Chapter 343: Insist on leaving
He came in with a smile on his face, rushed in and hugged Mu Yu, and at the same time affectionately said "Thank you, wife" in her ear.
"Let go of me!" Mu Yu struggled with some annoyance.
"Wife, I'm sorry, thank you for giving me the opportunity to make amends. I swear that in the future, I will definitely love you a hundred times and love you, and I promise that I will not provoke you to hurt your heart again, and I will not let you suffer the slightest anger. Wife, I love you! ”
"Are you finished?" Mu Yu turned his face away, looking disgusted to listen to him.
"Wife ......"
"Call me Mu!"
"I like to call you wife." Her indifference did not affect Qin Jinhuan's enthusiasm, she was still smiling shyly, and her hands were still tightly wrapped around her waist.
"I don't like it." She unceremoniously pinched him on the wrist, took the opportunity to push him away hard, and then continued to pack up.
Only then did he notice the suitcase beside her, his face changed sharply, and he quickly grabbed her hand: "You, where are you going?" ”
She shook his hand away: "It's not about you. ”
Shaken away, he turned to bend over, quickly grabbed the clothes in the box and stuffed them into the closet, muttering "I won't let you go, you are not allowed to go anywhere".
"Hey! Stop! Don't touch my clothes! ”
She went to grab the clothes, but he was separated by his body, seeing that he didn't listen to him at all, and stuffed the clothes into the wardrobe and quickly closed the wardrobe door, she was suddenly a little angry, and she didn't care about the clothes, she grabbed his arm and pulled it, and then grabbed his collar with her other hand, and shouted viciously: "What are you doing?!" ”
Before her voice fell, he had already hugged her tightly into his arms: "I won't let you go!" I won't let you go! ”
Although she didn't see his expression, his obviously choked voice made her heart ache - the pain was completely out of her subjective will, and involuntarily invaded her whole body from the depths of her heart.
"I know I'm wrong, I admit my mistake, I'm willing to make amends, I'm willing to make up for it at all costs, just don't leave me, okay? I really can't live without you! Wife, I love you! ”
His voice of pain and chagrin swirled in her ears, beating her walled heart over and over again, only to realize that what she thought was a high, thick wall of heart was not worth his blow.
Afraid that she would relent, she forcibly pushed him away, forcing her ears to ignore the sweet words that disturbed her mind.
"Give me some time, let me be quiet, my heart is really messed up." She tried her best to calm herself because she didn't want to get into any arguments with him.
He tried to hug her again, his eyes full of entanglement: "Xiaoyu, I ......"
"It's not entirely because of you that I stopped Team Rong from telling the truth to Gu Ju, I just don't want to create too much chaos." She interrupted him coldly, "Pretending not to know that Dong Wanqing's unsuccessful death makes my conscience hurt, and not being able to bring the person who killed my child to justice is God's punishment for me." I just want to find a quiet place to calm my restless heart now, please don't stop me. ”
The sadness in her eyes made him extremely heartbroken, he carefully held her hand and said softly: "Xiaoyu, I understand your pain, I am willing to give you time and space to slowly calm down, you just want to go to a place where you can't see me, right?" It's simple, I'll leave the house for a while, and I'll come back when your mood is calming down, okay? Mom and Dad are going to Xishan, I really don't worry about you going outside alone. ”
At this time, he understood why she had tried to persuade her parents to follow her grandfather to the Xishan Sanatorium - her parents admired him very much, but whenever they knew that there was a conflict between them, they would persuade them left and right no matter what, especially her mother, who especially liked him as a son-in-law, and would definitely try her best to force her to reconcile with him. If they didn't leave, it would be impossible for her to leave the Qin family and him.
There was a bit of begging in his deep voice, and he was especially like a child who had made a mistake and asked for forgiveness from adults, and the pity was evident in his eyes, and the wall of her heart that she had deliberately built was once again bombarded by him and shattered.
But at this time, her mind was very clear, and she knew that even if she was soft-hearted and stayed, the thorn that had grown because of this incident would not be removed, and it would definitely be firmly rooted in her heart, and the deeper and deeper it would be, the more painful it became, until she was tortured to death. She didn't want to bear this kind of heartache, and she was even more afraid that this pain would make her crazy and lose her mind - once she lost her mind, the first person to be hurt must be Qin Jinhuan, even if she had all kinds of resentment towards him in her heart, he was always her love, and she couldn't bear to let him suffer the same pain as herself, so after sending her grandfather and parents out of Ancheng, she must also leave.
"I have to leave!" She repeated the phrase loudly.
