Gu Yue has always been unhappy with Cheng Rao, but now that she said so, her face became even more ugly, and the words she said were even more ugly.

"Why, am I wrong, do you dare to say that the money you spent is not Brother Wei Chi's? I've seen a lot of women like you, taking other people's money out and filling their heads......"

In fact, it's no wonder that Gu Yue looks down on Cheng Rao.

The main reason is that Cheng Rao is dressed too plainly, and she doesn't look like a rich person at all. Gu Yue thought for a while, the last time Cheng Rao took out the money at once, it was estimated that it was also given by Wei Chi.

This kind of woman who hooks up with men for money, she doesn't like it the most.

Moreover, she is still cold......

Cheng Rao sneered when she heard Gu Yue say this.

She looks at Captain Chi's money?

It's the biggest joke of the year.

"I have time to go back and improve my IQ, and don't bite like a mad dog."

Cheng Rao's words have always been unpleasant, but this time it was Gu Yue who provoked her first, so she naturally wouldn't save face for her.

When Gu Yue heard Cheng Rao say this, she became even more angry: "Who do you say is a mad dog?" What a poor and impolite one! ”

Poor? Seriously, after living so big, it is the first time that Cheng Rao has heard others describe her as "poor".

The cabinet sister stood between the two of them, extremely embarrassed.

Cheng Rao glanced sideways at the counter sister, then raised her hand and casually pointed to a few bags on the counter, and said to her, "Wrap them all up for me." ”

"Okay." If you don't do business, you're a fool.

Gu Yue didn't expect Cheng Rao to respond to her words in this way, she was angry enough, but Cheng Rao calmly didn't accept the offer, and she couldn't help it.

The most angry thing is not quarrelling, but not being able to quarrel even if you want to.

Obviously, Cheng Rao didn't want to deal with her at all.

Cheng Rao took the card to the checkout place and swiped the card, she bought four bags at once, and swiped nearly 100,000 yuan.

However, for Huang Ping, this is not much money.

After swiping the card, Cheng Rao left with the shopping bag.

Now, Gu Yue even regarded Cheng Rao as the kind of money worshipper.

………

Coming out of the mall, Cheng Rao went to the supermarket again.

Seeing that it was going to be the old year, Huang Ping asked her to buy some New Year's goods, but she had nothing to do, so she went to buy them.

There are a lot of people in the supermarket, full of New Year's flavor, and when you enter, your eyes are full of red.

Cheng Rao walked around the New Year's goods area and bought lanterns, blessing stickers, couplets, and all kinds of decorations.

She remembers that when she was a child, Cheng Lu would always prepare these things for the New Year.

Cheng Rao bought it with childhood memories.

After shopping in the supermarket, it was already a little more than a bit.

Cheng Rao was a little hungry, so she found a random fast food restaurant nearby for lunch, and then drove back.

When she returned home, Cheng Rao went back to the bedroom and lay down.

She is still in a very low mood now, and when she is alone, she still thinks of Xiao Ye.

Lying in bed in a daze, it didn't take long for me to fall asleep.

**

When I woke up again, it was already dark.

Cheng Rao rubbed her temples, got up from the bed and went downstairs.

As soon as I got downstairs, I happened to meet Huang Ping who came back from work.

When Huang Ping saw Cheng Rao's listless appearance, she knew that she should have just woken up: "Sleeping?" ”

Cheng Rao said "um", which was a response.

Then, she remembered the four bags she had bought at the mall during the day.

Cheng Rao went to the living room on the first floor and took out the bag.

Huang Ping saw Cheng Rao carrying a bunch of shopping bags, and was a little curious.

She remembered that Cheng Rao had always disliked these.

How to ...... this time?

"For you, a birthday present." Cheng Rao handed it to Huang Ping.

Huang Ping was a little surprised-how many years has Cheng Rao not given her a birthday gift?

It seems that it hasn't been sent since Cheng Xun died.

Huang Ping took it from Cheng Rao's hand and said "thank you" to her.

