In the past, Nan Mengchen may never have thought that one day she would have such a heart-wrenching conversation with her mother under such circumstances.

In the world, are there really children who are like fire and water with their parents?

To what extent do those resentments and contradictions buried in the depths of memory have to accumulate before they can become rifts that can never be repaired?

Standing in front of him is his own mother who gave him life.

But on the contrary, this life has become Nan Mengchen's deepest pain now.

If it weren't for you, how could I have been doomed to face all this, and if it wasn't for you, how would I be what I am now?

The fact that there is no way to change all this in front of you makes people feel how weak their strength is.

There is nothing to be done, and there is no way to get rid of it.

In Nan Mengchen's mind, the classic story about the "grandmother's paradox" flashed.

In the white and tidy obstetrics and gynecology ward, sleeping and occasionally crying babies observe this strange world that has not yet had time to frighten them from their nursery.

A man who looked sloppy and down-and-out rushed in in a panic and grabbed a baby by the throat like crazy, no matter how much the nurse around him resisted the shouts, it could not stop him from devouring this living little life.

Finally, with the combined efforts of belated security guards and onlookers, this homeless looking madman was subdued.

But before everyone could ask him why he had committed such a heinous crime.

Everyone was horrified to find that this man gradually turned transparent in his painful tears.

Until...... He vanished.

Yes, this man, who doesn't know what he went through later, went back in time and killed himself when he was still an infant.

Nan Mengchen now thinks that if she can go back to the past, she would rather never experience the acquaintance and love with Li Yameng, and let her miserable life not start.

Nan Mengchen's tears dried up I don't know how long ago.

The so-called relatives just want her to live like a prop.

Nan Ruoyi hopes that she will marry a partner who can help the Nan family's career, and her mother also hopes that she can be like other rich daughters, as long as she obediently obeys the family's arrangements and lives this life beautifully.

But how can a living person strangle his own soul?

There was no despair and confusion in her eyes, only silent accusations and boundless disappointment.

"Mom, if I do everything to you now, what are you going to do with me next? Do you want me to help you support the current mess of the Nan family, knowing that our company has made so much unclean money but pretending to turn a blind eye, or do you want to take care of your body early, so that I can also be like you, find a rich son who can take over, and let them help us revive the business of the Nan family? ”

Qiu Yingqi furrowed her brows, Qiu Yingqi naturally thought about these plans, but now that they came out of Nan Mengchen's mouth, it made her feel harsh.

Nan Mengchen's mouth always had that bleak smile on the corner: "I am your Qiu Yingqi's daughter, is it destined just because I am your daughter, I must go through the same life as you, when I still have the strength to pursue the person I like, when I still have the soul to understand what love is, I want to bury this beautiful everything with my own hands!" Then go and marry and have children with a stranger I don't love, don't like or even know, and wait until I reach your age, and then raise a little white-faced lover who will only be obedient, but will no longer give me his true heart?! ”

Syllable!

This belated slap will still fall after all.

Nan Mengchen was already ready.

She even hoped that this slap would fall, and she hoped that her mother would wake her up and let herself understand that no one in the Nan family would ever stand in her position and consider what she really needed.

She hoped that Qiu Yingqi would use this slap to make her stop having any illusions about those impossible hopes.

This home is not home at all.

It is just a shell of other people's interests and desires.

The more he lives in it, the sooner Nan Mengchen's soul will be drained.

Well now!

Before she completely turns into a walking corpse, wake up early!

Early!

"Hum ......"

Nan Mengchen smiled, she waited for a long time, waiting for Qiu Yingqi's annoyance and anger, waiting for her to fight herself.

Because that means that Qiu Yingqi has nothing to do with her.

Except for violence, Qiu Yingqi had no other way to vent her fear that she couldn't control.

Qiu Yingqi's hand trembled slightly, Nan Mengchen grew so big, she had never done anything to her daughter.

But today......

The identity of the parent, at this time, is still insisting that Qiu Yingqi cannot show her weakness.

Her tone became bottomless, a little empty: "Mengchen...... You...... You're so presumptuous! Mommy ......"

