She is afraid of the dark, and I will definitely use candlelight to illuminate the whole Huainan for her in the future.

Autumn in the north tends to be cold. The wind that started in mid-September blew away many of the leaves that were still green on the branches, and the leaves that had already withered and yellowed were still left on the trees. The wind in the north has always been so nostalgic and gentle.

But can the withered yellow leaves survive October?

Old memories, read it, can make up for the loss of you, so isn't it?

The sky is dark, and there is a glimmer of light on the road. The people on the road have missed home a hundred times, and the passers-by may want to support the damaged home; Or maybe he just wants to find a corner where he can lean against in that so-called home place.

Bai Junyu has lived in Beijing since then. He has been adapting to the difference in climate between the north and the south for 14 years. What he really can't adapt to now may just be the south wind. Bai Junyu had already learned that the nights in Beijing were going to get cold in September, so he accelerated his pace back to school.

In the silent night, Bai Jun's shadow is accompanied by his own shadow.

The sudden sound of the mobile phone broke the silence that had not been seen for a long time.

Bai Junyu took the phone and looked at the notes given to her on the screen, Jiamu. He couldn't help but smile and answered, "You didn't answer the call I called you in the afternoon." Is it reparation to call now? ”

“…… Ahem, excuse me. I'm not Xia Jiamu. The mobile phone came from a male voice that made Bai Junyu feel very unfamiliar, and the male voice continued: "...... I'm Xia Jiamu's ...... Classmate, Han Yuyang. It's just a classmate relationship. She is now suffering from stomach bleeding and is in the hospital. On the call log on her phone, the most frequent contact is you, so ......"

"Stomach bleeding?" Bai Junyu frowned, his eyes lowered, and he felt surprised. He replied respectfully, "Okay, I got it." Classmate, now I will trouble you to take care of Jiamu for one night, is it okay? I'm still in Beijing. Probably not coming back now. ”

“…… What about her parents...... Is it here? Han Yuyang turned to look at Xia Jiamu, who was unconscious, and asked out of kindness, "Then should I contact her parents?" ”

Her parents both work in Hainan. Classmate, please take care of Jiamu first, okay? Bai Junyu quickened his pace and was instructing.

“…… Well. Han Yuyang saw Xia Jiamu, who was now in a coma and pretending to laugh, he silently only responded.

It turns out that people who can laugh are not happy enough.

Su Lilin is holding the pen with her left hand to paint the shadow part on the paper.

The sudden intervention of the mobile phone ringtone made Su Lilin feel very disgusted. She put down the pen and connected Bai Junyu's phone: "Hey, what's wrong?" ”

"Su Lilin, do you know that Jiamu is sick?" Bai Junyu's tone was also much heavier, he didn't care about what Su Lilin thought, he just kept expressing his thoughts.

"She's sick? Oh, I don't know. Su Lilin also responded impatiently, she took a few more steps forward, and was exposed to the cold wind blowing in the window.

The relationship between Su Lilin and Xia Jiamu has always been just like the rope that was tightened by both of them. No one wants to let go, and they are all strong. It's just that the idea is different.

"You don't know? How close Huainan is to Yibei, can you not know? Bai Junyu suddenly stopped and argued with Su Lilin: "Su Lilin, you are too indifferent!" Jiamu lives alone in Huainan, and you are not alone. With so many people revolving around you, can't you empathize and think about Jiamu? Besides......"

"What's more? You want to tell me, besides, she Xia Jiamu is so kind, right? Su Lilin suddenly grabbed a pencil that was running out of money at the window and grabbed it tightly. Su Lilin retorted: "Bai Junyu, no matter what, you and I are related by blood, don't talk too much." ”

Su Lilin's eyes were cold, and he looked at the other end.

"No matter how much I go too far, I don't have your indifference." Bai Junyu took a breath of cold air and sped up his pace back to school, he was scolding Su Lilin: "Su Lilin, I should really talk to you as an elder now!" You're excessive! You don't know that every time Jiamu chats with me, she mentions you, and she sincerely tells me that she wants to go back to the bridge with you. Is your current indifference worthy of her? ”

"That's what she owes me." Su Lilin stretched out her thumb and stuck it directly on the tip of the pen, she looked sideways and gritted her teeth in response: "I know you all think she is very kind and should have good luck." I also admit it, she is kind, she is kind to everyone. However, she was the only one who was kind to me. Later, she herself thought that she only owed me three years. But what she really owes me is more than just these seven years. ”

Bai Junyu, who didn't know the beginning and development of the story at all, was suddenly silent.

