In an instant, I only felt that the blood in my whole body was condensed, and I underestimated his cruelty and cold-bloodedness.

Why, why do you have to torture me in this way!

"Beasts." Whispering these two words that best suited him, if it weren't for the fact that his hands were still controlled by him on the top of his head, I would have woken him up with a slap.

"You remember, all your struggles and resistance, I will give them double."

He seemed to be a different person, his expression was squirming, his pupils were like fire, and his thin lips were slightly hooked to form an indifferent and provocative arc.

"Please, let me go." One word at a time, humiliation hit like the sea.

"Shhhh "I'll be lighter."

Fine, lingering kisses run down the pinna, and the temperature is scorching, leaving deep and shallow imprints.

I didn't dare to move, tilted my head to one side, and told myself that I couldn't cry, I couldn't cry, I had to be strong, I still had someone to protect, and I couldn't be knocked down like this.

On the one hand, he admonished himself to be patient and control his desire to kill. However, the body has a strange reaction, and every inch of skin brushed by the fingers will heat or tremble.

suppressed the moans/moans in his throat, but the tears still fell first.

He stopped his movements, quietly looked at my embarrassed appearance, and gently kissed the tears that slid down his cheeks, without hiding the lust/lust in his eyes.

"Don't make me hate you more."

He said: "Since you already hate, you don't care if you have more or less. ”

The pain, which runs through every corner of the body, is like a tear, and it hurts more than the wound on the heart.

Even though he slowed down and made a flirtatious/plucking touch, I couldn't do anything to cater to me, so I could only close my eyes in despair, hoping that the nightmare would soon pass.

When the pain dissipates, it is like falling into the abyss, ups and downs, tossing and turning, and falling silent in the night.

In the fog, I seemed to dream like snow, and everyone in the palace, good and ugly, speaking incomprehensible language around me, and when I woke up, it was still the middle of the night, sleepy and tired, and I was entangled in a dream.

The night is long, but the sky is bright.

When I opened my eyes again, I had already sunburned three times, and the light penetrated the beige veil through the carved hollow window on the side of the bed, and spread evenly on the quilt.

I tried to roll over, and the pain instantly woke me up from my dazed state, my side empty, and the clothes that had been torn on the floor last night were neatly folded, and new clothes were placed next to them.

I laughed self-deprecatingly, as if I was no different from those pathetic women in Ning Xianglou, or rather, they were better than me, at least pretending that it was not an enemy but a stranger.

"Girl Jin." There were three knocks on the door, and there were red sleeves standing outside. "May I come in?"

I quickly reached for my clothes, but the slightest movement could make my lower body tear again, so I had to wrap the quilt tightly.

"Come in."

Red Sleeves opened the door, and after coming in, she closed it gently, she lowered her head and said, "The water in the bathroom is placed, is the girl going to wash?" ”

"Okay, give me the clothes."

Only then did she raise her eyes to look at me, her eyes hurriedly scanned the marks on her neck and shoulders, and said, "I brought some medicine to dissolve stasis and invigorate blood." Yesterday, I hurt you......"

"It's none of your business." I interrupted her reluctantly prepared apology. "You don't have to feel guilty."

After getting out of bed after getting dressed, one was unstable and almost fell, and his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand up, so he could only force himself to move forward.

Fortunately, the bedroom in the bathroom is not far away, and there are red sleeves on the side, so I can barely walk there.

The bath room was misty and lay inside, let the hot water pour it.

The light and sweet floral aroma dilutes the smell of medicinal herbs in the water, creating a comfortable feeling.

Why did he become like this, why did he become the person I hated the most, and I became the person I hated the most?

I hate him, but I hate myself even more for having feelings for him.

"Girl...... Are you crying? Redsleeves stopped what he was doing and handed over a silk handkerchief.

I picked up a handful of water with my hand and threw it on my face, rinsing away the cowardice that I shouldn't have.

I'm still alive, because I can only pay off my debts if I live, but I can't pay off my life for Liangxi and the debts of the Dark Night Pavilion.

The day after that, I stayed in the mourning hall and copied Buddhist scriptures.

The thing I hated the most turned out to be the most calm, and it was only when I wrote that I felt a moment of peace.

It wasn't until the third day that there was another commotion in the courtyard, and I knew he had returned.

I found out that I was beginning to fear him, and when I heard the news of his return, I wanted to hide away and stay quiet.

He was dressed in a riding suit, white with narrow sleeves, and an inky headband to tie his hair, neat and neat. Standing in front of the door of my bedroom, this time, instead of going to the mourning hall to offer incense as usual, I came here.

I tried to hide my fear, and opened the door with a blank face.

"Change your clothes and I'll take you to the dungeon." The voice was as clear as ever, slightly softer than before.

"What?" I didn't react for a while.

Without saying a word, he turned and went to the yard to prepare his horses.

"Girl, the prince is going to take you to meet them!" Red Sleeves reacted first and kindly reminded.

"Really?" At first I couldn't believe it, but then I suddenly realized that I was getting it in exchange, and suddenly I couldn't be happy, everything has a price, and I don't know if what I paid was worth it.

Red Sleeves found a thick dark blue cloak, and wore a hat of the same color behind the cloak, and after wearing it, he covered most of his face.

In the mirror, I seem to be about to melt into the darkening night, and in just a few months, I am getting thinner and thinner, and the clothes I used to wear are a little empty.

I was afraid that they would know that I was not doing well, and I was afraid that they would be worried, so I deliberately wiped some rouge on my cheeks. Rummaging through the cabinets and bringing all the valuables I could bring with me, in a place like a prison, I know very well that bullying the soft is afraid of the hard, and I should at least let some people not be bullied.

Pack up and go out.

Beiyu Jinchen hired a carriage, and the coachman was trying to talk to him.

"The carriage is too slow, I want to ride a horse."

He raised an eyebrow and said, "Are you sure?" ”

"Hmm."

"I can't even walk, how can I ride a horse." This sentence made my face flush instantly, but fortunately there was a cloak to cover it.

"Don't worry about it!" In a hurry, he turned around and left.

Silently, he picked me up and put me into the carriage with ease.

I was about to struggle, and before I got into the car, I suddenly heard him say something: "I forgot a lot of things, and although I still haven't figured it out, I still want to say sorry to you." ”

"It's your business to apologize, it's my business to accept it. Beiyu Jinchen, don't think that I am still the Liu Sujin who used to be able to forgive everything because I love you. ”

The carriage slowly crossed the road and drove towards the imperial capital. My mind was getting more and more messy.

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