Chapter 205: Jealousy

At night, Su Jinzhao sat alone in Wu Zili in a daze, thinking that he would marry Yu Wenyu soon, and he would marry him in his previous life, but he didn't expect to choose the same path in this life.

At this moment, she has mixed feelings, and she doesn't know whether it is right or wrong to do this. If she didn't do this, she would marry Fu Ye, originally she also tried to persuade herself to agree to her mother, after all, Fu Ye had paid a lot in her previous life, but she couldn't convince herself, and finally dispelled this idea.

At this time, Qiao Ci knocked on the door and came in, and saw Jin Zhao alone in the house in a daze, as if he understood something, so he walked over.

"Miss, what are you thinking, the slave maid made some lotus seed soup, you drink it while it's hot, the slave maid saw that you didn't eat much at night."

Su Jinzhao raised his eyes and glanced at the lotus seed soup in front of him, which was still steaming. But she really didn't have much appetite and couldn't eat.

It's no wonder that there is a panic in my heart, and naturally I have no appetite.

Qiao Ci saw that she slowly retracted her gaze, and she didn't mean to eat, so she said: "The slave knows that her craftsmanship is not as good as the eldest lady, if you feel that it is not appetizing, the slave and the maid will do something else."

Su Jinzhao listened, shook his head and said lightly: "I don't have an appetite now, let's put it first."

As soon as Jin Zhao has something on his mind, he is in a bad mood, and this is not the case now.

Qiao Ci put the lotus seed soup aside, opened her mouth, and hesitated: "Forgive the slave and maid the courage to ask, seeing the eldest lady's sullen appearance, but she is upset about the marriage?"

Hearing this, Su Jinzhao's eyes instantly lowered, and Qiaoci's words undoubtedly hit her heart. She was indeed upset about the marriage given by the Holy One, and if she hadn't done that in the first place, perhaps the outcome would have been different. Or perhaps, she will obey her mother's arrangement to marry Fu Ye, or perhaps, with Yu Wenyu's temperament, she will not easily agree.

In short, no matter which outcome she wanted, if she had to choose between Yu Wenyu and Fu Ye, then she would rather choose the former. At least when facing Fu Ye, she won't feel guilty.

She is probably like this, she would rather others owe herself than others, she already owes Fu Ye too much, she couldn't afford it in her previous life, and she doesn't want to owe anything in this life.

If Fu Ye knew that she was married, he would dispel his thoughts about her, so that he would no longer have any illusions about himself.

Su Jinzhao put away his thoughts and said slowly to Qiao Ci: "Since I asked you to send the letter, I have made up my mind." As she spoke, she pulled the corners of her mouth and said with a slight smile, "Actually, it is not bad to marry the third prince, he is a nobleman, if I marry in the past, it will be a very glorious thing." What's more, at this time, he can still be afraid of rumors, marry an ugly person like me, and replace it with someone else, I am afraid that he will have already retired, and I should be content. ”

Qiao Ci was silent for a moment before she opened her mouth and asked carefully: "Forgive the slave maid for asking more, since the eldest lady only has brother and sister affection for the young master, what about the third prince, have you ever had a good impression of the third prince?"

The word "favor" is a little euphemistic, Qiao Ci wanted to change it to "like", but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed it again, but she felt that at this time, it was really inappropriate to use this word.

Qiao Ci asked casually, but Su Jinzhao was stunned. Even she didn't know what was going on in her heart.

Seeing that her girl didn't make a sound, Qiao Ci understood a little, and said instead: "Forget it, just treat it as a slave and maid who is curious for a while, and don't ask." But ......"

Qiao Ci seemed to have something to say, but suddenly stopped.

Su Jinzhao's eyes flashed, as if he had guessed what she was going to say, and looked up at her: "Presumably, after my mother found out about this, she was definitely not in a very good mood, but I can't avoid it, you go with me tomorrow morning to say goodbye."

Knowing that Madame would be angry and insisted on going, Qiaoci was a little worried and said: "Miss is not afraid that she will upset Madame in the past at this time, she is bent on letting you marry Young Master Cousin, but you have repeatedly rejected her."

Su Jinzhao's tone was a little helpless: "That's also something that can't be helped, my mother comes from a big family, she is not the kind of unreasonable person, how can we control the thoughts of the saints."

Qiaoci didn't speak, and even the master was a little concerned, let alone her little slave.

The next day, Jin Zhao took Qiaoci to Yinghua Pavilion.