Su Lilin also slowly let go of her hand, but still held on to the pen. She raised her eyes, looked at the lighthouse in the distance, and continued: "Bai Junyu, to be honest, in the past seven years, I have been lying on my salary to taste my courage, and I am just looking for an opportunity to leave that ghost place called the bridge forever. I don't have a hometown called Bridge, my hometown is only called Yibei. ”

“…… Su Lilin, you are really unreasonable. Bai Junyu suppressed the emotions that were about to be vented and hung up the phone.

The look on Su Lilin's face darkened a lot, and she threw the pen directly on the ground. Then Su Li muttered: "Bai Junyu, you really forgot to ask me, how did I survive these seven years." Where is she Xia Jiamu not comfortable enough? Need you to accuse me like this? ”

Xia Jiamu really owes Su Lilin three years, three years of kindness. Su Lilin may be what you understand, she just holds a grudge. So she, Xia Jiamu made up for four years, but she couldn't make up for Su Lilin's heart, which had been scratched.

The beautiful ones have now fallen to the ground with the green leaves, and the dead leaves on the trees made from the past can really survive October? Bai Junyu is very scared now, he is afraid that before October, the distance will wear away only a few dead leaves.

Bai Junyu ran up, running desperately. He couldn't run the car that was moving on the road. But he was afraid that he would catch the car, and the car slowed down again in the middle of the way. He was afraid that what Xia Jiamu particularly wanted, others would give it. He, Bai Junyu, can really only guard the dead leaves for October.

Later, when Bai Junyu told Zai Xia Jiamu about this, he himself said that he didn't stop until he ran to the dormitory.

“…… You guys...... Right now...... Who has the money? Bai Junyu took a deep breath, stood at the door, and said bluntly: "You lend me some money." I have something to go back to Huainan. ”

Chen Guang, who has always had a good relationship with Bai Junyu, asked, "Where is Huainan?" What are you doing there? ”

"In Sichuan. I'm in a hurry to go back to Sichuan now. Bai Junyu threw himself at Chen Guang, grabbed Chen Guang's hand, and looked at Chen Guang diligently. Bai Junyu said: "I'll return the money to you when I come back." I'm going to buy a ticket now, and I'm in a hurry to go back now. ”

Chen Guang also looked directly at the hand that was being held by Bai Junyu. Chen Guang pricked his needle for a long time before stretching out a hand, he took out a few hundred yuan from his pocket, handed them directly to Bai Junyu, and said, "Look, it's just a thousand!" You borrow it and you have to pay it back. This is still my only private money. By the way, aren't you going for an internship? Don't you pay for internships? ”

Bai Junyu took the money and explained: "I changed places. I felt like I couldn't learn anything in that place before. I'm gone now, and I'll pay you back when I come back. ”

As soon as the words fell, Bai Junyu turned around and wanted to leave.

Chen Guang hurriedly responded: "Wait a minute! Can I buy a plane ticket now? You might as well go tomorrow. ”

Bai Junyu was also asked by Chen Guang's question, and he stood still. The matter of silence, Bai Junyu also told Xia Jiamu. told her all these things, just to let her know how serious he was about his dedication to her Xia Jiamu. He wanted to spend all his passion on her.

"I don't know, but I'm going to get the earliest now." Bai Junyu's upper eyelids were lowered, and the corners of his mouth were raised. Xia Jiamu admitted later that she especially liked Bai Junyu's smile, wanting to be as gentle as the south wind and as bright as the north light.

"Oh. One more thing. Chen Guang suddenly flipped through the code and pulled out an application form from the code. Chen Guang took the application form and said very seriously: "Ah, you have a good relationship with the squad leader!" She thinks of everything for you. Only two applied for a place to go to Stanford, and she saved one for herself and left one for you. What's going on? Are you going to live and fly together? ”

"Chen Guang, grow your brains! Isn't the class leader a fan of your legal system? Bai Junyu glanced back at Chen Guang, who was snickering, and instructed: "You help me fill out the application, and I will come back to thank you." ”

In the empty studio, there was only the sound of footsteps as a pencil walked across the white paper, Su Li's eyes were lowered, she bit her lower lip, and her left hand drew wantonly on the white paper. The distorted silhouette made Su Lilin suddenly sober up a lot.

