Chapter 4
The sky was overcast.
It's like a black curtain soaked in water, heavy. It looks like it's going to rain in the next second. But God seems to have held back out of someone's affection and didn't let a drop of rain fall.
It's just that, even so, Qianruoli's mood has not improved at all.
Blue Star Orphanage Back Garden –
Because of the weather, many children stayed in the dormitory and did not come out, so the back garden, where children often play together, can hardly see a single person, except for an old tree, leaning on it to look into the distance in a daze.
"Tick, tick"
It was as if some liquid was dripping on his cheeks.
Is it starting to rain?!
The liquid slid across his cheeks and dripped on his lips, sipping it lightly, it was tears......
He blinked his moist eyes and looked back at the empty surroundings.
I saw the half-set sun in the west.
The time is almost up.
Quickly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, stood up, and patted the residual dust on the hem of his skirt behind his buttocks.
Turn around and walk back.
After a few steps, a pair of blue sneakers appeared in front of me.
After hesitating for a moment, he slowly raised his head.
It's Feng Ze.
He grew taller again.
Shallow Ruoli was stunned and took a step to the left, ready to bypass him.
But in the next second, the pair of blue sneakers stood on the opposite side of him.
Asa Ruoli took another step to the right, and the sneakers also took a step towards her side.
"I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry." Shallow Ruoli bypassed him again, and walked forward briskly with his head down.
"Hey! Little monsters! ”
Suddenly, Feng Ze behind her opened his mouth and stopped her.
Ying Sheng stopped and stood still.
Such a title will no longer make her flustered and at a loss.
Get used to it.
Footsteps behind him were heard, getting closer and closer.
After a while, the blue sneakers appeared in front of her again, a little worn.
"Is there something wrong?" If you don't look up, or you don't dare to look up.
"What?! Does the little monster not even have the courage to look up at me now? Feng Ze said disdainfully.
Then, he slowly lowered his body, making himself as tall as Shallow Ruoli, and raised his eyes to look directly at her: "Or ...... Don't have the courage to face it?! ”
As he spoke, Feng Ze brushed aside the bangs in front of his forehead, revealing a terrible scar, like a terrible centipede on his forehead, but like an ant, gnawing at his shallow heart.
Shallow Ruoli tried his best to deviate from the beginning and not look at the scar, but Feng Ze seemed to be deliberate and insisted that Ruoli and him look directly.
"Monsters will always be monsters. Its essence will never change, and it will always bring bad luck to people!! Feng Ze slammed Ruoli to the ground, glared at her fiercely and turned to leave.
Sitting in the sewage, Qian Ruoli looked at Feng Ze's departing back, and tears gushed out.
It's been two months since that night.
But it has been haunting her heart like a ghost all the time, and she can't get rid of it.
That night, she injured Feng Ze and left a lifelong mark on his forehead.
That night, she surprised Xiaoxing, even though Xiaoxing never mentioned it to herself again.
That night, she shocked herself, and that momentary loss of control made her crazy and unable to help herself.
That night, she became a real monster.
She believed the words of the other children, and she was really an outlier.
Whenever she looked at herself in the mirror, those icy eyes made her annoyed and hateful.
She hated herself, she hated this different eye.
Feng Ze said that she was a monster who would only bring bad luck to people.
So, she didn't go to play with other children, and in fact, no other children wanted to spend time with her - except for Xiaoxing.
And because of this, bad luck befell Xiaoxing, who was always by her side.
Xiaoxing was diagnosed with leukemia.
If there is no suitable bone marrow transplant within a certain period of time, she will lose her short life.
At that moment, Ruoli cried. cried loudly in front of Xiaoxing, who was still smiling.
It was she who hurt Xiaoxing.
She had always thought so.
But Xiaoxing never blamed her, but still taught herself to sing and play the guitar for herself like the sun.
Xiaoxing likes to play the guitar the most. Shao's mother said that Xiaoxing's father's favorite instrument is the guitar.
Ruoli's favorite thing to see is Xiaoxing holding a guitar that is about the same height as her body—left by her father—and singing Ruoli's favorite song "Little Star" while playing it carefully. At that time, it was the happiest time for Ruoli.
However, whenever I see Xiaoxing's long black and shiny hair falling out in large handfuls. She knew that there were not many happy days with Xiaoxing.
Gently shrunk his nose, he struggled to get up from the ground, and looked at the sewage-soaked skirt, tears filled his eyes again.
But this time Ruoli held back.
Even so, Xiaoxing has never cried, so she can't shed tears easily, she has to be as strong as Xiaoxing.
Well. Wiping away the tears that were about to overflow and squeezing out a big smile. Xiaoxing is about to wake up, she needs to go back quickly.
I wiped my skirt casually and walked towards the dormitory.
"Squeak."
Ruoli gently pushed the door open.
I poked my head in, but there was no one on the bed.
This made Ruoli suddenly nervous.
Today, Shao's mother went to the hospital to get the test sheet, so she let herself be with Xiaoxing, and in order not to quarrel until Xiaoxing, who finally fell asleep, Ruoli went to the back garden of the orphanage.
But now Xiaoxing is gone. Ruoli knew that people with leukemia could not let her be left alone, because she would pass out at any time, which was very dangerous.
Just as Ruoli was about to go out to look for it, the door to the bathroom suddenly opened.
"Little Star!"
I saw Xiaoxing, with thin long hair and a pale face, walking out of it.
"Ruoli?! Where did you just go? Why didn't I see you when I got up?! ”
"I'm going to get dinner, huh! You see. As he spoke, Ruoli took out the food he had just brought to the cafeteria from his back.
But at this time, Xiaoxing's attention was not on the lunch box he took out, but saw the dirty skirt behind Ruoli.
"Ruoli, what's going on with your dress?! How did it come to this? Xiaoxing walked behind Ruoli and looked at her skirt and asked
If he was taken aback, he quickly turned around to cover up, but it was too late.
"Ruoli, are they Feng Ze bullying you again?!" Xiaoxing asked angrily
"No, no, Xiaoxing, I just accidentally fell. It's true! Ruoli stopped Xiaoxing and tried his best to explain. She believed that if she didn't explain, Xiaoxing would definitely go to Feng Ze and ask them for clarification. Ruoli doesn't want to meet Feng Ze again.
"Really?!"
"Well, it's true." Ruoli nodded vigorously, and then put the lunch box on the table, "Xiaoxing, you eat first, I'll go change my clothes." ”
Before Xiaoxing could stop him, Ruoli ran into the bathroom and hurriedly closed the door.
In the bathroom, Ruoli had just put her clothes into the laundry tub after changing her clothes, when she found a trash can in the corner next to her, which was covered with a layer of long black hair that had fallen.
If you don't know, it's Xiaoxing's hair.
A tingling pain pierced through the heart.
She could even feel the heartache as Xiaoxing combed her hair, watching her long hair fall out with the comb.
But no matter how distressed she was at that moment, the moment she opened the door, in front of Ruoli, she was always smiling.
Gently pushed open the door and looked at the back of Xiaoxing, who was eating with his head bowed at the dinner table. Ruoli suddenly panicked for a moment.
She was scared.
I'm afraid that in the next second, Xiaoxing will leave her-
At that time, where should she go?
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