my body, and then a while, I start to reminisce about the past.

I felt that my time was really running out, not only could I not remember the time, but I also had no idea in my head.

The willows are still clinging, and the new green shoots hang down the branches, and the light and soft yellow are mixed in it, which inexplicably brings warmth.

I want to put my head on my knees and just close my eyes. Before he could turn his head, a dizzy sensation hit him, and his body had fallen uncontrollably into the pool.

My first thought was that if I fell, I would have to halve my life expectancy this year.

But the truth is, I didn't make it down.

Someone grabbed me, and my strong arms were around my waist, and only the soles of my shoes touched the surface of the pool.

The familiar smell made me a little distracted, and the light aroma of tea was unique to someone.

I didn't dare to look back, I didn't dare to speak, and I didn't dare to move, for fear that I wouldn't be able to resolve the embarrassment, and I was afraid that I would relent.

The afterglow was passed on, and I woke up like a dream.

Break free from his confinement and retreat a meter to calm down.

I smiled up and squinted at him. "Prince Xuan is so interested, this saved the palace impartially."

This sentence is probably a bit of a mockery of his devotion to a dangerous situation to deceive me into trust.

He still looked as calm as ever, except for a somewhat excessively pale complexion. There is no expression, only a deliberate smile.

"You've lost weight." He frowned slightly, and the long gaze in his deep pupils rested on my face.

He should have said something else, but it was this sentence that made my heart ache a little.

"According to etiquette, does the prince have to call the palace to call the concubine?" I replied to him with a sneer, my fingers involuntarily closing little by little.