Su Lilin withdrew her left hand, and she looked directly at the old bridge that she had drawn distorted. A single bridge was covered by a few redundant lines, and the cracks could not be supported, as if it was about to break. Those few extra lines looked like a man on a bridge, and he kept scratching down. He's trying to survive! He wants to escape from the bridge!

But if you look at it, it's just a few very messy lines.

Su Li looked at the painting, and her expression still didn't change much. Looking at the broken bridge sideways with cold eyes, there was no trace of affection in her eyes. This is also Su Lilin's hometown where she has lived for seventeen years, how determined she is! How much did that bridge hurt her? in exchange for her current cold eyes.

After Su Lilin put down the pen, she took several steps back, tilted her head again, and said to herself: "It turns out that I already hate you, to the point of hating you." ”

Now that you look at the random lines of these strokes, do you feel it?

Su Lilin retreated several steps before escaping to the kitchen where Su's mother was there. Su Lilin looked at Su's mother who was washing the dishes in a daze, and Su Lilin said, "Mom, I'll help you wash it." ”

Mother Su looked up and smiled, the wrinkles on her forehead were as deep as Grandma Su, and she said softly, "You go and paint." I'll do this kind of thing. I'm just afraid that your hands will be as old as my hands in the future. ”

Su Lilin took the initiative to look at Su Mu and looked at Su Mu's eyes that were not shining. Su Lilin stretched out her hand and held Su's mother's arm tightly, she said, "Mom, do you also hope that I can really learn to paint?" ”

"I just hope that your dad and I can do our best to make your dreams come true." Su Mu answered.

Su's mother and Su's father are indeed the kind of people who have maintained their children's dreams all their lives. Because of reality, both of them are the kind of people who throw away their dreams with their own hands. Their sustenance is all in the child.

Su Mu's eyes still didn't rise. The financial pressure to achieve their dreams, they can also anticipate.

Su Lilin could only look at Su Mu's hanging left eye, she leaned her head on Su Mu's shoulder, and said deliberately: "Mom, my dream is money...... I heard Bai Junyu say that Xia Jiamu seems to be sick. Her parents are in Hainan, and her sister is in Rongcheng. What is the relationship between her and her classmates, we don't know. Shouldn't we go see her? ”

Su Mu stopped her busy hand when she heard this, raised her eyes to look at the current Su Lilin, and greeted, "What kind of disease?" ”

Su's mother is the kind of person who loses to her child. is not biological, she is also a hundred times loved.

“…… Stomach bleeding. Su Li's eyes were very unnatural, and a look of regret was on her face, and she pouted, "...... Mom, let's go see her......"

Su Lilin still remembers how conflicted she was when she said that sentence.

"Hmm. What time is the latest train to Huainan? Su Mu was taking the apron, her movements suddenly stopped, she was silent for a while, and said, "You'd better tell your grandmother about this before we leave." Leaving her alone at home is not good. ”

How arrogant Grandma Su is, how lonely she is. Su's mother is the one who knows her best, but fortunately, Su's grandmother has such a daughter who understands her. But she is ashamed of Su Lilin, she doesn't understand Su Mu enough. It may be that she is young and does not understand life. I will definitely double it in the future.

Su Mu didn't care too much about Su Lilin, who didn't talk much now, and Su Mu walked directly in front.

"Mom." Su Lilin stood behind Su Mu and called out to Su Mu, who was in a hurry, and said, "Mom, I can't let go." I'll never forget what she did to me in the past. I'm going with you now, I'm afraid I'll go to the hospital and see her miserable appearance, and I can't help but laugh. ”

Hate to the bone, isn't the word let go of her sarcastic about herself?

Su Mu suddenly stood up, and Su Lilin's words made Su Mu feel a little sad. She is still young, but she has suffered too much damage, and she still can't let go of those hatreds after all.

"Well, dripping. It's been a long time, and it's time to let go, let's all let go. Su Mu didn't look back at Su Lilin, but only weakly persuaded.

Su Mu really regretted it, she let Su Lilin take on too much responsibility.

Su Lilin's hands were trembling, she opened her eyes, bit her lower lip, smiled, and said, "Mom, I know." I'll be relieved. ”

If the bridge is broken, it can be rebuilt; I owe a favor, and I can't tell you for a lifetime.

