Chapter 360: Guilt
"What, what's the secret?"
Qian Xiaoyu ignored her husband's question, but looked at Rong Jian: "The secret of killing." ”
"Murder?! Xiaoyu, you, who did you kill? Before Rong Jian could speak, Tian Mao had already exclaimed first, and then his whole body was agitated, "Could it be that you killed Dacheng?!" ”
Compared with Tian Maocai's gaffe, Rong Jian seemed very calm, and he didn't ask out loud, just quietly waiting for Qian Xiaoyu to continue to explain.
"Yes." Qian Xiaoyu responded lightly.
Tian Maocai suddenly had a frightened expression: "Although Dacheng is lazy and likes to provoke women, no matter what, he has been good with you for so many years, and he can be regarded as your man, why did you be so ruthless to him?!" ”
Hearing what he meant, Qian Xiaoyu shook her head slightly: "You misunderstood, the Dacheng I am talking about is not him, it is the real Qian Dacheng, that fool." Daqing is the man I love the most in my life, I can't love him, how can I kill him? ”
"Huh?!" Tian Maocai was shocked at first, then disbelieving, "This is impossible!" Qian Fenggen's own son Qian Dacheng did not die in Anxi, but died in other places - I remember you said that you didn't even come out of Anxi before you married me, how could you go to other places to kill Qian Dacheng? ”
"He didn't die in a foreign place, he died in Anxi, in the mountains west of Anxi."
"But, but didn't Qian Fenggen claim Qian Dacheng's bones in the field?"
"Mistaken?" Rong Jian interjected.
After all, that was more than 20 years ago, science and technology were not as developed as they are now, and in small cities, many relevant personnel were not so rigorous in their work, and it was not surprising that there was a mistake in identifying the corpse.
"It's not. Qian Fenggen knew that the corpse was not his son. Qian Xiaoyu denied his claim.
Rong Jian and Tian Maocai were both strange: "Then why does he still claim it?" ”
"In order to protect me and cover up my crimes - after I killed Qian Dacheng, I often had nightmares at night, and he saw the clues by him who slept next to me every night."
Tian Maocai suddenly alleviated his hatred for Qian Fenggen: "It seems that he still has feelings for you." ”
"There's a fart feeling!" Qian Xiaoyu sneered and burst into a foul voice, "He is willing to do this because I promised to give his wife a pension and send them to the end of their lives, promised to let them eat and drink well until death, and will always maintain that improper relationship with him, and satisfy him as much as possible until he dies." He didn't have a deep affection for his stupid son in the first place, and if I was willing to do that, he would certainly have nothing to say. And my weakness is in his hands, and he doesn't have to worry about me not keeping my promises. ”
Tian Maocai sighed: "No wonder you are so good to them, you would rather save us, you have to take care of their food, clothing, housing and transportation, no wonder you often go back to your parents' house, sometimes you live for several days, I always thought it was because of your filial piety, but I didn't expect it...... Alas......"
"If you care about me enough, you will find that I am not happy every time I go back to my parents' house."
"Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, it's me who doesn't care enough about you, I don't care enough." Tian Maocai looked up to the sky and sighed.
At this time, Rong Jian interjected again: "You were only sixteen or seventeen years old at that time, right?" How did you think of killing Qian Dacheng? Also, how did you kill Qian Dacheng? ”
"I was just fourteen years old when I arrived at Qian Fenggen's house, and Qian Fenggen was very good to me in the first half of the year, and I was used to eating and wearing, I was used to living a life of lack of clothes and less clothes in my mother's house, and suddenly I had food and clothing, and I felt that my life had become better, but I didn't expect that this was the beginning of my nightmare. After half a year, I gained a lot of weight and my body developed very well. One night, Qian Fenggen came into my room and tried to occupy me with all kinds of coercion and temptation, but I refused to live or die at that time, and did not let him succeed. From the next day, he gave me leftovers every day, and asked me to do a lot of work, and he didn't give me a quilt at night, and slept on the floor. Within a few days I fell ill, and he wouldn't let me go to the doctor, saying that when I was dying, I would be thrown into a mass grave behind the county to feed wild dogs. A strong desire to survive. Hopefully, I will finally submit to him and be obedient to him.
"He was afraid that I would run away, so he never gave me a penny, and often told me that women without ID cards could not do anything outside, and would only live on the streets, and women on the streets would only have two ends, one was to be sent to prostitutes. The hospital picks up customers, picks up hundreds of guests a day, and if you don't pick up, you will be killed; The second is to be arrested and sold for organs, and to gouge out the heart, eyes, and flesh from the body until he is killed. He spoke so bloodily that I was so frightened that I didn't dare to go anywhere, but to stay with him obediently.
"One night, I got up in the middle of the night to urinate and overheard a conversation between Qian Fenggen and his wife - every night he slept with me in the first half of the night and his wife in the second half of the night. They said that Qian Dacheng would be sixteen years old in two months, and that he would give us a simple marriage ceremony at that time. ”
Their conversation rang out in her ears clearly.
"In the future, she will be Dacheng's daughter-in-law, and she is really a member of our Qian family, and I can use Dacheng's name to let her have children justifiably. If you give birth to a girl, you will give it away, and the boy will stay, see if you can give birth to a few more boys to raise, our family is too unprosperous. ”
"Look at Xiaoyu's round fart. shares, it should be the material for giving birth to boys, but it is easy for her to give birth to a few boys, but it is not easy to raise these little dolls, and Dacheng can't count on it, our two old bones can be offended. ”
"Stupid mother-in-law, what are you worried about? I've already figured out the way out. You see that Xiaoyu is so strong, it must be no problem to give birth to three babies in two years, if the ancestors bless well, and the three babies are all boys, wait for Xiaoyu to give birth to the third baby, let her recuperate for a few months, and let her go to the city to sell. I've inquired about how a young woman like her can make thousands a month selling for her. ”
"The question is, can she agree to sell it? Also, even if she agrees to sell, what if she runs away with the money from the sale? ”
"Where can she run without an ID card? Besides, can I let her run? I'm sure I'm going to keep an eye on her. ”
"Can she really make thousands of dollars a month by selling them?"