Their mother and daughter have rarely gotten along like this over the years, and Cheng Rao was a little uncomfortable when she heard Huang Ping say "thank you" to her.

So, she said, "I bought it all with your card." ”

"You take the card, you can buy whatever you want."

In fact, for parents, it doesn't matter whose money is spent on the gift, especially for Huang Ping.

Even if Cheng Rao spent her money to buy a gift, it was enough to make her happy.

"Haven't you eaten dinner yet? I'm going to make some porridge. Huang Ping smiled at Cheng Rao, and then went to the kitchen.

Porridge? In Cheng Rao's impression, Huang Ping almost never entered the kitchen.

Cheng Rao felt that she shouldn't know how to cook.

But come to think of it, boiling porridge is not a difficult task.

Cheng Rao sat on the sofa for a while, and suddenly remembered that Wei Chi had not contacted her all day today.

I guess he's angry too.

However, in this situation, it's good not to get in touch, and it just so happens that each other can calm down.

In fact, this situation is also expected.

A man like him should not have suffered such humility.

As she had thought, he should be high-spirited and high-spirited.

………

After sleeping in the afternoon, Cheng Rao lay in bed at night, not sleepy at all.

I couldn't sleep, so I started thinking again.

When I thought of Xiao Ye, tears fell unconsciously.

After posting those messages hysterically on WeChat yesterday, she calmed down a bit.

However, she still couldn't let go of the fact that Xiao Ye was alive but didn't come to see her.

Thinking of this, Cheng Rao picked up her phone again and started a new round of message bombardment.

She knew that Xiao Ye cared about her family very much, especially Xiao Lu's younger sister.

Cheng Rao was reluctant to use this incident as an introduction, but on the spur of the moment, she couldn't control her behavior at all.

Cheng Rao clicked on the chat window with Xiao Ye and began to bombard with information again.

"Aren't you going to talk to me?"

"Xiao Lu is pregnant."

"Tomorrow I'll take her to have a painless abortion. You don't care about her, do you? ”

"If you don't speak, I'll really ignore you for the rest of my life."

After she sent this message, there was still no response.

Cheng Rao flipped through the chat history forward, and suddenly felt that she was very unproductive-

In the same way, she didn't know how many times she shouted, but Xiao Ye just refused to respond.

At this time, what Cheng Rao said suddenly flashed in her mind.

- "Even if he lives, if he really likes you, he can't wait to come to you, don't say anything, it's all an excuse." ”

Although Wei Chi's words are difficult to hear, this point of view is basically the same as hers.

So...... Xiao Ye doesn't love her anymore?

Thinking of this, Cheng Rao grabbed the quilt violently, and tears poured out silently.

After crying for a while, she felt that she was very useless now.

So, she got up and washed her face with cold water.

When he washed his face, he saw his red and swollen eyes in the mirror again.

It's ridiculous, how could she live like this.

After washing her face, Cheng Rao went back to the bed and lay down, turning off the bedside light.

When and how did you sleep after that?

The next morning, Xiao Lu was going to be picked up for surgery, so Cheng Rao got up early.

When she was about to go out, she happened to run into Huang Ping.

Huang Ping asked her, "Why is it so early?" ”

"Something." Cheng Rao didn't tell Huang Ping what the specific thing was.

Huang Ping said "um", "It's good to have more fun while you are resting." ”

After a pause, she asked again, "You and Yu Chi haven't reconciled yet?" ”

Cheng Rao cried like that night, and Huang Ping acquiesced that she had quarreled with Wei Chi.

Seeing her crying so sadly, she should care about Wei Chi very much.

Huang Ping said to Cheng Rao: "It's normal to have conflicts when you fall in love, you don't always hold it, just take it softly......"

"I see." Cheng Rao rarely did not refute Huang Ping, "I'll go first." ”

With that, she picked up her car keys and left.

After getting in the car, Cheng Rao took out her mobile phone and called Xiao Lu.

The phone was connected with a beep, and it seemed that Xiao Lu had been waiting for her to contact her.

After connecting, Cheng Rao said to Xiao Lu: "Go downstairs in twenty minutes." ”

Xiao Lu: "Hmm......"