Su Mu also hates the bridge, and hates it to the bone. But she has to do it for Su Lilin! As long as they give more love, those who are greedy may be kind.

Su Mu simply changed into clean clothes and was about to go out. Su Mu had just opened the door, and Su Lilin followed closely behind Su Mu, and said with difficulty: "Mom, I want to go with you." ”

Hate it to the bone, can you still pull up the sword that was inserted into her heart? Can you pull it up? Would you like to pull it out? What you should be afraid of is probably that you are afraid that you will push deeper into the place where the sword is deeply sinking.

Su Lilin followed Su Mu on the bus. This is the way to the passenger transportation center, and it is the only way to Huainan. Su Lilin and Su Mu didn't speak all the way, Su Lilin really hated them, and Su Mu hated them too. But in order to set an example for Su Lilin, Su Mu pressed Su Lilin's right hand and said softly: "You sleep, you wake up, it's here." ”

Su Lilin closed her eyes, she couldn't sleep all the way.

As soon as she got off the bus, Su Lilin kept dragging Su's mother behind. Su Mu didn't look back, she pulled Su Lilin forward hard.

"Mom!" Su Lilin shook off Su's mother's hand, and she said helplessly: "I don't want to go, I can't go." I'm afraid that if I go, I can really laugh and become the kind of person I feel disgusting. ”

Su Mu still turned her back to Su Lilin, and she said softly: "Then you go back." I have to go to school tomorrow morning. ”

Yibei is very beautiful, there are street lights at night. The bridge is poor, and at night there is only starlight. Therefore, Su Lilin will like Yibei.

"Mom!" Su Lilin shouted again: "Can you not go?" ”

Su Mu's frozen body made Su Lilin look very angry.

"She's bleeding from her stomach, and she's not going to die. What's the matter with us? Su Li waited for Su's mother's back, and she said bluntly: "Doesn't she have any classmates?" Don't have any friends? It's none of our business if she's dead. ”

This sentence has always been the most hated thing Su Lilin has ever said in her life.

Su Mu's turn made Su Lilin look forward to it for a long time. Su Lilin always thought that Su's mother would go home with her. But Su Mu's turn was just to give Su Li a slap in the face.

Su Li covered her face that was beaten red, her eyes were squinting, her lips were trembling, she took several steps back in a row, and looked at Su Mu in confusion.

“…… You've let me down so much. Su Mu's right hand was also trembling after beating Su Lilin, she gritted her teeth and said, "...... Who made you live less and less like yourself? I worked so hard to let you go to Yibei, is it just to let you receive such an education? ”

Su Lilin's eyes were beaten to tears by Su Mu, Su Lilin straightened his eyes, gritted his teeth, and said, "That...... I wish her death! ”

Su Lilin let go of her hand, and with just one step, she turned around and ran.

Su Lilin had no direction, just ran. She took the bus home, and this coincidence may be a new gift from God.

Su Mu also regretted it very much, but she did nothing wrong.

Who dares to say that Su Lilin did something wrong? She didn't!

It is the hearts of men and ignorance that are wrong!

Su Lilin didn't cry, but her tears were not angry. It flowed out on its own.

When Su Li went home, there were no traces of tears flowing on his face. It's just that the eyes are swollen.

The lights in the room were on, and the sound of the kitchen water boiling and heating was somewhat obvious. Su Lilin followed the voice and walked to the kitchen. Grandma Su was cooking dinner.

"Grandma." The relationship between Su Lilin and Su's grandmother is still very tense, and Su Lilin only stands outside, not daring to get too close.

“…… Want to eat noodles? Grandma Su turned around, glanced at Su Lilin, and greeted: "The noodles I cooked are not ordinary noodles." Do you want to eat it? ”

Su Li grinned, her eyes were bent and tense, so she only laughed for a short while. She replied, "Grandma, I don't like noodles all the time. ”

Grandma Su didn't care very much, she was busy chopping green onions. After Su Lilin was silent, Grandma Su said, "You help me get the noodles in the cabinet, don't take too much, you won't eat it." ”

Su Lilin couldn't help laughing, she was too familiar with Grandma Su's sharp speech. The sharper Grandma Su spoke, the more adaptable Su Lilin became. It may be that after getting along for a long time, everyone understands each other. Su Lilin took out a bunch of noodles from the counter and held it in his hand.

