Part 238 Cemetery
How ridiculous, a couple here has the blessings of many people, the beginning of happiness, but on the other end of the phone, many people are holding wreaths to send Bai Siyuan on his last journey, sadness and happiness are just a thin line, but now they are very different.
"Auntie knows, you still love Siyuan, but today is his ......" Chen Juan's voice finally cried, although she was extremely patient, she still cried: "So Auntie, please come over and send him." ”
In the cold winter, it seems that the warmth of winter should not be warm, and the heart is already cold and thorough.
When Zhou Miao sent Sun Yingchen to Lingshan Cemetery, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, and there were people coming in and out of the cemetery one after another, but Sun Yingchen sat in the co-pilot's seat for a long time and didn't say a word.
Zhou Miao was a little worried and looked at her: "Do you want me to go in with you?" Zhou Miao's voice was very light, her voice was very clean and reverberatory, but now the consolation from Zhou Miao's mouth did not make Sun Yingchen feel a trace of pleasure in her heart.
Zhou Miao's hand rested on the back of Sun Yingchen's hand: "Xiao Chen, you have to be strong, I don't want to believe Bai Siyuan's departure like you, but the facts are in front of you, many times, it is difficult to guess what the truth is, but the process dilutes a lot of expectations from the ending." Zhou Miao looked at her: "So, Xiao Chen, except for yourself, no one is strong for you." ”
Sun Yingchen closed her eyes, a heart-rending feeling made her unable to do anything: "Bai Siyuan......" Her voice trembled, but she still said very firmly: "He said let me go to Bali with me, and said that he would never be separated from me for the rest of his life, if ...... At that time, I really went with him, even if there was an accident, I don't regret it, Zhou Miao, maybe you won't understand, it's more uncomfortable for me to be alive now than to hear the news that he has left, I don't care about anything I want, I just want him to live, I just want him to live! ”
Zhou Miao knew what Sun Yingchen experienced that day, but she had no way to enlighten her, after all, everything that day was about herself, Bai Siyuan had already made an appointment with Sun Yingchen to go to Bali that day, but on the same day, she was framed by Meng Ying and committed suicide by swallowing gold, so even if Zhou Miao was glad that Sun Yingchen stayed that day and did not go to Bali, she couldn't selfishly think that it was better to live than to die now.
There is a kind of friendship that she can be selfish to the bone, but as long as you live, as long as you live healthy, everything doesn't matter.
"I know how deep your feelings are for Bai Siyuan, but you have to know that now that you are so sad, Bai Siyuan ......" Zhou Miao was almost choked up and couldn't speak: "Bai Siyuan has a spirit in the sky, how sad he will be." ”
"If he's sad, he won't leave me!" Sun Yingchen shouted hysterically in front of Zhou Miao for almost the first time, she looked at Zhou Miao with red eyes: "I'm most afraid that someone will tell me that Bai Siyuan is no longer there, but I don't believe it, I don't believe it, whether you believe it or not, I have a feeling that he is still there, he is still ......"
Zhou Miao fell silent, she knew that it would be useless to say anything now, so she simply let Sun Yingchen think about it herself, because no one could help her in this matter.
The weather was gray, like the eve of snow, but whether it was rain or snow, it looked very muddy on the ground.
Sun Yingchen climbed up the No. 56 cemetery in Lingshan step by step like a mourner.
Chen Juan, who hadn't seen her for a long time, had already cried into a tearful person, and she snuggled in Bai Zhentian's arms, and Bai Zhentian was obviously a little mentally weak, but he still used his thin shoulders to support Chen Juan, who had almost collapsed.
Sun Yingchen was almost the last to arrive.
The priest is like carrying out an assembly line, letting people put a small box into the cemetery where they finally return, a man wearing a suit and white gloves is holding a black urn, on which is a handsome black and white photo of Bai Siyuan, just like the tombstone, Bai Siyuan smiled and showed eight teeth, his eyes smiled like a crescent moon bay that Sun Yingchen liked, the smile was very warm, like a spring to come, but now looking at his smile in the photo, it was like falling into the ice, It's cold and biting, and it can't be recovered permanently.
Sun Yingchen stumbled to the front, she almost bumped into a lot of people and squeezed to the front, naturally, there are people who know Sun Yingchen's face and understand that she is Bai Siyuan's ex-girlfriend, so they don't care about her, after all, today is the day to send Bai Siyuan to the funeral, and no one really wants to make any unpleasant trouble on such an occasion.
Chen Juan saw Sun Yingchen coming, and whimpered and said, "Siyuan, look who is coming to see you off, you can rest in peace." ”
Sun Yingchen walked up to the man holding the urn as if he couldn't understand it, and asked, "Didn't you say that the body was not found, where did this box of ashes come from, and what is in it?" ”
Sun Yingchen's voice did not have a trace of warmth, she was like a walking dead who had lost her soul, her eyes stared at the black urn, as if it contained something with a vicious curse.
The pastor on the side was originally a little confused, after all, she disrupted the original order and time of burial, but seeing Chen Juan bowing slightly, he was willing to explain to Sun Yingchen: "Because the body of the deceased cannot be found, the relics of the deceased are put into the urn in order to let the deceased rest in peace." ”
Sun Yingchen suddenly laughed: "Ridiculous! ”
Her words were like a bombshell, one stone stirred up a thousand waves, and everyone began to bite their ears and talk about it.
"Why do you let him rest in peace, and why do you find a substitute to bury him?" Sun Yingchen asked him almost in a questioning tone.
The priest was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to answer her.
Chen Juan broke away from Bai Zhentian's arms and said, "Xiao Chen, you let Siyuan go with peace of mind." ”
Chen Juan knew that Sun Yingchen was very sad, so she understood her current actions, but she was not the only one who was sad, so she said the sentence that made Siyuan go with peace of mind.
Sun Yingchen walked in front of the pastor, her actions almost stunned everyone, but it was too late for the people on the scene to stop her, because Sun Yingchen had already opened Bai Siyuan's urn.
Even if Bai Zhentian gave Sun Yingchen three points, he couldn't accept her such a move, which was extremely disrespectful to the deceased, and he couldn't help but be furious: "Sun Yingchen, we invited you to come over to see Siyuan on his last journey, but what did you do!" Are you worthy of Siyuan's love for you??! ”
At this time, the person behind the pastor walked over quickly and re-covered the urn, and then Sun Yingchen was almost dragged out of the cemetery.
Sun Yingchen's eyes kept staring at the urn, and she was puzzled in her heart, why?!