Chapter 161: Lost Family Affection
I couldn't wait for Huo Nanyi to answer, so I broke in.
ran up to him, grabbed his arm, and looked at him with tears in his eyes, "What Fei Ying just said, is it true?" Is it really my aunt who is deliberately targeting me? β
He frowned deeply and looked at Fei Ying, "You go out first, don't touch her for the time being." β
Fei Ying understood, nodded and left the study.
Although he did not answer me, he verified my doubts with his actions.
What I feared the most was finally here.
My aunt and I were still forced to the end of the thorns.
The lost hand, hanging empty, like two branches broken by a gale, lost their vitality.
smiled bitterly: "It's really Auntie." Auntie already wants me to die? Then why not just let that guy kill me and just play a prank? β
He took me into his arms, but he didn't know how to comfort me, and he didn't say anything.
"Huo Nanyi, why do you say this has to be the case? I never really blamed her, even though she did hurt me and calculated on me. I thought that as long as I kept persevering, one day, my aunt would be relieved and forgive me. β
"But why, we can only go to the strange road? Am I really damned? caused my aunt to lose her mother, and injured her, resulting in a lifetime of inability to ......"
"Don't talk nonsense! You don't want that, especially when you're so young and don't know what's going to happen. As for hurting Mu Xinyu, it's not your fault. β
The more he said that, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart.
I'd rather he say that it was indeed my fault, that I did make an unforgivable mistake.
When I calmed down, he told me something he was hiding from me.
The first time I heard those things, it was like five thunderbolts and a thunderbolt in the clear sky, and I was overwhelmed.
Stunned on the sofa, staring blankly at the ground, but seeing nothing, like a blind man.
My aunt, who has always been ashamed in my heart, has never treated me sincerely. The so-called love is nothing but a conspiracy.
Before, I was forced back to Maocheng by Huo Nanyi, and it didn't take long for her to find out.
The reason why she didn't look for me and didn't tell my grandfather was on purpose, because she also knew that Huo Nanyi had put forward the condition at that time, asking me to be his lover.
For my predicament, my aunt is happy to see it come true. He even planned to wait for the right opportunity to reveal the fact that I was with him, and to kill me with public opinion and human words.
That's how much she loves me.
Blinded me with so-called love, and then planned behind my back, how to kill me with her tenderness, her love.
It turns out that the most poisonous thing in the world is not to force me to obey with a knife on my neck, but to murder me with love.
Later, because she and Huo Nanxun failed to reach an agreement, Huo Nanxun didn't hold back, and found me first, forcing me to have no choice, betraying Huo Nanyi and leaving Japan.
My aunt's plan was also declared bankrupt, and her hatred for me was nowhere to be vented.
She turned her target to Huo Nanyi again, and during this period, she also made a lot of benefits, threatening him with the fact that I was with Huo Nanyi.
It's really ridiculous that the person I have been doing everything to defend has stuck a knife in my back three times and twice. And the person I discarded at my disposal used his body to help me block all the damage.
Thinking of this, my heart hurts so much that I want to die.
Hold your head and cry bitterly.
I'm not worthy of Huo Nanyi.
His love, I am not qualified to enjoy at all.
"Girl, promise me that you won't cry anymore after crying, okay? From the first time I saw you, I wanted to protect your smile. You always cry like this, how can I feel embarrassed? Save some face for me, and don't stop crying in the future, okay? β
Hold me in your arms and coax me gently.
He should have known why I was crying.
Such a deep and infatuated love, teach me how not to be moved?
Murmuring: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I'm sorry, Huo Nanyi. Sorry to make you love so tired! I'm sorry! Thank you! β
Thank you for not giving up on me, no matter how much it hurts me.
I didn't say the second half of the sentence, I didn't have the face to say it.
I always thought that I was the only one who loved painfully, caught between him and my aunt, and was in a dilemma.
wandered unfirmly, wanting to keep him, but not wanting to tear his face with his aunt.
My love is clearly dragging him into the abyss.