"Why are you stunned?" Grandma Su looked at Su Lilin, who was stunned, and ordered: "The water is boiling, hurry down." ”

Su Li responded, her hands and feet were very inflexible and she put down noodles.

Afterwards, Grandma Su still said angrily: "Your mother just loves you so much that she can't even make noodles." Seeing that you can't read books in the future, how can you be worthy of your mother? ”

Su Lilin just smiled and didn't say much.

Grandma Su glared at Su Lilin bluntly.

"Grandma, do you have anyone you hate?" Su Lilin heard Su's mother say that Su's grandmother had experienced a lot of things on the way to study medicine. Su Lilin deliberately glanced at Grandma Su and said, "Do you hate many people?" ”

"Yes. Exceptionally much. Grandma Su stopped her hand of chopping green onions again, and responded sideways to Su Lilin's question: "I hate a lot of people." People who don't like me, I hate; I hate those who don't understand me; I hate those who bind me to freedom; The one I love doesn't love me, and I hate him. I also hate my family, I hate my parents and my siblings, so I've been hating for over 80 years. ”

"Grandma......" Su Lilin looked at Grandma Su's serious appearance, and she quickly stopped talking.

"What's the use of hating them?" Grandma Su glanced at Su Lilin, who was stunned, and said, "I haven't given up my hatred for them now." It's just that I'm older. So, you are the best age now, and you can hate whoever you want. Never grieve yourself. When you grow up, you can't afford to hate it. ”

Su Lilin listened very seriously, and she only responded: "Grandma, I want to eat the noodles you cooked." ”

Eating this noodle can relieve worries.

Grandma Su glanced at Su Lilin, who was smiling, and said, "You go and get some more noodles, don't take too much." You can't eat much. ”

Su Lilin smiled instinctively.

Grandma Su can't afford to hate what she said, maybe she can't remember it even more. I can't remember good things, and what I remember are bad memories.

In the middle of the night, Su Lilin and Su's grandmother were eating noodles in front of the street lamp.

"Grandma, why didn't you ask me why I came back?" Su Lilin asked suddenly.

"Because that's the one you hate, you said it yourself." Grandma Su rushed a lot of noodles for Su Li in the bowl and said, "There are too many noodles, you have to give me food." ”

Su Lilin kept smiling, she opened her eyes and looked at Grandma Su, who had been living very freely.

"Grandma, my mother said, you have been to many cities?" Su Lilin unconsciously lowered her head, ate noodles, and asked casually. She didn't know how Grandma Su would pick it up.

"Hmm. Go and play. Grandma Su replied naturally: "At that time, there were only a few small clinics in the small place of the bridge, and I couldn't learn anything. That's why I escaped. ”

“…… Grandma, why didn't you become a famous doctor? Su Li poked out a pair of eyes and asked very carefully.

"Because they caught me halfway through." Grandma Su glared at Su Lilin, and she didn't say much.

yes, the reason is just that they are tied up. If she hadn't been bound, Grandma Su would have become a famous doctor sooner or later. This is not because Grandma Su is talented and smart, but just because she will do the "proud" thing. Grandma Su has been very proud all her life, not because of how famous her children are, but because of her own natural nature.

On the way back to Huainan, Bai Junyu kept thinking about the question Xia Jiamu asked: "Who will his youth be about?" ”

It turns out that his youth is still about her after all.

Bai Junyu finally walked to the ward where Xia Jiamu lived, and Xia Jiamu asked questions casually in the ward that made Bai Junyu stop.

"Auntie, Lin, why didn't you come to see me?"

“…… She has just started school, and she has a lot of homework. I didn't look at you. But I've asked me to bring you a message, and she's worried about you. ”

Su Mu's gentle voice is too familiar to Bai Junyu. This blood-related emotion seems to have been completely sublimated by Xia Jiamu's question.

Bai Junyu was stunned for a long time, and then took several steps back. He leaned against the wall, in his heart, quietly thinking about how to say that, sorry.

Bai Junyu really felt that he was wrong. For so many years, he had never asked Su Lilin more: "How are you doing?" Su Lilin's accident was also learned by chance when Su's father contacted his father. He was just sighing in his heart! More likely it's all prayer. The intense blood had already been diluted by his useless sigh.

