Chapter 502: Not Accustomed to It
Sitting in the romantic lover square of country F, Zhan Moming quietly looked at the pair of men and women, or kissing, or flirting, bold and unrestrained, passionate and free.
This is a country born for love, and people here do not hide love in their hearts, they will express it in the most romantic way.
Direct and honest, brave and optimistic, just like her.
It's just that she loves too humbly.
Cheng Qinqin has been away from his life for more than a year, and he still can't get used to life without her.
He didn't remember how Cheng Qinqin occupied his heart little by little, just like he didn't remember how Cheng Qinqin walked into his bed step by step.
I remember one time, after I strengthened Cheng Qinqin, she said weakly: "Mo Ming, I'm so tired of loving you, I want to give up." ”
His body stiffened, anger spreading from the bottom of his heart, and at that time, he didn't understand why he was angry.
Cheng Qinqin, who had her back to him, didn't see his reaction, and just said to herself: "My love for you is fading little by little, and I think it won't be long before I can leave you." ”
He still didn't speak, because he didn't know what to say, didn't he always wait for this woman to leave? But she really said why she was so uncomfortable.
"If one day, I really leave you, will you be a little unaccustomed to it, or a little reluctant?"
He could feel Cheng Qinqin's stiff back, she was expecting her answer, but she couldn't give her the answer she wanted.
He said coldly: "I told you from the beginning, don't waste time on me, I won't like you." ”
Cheng Qinqin smiled bitterly and said softly: "I know that for so long, it has been me who has been pestering you wishfully, but, Mo Ming, how can you be so cold-blooded, why can't you have a place in your heart that belongs to me, even if it's just a little bit." ”
He looked at the ceiling and sighed: "You know, my heart is filled with Yiying, and she will always live in my heart." ”
"Yes, I know, I'm just cheap, I just don't want to accept it, I just think I'm amazing, I think I can make you fall in love with me, so I deserve to be hurt by you, so I deserve to be ruined by you, so I deserve to end up now."
That day, Cheng Qinqin was like crazy, shouting desperately, smashing everything on the bed on him, as if he wanted to shout out the grievances, anger and unwillingness that had accumulated for a long time, completely without his usual cheekiness and indifference.
And he didn't even dodge in the slightest, just lay there, silently bearing all the anger of Cheng Qinqin.
He hates Cheng Qinqin and hopes that she can disappear into his life soon, this is an indisputable fact, she shouldn't have the slightest influence on herself, doesn't he even dream that Cheng Qinqin will be sad and sad, give up on him, leave him quickly, and never bother him again, but why can't he bear it in his heart when he sees her like this now?
is obviously a daughter, why don't you enjoy her wealth and glory, and have to follow him to be abused.
You can have a better love and a man, why do you have to pester him, an abnormal person.
He knew that his love was very sick, and he had done a lot of wrong things for it, but what about it, it was all his own free will.
He admitted that he used to be very despicable, knowing that it was impossible to give Cheng Qinqin any promises, but he refused to push her away, enjoying her giving and love again and again, but letting her suffer selfishness and hurt.
Later, Cheng Qinqin was so tired that she fell asleep in a daze, but in her sleep, she was still crying.