When I pushed the door in, he was practicing calligraphy at the table.

Blindfolded, calm and peaceful.

Before he stepped on the threshold, he heard him say lightly: "Get out." ”

I stopped outside the door and looked at him quietly through the veil in front of me.

Luo Yu sighed silently and forced himself to smile: "Brother Jinchen, it's me." ”

The pen in his hand paused, his tone softened, but still emotionless. "What's the matter?"

Luo Yu walked in, and I followed behind her.

"Yu'er, what did you bring in?"

I was stunned, and he heard it even though he was already walking lightly.

His complexion was pale, and his lips were bloodless. His best eyes were obscured by layers of gauze, like the veil in front of me, and I couldn't see him clearly, he couldn't see me.

Luo Yu poured him a cup of tea, put the cup in his hand, and he put the cup back again, not taking a sip.

On the jade rice paper is an ink painting, and I know that he is a superb painter, but I did not expect that he can draw an excellent picture scroll even without using his eyes.

On the paper is an ink hibiscus flower, the petals gradually open from thick to light, and there is still a lack of a stroke, and the flower is complete.

"Brother Jinchen, she is a doctor."

He threw the white paper on the table into a ball and threw it into the paper basket, and said indifferently: "No need." ”

I motioned for Luo Yu to let her go out and I will solve it, she looked at him worriedly, and finally went out obediently and closed the door.

He sat by the window, and there was a game of chess on the small table, and the sunspot would win. He put away his chess pieces, surrounded by indifferent anger.

I wanted to walk next to him, and the chess pieces in his hand were scattered on the table with a bang.

"This king will say it one last time, get out."

I couldn't help laughing, he was still the same as before, looking like a living person should not be killed.

He seemed to hear my laughter and frowned slightly.

I walked up and whispered, "Give me your hand." ”

He didn't speak, but his brow furrowed.

After a while, he stretched out his hand.

The slender fingers, the white jade wrench on the thumb had a slight crack. The palms of his hands were covered with healed scratches, large and small, intertwined.

I put my hand on his wrist, and his body temperature was transmitted to the bottom of my heart through my fingertips, which inexplicably made people feel the urge to cry.

In an instant, he raised his hand and grabbed my wrist, and my mind went blank with the start. The scar on his index finger on my wrist grinded finely, and the thin calluses on the tips of his fingertips caused a dense itch.

This scar was once scratched by myself in order to show Chongzi's determination, and I swore to Chongzi that I would not fall in love with Beiyu Jinchen.

The centrifugal buckle he once gave me was just able to cover this scar, and now this centrifugal buckle is by his side.

I woke up suddenly, pulled out my hand, and took a few steps back.

I saw his subtle expression, the corners of his lips slightly raised, just as I had seen him for the first time.

He spread his hands again, his tone softened like never before. "Let's check the pulse."

I put my hand on it again, thinking about anything else, and I didn't make a judgment.

"You are very sick, there are only two choices, one is to follow me and treat you, otherwise there is a dead end."

I don't know what to use to convince him, so I can only give it a try for the time being, and if it really doesn't work, I can only knock him out and take it away. But with his strength, even if I'm sick, I won't necessarily win.

"Okay." He said.

Good? What's good? Is it better to follow me...... I couldn't react in my brain, and I couldn't speak for a long time.

"Let's go." When he said those two words, I understood. At this point, I was in a hurry.

Forcibly stabilized his mind and said, "Let the subordinates help you pack your things, and I'll go and prepare." ”

Anyway, push open the door so that the cool breeze outside can blow your head clear.

The corners of purple clothes are exposed in the small bamboo forest on the right, and I remember that it is Xiao Ling's clothes today, no wonder they are familiar.

I was about to walk over and tell him about Beiyu Jinchen, but I heard another voice, sweet and simple, and his tone rose slightly, it was Luo Yu.

I stopped and listened unconsciously to their conversation.

"This is what you said, as long as he can get better, you will go to Buyun Palace with me."

"I promise you, but you must not hurt him."

"Yu'er, I don't understand, what's so good about him? You almost sacrificed your life for him, and you compromised for him, what you can get, you can't get anything at all, he doesn't care about you! Xiao Ling was enraged by Luo Yu's words.

For a long time, there was no sound.

When I thought Luo Yu wouldn't answer, she said: "He used to have mine in his heart, but now, he has become someone else." I thought that if I died for him, he would remember me for the rest of his life and would not treat me as a sister anymore, and I did. He always remembered me and remembered me, and if it wasn't for that woman's appearance, we would have been together a long time ago. ”

I knew she might be talking about me, but I wanted to laugh at her ignorance. Beiyu Jinchen treats me just pity and nostalgia for the same kind of people.

"Her ability is so great, you can't be ridiculous, an ordinary ugly girl who was born as a palace maid, let the emperor's brother abolish the queen, establish Jinyun Palace, and no longer abolish the draft women's system. And our most prestigious Prince Xuan in Beiyan, for her sake, has become a self-defeating waster. How could I not hate her, if it weren't for the fact that she was long dead, I would have personally given her a ride. ”

I moved an inch and stepped on the dry bamboo leaves, making a slight noise.

I hurried in, pretending I hadn't heard anything. "Let me be easy to find, and still in the mood to chat at this time? Let's go. ”

Their expressions were slightly embarrassed, and they walked out one after the other.

Luo Yu patted the dust on the hem of his skirt and said, "Is he still unwilling to go?" ”

"He agreed, got the carriage ready, and we'll leave at once."

Luo Yu was stunned, and his footsteps could no longer move. "You mean..... Did he agree? ”

I didn't answer, and when we got to the door, Beiyu Jinchen was already standing there. He was still dressed in light blue clothes, with a sword at his waist, perhaps because his eyes could not see, and his black hair was uncombed and scattered behind his back. The breeze was blowing, and a shallow halo of light was cast on the side of his face, outlining a strange and familiar outline, like a shadow that would disappear at the touch of a button.

Locust trees were planted here, and occasionally leaves fell on his shoulders, which he didn't notice, and let the leaves scatter around.

I heard Luo Yu's incredulous muttering behind me: "How is it possible?" Brother Jinchen, he ......"

Before we stepped forward, Su Rong had already walked over to him.

"Stuff packed?" She asked.

Beiyu Jinchen nodded, taking a step back with an extremely unfamiliar and alienated distance.

"When will you be back?" Su Rong didn't give up and continued to ask.

It was a long time before he replied, "Take care of yourself." ”

I stepped forward and interrupted their conversation.

Su Rong had a self-deprecating smile on her face, she was wrong from the beginning, the wrong encounter, the wrong choice. But why am I not like her?

Luo Yu wanted to step forward to talk to Beiyu Jinchen, but Shengsheng was stopped by Xiao Ling, and I saw Xiao Ling give me a look, meaning to let me take him away.

I went up and grabbed Beiyu Jinchen's wrist, but he couldn't see it, so I could only lead him and take him to the carriage at the door.

As I walked, he tightened his fingers little by little, grabbed my hand behind me, and I slowed down.

This feeling is very strange, like the inexplicable throbbing and abruptness in my heart when I first met him, and it is worth recalling for a lifetime.