They don't kiss anymore. This same bloodiness may have made Su Lilin feel disgusted.

Bai Junyu was silent for a long time, and he reprimanded himself in his heart. He had completely lost his role as an older brother.

They don't kiss anymore!

Bai Junyu frowned for a long time, and after saying sorry thousands of times in his heart, he took the initiative to call Xia Jiamu.

Xia Jiamu never knew that Bai Junyu had turned his back on family affection, just to win her Xia Jiamu's smile.

"Bai Junyu? What's wrong with you? Call me if you have the leisure. Xia Jiamu was avoiding Su Mu and said very carefully: "Huh? ”

“…… Guess where I am? Bai Junyu leaned against the wall with relief. He frowned slightly, probably worried about Su Li's feelings. He didn't want to lose this true affection because of his absence.

“…… You're not going to be at my doorstep, are you? Xia Jiamu smiled disagreeably and asked, "Shall I open the door for you?" ”

“…… Aha, no. Bai Junyu smiled naturally and said, "I'm here, I once promised to carry you on the way through the woods." ”

The last time it was just because, he wasn't there. She's not going to make a fuss.

"Huh?" Xia Jiamu's expression was surprised and delighted, and she suddenly didn't know what to say. She kept brewing this emotion in her heart, and she simply replied, "Seriously?" ”

"What do you think?" Bai Junyu suddenly stood up straight and walked forward very carefully, his footsteps were very light. He replied, "Believe it or not, I'll find you in ten steps?" ”

Xia Jiamu was stunned for a moment, she didn't answer in time. Bai Junyu was still slowly approaching behind. The sound of light footsteps and the sound of her restless heartbeat all coalesced. It's a wonderful sound, a story that may have begun at this moment.

The story is from the moment Bai Junyu pushed the door open, Xia Jiamu was very surprised. She smiled and bent her eyes, and she was very sincere. She was genuinely happy for a long, long time.

Bai Junyu took back his mobile phone very absently, he lowered his head, and then greeted Su Mu very respectfully: "...... Auntie, good! ”

Su Mu first put down the bowl, and then naturally smiled and responded to Bai Junyu's greetings.

Bai Junyu's aunt, this is not just the fourteenth year!

Bai Junyu's slow reaction made Su Mu feel strange. Su Mu coughed lightly a few times and said, "...... I'm going to fetch water for Jiamu. Have a good chat. ”

Su Mu walked neatly, and Bai Junyu called out to Su Mu halfway: "Auntie...... I...... I seem to be off Lilin, can you help me talk about it...... Sorry? ”

Su Mu smiled naturally and said softly: "Well, she won't be angry with you too much." You are relatives, and no matter how far you go, you are not far away. ”

They are relatives, and in the future they will not be too far apart.

Bai Junyu has been watching the flowers all the way. Although he couldn't adapt to the southerly climate too quickly, he also fell in love with Huainan.

"Xia Jiamu ......" Bai Junyu looked directly at Xia Jiamu who was looking up at him, his lips were raised back, and he replied very affectionately: "My youth may be about two cities, and finally a girl." ”

"Oh." Xia Jiamu responded naturally. She lowered her head and didn't ask any more questions.

Xia Jiamu doesn't believe in feelings. Because she saw it with her own eyes, Su Lilin spent seven years, just to wait for a Mo Shangxi, and she couldn't get anything.

Bai Junyu looked at Xia Jiamu's absent-minded appearance, and he smiled sarcastically.

Maybe he gambled on family affection, and he didn't win her Xia Jiamuduo's attention.

Ye Yi is a gambler, why not Bai Junyu? After all, their chips are just sporadic memories of the past. The gap is just that Ye Yi wants to gamble and go bankrupt, and Bai Junyu still wants to leave room for himself.

Who is not a gambler here?

She is not the only one who gambles and is bankrupt.

“…… Let's go to the woods. Bai Junyu used to be very cold, and his eyes were almost melted by the threat of October.

Xia Jiamu raised his eyes and glanced at the current Bai Junyu. His eyes were so long, and that length was a distance she could never finish.

Xia Jiamu is the most sober person in the whole story, and she is not good at betting. However, she has fallen in love with Bai Junyu's eyes at the moment. The doors of the casino have been opened for her, and it is only up to her own will to enter or not.

"Are you carrying me?" Xia Jiamu smiled, she smiled very simply.

