Cheng Qinqin said softly: "I'm afraid that I will become more and more annoying, and I am afraid that I will lose myself." ”

Cheng Qinqin had to admit that she left Moming, not because she didn't love it, but because she loved it too much.

Love is her soul, and she can dedicate her life to the person she loves, from falling in love to falling deeper and deeper.

It's not that she can't return to Zhan Moming's side, but she doesn't dare.

Because I am afraid that I will be unable to extricate myself again.

But Zhan Moming didn't understand why returning to his side would make Cheng Qinqin hate himself.

"What do you mean?" The man asked, puzzled, his tone full of curiosity.

Cheng Qinqin chuckled, it turned out to be a man with low emotional intelligence, and his appearance was quite cute.

"Because he doesn't love me." Cheng Qinqin pretended to explain very freely.

"What if he loves you too?" The man stubbornly asked a question that Cheng Qinqin found very ridiculous.

"How could he love me, he has someone to love." Cheng Qinqin said slowly, every word was like a knife, stabbing her painfully.

Zhan Moming is the kind of man who is very dedicated, and once he falls in love, he is deeply affectionate.

Zhan Moming thought that Cheng Qinqin was talking about Qin Yiying, so he hurriedly said: "Perhaps, he doesn't love it anymore." Perhaps, what he loves now is you. No, perhaps, it's all you he's always loved, but he didn't understand it before. ”

Cheng Qinqin's mood was too low, so she didn't hear the urgency and excitement of the man's words.

"Even so, I won't go back to him." Cheng Qinqin said lightly, because there is no such possibility at all, why let yourself hold unrealistic illusions.

She has long been characterized as a cheap woman in Zhan Moming's heart, and she can't turn over.

He would fall in love with any woman, but he could never fall in love with himself.

Zhan Moming's heart spasmed, even if the facts were always in front of him, he still couldn't breathe when he really heard Cheng Qinqin say it

He never thought that there would be such a day when Cheng Qinqin would say with such certainty that he would not return to his side.

He never thought that there would be such a day when Cheng Qinqin would completely leave his world.

He couldn't imagine how he would spend the rest of his life without Cheng Qinqin by his side.

No, he would never allow that to happen!

Cheng Qinqin doesn't believe in his love, it doesn't matter.

Cheng Qinqin is reluctant to return to his side, it doesn't matter.

He can continue to pursue Cheng Qinqin and let Cheng Qinqin fall in love with him again and accept him.

It's good that Cheng Qinqin wants to forget the past, so that she can forget the bastard things she once did to her.

He will re-acquaint himself with her and start anew with her in Cheng Qinqin's favorite appearance.

"If you don't want to go back to him, then don't go back. Since he's such a bastard and can't see your goodness and doesn't know how to cherish you, then let him get out of your world. The man said firmly.

People are short-term creatures, and they can scold their men as much as they want, but if others don't say half a word, they can't.

"Why are you scolding him! Why let him go! Who do you think you are? Cheng Qinqin reprimanded sharply.

Zhan Moming was reprimanded very innocently, he thought that he would get Cheng Qinqin's approval if he followed Cheng Qinqin's words, but as a result, Cheng Qinqin blew up directly and scolded himself again.

Zhan Moming wondered if he was born with a skill that could make Cheng Qinqin unhappy no matter what he said.

Alas, there is no way, continue to coax.

Zhan Moming hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I lost my words just now." The man you fall in love with must be very good, and I shouldn't judge him. ”

First scolded himself, then praised himself, what a strange chat.

Everyone apologized so sincerely, and Cheng Qinqin couldn't hold on to it anymore, but she still warned viciously: "Don't say anything bad about him again." ”

"I promise not to say it again!" Zhan Moming hurriedly said.

Cheng Qinqin suddenly felt that this man was very interesting, he obviously used him as a punching bag, but he was still apologizing to himself in a low voice.

Looks like he's really a good guy with a slow half-beat.

These days, there are always a lot of things in her heart, and she doesn't dare to tell her parents for fear that they will worry.

If she continued like this, she was worried that she would get depressed.

After arguing with this man for a while just now, her heart was much more relaxed.

For this, I have to talk to this man for a while.

"Don't you keep asking me why? Because I'm going to be scared, and when he hits me for the first time for another woman, I'm going to be scared. I'm scared when I pesters him with a dead face. I would be scared when he chased me away again and again. When I'm struggling on the line of death, I'm scared. When I see him, I get scared. I'm afraid I'm going to go through those things again, so I'm not going back, I don't want to go back to that life. ”

The woman's voice was unusually calm, as if she were telling something very ordinary.

It's like, the things she said are as simple as eating and taking a walk.

It's like all the pain, all the torture, the hurt didn't happen to her.

This is the first time in these years that Cheng Qinqin has opened her heart and faced her true feelings.

She is always disguising herself with a look of indifference, no skin and no face, in fact, she is really scared.

Even when they were so affectionate that she forgot about it, she was afraid.

Even when she nestled in Zhan Moming's chest to find warmth, she was afraid.

That's right, she would be scared when she saw Zhan Moming.

Knowing that approaching him would hurt you, you still have to muster up the courage to get closer.

After saying these words, Cheng Qinqin strengthened her determination even more, she must not repeat the mistakes of the past.

The first time he heard fear from Cheng Qinqin's mouth, Zhan Moming's heart was full of shock and severe pain.

He found that he was really selfish, it turned out that he never understood Cheng Qinqin, he didn't understand her joy, he didn't understand her fear.

He had beaten her, more than once, he had driven her, more than once, he had even thrown her on the brink of death, more than once.

Cheng Qinqin actually said that when she saw him, she would be afraid.

The blood in Zhan Moming's whole body froze.

He did often see panic in Cheng Qinqin's eyes, he knew that Cheng Qinqin was afraid of him, but he never thought that he would be afraid of this.

Cheng Qinqin really needed a lot of courage to say these words.

She felt as if the qi and blood in her body had been drained, and she said weakly, "I'm going down, bye-bye." ”

"Wait, I'll sing you a song. Thank you for chatting with me. After saying this, the man didn't wait for Cheng Qinqin to speak, so he sang to himself:

"I've heard that feelings have to accumulate slowly

Don't let me be presumptuous

How I follow the rules

Desperately giving

You didn't respond

I heard that feelings are inevitably inadequate

You deliberately refuse to disappear

The look you give is so cold

Encounter cold air on a hot day

I really, really, really love you

I think that if I give everything, it has to be meaningful

I have not run away from the problems you have given

Who told me to love you into sex?

One day I can hold you tightly

After all, continuing to breathe also has a purpose

A body of pain

Traces of grievances

In your guarded eyes

It's all zero."

Cheng Qinqin listened to it, and she couldn't cry anymore, so she hurriedly got off the line.

The most memorable thing is the memory, and the most hurtful thing is the memory.

After hanging up the line for a long time, Cheng Qinqin remembered her business and didn't pay back the money.

Zhan Moming felt that the gentle offensive was no longer good, Cheng Qinqin was too impressed by her previous bad feelings, and she had to let her know how much she loved her.