Her voice trembled, and she sounded very weak.

Cheng Rao didn't care about her, hung up the phone directly, and then started the car.

………

After about 20 minutes, the car stopped downstairs at the Express Hotel.

When Cheng Rao parked, Xiao Lu was already waiting.

After seeing Cheng Rao's car, Xiao Lu walked to the co-pilot's door, opened the door and sat down.

She wore a very thick coat today, her face was pale, her lips were also white, and she looked particularly weak.

After getting into the car, Xiao Lu fastened her seat belt, Cheng Rao glanced at her, didn't speak, started the car and continued to drive in the direction of the hospital.

“…… Will the surgery be painful? Xiao Lu is still very nervous.

Although she had checked the relevant information on the Internet before, after all, it was the first time to do it, and she was still very scared.

Xiao Lu was so nervous that he didn't fall asleep all night last night, and his spirit was very bad.

"No, otherwise it wouldn't be called a painless abortion."

Cheng Rao is studying medicine, and the kind of question asked by Xiao Lu is, in her opinion, particularly untechnical.

Xiao Lu was speechless by Cheng Rao, pursed her dry lips, and did not speak again.

The car drove smoothly, and after more than half an hour, it finally stopped at the entrance of the hospital.

Pulling out the car key, Cheng Rao looked sideways at Xiao Lu and reminded: "Get out of the car." ”

"I'm scared ......" When he spoke again, Xiao Lu's voice was trembling, "No one will see me......"

In Cheng Rao's opinion, Xiao Lu's worries are really a bit redundant and hypocritical.

If she really cared so much about her image, why was she with that old man?

She is simply contradictory to herself.

Of course, Cheng Rao didn't bother to say this.

She glanced out the window and said, "Everyone in the hospital is busy with their own business and doesn't have time to see you." ”

"I'm afraid that the doctor will look down on me......" Speaking of this, Xiao Lu's voice trembled even more.

"The doctor may have to perform more than a dozen painless abortions a day, and this is an operation for the doctor, and he can't even remember your name after the operation, let alone waste time looking down on you."

Cheng Rao had interned in the hospital before and also helped with several abortion surgeries.

For gynecologists, this kind of surgery is really commonplace, and when it is done, it will be dispersed, and who will have time to pay attention to her.

Even if Cheng Rao said so, Xiao Lu was still very worried and refused to get out of the car.

Cheng Rao was impatient and asked her directly: "Are you still doing the surgery?" ”

Xiao Lu heard Cheng Rao's urging, so he could only bite his lip and get out of the car.

After getting out of the car, she kept her head down all the way.

Cheng Rao had already told Jiang Feng to come over this morning, so Jiang Feng was waiting for them in the gynecology department.

As soon as Cheng Rao and Xiao Lu got out of the elevator, they saw Jiang Feng.

Xiao Lu didn't have the face to look up and greet Jiang Feng.

However, Jiang Feng is also a doctor, so he doesn't have any special thoughts about this kind of thing.

Jiang Feng said: "The doctor has already arranged, let's go and wait for a while, and the operation will be available in half an hour." ”

Cheng Rao nodded, "Thank you." ”

Jiang Feng: "Okay, don't be so polite. ”

With that, Jiang Feng took the two of them to an empty consultation room.

Xiao Lu was very nervous, and after sitting down, his hands were entangled, his teeth were biting his lips, and his whole body was cold.

For more than half an hour, Cheng Rao didn't talk to Xiao Lu.

She didn't think she was a talker, and at this time, she couldn't comfort her.

Because Cheng Rao felt that Xiao Lu's way today was purely self-inflicted.

After waiting for more than half an hour, I finally waited for the surgery to be arranged.

Before entering the operating room, Xiao Lu cried again.

Cheng Rao didn't react, just watched her being pushed in.

In fact, painless abortion is really not a major operation, the operation method is simple, the time is not particularly long, and she is now young, so she does not need to spend too much time to nourish her body after doing it.

