The eyes are foggy, and the mood is empty.

Walking on the street, it is like a lonely ghost with no roots to rely on.

Su Jin, De Xin.

Who am I, who am I, who am I to be?

I chose this path by myself, and until now, I don't know how to go down.

The people around me left one by one, and the reason for this was because of me.

Whether it is unintentional or intentional, karma will eventually fall on you.

Unconsciously, I walked to Ningxiang Building, looked up, and was stunned by the sunlight.

Push the door in, warm incense.

Occasionally, there is an intermittent sound of gonghou, ethereal and poignant, around the beam for three days.

On the black wooden round table, there are blooming astragalus plums, the fragrance of tea is quiet, and the fire is burning wantonly.

Everything has not changed, and it is terrifyingly familiar.

The sweeping man was expressionless like a walking corpse, and the thin dust raised a hazy illusion.

Today, I found out that most of the people in the pavilion are like this, and there is no emotion and no love.

Walking up the stairs, the creaking of the solid wood planks is especially noticeable in the quiet hall.

Today here is quiet and terrible, there is a wind and rain about to come, think about it, I am the menacing wind and rain.

Lan Zhi fiddled with the incense burner, and the gilded lid rolled to the ground, just at my feet.

"How is the princess?" Her salty voice was as if nothing had happened, and that tone made me feel even more angry.

"Princess? I can't afford those two words. A kick kicked open the gilt lid, and the enamel decoration on the top of the lid separated.

She seemed to sense that I was looking wrong, and crouched on the ground to pick up the lid. "The princess is here to ask the teacher? Lan Zhi doesn't seem to have done anything wrong lately. ”

I rushed up and knocked down the incense burner in her hand, and the agarwood powder was scattered all over the ground, and the heavy woody incense turned into a pungent and choking smell.

My emotions were out of control, and I was already trying to restrain myself, but the more calm and quiet she was, the angrier I became.

"Why, why are you the only one hiding it from me? Why does it have to be dead? Why did you ask me to do this? "The voice has begun to tremble, the blood has clotted, and all it takes is a little spark to ignite the pent-up depression that has been stored for a long time.

She looked at the incense burner rolling on the ground, but the corners of her lips rose slightly, as if mocking and helpless. "The moment she entered the Dark Night Pavilion, she was destined to sacrifice for you, and it was destined to be a catastrophe to hone your mind. Lan Zhi is very happy that the princess finally sent the seventeenth death to her mouth, after this incident, the princess can rightfully sit on the throne of the pavilion master, and all the rights will be handed over to you, isn't this the result you have been expecting. ”

Her question turned into an affirmative tone, and her smile was undiminished.

My right hand was quickly stretched out and clasped tightly around her neck, and I could clearly feel the rhythm of the pulse beating in my fingertips, and with a little more force, she would sleep here forever.

"If the princess thinks that if she kills Lan Zhi, she can dissipate her anger, then Lan Zhi is willing to bear it. However, after Lan Zhi died, she hoped that the princess could lead the people of Liangxi to complete the great cause of recovering the country. Lan Zhi, died without regrets. ”

She didn't show a trace of fear, but the righteousness Ling Ran made me frantic and rude.

Gradually, she let go of her hand, and several obvious marks were imprinted on her white neck.

"Tell Chongzi that I, Liu Sujin, have done enough for her, and what should be paid back has already been paid off. From now on, I no longer have anything to do with the Night Pavilion, if you have to use the rules to suppress me, then kill me, if I die, I can leave the Night Pavilion. "Turning around, my heart is like ashes.

His wrists were tightly grasped, and he couldn't move his feet for half a minute.

"Princess......" Her voice was hoarse, "You are the hope of Liangxi......"

Shake her off, so strong that she had to take a few steps back.

"Hope?" The voice suddenly became louder and trembling. "If I am your hope, why, why didn't you find me earlier, why did you let me worship as a savior after I was tortured? I hope it's Xin Li's, it's your great Nine Emperor Princes, not my Liu family's daughter, Liu Sujin. ”

She promised for a long time, her eyes empty.

"Liangxi was destroyed, I never felt it, your so-called national hatred is what you have to impose on me, I was born in Beiyan and grew up in Beiyan, just because Chongzi saved me, I had to convince myself to help you restore the country, but I." The voice stopped suddenly, and told her word by word: "Never, no, have, want, want, return, country!" ”

I forced her to retreat until she leaned against the edge of the table and couldn't retreat.

After a while, Lan Zhi suddenly laughed, and her voice was sad. She grabbed my arm and looked me straight at me. "You were there on the day the queen jumped off the tower, weren't you? They forced your biological mother to live in Beiyan Palace for three years, she knew that you were also here, but she didn't even dare to go to you, she was afraid that they would find you, she just hoped that you could live an ordinary life. She didn't want to endure such a frightened day, so she jumped down from the city tower, princess, do you have no heart? Do you not feel pain? ”

I don't have a heart, oh, yes, everybody says I don't have a heart.

Turning his mind back, the woman in red on the city tower was easily imprinted in her mind, her posture was ethereal, her eyebrows and eyes were picturesque, and her every move was extremely beautiful.

