Chapter 16: Deliberate Alienation
Yang Guang obviously felt that since returning from a walk by the lake that night, Yan Ming's attitude towards him had become much more polite. Not only does he stop joking with him casually, but he no longer taunts him from time to time, and he doesn't even change clothes in front of him wantonly.
Yang Guang recalled that last night, Yan Ming planned to go for supper. When he changed his clothes, he didn't treat him as if he didn't exist as before, but politely asked him to go out and wait.
Yang Guang didn't know what to think in his heart, Yan Ming, who was obviously gentle and polite, was also very good, but he always had a feeling of being alienated.
Is it because I'm his student now?' But Brother Yan didn't allow me to change my name to call him Teacher Yan. Alas...... 'Yang Guang thought depressedly.
Yang Guang himself didn't know what he was struggling with, now that they were in a master-apprentice relationship, they should be more intimate, but he felt a little restrained.
"Yang Guang, what are you in a daze? Got something on your mind? Sister Li looked at the person who had been holding the water bottle and had a trance in his eyes, and walked over and asked.
"Ah, Sister Li, is there something wrong?" Yang Guang was startled by the figure that suddenly appeared in front of him.
"What's wrong? Restless. It won't be because of Chen Yu, although his filming schedule has changed and he will leave the crew early, but it has nothing to do with you. These are the director's decisions, and you don't have to worry too much. Sister Li sat down next to Yang Guang.
Yang Guang moved his position to the side, and then asked in surprise. "Chen Yu's filming schedule has changed?"
Sister Li looked at Yang Guang with a confused face, and nodded helplessly. "The whole crew went crazy last night, you don't even know it? So what is it that is going on that makes you so worried? ”
Yang Guang touched his nose embarrassedly, and said with a smile: "I didn't read the group news, and I studied a little late last night, and my roommates slept after I went back, so I don't know." ”
"Well, that's an impromptu decision by the director. On the surface, it is said that Chen Yu has something to do next and needs to shoot as soon as possible. In fact, everyone knows that the director just wants to drive him out of the crew in advance. ”
"This ...... He must be mad, right? ”
"No, just now the makeup artist said that Chen Yu's complexion is very bad. She used a lot of powder to cover the dark circles under her eyes, and it is estimated that she basically didn't sleep last night. ”
"Uh......" For a while, Yang Guang didn't know what to say. Have pity on him? He felt that there was no need, because there must be something hateful about the poor man.
"Okay, I've said it all, Chen Yu's matter has nothing to do with you, don't think about it. Why don't you tell me about you, what makes you so absent-minded? ”
"Also, it's nothing, it's just ...... I always feel that Brother Yan's attitude towards me seems to have changed a little recently? ”
Yang Guang's words made Sister Li sigh in her heart. She frowned slightly, and asked with a serious expression, "How is it different?" Yan Ming: Does he have a bad attitude towards you? ”
"No, Brother Yan has always been very good to me." Yang Guang's words blurted out, and Sister Li was shocked again.
"Only, just, lately...... How to say it, Brother Yan is not as casual with me as before. Some jokes are always stopped in the middle of the story, and they don't give me random nicknames, and they don't call me stupid when they do wrong. The behavior and attitude are becoming more and more polite, and sometimes the water is poured by yourself. Although when he told me something, he was still so serious. But I always feel a lot more distant than before. ”
Yang Guang thought back to the changes that had taken place in the last four or five days, and explained in confusion.
Sister Li narrowed her eyes after hearing this, and a sentence flashed through her mind. Playing you are presumptuous, liking you is restrained, if this is really the case......
She glanced at Yang Guang again and asked cautiously, "Then what kind of attitude do you prefer him to use towards you?" ”
Yang Guang was stunned, and shook the water glass: "It's better than before, I feel like a friend." It's very polite now, but it's a little restrained. Sister Li, did you say that it was because I am now his apprentice, so he changed his attitude. ”
"Maybe." Sister Li looked at Yang Guang, who was completely unenlightened, and didn't know how to answer.
Sister Li understood that Yan Ming's change in attitude was obviously because he wanted to keep a distance from Yang Guang and didn't want to be too close. As for the reason for doing this, it is likely that Yan Ming fell in love with the other party, but he knew that it was impossible, or he didn't want to make a move, so he did it. Don't let yourself fall too far, and don't hurt the other person.
Looking at the confused Yang Guang, Sister Li couldn't evaluate whether Yan Ming's behavior was right or wrong. Although it is said that if you like it, you have to fight for it, but when the other party is not enlightened, it is really not good to bend it. There are some things that Yang Guang still has to figure out by himself. Still, she could have contributed a bit.
"Okay, Yang Guang, don't think about it, why don't you tell Sister Li, have you talked about friends before?"
"What? No, there is no ......."
