Chapter 185: Being Used
On Monday morning, I sent my heart to the training class, and as soon as I got home, I saw a Land Rover parked at the door, and I was suspicious, thinking that some kind of messy person was coming to make trouble.
I got out of the car with my heart, but before I got closer, the people in the car got down.
Huo Nanxi shook her grape-red wavy curls and looked at me with an embarrassed smile.
Displeasure frowned, even if she didn't ruin our lives later, but she still had a grudge.
As long as I saw her, I felt panicked.
"Huo Nanyi is in the company, if you want to find him, go directly to the company to find it!" Passed her and opened the door to go home.
"Wait!" He paused, but didn't look back, he really didn't want to see her.
"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry! I sincerely apologize to you for what I did to you before. ”
Turning around, I saw her bent at ninety degrees.
"If Huo Nanyi wants you to come, you don't have to be wronged. I don't care if you apologize or not. Huo Nanxi, I was very grateful to you before.
During my absence, you gave me warmth and motherly love. But none of that can undo the damage you have done to me.
But now I don't want to pursue it anymore, how to say that you are also his sister, Aunt Suixin, I will not do anything to you.
But if I had to do something that hadn't happened, I couldn't do it. ”
All I heard from me was that for the years I thought she was gone, she was with Honansi, living in New Zealand and occasionally going to Moscow.
She told me that Huo Nanxi took her to play, taught her foreign etiquette, and told her stories before going to bed...... In her eyes, I saw her liking and respect for Huo Nanxi.
Even now, she will quietly ask Huo Nanyi when she will see her little aunt.
I can't stay with her all the time, it's my dereliction of duty, and I don't have the right to deprive her of the right to like anyone and want to be with anyone.
Besides, there are only two brothers and sisters left in the Huo family, I can't be so selfish and cut off the intimacy of their brothers and sisters.
After looking at her, I didn't have the courage to invite her in to sit down, so I turned around and went straight home, but I didn't close the door.
Her sudden appearance upset me, and I didn't bother to draw the design, so I half lay on the sofa and closed my eyes to recuperate.
"Madam, it's weirdly hot this day, Miss Huo has been standing outside, I'm afraid I'll get heat stroke, otherwise I'll ......"
Busy opening her eyes, Sister-in-law Gui lowered her head, afraid that I would scold her.
I got up and walked to the window, and saw that she was indeed still standing at the door, and her stubborn appearance was really similar to Huo Nanyi.
"Sister-in-law Gui, go and bring in Miss Huo's salute! Don't do anything, sir should blame me. ”
She answered a few "hey" and called Jiang Yun and went out.
After a while, Huo Nanxi walked in, and I heard her footsteps, but I couldn't bear to turn around to look at her, and I didn't know what she was fighting for.
"Miss Huo, go in and sit! I just cooked mung bean soup today, so I'll give you a bowl to cool off. Sister-in-law Gui warmly pulled her to the living room to sit down, and then happily went to the kitchen.
"Sister-in-law, I'm ...... If you're bothered, I'll leave right away! Won't ......"
Turned around helplessly, "If you really don't want me to bother, you won't be here." Forget it, I can live at home anyway, I just want to miss you, just do me a favor and accompany her for a while! ”
The terms were negotiated, and we fell into silence.
I had nothing to say to her, and she couldn't say anything to me, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.
If I hadn't taken the opportunity to bring him food, I wouldn't have known how I would have stayed with her.
went directly to his office, but he was not there, and only after asking Chen Ke did he know that he had gone out to investigate, and he would not be able to come back until a while.
I was bored and sat down to wait for him to eat together, but the phone rang, and Sister Tang Li asked me to have dinner together, and I had something to discuss about the new design.
Originally, she just told me first to let me find her when I was free. But thinking that Huo Nanxi was still at home, he didn't want to go back inexplicably, so he went directly to her.
I talked to her for more than an hour, but I had no choice but to go home.
Fortunately, when I went home, Huo Nanxi didn't wake up during his lunch break, so I avoided the embarrassment of being speechless.
I found a book, carried it to the garden, lay down on a chaise longue under the shade of a tree, slept and read, and soon it was evening.
Put away the book, planning to pick it up.
Huo Nanxi suddenly stopped me.
"Brother asked me to make things clear to you myself, I thought about it for a long time, and I also knew that you were embarrassed to see me, and I would leave after I finished speaking."
"I didn't mean to drive you away, I just didn't know how to face you. As for you saying something, then say it! After saying that, it's time to pick it up. ”
We sat facing each other in the garden, with a breeze blowing in our faces and an undissipated heat.
"I was like that, but I was carried away by resentment. I hate Mu Xinlan, so I will transfer my hatred for her to you.
When I heard my brother say that you are not her daughter, I was full of guilt and wanted to come to you to apologize. But brother said you are emotionally unstable, let me wait.
I came back this time, firstly, to apologize to you, and secondly, to come back for a long stay, and not to leave in the future. So I think it's necessary to make it clear to you in order to avoid embarrassment in the future. ”
"I'm curious, what do you all think, why should your daughter bear the consequences of her mother's mistakes? Don't you think it's unfair? ”
She is like this, her aunt is like this, Meng Liangsheng is like this, and even Huo Nanyi is like this.
Do they really feel pleasure in imposing hatred on me in a grand manner?
She lowered her head in shame and looked up at me for a long time, and solemnly apologized to me.
"It's quite pathetic, weak enough to bully innocent people to vent their resentment. But I really hate her to the bone, and I want to dig her grave. ”
“……”
I was shocked by her words.
A gentle artist could say such a thing, and I really can't think of why.
"You'll think I'm crazy! But you can't imagine how hopeless and helpless I once was. ”
She stretched out her right hand and placed it on the table, with shallow scars on her fingers.