I'm happy today because you're back. Tomorrow will be sad because you are gone. Xia Jiamu is not stupid, just because she is not the kind of person who likes to look at the whole world from afar and keep figuring it out.

She still loves life as before, and life treats her like her first love.

"Xia Jiamu, are you so proactive?" Bai Junyu couldn't help laughing, he looked at Xia Jiamu in front of him like this, and at a certain moment he wanted to turn his back on his family again.

Sooner or later, he will spoil Xia Jiamu as his whole world, but he will eventually lose a lot.

"You promised, why did you say that I took the initiative?" Xia Jiamu suddenly asked, "Why do you know that I am in the hospital?" Why did my aunt come to the hospital? Why can't it be drenched? ”

"I guess." Bai Junyu turned his face and looked away. He replied deliberately, "I guess you'll be in the hospital, so call your aunt to take care of you." Originally, I guessed that Lilin would come, and then, suddenly, it didn't work. ”

Xia Jiamu looked at Bai Junyu with contempt and said, "Then do you think I will let you go next?" ”

Bai Junyu smiled calmly and said, "No." I can still guess that I am probably the one you think about day and night and can't get. ”

Xia Jiamu held back a smile and responded: "You go quickly, don't be embarrassed here." ”

Bai Junyu is about to gamble over October.

When they got to that street, Huainan was already unconscious. The street lights are already on, but they are not eye-catching enough until late at night. There seem to be more fallen leaves, and the people who clean this street are nowhere to be found, but passers-by love to walk on this street covered with fallen leaves. If the fallen leaves are in the past, then they will all be relieved people. They will have a new life, a new poem, a new distance.

Xia Jiamu suddenly stopped at the initial intersection, and she was waiting for Bai Junyu to turn back. Bai Junyu walked for a long time before he deliberately stopped and asked deliberately: "What are you going to do?" Let's go. ”

Xia Jiamu pursed his lips and muttered, "I can't walk anymore." ”

Xia Jiamu really wants to be presumptuous like a child, and she also carries a lot of responsibilities.

"Then you come up, you come up, and I will carry you away." Bai Junyu deliberately pulled the rally, and inadvertently, he laughed again.

Xia Jiamu glanced at the intersection opposite, it was really far away. Therefore, she stepped onto Bai Junyu's back unrestrainedly. Xia Jiamu leaned his head on Bai Junyu's ear and said, "Hehe, I like this feeling." You've got to carry me on your back, you can't leave me behind. ”

"Lose it now." Bai Junyu is saying.

Xia Jiamu hugged Bai Junyu's neck, she unconsciously closed her eyes, and muttered, "You dare!" ”

Bai Junyu carried Xia Jiamu on his back and naturally turned around several times. He was laughing and quipped, "Why are you so heavy?" ”

It was really far away from that intersection, Xia Jiamu grabbed Bai Junyu's neck tightly, and Bai Junyu also carried Xia Jiamu tightly.

Xia Jiamu was afraid that Bai Junyu would leave her, and Bai Junyu was afraid that Xia Jiamu would escape by himself.

"Xia Jiamu, do you think this counts as Zhu Bajie's daughter-in-law?" Bai Junyu is routinely playing with Xia Jiamu.

Xia Jiamu didn't think much about it, and said bluntly: "Forget it!" ”

Bai Junyu couldn't help but smile and said, "Let's go, daughter-in-law, let's go home." ”

Xia Jiamu grabbed Bai Junyu's collar and said, "Who is your daughter-in-law?" I'm obviously your Monkey King. ”

Bai Junyu just laughed.

Bai Junyu walked the street with Xia Jiamu on his back.

When the street lights were completely bright, Bai Junyu sent Xia Jiamu downstairs.

Xia Jiamu lowered his head and stroked his hair, and said very deliberately: "...... I'm gone......"

Bai Junyu said that it was also extremely unnatural, he reached out and touched Xia Jiamu's hair, and said as if jokingly: "You go quickly." ”

Xia Jiamu raised her eyes and glanced at Bai Junyu, who was now very improper, and she pursed her lips. After that, it's gone.

"Xia Jiamu! Come home with me. ”

Xia Jiamu is sensitive to the word "home". The words that Bai Junyu said that night were the love words that Xia Jiamu couldn't get tired of listening to in his life.

A boy told you very seriously to take you home.