When Jin Zhao went, Fu was having breakfast. Jin Zhao invited Ann and watched from the sidelines.

Fu Shi didn't speak, still drinking porridge, but Tong's mother pointed to the chair in front of her with her eyes and motioned for her to sit down.

Jin Zhao didn't mean to sit down, and stood aside without moving.

At this time, Fu Shi raised his eyes, and his tone was very light: "Do you want to just stand and watch me finish the porridge?"

As soon as the words fell, the corners of Jin Zhao's mouth were slightly hooked, in the end, it was a mother and daughter, and he still couldn't bear it in his heart.

Jin Zhao didn't say much, and sat down instantly.

Mother Tong on the side was very good at looking at her eyes and said, "The eldest lady came over early this morning, so she shouldn't have breakfast yet, and the slave will go and prepare dishes and chopsticks for you."

Jin Zhao hesitated for a moment and stopped: "Mother Tong, don't be busy, I'm not hungry yet."

Jin Zhao knew that Tong's mother cared about her, and wanted to refuse Tong's mother's kindness, but Fu Shi spoke up: "Go and prepare two bowls and chopsticks for her."

In addition to the surprise, I was a little moved.

Jin Zhao said to Fu Shi, "Thank you, mother." He turned his head and glanced at Qiao Ci, and Qiao Ci immediately said to Mother Tong: "Mother Tong stays, let's let the slave go."

After that, the man had already left the house.

Seeing that Qiaoci soon disappeared, Tong's mother nodded with satisfaction, and couldn't help but say to Jin Zhaozan: "You girl is well-behaved and sensible, it's not bad, no wonder the eldest lady takes her with her wherever she goes."

"It seems that the eldest lady usually teaches well."

Jin Zhao was a little embarrassed: "Mother Tong has won the award, I don't have anything to teach them, most of them are just conscious."

When Tong's mother heard this, she seemed to remember something, and said with a little sadness: "If the people around the eldest lady are so caring and sensible in the future, it will naturally be better."

After Tong's mother said it, I think it was after she got married.

Jin Zhao secretly glanced at Fu's family, only to see her pretending not to hear, drinking porridge by herself.

Soon, Qiao Ci brought the dishes and chopsticks, and Jin Zhao and Fu had breakfast together.

Today's breakfast was inexplicably quiet, but Tong's mother talked from time to time in order to ease the atmosphere. Because of this, Jin Zhao will not feel too embarrassed.

After breakfast, Fu wiped the corners of his mouth with a handkerchief, and then began to talk to her.

"Yesterday your father came to me and told me about the marriage of the Holy Lord, and there are no outsiders here, and your mother only asks you, what are your intentions?"

Jin Zhao guessed that she would ask this, a holy decree disrupted her mother's original plan, to say that she had nothing in her heart, Jin Zhao naturally didn't believe it.

After all, she had expressed her attitude more than once and again, and even went to Mu Jinyuan to tell her about it in person, but now, things have become such a situation, she must not have thought that if she knew that there was her own unilateral credit in this, I don't know how she would feel.

Forget it, I still don't think about it, think about how to answer my mother's question first.

"What else can my daughter plan, the holy decree has been made, since my daughter has accepted the decree, she will marry the third prince in accordance with the will, and I haven't thought about the rest so much."

Hearing this, Fu Shi grabbed her hand and said: "You and the third prince have only met a few times, and there is really not much contact, you don't know what he is like, so you rashly marry her, my mother always feels inappropriate, although the holy decree has been issued, if you don't agree, I will persuade your father well, and let him try his best to persuade the saint to take back his fame." Your father has made a lot of contributions to the imperial court, and the Holy One will not be embarrassed when he thinks of this. How is it? ”

It seems that the mother still refuses to give up.

Jin Zhao shook his head and said: "The holy decree has been issued, this is the family affairs of the daughter and the three princes of the world, if you let your father persuade the saint to withdraw the will at this time, and read the father's great achievements for many years, just like what you said, mother, maybe you will agree." It's just that the king's mind is unpredictable, and if his father goes to anger the saint this time, what can be done? The glory that the father has won so hard cannot be lost because of his daughter's selfishness. ”

Fu: "......"