The operation was over in almost twenty minutes, and then Xiao Lu was pushed to the ward.

During this period, Cheng Rao had already gone through the hospitalization procedures for Xiao Lu.

After coming out of the operating room, Xiao Lu was crying silently.

Her head rested on the pillow, which was already wet.

Cheng Rao made a special trip to ask Jiang Feng to arrange a single ward for her.

Cheng Rao stood in front of the hospital bed and looked at Xiao Lu, and said to her, "You can rest, you can almost be discharged after staying in the hospital for a day or two." ”

Cheng Rao doesn't know how to take care of people, and she doesn't plan to stay to take care of Xiao Lu.

So, she said to Xiao Lu again: "If you want to eat, order takeout, and if you don't want to eat, go to bed first." ”

Speaking of this, Cheng Rao took out her wallet again.

Halfway through, she remembered that Xiao Lu had said that she didn't want her money.

So, Cheng Rao put her wallet back in her bag.

"I still have something to do, you can arrange the rest yourself." After saying this, Cheng Rao turned around and left.

Xiao Lu moved her lips and wanted to call her, but in the end she couldn't shout, so she could only watch her leave like this.

**

After coming out of the ward, Cheng Rao went to Jiang Feng's side to say goodbye, and then planned to leave.

However, before she left, Jiang Feng stopped her.

"Cheng Rao." Hearing Jiang Feng call his name, Cheng Rao stopped.

"What's wrong?"

Jiang Feng: "Have you seen him?" ”

Who this "he" is self-evident.

Speaking of this, Cheng Rao hooked the corners of her mouth self-deprecatingly, "No, he probably doesn't want to see me." ”

Jiang Feng saw Cheng Rao like this, and knew that she must have cried.

He raised his hand and patted Cheng Rao's shoulder, "Although it's difficult, I still want to persuade you to let go of the past." ”

"It's hard." Cheng Rao sniffed, "I love him." ”

Jiang Feng choked for a moment, and suddenly couldn't speak.

yes, love.

Love is the most illogical feeling in the world, and people who fall in love can't find any reason.

Just like him and Yuan Xiao, in fact, they are all the same.

"Then go for it." In the end, Jiang Feng could only say such a pale and weak word.

Cheng Rao nodded, and then turned to leave.

**

When I came out of the hospital, it was close to noon again.

Los Angeles is cloudy and foggy today, and the whole city is gray.

After driving the car out of the hospital, Cheng Rao drove aimlessly along the roundabout.

Later, she found a random exit to come out, and after driving out, she found that she had come to the Military Medical University.

This is her and Xiao Ye's alma mater. The car stopped in front of the school, and Cheng Rao saw many student couples in their early twenties.

Some of them were laughing, the smiles on their faces were particularly eye-catching, and some of them might be making an unpleasant scene, she saw the boy holding the girl's waist and coaxing her, the girl was angry at first, and finally she was amused.

…… How wonderful.

This is what youth should look like.

Cheng Rao sat in the car for a long time, and she didn't have the courage to step into the campus again.

For her, it was full of memories, and she really didn't want to go in and be tortured.

It's hard to just stop at the door and watch.

If he really went in, she might go crazy.

………

Cheng Rao sat for a few hours.

When I came back to my senses, it was already four o'clock.

She hadn't eaten at noon, but she didn't feel hungry at all.

Cheng Rao came back to her senses, and her legs were already a little numb.

She moved her calves, started the car, and drove in the direction of the city.

She wanted to drink, desperately wanted to drink.

Cheng Rao got on the highway again from the Military Medical University, and was a little distracted along the way, and almost rear-ended when driving.

Fortunately, she stepped on the brakes in time to avoid the tragedy.

After this episode, Cheng Rao concentrated a lot when driving.

At around half past five, Cheng Rao drove to a bar in the city.

The bar she came into was the one she'd applied for.

Cheng Rao parked the car, threw the car keys into her bag, and walked into the bar.

She sat down at random and asked the waiter for a drink.

At this time, there happened to be someone singing on the field, it was rock and roll, and the atmosphere in the whole venue was very high.