Bai Junyu took a deep breath, he closed his eyes, and promised very calmly: "I will give you a home, Jiamu ......"

Xia Jiamu's eyes had been infected by Bai Junyu's love words, and they were all wet. She looked up at the stars, smiled, held back tears, and asked, "Do you like me?" ”

The family word that Bai Junyu said, Xia Jiamu was moved for a long, long time. used to be dilapidated, and the empty house where she lived in Xia Jiamu was called home; The home that Bai Junyu is talking about now is a unique treasure that Xia Jiamu has always wanted to get.

"I like it."

Bai Junyu replied more and more calmly.

Xia Jiamu turned around, she bent her eyes, pursed her lips, and showed a restrained look. Then Xia Jiamu walked forward for a long time, stood in front of Bai Junyu, and asked very naively: "Who do you want your youth to talk about?" ”

"In my youth, there will be no one else in the future, only you."

Bai Junyu took out a piece of White Rabbit toffee from his clothes pocket, he took the candy and shook it in front of Xia Jiamu's eyes, then he peeled off the candy and said, "Come home with me, I invite you to eat candy." ”

That day, the smell of toffee in the wind spread throughout the woods, and the taste was not too strong. However, every step will be milky. Therefore, Xia Jiamu walked that street many times. She was tasting the candy, and at the same time waiting for the person who delivered the candy.

Xia Jiamu glanced at Sugar, and then looked at Bai Junyu. Bai Junyu stretched out his hand and fed the sugar to Xia Jiamu's mouth. As soon as the sugar was stuffed into a little, Bai Junyu let go of his hand and said, "Eat it yourself." ”

After Xia Jiamu glared at Bai Junyu, just as she was about to put the sugar in her mouth, Bai Junyu suddenly reached out and grabbed Xia Jiamu's waist, and he lowered his head and bit Xia Jiamu's lip again. His tongue kept lingering on the sugar in Xia Jiamu's mouth.

After Bai Junyu suddenly left Xia Jiamu's lips a little distance, he sighed and said softly: "Hold me tight." ”

Xia Jiamu looked at Bai Junyu who was close to her lips now, and her tears flowed out directly.

Bai Junyu looked at the current Xia Jiamu, he really felt regretful. Therefore, Bai Junyu let go of his hand and took a few steps back.

Xia Jiamu suddenly grabbed the corner of Bai Junyu's clothes that was getting farther and farther away. She tiptoed and bit Bai Junyu's lip, biting very hard. I bit it for a long time and wanted to keep it for myself. After Xia Jiamu let go, he threw himself directly into Bai Junyu's arms and cried.

You don't need a reason to cry, it's just that I'm sad, and you have to give me a shoulder.

Xia Jiamu hid from everyone, endured the feelings of the fourteenth, continued to like Bai Junyu, and was afraid of the dark night for fourteen years, and his sudden return was the bright candlelight. Xia Jiamu has always insisted that it was just an obsession. However, in the end, feelings still encroached on her reason. At that moment, Xia Jiamu suddenly understood: Su Lilin's seven years of loneliness, as long as he waited for him, it would not be a wasted time.

Now, Xia Jiamu seriously wants to pray for Su Lilin: she can wait for Mo Shangxi.

“…… Do you want to be off-site for a few years? Xia Jiamu wiped his tears with his hand and asked Bai Junyu very bluntly.

"When you're twenty years old, you'll get married." Bai Junyu stretched out his hand and wiped Xia Jiamu's tears with paper. He said, "Wait for your eighteenth birthday if you want." We can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau and take a group photo. ”

Xia Jiamu learned from Bai Junyu, smiled calmly, and said, "What should I do?" I believe you...... Where do you live today? ”

"I didn't book a hotel, you can let me sleep on the streets."

"Let's go, I'll take you home."

In the middle of the night, Bai Junyu was sleeping with Xia Jiamu in his arms. He didn't fall asleep, maybe the picture was too beautiful.

"Bai Junyu, do you want to ......" Xia Jiamu wanted to speak and stopped.

"I don't want to." Bai Junyu responded embarrassedly.

"I want to ask you if you want to sleep......

“…… It's okay, I'm thinking too much. ”

“……”

When Bai Junyu left the next day, he left a big bag of toffee for Xia Jiamu before he woke up Xia Jiamu and asked Xia Jiamu to accompany him to the airport.

The long-distance love run starts now.