"Little fool! Loving you is the right thing for me to do, no matter what. Don't feel guilty, I love you and I want to hurt you. Don't blame yourself for those pasts, I'll be distressed. β
Tears can't stop falling, I only know that my heart at this moment is sour and astringent, painful and soft.
Huo Nanyi is simply a stupid person, a big stupid person who is stupid at home!
Because I was depressed, he was afraid that I wouldn't be able to get out of the horns and would do stupid things, so he stayed with me for a whole day at home, and did nothing, just accompanied me, comforted me, and taught me how not to blame myself.
Before, when I was a student, I noticed that he was not only intelligent, but also very philosopher-wise. Now, I have finally enjoyed the fruits of his great philosophy of life.
After eating lunch and resting in the garden, I was able to laugh again because he was with me.
His success in one day was to accept me as a fan girl and help me get out of my emotional trough.
But he still didn't feel at ease, and the next morning, he asked me to go to work with him, saying that he didn't worry about me alone.
I refused, and succeeded in getting him to work.
As always, send your heart to school. After that, I drove to Mu's house.
I don't know this, my aunt is not at home, and I don't want to see her, just to come back and say goodbye to my past self.
By the way, say goodbye to the Mu family.
In the future, there will be no more Miss Mu Zi in Maocheng, only Mrs. Huo.
Stopped at the door of the wooden house, the gate was unlocked, but there was no half a figure inside.
I knew that my aunt was still at home, but I didn't want to get out of the car, let alone go in.
Even if there are a lot of unhappiness and grievances buried here, there is also my happiness.
Although the love my aunt gave me was fake, the happiness she gave me from her lies also made me happy.
Thinking about it, I should have thanked her, it's hard for her to hate me so much, but she still pretended to love me and gave me care.
After all, I didn't hold back, got out of the car, and walked in.
Glancing at the courtyard, the fallen leaves in the courtyard were almost piled up to the feet and necks. Look at the past, so undefeated.
I rang the doorbell, but no one answered for a long time.
Thinking of the few times my aunt was drunk, damn it, that heart that was already full of holes actually hurt slightly.
I was still worried about her.
He laughed at himself contemptuously and rang the doorbell again.
After a while, the door opened.
The aunt appeared at the door, half leaning against the door frame, her face was like a vegetarian, staring at her unkempt hair, smoking a cigarette, like an addict.
"Yo! Isn't this Mrs. Huo? What is the wind that blows you? Don't tell me, you're here to show off. I won't envy you! β
"I know that you will only hate me, not envy."
My words visibly shocked her. Slightly stunned, but instantly returned to normal, took a big puff of cigarette, and exhaled the mist.
"Oh, you finally know." She smiled smugly, as if she had deceived me, and she felt that it was a success.
"Auntie, this is the last time I call you like that. I'm here today to say goodbye to the past. I owe you so much in the past, but I have also betrayed everything for you, even at the cost of hurting the people who love me the most. What I owe you should be offset as well. In the future, I will no longer be Mu Zi, and I will no longer have the Mu family. β
It was the first time I had said such heartless words to her.
I tried to pretend to be as calm as possible, but I didn't feel good.
What I just said offset the debt to her, and even if she really agreed and forgave me, I couldn't just let it go.
Those who are indebted are much more painful than those who are indebted, because the initiative of whether to be forgiven is pinched in the hands of others.
"Hehe, are you going to cut off relations with the Mu family? Mu Zi, I didn't say you, you are really stupid and naΓ―ve. Do you think you're really going to make it? Stop dreaming and play games with me! Maybe one day I'll get tired of playing and forgive you. β
You ...... "How can you be so indifferent?" But who am I to blame her?
"Don't tell me, we'll be strangers from now on. Hope you're happy! β
Turn around, open your legs, and stride away.
"Seeing you and Huo Nanyi in pain is my greatest joy. Mu Zi, don't forget, what you owe me is not only maternal and fatherly love, but also my rights as a woman. If you want to draw a line, give me back my health! β