Sun Yingchen felt that it was a little strange for her to say this, but she didn't interrupt her.

Zhou Miao sobbed and said, "Do you remember Xiao Hua? ”

Sun Yingchen was stunned, this name was originally hidden in the memories of all of them, but now when I heard his name, I inexplicably remembered Li Renshu, the woman who was born because of love, but also died because of love, is the purest one among their sisters, but it is also the shortest life between them, the relationship between them has long surpassed that of sisters, and the current relationship is still the same as before, but it is no longer the past, and now it has become a relationship that cannot be said and cannot be missed. It's the kind of longing that hurts when you say it.

"Zhou Miao, are you sad to be like this, is it because of Li Renshu?" Sun Yingchen looked at her, straightened her body, and stared at her with a dead gaze.

Zhou Miao suddenly smiled bitterly and said, "Xiao Hua mailed a gift to Li Renshu, which happened to be received by me." ”

Sun Yingchen looked back at a newly opened gift box on the bedside table, she opened it without thinking, there were many letters inside, all the letters were mailed by Li Renshu, but looking at the date on it, I knew that these letters were written by Li Renshu before, so there were numbers marked by Li Renshu on the letters, a full 365 letters, each with very few words, but the same sentence would be said at the end.

"Take care and remember that I love you."

Every letter is written with such a sentence without exception.

Sun Yingchen felt that the letters in her hand were like weighing a thousand pounds, but only these letters should not make Zhou Miao feel so sad, when Sun Yingchen took out all the letters from the box, she found that there was a different packaging letter paper under the box, and the difference was that there was no number on this letterhead, but the mailer was mailed from South Korea, with chic words written on it, only the word Xiao Hua.

Sun Yingchen took out the letter, shook it at Zhou Miao, and said, "Is it because of this?" ”

The letter had already been opened, so it must have been.

Sun Yingchen didn't know what mood she was in to read the letter, but after reading it, her unconscious tears also flowed out.

Xiao Hua wrote in the letter that he didn't have to write 365 letters in the future, he didn't have the strength and determination to wait for the long remaining two years, so he would apply in advance, apply for his debut in advance, and return to China as soon as possible.

Xiao Hua said that when he returned to China, it was when he wanted to give Li Renshu a romantic wedding, and he said that he was fantasizing every day, what he would look like when he proposed, what Li Renshu would laugh at, and a version every day existed in his mind.

Sun Yingchen sat on Zhou Miao's bed.

Zhou Miao looked at her and said, "If Xiao Hua knew that Li Renshu was no more, what did you say would happen to him?" ”

Sun Yingchen didn't know what would happen to Xiao Hua, but she knew that none of the marriage proposal scenes that Xiao Hua made up every day were like this, Xiao Hua was planning in the future, but the person he planned for the future was no longer alive, and this kind of pain was probably unacceptable to anyone.

"At that time, Li Renshu didn't want Xiao Hua to know, because she was afraid that Xiao Hua would change back to what he was before, so she couldn't and couldn't let him know." Zhou Miao said with a wry smile.

Sun Yingchen put the letter on the bedside table, the person she paid the most attention to in the past, but now it has become unusually quiet, Sun Yingchen's silence made Zhou Miao start to worry.

Zhou Miao looked at her and said, "Xiao Chen, what's wrong with you?" She nudged her and said, "I let you come, but it doesn't worry me, you see what has become of me." ”

Sun Yingchen turned his head to look at her and said: "I'm fine, I just don't know what to do all of a sudden, you know, I never thought that Li Renshu had left us, although this matter is a fact, but I always think, maybe one day, I suddenly woke up from the bed and found that all this was just a dream, I opened my eyes and saw that the stupid Li Renshu was sitting in the room, she would still greet me and say what to eat at noon today, saying that there was a new chef in the school cafeteria, and the craftsmanship was excellent, and Mengying who is still willing to disguise herself, she has no secrets in her heart, there is no darkness without sunshine, she is still the one who can laugh with us, go to the playground to discuss which boy is more handsome, whose pitching skills are better, she is not the little stepmother who will take revenge on you in the future, she is just the Mengying in the eyes of all of us, and you. Sun Yingchen turned his head to look at her, suddenly smiled, and said: "You are still the arrogant rich daughter, you may have secrets in your heart, but you dare to look at people, you are still the Zhou Miao we can rely on, we can talk to you about anything, with you standing up for us, we also occasionally go to your bar to drink, and then watch you ridicule the waiter in your bar, I really want everything to be a dream now, all is a dream, we are still us, we used to be." ”

Zhou Miao listened to what she said quietly, and gradually felt that the scene she had just sketched was very vivid, as if everything should be like this, but a dream is a dream after all, and the reality is still the same cold.

Li Renshu has left the world, she is a person who was born for love and died for love, Mengying's vivid life was ruined for the so-called obsession in her heart, she can never go back to the past, but forever left in everyone's memory, Sun Yingchen finally decided to give up Bai Siyuan, Zhou Miao felt more than once that she loved Bai Siyuan too humblely, fortunately there was Lu Heng, although that person was still the cinnabar mole in her heart, but she would rather make this cinnabar mole happy, because then she would be happy, as for herself, Is she still the arrogant Zhou Miao?

Sun Yingchen didn't go home that night, but stayed by Zhou Miao's side, she nested in Zhou Miao's bed on the bed, I don't know why, Sun Yingchen always felt that after experiencing Xiao Hua's letter back to China, Zhou Miao seemed to grow up in a day, although she grew up faster than anyone else, but Sun Yingchen felt that her heart was very strong, and she became more and more impenetrable.

Maybe that's the best way to grow, but you can't see through it.

At night, the lights are on, and the sea of cars flows like a series of musical notes, playing the joys and sorrows of the world.

Sun Yingchen felt a little thirsty, she got up to pour water, came back after drinking the water, and saw that Zhou Miao had fallen asleep, maybe it was a good thing to let her fall asleep now, Sun Yingchen didn't believe that she had no pressure in her heart, Zhou Miao never showed weakness to others, if she felt collapsed, it must have been the accumulation of many things, Sun Yingchen leaned on the head of the bed and looked at her who was asleep.

"Zhou Miao, if you feel sad, I hope I can be the one you let you confide in, and there will never be a barrier."