Jin Zhao saw that Fu Shi was slightly shaken, so he said: "In the eyes of outsiders, the daughter's appearance has been ruined, to say something unpleasant, I am afraid that no man dares to marry her, but the third prince asked for marriage at this time, not to mention what idea he has in his heart, this courage alone is not comparable to others." Instead of marrying a superficial man who values appearance, it is better for a daughter to marry such a person, at least he is not afraid of his daughter's ugly appearance. ”

After listening to Jin Zhao's words, Fu Shi thought for a long time before he sighed: "That's it, I don't care about your business, and I don't bother to worry about it, let it be yourself."

Coming out of Yinghua Pavilion, Jin Zhao seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, although his mother has not accepted such a fact at the moment, but judging from today's attitude, at least it is not as strong.

However, Jin Zhao suddenly frowned again, looking at the person walking in front of him.

"It's Miss Two." Qiaoci whispered to her.

"I know." Jin Zhao only responded lightly.

When the person got closer, Su Jinzhao raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and heard the other party call her "eldest sister".

Obviously, he has long been jealous and hated for himself, and he still looks like he is kind to her in front of people, every time Jin Zhao hears this "eldest sister" call, he feels somewhat awkward in his heart.

Jin Zhao said: "Looking at the second sister's happy face, what's the matter, did you encounter something happy?"

As soon as the words fell, I heard Su Jinling say: "Eldest sister said that I laughed, sister, how can I encounter anything happy, the reason why I am so happy is because of the eldest sister, I am happy for you, eldest sister."

Except for the marriage, there is nothing else.

Su Jinling should be talking about this matter.

Su Jinzhao pretended not to know and asked, "Happy for me?" I don't know where to start, I'm like this, what can I be happy about. ”

Hearing this, a wave of jealousy flashed from the corner of her eyes, and Su Jinling spoke with a little deep meaning: "Eldest sister said that I laughed, now who in the house doesn't know that you are going to marry the second prince, and the saint personally decreed marriage, what a great honor this is, the eldest sister can be regarded as winning glory for our Su family this time, what is the matter of a face injury, it is more important to marry well." I don't know how the eldest sister got married to these three princes, and he actually asked for marriage in person, about this, sister, I want to study hard with the eldest sister. If one day, my sister and I have such good fortune, how good it would be. Eldest sister, don't you say? ”

These words sounded meaningful, as if she had used some method, Jin Zhao smiled: "Sister thinks too much, I look like this, I'm afraid which man has seen it?" , I'm afraid I have to retreat, in my opinion, my sister is afraid that she is looking for the wrong person. ”

Su Jinling didn't answer, her eyes rolled, and she said, "I'm here to find you today, and the front is Mu Jinyuan, the eldest sister doesn't plan to invite me into the house to sit down, but I came here to find you today."

This is said as if she is rejecting people thousands of miles away.

Jin Zhao then said: "It's my fault, since my sister came to see me specially, she should invite someone to the house."

After saying that, Su Jinling walked forward very unceremoniously.

When she arrived at the house, Su Jinling drank the tea handed by Qingwen and talked to Jin Zhao: "The eldest sister is about to become the princess, don't marry into the heavenly family, forget my sister, I will miss you."

said that she seemed to be about to leave the house and marry Yu Wenyu, Su Jinling said that the wind was the fault of the rain, and she was still not sick at all.

Jin Zhao was a little helpless, but said quietly on his face: "I'm still in the house, my sister said this, people who don't know still think they want me to get married."

After Su Jinling heard this, her heart tightened, as if she had said what she wanted, and said with an unnatural expression: "Eldest sister can misunderstand me, how can I think you get married early, if you get married, I won't even have a considerate person in the house in the future, if you can, I wish you didn't get married, so that I can come over every day to talk to the eldest sister, but I can't delay the happiness of the eldest sister for my own selfishness." I thought that the people who came to the house to propose their relatives now know that the eldest sister's appearance is not as good as before, and they all seem to have seen a plague god, and they are no longer visible. It's rare that the third prince doesn't dislike it, I don't want to hurt my eldest sister to not be able to marry, and when the time comes, my father will blame me, which one I can afford. After all, ......" Su Jin paused, a hint of something flashed in his eyes, and he turned to say: "After all, my father loves you very much."

This sounds a little awkward. It was as if his father had only doted on himself.

Jin Zhao didn't say anything, since the other party thought so in his heart, she said no matter how much. If it makes sense, Su Jinling would not have drilled the tip of the bull's horns for so many years and opposed himself everywhere.

Treat such a person, just let her go.

The two talked before Su Jinling left.

Looking at Su Jinling's figure gradually drifting away, Su Jinzhao shook his head, he really couldn't imagine that it was this jealousy that made Su Jinling a vicious person.