I remember when she jumped down, my mother covered her mouth and cried, and I asked her, but she didn't answer.

That was the first time I met Empress Liangxi, my birth mother, however, it was also the last.

"The reason why you are so embarrassed is because of Beiyan, and it is caused by them!"

"Say no more!" I covered my ears and gasped for air, my heart pressing against the boulder, the pain permeating every part of my body with the oppression.

Slowly, I suddenly realized something, looked up and asked her, "You are only two years older than me, how do you know so much?" How do you know, know what Empress Liangxi is thinking? ”

Her eyes dodged for a moment, but quickly recovered. "There are so many old people in the pavilion, you can ask casually, everyone knows."

The more calm she was, the more suspicious she became.

I was about to ask a question when she shouted, "Someone! Drop-off. ”

She turned her back to me, unwilling to say anything more.

The next person went upstairs and cleaned the crushed agarwood on the ground.

Although I was confused, I didn't want to ask any more, so I raised my feet and walked out of the room.

One or two individual drinkers downstairs sat by the window.

I put on my cloak and hat and walked out the door.

It was already dark, and I had nowhere to go.

I used to have to rush back to the palace before sunset, as if that was the place of home, but now it's ridiculous and sad to think about it.

The people on the street hurried home, and the vendors were almost gone.

The white breath exhaled from his mouth and lingered in a half circle in front of his eyes before dissipating.

Restoration? Oh, what does it have to do with me?

Huang Shen was knocked down in an instant, and he was about to get angry, but he saw that he was just a drunk.

Not far away is an inn, the outside is simple and ordinary, and the inside is indeed crowded.

At this time, I think I should be angry if I can't find it in the autumn season, let her find it, I don't want to go back.

"This girl, is she still staying in a hotel?" The shopkeeper greeted him with a smile.

I found a window seat with a noise in the center.

"Two jars of good wine."

The shopkeeper was stunned and asked hesitantly, "Two cups?" Or ......"

I gave him a cold look, took out a piece of silver and smashed it on the table, and asked, "Can't you understand what I'm saying?" ”

He hurriedly nodded yes, and brought two unopened jars of wine and a large bowl from behind.

The shopkeeper diligently filled the bowl with wine before leaving cautiously.

The smell of wine is strong, and I get drunk when I smell it.

Everyone in the world says that a drunk relieves a thousand sorrows. Today, don't get drunk and don't go home.

As soon as I drank it, the spicy filled my throat, and my abdomen burned like a fire, and even tears filled my eyes.

The more painful and spicy it is, the more enjoyable it feels.

One bowl, one bowl after another.

I didn't even feel the mellow aroma of the wine, I just felt the pain, and it went all the way from my throat to the bottom of my heart.

Tears gathered more and more, scrambling to pour out of their eyes and drip down the bowl, rippling with a little ripple.

I also want to live like a normal person, don't calculate others to frame others, I want to be a white hibiscus like my mother said, pure and harmless, naïve, like the people I want to like, I hate the people I want to hate......

Oh, I think too much, I can only live in the dark after all, after all, I am the so-called unintentional person of others.

If there is no intention, then there is no intention.

In front of the inn, there was a little girl who played the erhu, singing a gentle Jiangnan tune, babbling and babbling softly.

Her immature face reminded me of Silver Moon, the woman who had ended her life at the age of sixteen.

beckoned, and the shopkeeper ran over.

"What do you command?"

I shoved the silver into his hand and said, "Give that girl a reward." ”

His eyes widened, "The girl's heart is really more beautiful than a person." ”

Laughing at himself, he propped up the table and got up, and he was unsteady and almost fell backwards.

It was only after stumbling out of the inn that it was completely dark outside.

The head is heavy, and the sky is spinning.

Walking all the way, I don't know what I'm laughing at, I just can't stop.

Laughing and laughing, tears flowed down again, wetting the placket.

Circling around, I came to the moat, and the river was surging and churning.

A figure appeared in front of me, vague, I squinted my eyes and pointed at him: "Bei, Yu, Jin, Chen?" ”

It wasn't until he slowly approached that I came to my senses.

It's ink silver.

His face was expressionless, and I felt the coldness approaching.

"What are you going to do...... I said in a tone that lacked confidence, and I knew in my heart that I owed him something I would feel terrified.

"Me?" He smiled maniacally and rushed up and grabbed me by the neck. "I'm going to let you pay for her life."

"Ahem, cough, cough ......" couldn't breathe for a while, and it was even darker in front of him, and his body was paralyzed after drinking, and he had no ability to fight back at all. Listen, listen to me, explain. ”

"She believes in you, I believe in you, but you sent her to Huangquan Road! I don't have any other requirements, I just need her to live, but you, don't even leave me this room, your heart is like a snake and scorpion, you shouldn't live! "He pushed me against the bridge, and with a gentle push, he carried me down.

Water, icy and biting.

I couldn't see or hear, only darkness.

Consciousness gradually blurred......

That's fine, just leave it silent......

(Mu Mu: That's right, this is a new volume, our heroine is about to enter the emotional drama, it's time to fall in love, Double 11 is approaching and will present a sweet text ~ ask not to give up the text ~)