"Yes!" Sister Li shook her head and sighed, thinking that it was no wonder. "Yang Guang, you're almost 23 years old, why don't you find a girlfriend? I think this little girl is very good, she has always come to you for the past two days and sent you things. You can't always let the girl take the initiative, just shoot when you need to. ”
"No, no, Xiaoxiao just felt sorry because of what happened last time, so he sent something to apologize. And, I, I'm little one, I really only think of her as an ordinary friend, and I don't have that kind of thought. ”
"I didn't have it before, but I can think about it in the future. You see that Xiaoxiao is also well-behaved, and she is also serious in her work, and she is a good girl. Don't you really have any other ideas? What about the other girls in the crew, don't you care? ”
Seeing that Yang Guang was a little silent, Sister Li stroked her hair and continued: "Yang Guang, you go back tonight and think about it, in this crew, who do you like and care about. Or do you have other goals for the time being, and don't think about feelings for the time being? You are not small now, it is time to think about your future big things, whether it is work or relationship, you must have a plan. Also, your family probably doesn't want you to be alone forever. ”
Yang Guang knew that Sister Li was also kind, and nodded seriously. "Sister Li is right, I'll think about it."
"Ahem." Sister Li suddenly coughed and glanced at Yang Guang with a smile. "Xiaoxiao is here, I won't bother you, come on."
Looking at Sister Li's ambiguous eyes, Yang Guang was helpless for a while. He quickly got up and smiled at the little one who came over.
"Yang Guang, this is the cookie I just bought, for you one." Xiaoxiao handed over the box in his hand, his eyes lowered slightly, he didn't dare to look at the other party, and he was a little shy.
If it had been before, Yang Guang would not have noticed anything wrong. However, when Sister Li said it just now, he felt a little embarrassed. "Well, that little one, I don't have much of a sweet tooth, so why don't you send it to a friend. Moreover, what happened last time has nothing to do with you, so you don't have to always take it to heart. ”
Xiao Xiao was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and put the biscuit in Yang Guang's hand. "You can take it, my friend has also sent it, you should think it is extra. I didn't bother about Chen Yu's affairs, I just wanted to give you the biscuits. Of course, if you really don't like it, you can give it to Sister Li to eat. Okay, I have something to do, so I'll leave first. ”
After speaking, Xiaoxiao quickly turned around and left, his back slightly flustered. Yang Guang looked at the biscuit in his hand and suddenly felt a little hot. He's really slow, but Xiaoxiao said so, and he's not stupid. Maybe Sister Li is right, he should really think about his future plans tonight.
In this way, Yang Guang was in a trance for a day until he came to Yan Ming.
Yan Ming looked at Yang Guang, who was distracted, and frowned slightly. "Yang Guang, if you're too tired today, you can go back and rest first."
"Ah, no, no."
"No?" Yan Ming leaned back in the chair and looked at him expressionlessly. "So tell me what I did on the computer?"
"Tidy, sorted out the material ......"
"Be specific, or rather which scene material I'm compiling."
Yang Guang looked down at the ground: "...... Yes, I'm sorry, Brother Yan, shouldn't I run away? ”
"Well, that's a chance to explain, what's wrong today? What's going on or are you too tired? ”
"Nothing, I, I don't know what to say." Yang Guang bit his lip tangledly.
Yan Ming's eyes narrowed, Yang Guang had something to hide from him, which made him very unhappy and even a little irritable. He opened the drawer and pulled out a cigarette.
"Brother Yan, it's not good to smoke." Yang Guang said in a novel.
"Shut you P......" The irritable words came to an abrupt end again, and Yan Ming took a deep breath. You go back first, you don't have the heart to study today anyway. ”
"I, I'm ......" Yang Guang didn't want to leave at all now: "Brother Yan, I will study hard, I don't want to go back yet, it's still early." ”
Yan Ming looked at Yang Guang, who was flustered and a little anxious, and sighed. "Then tell me first about what happened just now when you were in a daze and were bullied again?"
"No, no." Hearing that Yan Ming cared about him, Yang Guang's heart warmed. "Just ......"
Yang Guang hesitated for a while, and finally said it. "Xiaoxiao has been giving me things lately, and I don't really want to refuse."
"Xiaoxiao, that little short girl?" Yan Ming glanced at the cookies brought by Yang Guang on the table. "She gave this too?"
"Well, yes."
For a while, Yan Ming's heart was uncomfortable, and the cigarette he had put down just now was picked up again, and he lit it directly without hesitation. Yang Guang wanted to stop it again, but his mouth opened and opened, and he didn't know how to persuade him.
"If you like it, take the initiative to say it, and if you don't like it, you can say no. You're not too young, it's time to find a girlfriend. As he spoke, Yan Ming smiled self-deprecatingly.
"No, I don't like her." Yang Guang blurted out.
"Hmm." Yan Ming exhaled a smoke ring and continued: "If you don't like her, you will always meet the girl you like." ”
"I ......" Yang Guang suddenly didn't know what to say, he looked at Yan Ming like this, and his heart was inexplicably a little irritable.
"Alright, you can go back." Yan Ming closed his eyes gently.
Yang Guang was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect the other party to let him leave: "Brother Yan, I won't run away!" ”
Yan Ming didn't open his eyes, and said lightly: "But I suddenly want to take a break, you go back and take a look at the theoretical knowledge, finish reading the second chapter this week, if you don't understand anything, you can ask me at any time." Alright, let's get out. By the way, take your cookies away, that's the girl's mind, don't spoil it. ”
Yang Guang stood there stunned for a long time, and finally sighed helplessly, picked up the biscuit and left. He suddenly felt a delusion of unhappy parting, but he didn't know why.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Yan Ming opened his eyes, and he laughed silently, but his expression was bitter.