"Actually, my right hand is useless, and I don't have any strength. And all of this is due to Mu Xinlan.
Brother didn't tell you about her, did he? Mu Xinlan is an aunt, a student of my brother's mother.
My aunt is a jewelry designer and a gentle mother.
I was born without a mother, and I depend on my father for my life. At that time, I was still young and ignorant, so I didn't like my dad to marry again, and always tried to get rid of the women around him.
But I needed a mother's love, and my aunt gave me my mother's care.
In my heart, my aunt is my mother. But Mu Xinlan, a wolf-hearted woman, killed my mother.
I also learned later that my aunt met Mu Xinlan on a very cold and snowy day.
Mu Xinlan's body was full of injuries, blue and purple, lying motionless in the snow. It just so happened that my aunt came back from the hospital that day and met her.
Her aunt rescued her, took her to the hospital, treated her wounds, and opened a room for her to stay.
Later, she didn't know how she knew her aunt's residence, so she suddenly ran to Huo's house and begged her aunt to help her.
When her aunt knew that her mother had beaten her with her wounds, she was moved by compassion and agreed to help her.
Not only gave her money, but also taught her to draw and subsidized her schooling. Everything Mu Xinlan gave was given by her aunt, but she didn't know how to be grateful.
On the day Mu Xinlan was eleven years old, she ran to Huo's house covered with injuries. She knelt on the ground and begged her aunt to help her get back to Mu's house.
According to what was written in her aunt's diary, Mu Xinlan accidentally learned that her adoptive mother, that is, Mu Changyan's favorite escort girl, Xiaoxi, was once pregnant with Mu Changyan's child.
In order to live a better life, please Xiaoxi's beatings and abuse, she wants to return to the Mu family as Mu Changyan's illegitimate daughter.
She begged her aunt to help her forge her identity and become the real illegitimate daughter of Kitsunehiko.
The aunt refused, so she held a grudge and wanted to take revenge on her aunt.
What kind of person Mu Xinlan is, no one knows. The aunt only wrote: She is an angel and a devil.
I don't know what Mu Xinlan did, she returned to the Mu family, and her adoptive mother, half a month after she returned to the Mu family, the body was found, but the murderer could not be found.
Because Xiaoxi suffers from schizophrenia, according to the police at the time, she only became insane after the child was miscarried. But ......"
"Wait, you said Mu Xinlan is just the adopted daughter of my grandfather's lover? She has nothing to do with the Mu family? ”
It's incredible, after a long time, not only my identity was wrong, but even Mu Xinlan's identity was a mistake.
It seems that I am a product of mistakes on top of mistakes.
"I'm sorry, I just ......"
"It's okay, I'm used to it." Try to calm down and wait for her to continue.
"No one knows what happened, and no one doubts Mu Xinlan.
After she returned to the Mu family, she was deeply favored by Mu Changyan, although she was an illegitimate daughter, she was also the daughter of a famous family.
Later, she also came to her aunt and begged her aunt not to tell her identity.
My aunt was not a gossip person, and she didn't think it was easy for her, so she buried this secret in her heart and never told anyone about it.
Treat her, as before, patiently teach her.
But, even so, Mu Xinlan is still not at ease.
So, she began revenge and intrigue.
The relationship between the uncle and the aunt is not good, the uncle has no intention of the uncle, although the aunt likes the uncle, but she is afraid of losing her pride, and never humbly asks or retains.
My uncle is obsessed with research, and he goes home more than a dozen times a year, and my aunt is also a woman and needs to be cared for by others.
At that time, my dad was the vice president of Huo's Group, and I liked to stick to him, and he would go home every day after work.
My brother and I have no mother, and the other is not cared for by our father. I got motherly love from his mom, and he got my father's care from my dad.
Because our aunt and father are very close, even some of the family's tongue-chewing servants are gossiping about them.
Finally, one day, their gossip was spread and everyone made a fuss. The aunt was infamous for not abiding by women's morals and hooking up with her brother-in-law. My dad was also spit on.
Behind all this, Mu Xinlan is calculating.
She took advantage of the opportunity to get close to her aunt, deliberately asked about some emotional things, and then recorded the audio and edited it, making her aunt look like a slut who couldn't bear the loneliness and red apricots went out of the wall.
Even the photos of my aunt and my dad accompanying me and my brother to dinner were leaked out by her.
After nearly a month of gossip, my aunt became more and more emaciated, and my uncle was still not at home. But the grandparents believed the rumors outside and wanted to kick the aunt out of the house.
After my father found out, he took me out of the Huo family's old house and moved out.
The rumors subsided for a while, but on my uncle's birthday, Children's Day, the injury was fatal, and there was no room for salvation.
I remember that day my dad went to pick me up and take me to dinner. Halfway through the meal, he received a call from the maid at home, saying that something had happened to his aunt.
My father was in a hurry and took me to the old mansion at a gallop.
But in a big, dark corner, there was a car accident. My dad died on the spot trying to protect me. And my right finger, which was crushed in that car accident, became the way it is now.
On that day, my dad died, and so did my aunt.
But the rumors about the aunt continued, and almost everyone in Maocheng knew that the aunt betrayed the marriage and cheated on the uncle. In the end, the two eloped on the road and died in a car accident.
Such rumors have been passed down for four or five years before they finally fade away. ”
After saying that, she was extremely tired, leaned back in her chair, and gasped for air.
Looking at her, I didn't know what to say.
It is impossible to blame. comforted, and I don't know how to speak.
Mu Xinlan, is this woman who has been tied to me for so many years really so unbearable?
As if convulsively, he said, "Perhaps, everything is a misunderstanding?" Maybe she didn't do it, she was just being used by others. ”