Her determined look frightened him, and he grabbed her hand and shook his head sadly: "Xiaoyu, since you can turn the page of the car accident, why can't you give me another chance to make amends?" With so much sweet love between us, is it really not worth my fault? ”
Mu Yu was furious: "Do you still regard that incident as a small fault that is not worth mentioning?" ”
"No, no, you're mistaken, that's not what I meant!" Qin Jinhuan's slightly raised voice suddenly lowered again, "It's that I don't mean anything, I mean that for the sake of us who used to be so loving, for the sake of me being so sincere and repentant, you don't want to delve into this matter anymore, okay?" I swear this is the only time, never again! In the future, I will do more public welfare undertakings to make up for my past mistakes and benefit more people. Will you just believe me this time? ”
She stared at his sincere eyes for a while before sighing: "I believe that you are sincere and repentant, I also believe that you can benefit more people because of this, I also believe that you really love me, and you will really be doubly good to me in the future, I believe that I just can't pass this level myself!" ”
The layers of mist slowly rippled from her eyes, "I can't suppress the sadness and pain in my heart now, not only seeing you, even thinking of you will breed hatred in my heart." I don't want to hate you, so I'm going to leave you for a while, to heal the wounds I was caused by that incident, and I'll come back to you when the wounds heal. ”
"And how long do I have to wait?" He looked impatient.
But without an accurate answer, she could only shake her head: "I don't know either." ”
In fact, she doesn't even know if she can forgive him in the end.
Afraid that he would not let him go, she was silent for a long time and gave him a glimmer of hope: "Team Rong They have the idea to focus on the investigation of Huacheng, and I plan to apply to the Gu Bureau to go to Huacheng with Team Rong." You know that I really want to solve these cases, maybe once the case is solved, I am in a good mood, and I will forgive you. ”
"Really?" He was full of surprises, especially like a student eager to be rewarded by his teacher.
She didn't answer, just bowed slightly, because she was just trying to coax him to let her go.
But he took it seriously, thought about it for a while, and finally didn't say anything more about the hard work, but bent down and silently opened the suitcase for her, and silently picked out her clothes that he had forcibly stuffed into the closet one by one and put them in the suitcase.
"I'll do it myself." She crouched down, shoved the mess aside, and folded them neatly one by one before placing her suitcase.
"I'll help you."
"No, you don't."
He crouched beside her, pursed his lips, and watched in a daze as she packed up.
His reluctant appearance made her worry that he would change his mind and not let her go, but she couldn't hold the spirit to say soft words to him at this time, thought about it, paused to fold her clothes and said to him: "Go and prepare some dry food for me to eat on the road, I will send my grandfather tomorrow and they will leave to Hwaseong." ”
He was surprised and questioned, "You're going to Hwaseong tomorrow?!" Going alone? ”
Because he knew that Rong Jian was going to take Feng Rubing home tomorrow night to officially meet his parents, he knew that it was impossible for Rong Jian to go to Huacheng tomorrow.
"Hmm." Mu Yu nodded, "They still have some things to deal with here, I want to go over and take a look first." ”
"No! It's too dangerous for you to go alone! I'm not at ease! ”
Afraid that he would stop her, she made a concession: "Then you will send someone over to protect me." Send Cheng Xiang, he is very careful, and his kung fu is good, so it must be no problem to protect me. ”
"But ......"
"No, but, so decided."
Seeing that there was a little impatience on her face, and Qin Jinhuan, who also knew that she had made up her mind, didn't say anything more, but just changed her tone and advised: "Then you must pay attention to safety!" ”
"I know that if there is a big problem, I will contact you in time." She knew it was something he wanted to hear.
Sure enough, the lines on his face loosened by two points, and he told again, "You must contact me if you have something!" ”
"But before I fully adjust my state, I hope I don't see you in Hwaseong, that will only make my mood worse, and I will never want to go back to the Qin family." She earnestly made a request.
The word "forever" made his heart tremble, and he immediately dispelled the idea of secretly going to Hwaseong with him, and nodded helplessly.
"Thank you."
"Thanks for what?" He was stunned.
"Thank you for your understanding, thank you for your cooperation."
She looked solemn, and he looked gloomy, silently watching her pack up her clothes one by one.
Near noon, he was urgently called back by the company, she hid her suitcase in the cloakroom, and then went downstairs to chat and eat with Qin Xiaozhi.
Qin Xiaozhi, who went to the hospital, was obviously not as strong as before, which made Mu Yu and Qin Chengxi look very uncomfortable, but they both pretended to be casual to make the old man happy.
Fortunately, grandpa is willing to go to Xishan, otherwise he would have to face Qin Jinhuan every day and act with a smile, and he would have to collapse.
Mu Yu was glad in her heart, she didn't know that Qin Jinhuan had already scolded Rong Jian a hundred thousand times, because Rong Jian didn't tell him in time that she prevented them from admitting their mistakes to Gu Chaohui, so that he tried to coax his grandfather to the Xishan Sanatorium in order to hide his grandfather - if grandpa didn't leave, she would have to play with him to show her grandfather, and he was confident that he would use tenderness and affection to stir her heart again in this scene, so that she could completely forgive him.
After having lunch at home, she returned to the forensic office and talked to Feng Rubing about going to Huacheng, and as she was talking, the landline of the forensic office rang, it was Gu Zhaohui who called, and asked her to go to his office.
She was suddenly shocked: Could it be that Qin Jinhuan put pressure on Gu Ju behind her back and wanted to prevent her from going to Ancheng?