"A few thousand dollars is a casual earning, and it is possible to earn tens of thousands, the key depends on how I adjust. Teach her. ”
"Ahh Teach women to make money? ”
"Of course. Do you think I came to her every night just to sleep with her? I'm tuning. Teach her how to make a man happy, and if she goes out to sell it in the future, she can coax a man to give more money. I've thought about it, when she earns enough money to raise the baby and give us the pension, let her be good, come back and take the baby with peace of mind, we, just enjoy the blessings. ”
"They terrified me, and it was the first time I really realized that my life was over." Although many years have passed, Qian Xiaoyu still remembers the conversation between Qian Fenggen and his wife, "After returning to the room, I cried until dawn, I thought about suicide, but I didn't have the courage to kill myself." That morning, when I went to make breakfast for Qian Fenggen's family with red and swollen eyes, Qian Dacheng, who got up first, pulled my clothes and shouted, 'Sister, I'm hungry', I suddenly realized that he was the source of my pain, as long as he died, I could save myself from the water. Rescued in the heat. From that moment on, I made up my mind to kill him.
A week later, Qian Fenggen and his wife went to Ancheng to drink wedding wine, planning to buy some things for me and Qian Dacheng to get married. I knew that the opportunity had come, so I took Qian Dacheng up the back mountain, pushed him into the short-lived ditch with my own hands, and watched from a distance as he was bitten to pieces alive by a pack of wild dogs. I thought I would be happy when he died, but I didn't expect his screams and bloody images to become my nightmare. Every night, as long as I close my eyes, the scene of his tragic death will appear before my eyes, and I will be awakened. It is because of this that my killing of Qian Dacheng will be discovered by Qian Fenggen. That night, I thought that the couple was going to beat me to death, so I cried and begged without limit. When I was dying, they stopped beating and scolding me, promised not to pursue me for killing Qian Dacheng, and made a request to me, which is what I told you before.
"Actually, I don't hate Qian Dacheng at all, on the contrary, in that family, he is the best person for me, always following behind my sister, eldest sister and shorter, any delicious food will be sent to share with me, and he will take the initiative to help me do things. It's just that because of his low IQ, not only can he not do anything well, but he will cause trouble for me, so I annoy him, and whenever he wants to help, I will use a stick to drive him away. After he died, I felt very guilty, and I felt guilty for many years. Later, Daqing came to me, and I tried to make him become Dacheng, and I was obedient to him, in addition to my old feelings for him, I also wanted to make up for the guilt - to make up for all the guilt of Dacheng.
"Slowly, I really thought of him as a masterpiece. Sometimes when I am in love with him, I still have an illusion: he is really Dacheng, not stupid, I didn't marry anyone else, I really married him and became the daughter-in-law of the Qian family, and there are no dirty things between Qian Fenggen and me, I am living happily. I especially like the feeling of being with Daesung, and I really love him because he gives me not only physical satisfaction, but also mental pleasure, which no man can do. Now that he is dead, he has taken away the joy of my life, and it has become a very painful thing for me to live. ”
Her boring look made Tian Mao tremble. Trembling: "So you said you won't leave us again, are you just coaxing the child?" Can you be ruthless enough to let your child have no mother at such a young age? ”
"Maocai, I'm sorry." Qian Xiaoyu choked up and apologized, "From the beginning of you teaching me to read, read and write, from the beginning of you serving me tea, pouring water, washing and cooking, and from the beginning of your thinking about me in everything, I know that you really love me and love me." It's me who has failed you, it's me who is sorry for you. But I can't help it, and many times I can't help myself. ”
As she spoke, she hid her face and wept.
Tian Maocai stepped forward to hug her and cried.
Rong Jian froze to the side, looking at the couple who were crying with their heads very worried.
He knew that Qian Xiaoyu could spit out these secrets that no one knew at all, which showed that she had long been determined to die, and at present, he only hoped that her closest people could impress her with family affection and let her dispel the idea of looking for a short-sighted meeting.
"Captain Rong," Tian Maocai suddenly knelt in front of Rong Jian, "Xiaoyu also killed Qian Dacheng as a last resort, not to mention that she was not yet sixteen years old at that time, please read it for her sake, don't hold her accountable." ”
"Eh, Lao Tian! Don't do this! Rong Jian hurriedly helped him up, "It's been more than twenty years since this matter, and if there is no evidence, I can't pursue it if I want to." ”
He was telling the truth.
His truth made Tian Maocai extremely excited, but Qian Xiaoyu seemed very calm and didn't say anything for a long time.
Worried that she would find a short-term see again, Rong Jian was secretly thinking about how to persuade her, she first spoke out and put Tian Maocai out of the ward, first expressed her gratitude to Rong Jian, and then asked him why he had to know the reason why Qian Daqing left Huacheng.
"You also know that in the past six months, there have been four very brutal murders in Doan. According to our investigation, most of the deceased were in Hwaseong six years ago, and we suspect that the murderer may be the same person, and it may be related to what happened to the deceased in Hwaseong six years ago. We haven't found out what they did in Hwaseong six years ago, and I think if we can find out the real reason why any of them left Hwaseong, the case might be solved. It's just that at the moment we don't have a clue. Rong Jian was truthful, and sighed at the end.
"Their death had something to do with a girl." Qian Xiaoyu said something that shocked Rong Jian.