Chapter 157: Touching the Heartstrings
The ginkgo biloba leaves are still falling, falling on the pool, stirring up light ripples.
He felt his state of mind also touched, but it stabilized in an instant.
"What can I think, ordinary friend." Su Jingxing frowned, pushed the people who came over, and said with disgust: "Did you take a bath just now, there is still a smell on your body, and I will wash it twice in a while." ”
Huo Xiaotian didn't move his ass even if he pushed it, "Brother Su, don't want to change the topic, I have grown up together for so many years, and I know you very well, don't think that only you and Yun An know the roots." ”
Su Jingxing stepped back, "Xiaotian, you are still young, there are many things that are either right or wrong, and there are many things I have to consider, so ......"
He shook his head slightly, "Do you think I'm doing the right thing?" ”
Huo Xiaotian was a little confused: "How to do it?" ”
Su Jingxing opened his mouth, but he didn't say it in the end, just smiled at him and said: "So I said that you are still young, some things are really troublesome, obviously what I think in my heart is like this, but what I did in the end is completely different from what I thought in my heart." ”
"So that's your secret?" Huo Xiaotian's expression couldn't help but become serious.
The two sat closer together, and their voices were much softer, or Xiao Tian paid attention to his surroundings, but no one else lowered his voice and said, "Now you can speak, right?" Tell me your secret. ”
Looking at him like this, people who don't know still think that the two of them are plotting something earth-shattering, Su Jingxing reluctantly pushed him away again, and said, "If the secret is said, it won't be a secret, so I can't tell you." ”
"Even if you don't say it, I can guess!"
"Whether your guess is right or not, rot those things in your stomach and don't tell anyone about them."
Huo Xiaotian ate the pastry and ate himself to the scum, and wiped it off casually without care: "Sister Yan'er can't say it?" What about Yun'an? What about Fang Yuan's ugly woman? ”
Su Jingxing glanced at him again warningly, and said, "No one can tell me, these are my secrets." And don't give Miss Fang a nickname, that's rude. ”
"Hey, guy who is heavy on color and light on friends." Where is she colored!
"Little God!"
Su Jingxing couldn't help but sigh and said, "You have had the same experience as me, so I think you should be able to understand me...... No matter how you look at this, don't meddle in this matter, talk about your good intentions, don't end up doing bad things. ”
"It's not any emotion, it's just an inexplicable throbbing, we're just ordinary friends, Xiaotian, do you understand?"
When he said this, he didn't know if he was talking to Huo Xiaotian or to himself.
He had already noticed the change in himself, so he was worried, the person who would want to smile when he saw Fang Yuan and feel warm in his heart made him feel uneasy.
In the past, he pursued freedom, carrying a single-lens reflex to find the beauty he said, if it was that time, he might be able to face his true inner thoughts.
But it's a pity that when the sky plays tricks on people and is hurt in his family, he needs to grow up to support a family and take on that responsibility, but he ran into obstacles.
The Su family's requirements are strict, and Fang Yuan will never be accepted.
Probably seeing Su Jingxing's thoughts, Huo Xiaotian put the small plate to the side, waved his big hand, and said impassionedly: "The little thing of a manly husband has to be obsessed with for a long time, Brother Su, are you my idol after all?" It's just a relationship, and it's not about getting married, why do you want to do so much? You are not a puppet of the Su family, the future boss of this family is you! ”
"That ugly woman doesn't have a first love, I lied to you! You don't have to care about other people's eyes, is there anyone in the Su family who dares not to listen to you? You can them! ”
"What the Su family wants is a calm and rational leader, not a tyrant." Su Jingxing rubbed his eyebrows, "Fortunately, the last heir is not you, otherwise you should really worry about the future of the Su family." ”
Huo Xiaotian touched his mouth indifferently, "Who wants that broken position, I don't care, some eating and some playing are the best for me." I'd better leave that to you big guys. ”
He stood up, put on his slippers, turned to look at Su Jingxing, who was still immersed in his inner world, and said, "Since you don't let me meddle in my own affairs, then I don't care, the weather is too cold and I want to go back to rest, Brother Su, don't freeze outside for too long." ”
"Hmm." An inaudible response.
Huo Xiaotian looked at it for two seconds, walked to the guest room he brought, didn't take a few steps and then stopped and turned around, and said seriously: "Brother Su, although you usually look very approachable, will anyone think that you are even more difficult to approach than Yun An, who is always with a straight face?" ”
"Sometimes gentleness doesn't mean closeness, too gentle and polite can make people a little alienated."
"Brother Su, I know that you have a heavy responsibility, but why did you put a shackle on yourself early? You still have time to splurge, so why not enjoy it to the fullest? Do you want to regret it when you become the head of the family in the future? ”
Huo Xiaotian is rarely very serious, and his tone is not the kind of joke, Su Jingxing was speechless, and when he turned his head to look, he was still there.
He was alone, surrounded by dim light and shadow.
The light that came through the windows of the room and the cascading bay windows enveloped him, and the corners of his body seemed to glow, and the hanging eyelashes seemed to carry the starlight.
However, at this moment, Su Jingxing's heart was not calm, and he was really a little messy by Huo Xiaotian's words.
Maybe it's because his mood has fluctuated too much recently, so Huo Xiaotian said what he is like now.
But he is not without reason.
What are you worried about? The expectations of the Su family and other people who are staring at the Su family!
He couldn't live up to these expectations, so he could only take those responsibilities on his shoulders little by little, no matter what he could do or not, and whether he wanted to do it or not.
Would he like to?
Not necessarily willing.
But he is indeed a foolish man, because he loves his family, so he is willing to give up the free life he is seeking.
And what Huo Xiaotian said is indeed very similar to him, sometimes he wants to be gentle with everyone, he wants to be gentle with the world, not to mention whether he can be treated equally, he himself knows that he can't treat others equally.
I don't even dare to face my own heart.
After all, there are things in this world that he can't solve.
There may be as many troubles piled up in my heart as there are stars in the sky.
Su Jingxing looked up at the sky in silence, his eyes full of stars.