However, Cheng Rao never got up. She picked up the bottle, poured a glass of wine, and drank it all.

The liquor burned her throat, and she drank a glass of vodka, and she felt like her whole body was going to burn.

Cheng Rao coughed a few times, one arm propped up on the table, and her brain was buzzing.

At this time, the venue suddenly fell silent.

In a daze, Cheng Rao heard a deep male voice sound, proficient Cantonese, familiar tone and breath.

Hearing this voice, Cheng Rao suddenly sobered up.

She pushed through the crowd and walked to the bottom of the stage, looking over hopefully.

Eventually, the light under his eyes dimmed little by little.

Not him......

At this moment, the people on the stage sang the first line: "If I were half a piece of waste paper / Let me turn into a butterfly-"

His Cantonese is very standard, Cheng Rao thought, she should have recognized the wrong person.

She patted her forehead and returned to where she had been sitting.

After sitting down, Cheng Rao lay on the table, and the whispers of the male singers on the stage were in her ears.

In the blink of an eye, he had already sung the last line of a song—

"The ashes are thoroughly digested, and I have nothing to worry about in the future, and I am not afraid of anything."

Probably because he sang too devotedly, or maybe she was really emotionally unstable after drinking too much, hearing this, Cheng Rao's eyes were hot and she cried again.

The next second, she poured another glass of wine into her glass and drank it all.

After drinking this one, she still didn't feel satisfied, so she drank a second one.

………

In the inconspicuous corner, the man in the sweater stared intently at the woman in the field cup after cup, and the hand at his side turned into a fist.

The amount of alcohol she drinks, she will pour with a glass of vodka, not to mention ...... She's almost a bottle now.

Cheng Rao was already dizzy at this time, and after drinking, her body temperature was also a little high.

The neckline of her sweater was relatively large, and it was too hot to be hot, so she casually pulled the neckline twice, and one shoulder was exposed.

In the night scene, drunk women are always the "prey" of a part of the men.

Moreover, Cheng Rao has a cold face, and after men see this kind of face, they will rise up with a desire to conquer.

After a while, a few men came up to hook up with Cheng Rao.

As soon as they approached, the two men touched Cheng Rao's shoulder at the same time, and the other person also touched her breasts.

Cheng Rao drank too much and couldn't lift up any strength, she was dizzy, and she couldn't see the person in front of her clearly.

"Girl, come with us at night?" One of the men lifted her chin with a finger and smiled wickedly, "Brothers, I'm sure you'll be cool." ”

Cheng Rao opened her eyes and looked at the person in front of her, raised her hand and slapped his hand away, "Get out, I don't know you." ”

"Yo, it's spicy." The other party smiled, "It's okay, brother, I like spicy food." ”

"Fuck off." Cheng Rao's voice was still cold.

The two men sneered, directly covered her eyes and mouth, and were about to take her out.

Cheng Rao was drunk and soft, she felt like she had been hit by something, not only soft, but also hot.

I was dizzy, and my steps were floating......

The voice in her ears became farther and farther away, and her reason drifted farther and farther, even falling directly on one of the men.

………

After the man standing in the corner saw this scene, he finally couldn't help it.

He put his black coat on his body, put on his hat, stepped forward, and directly hit someone.

He used a lot of force, and he punched down two times in succession, and both of them fell to the ground, and one of them was beaten by him and had a nosebleed.

Cheng Rao also fell to the ground.

He walked up, helped her up, took off his coat and covered her head, and led her to the box upstairs.

Cheng Rao has already fallen asleep, her body is so hot that she can't do it, if she is simply drunk, it shouldn't be like this.

So...... There may be something else in the wine.

Thinking of this, he clenched his fists violently.

He should have killed them just now—

She slept soundly and her hair was a little messy.

He lifted his hand to fix her hair, and finally, his fingers rested on her lips.

Her lips were red and wet.

At this time, she suddenly opened her lips and said in a low voice: "Xiao Ye......"

Hearing this, he couldn't hold it anymore, pinched her chin, lowered his head and kissed it.