The more Nan Mengchen listened to Qiu Yingqi's unsustainable lies, the more ridiculous he felt.

She suddenly raised her head and laughed uncontrollably: "Hahaha...... Well played! ”

Qiu Yingqi was stunned by Nan Mengchen's laughter.

"You...... You ......"

Nan Mengchen didn't touch his hot cheeks, and easily pulled his hair.

"Mom...... You finally made this move, don't you feel relieved? ”

Qiu Yingqi's face was almost distorted with anger.

Nan Mengchen looked relaxed: "After so many years, you finally feel the fear that you can't control me, right?" This slap, the sooner you slap it down, the more it means that your powerlessness and your dirty intentions are so vulnerable to me! ”

This is an accusation that Nan Mengchen has long wanted to make against this family.

But when Qiu Yingqi heard these words, she was only more convinced that something must be wrong with Nan Mengchen's brain.

The daughter's face not only made the high-ranking lady of the family feel unfamiliar, but even felt unreasonable.

The thoughts she was thinking about now were not all the fate she was going to arrange for her, how much pain it would bring to Nan Mengchen, but the fact that she couldn't count on her when she needed her the most.

Who's wrong?

People are always selfish.

In the face of selfishness, everyone is wrong and right.

Qiu Yingqi didn't want to face Nan Mengchen's face again.

This girl is still too naïve, and she doesn't know what kind of mess she has in her head.

Let her calm down again.

When she recovers, buy her a French manor or a European castle as a gift, and the child will definitely get better.

Qiu Yingqi was determined to think in her heart.

She pursed her lips: "You are still weak now, and your brain is not clear, take a good rest for a while, and your mother will be busy with other things." ”

Qiu Yingqi is leaving.

Nan Mengchen kept that smiling face and looked at her: "You plan to lock me up like this for the rest of your life until I compromise, right?" ”

Qiu Yingqi's footsteps paused!

This unreasonable daughter, when will I, the head of the family, the mother who is burdened with so many responsibilities and troubles, save my heart as soon as possible!

Qiu Yingqi didn't speak, and had already opened the door.

Zhong Mu at the door turned his face sideways, and when he saw Nan Mengchen's expression, he understood that the mother and daughter must have had an unpleasant conversation.

Before the door closed, Nan Mengchen finally asked loudly: "Do you think you can control me for the rest of my life?!" ”

Boom!

The door to the ward closed with some irritation.

Qiu Yingqi and Zhong Mu's annoying faces were gone.

Nan Mengchen closed his eyes slightly and let out a long sigh.

Nothing will end.

She finally understood what fate was.

Fate is that whenever you think that you have got rid of those troubles and fetters and can start to face a new life, those things that should have settled will come back without you expecting it.

In the middle of the day, you realize that nothing has changed, and everything is still the same depressing and painful as before.

Nan Mengchen's hand slowly fell on his little belly.

The eyebrows, accompanied by some regret and complex emotions like happiness, tightened a little bit.

"It's okay...... It's good that you didn't come into this world, otherwise...... I really don't know if I can protect you, if I can't even protect myself, will I watch you go down the same dark path as me, but there is nothing I can do! ”

Nan Mengchen was talking to herself, to the little soul who would never hear her.

"It's okay...... Ok......"

Outside the door, Zhong Mu asked knowingly.

"Miss's attitude still hasn't eased?"

Qiu Yingqi's face was gloomy, full of grievances and disappointment.

"Children will never understand the sadness of being a parent, and all their hard work is in vain! I know when I will grow up if I am blindly willful! ”

Qiu Yingqi's voice was a little louder.

Someone in the hallway was looking this way.

Zhong Mu gently held Qiu Yingqi's arm: "Don't be too anxious, I think when she recovers a little more, she should still be able to make sense, the Nan family is now in an eventful time, and you are still counting on the young lady to take over the overall situation, right?" ”

Qiu Yingqi sighed: "I'm afraid that this dead girl will not be worry-free for a while." ”

Just before the door was closed, Zhong Mu heard Nan Mengchen's last words very clearly.

"Do you think you can control me for the rest of my life?!"

This sentence is just a rebellious clamor for Qiu Yingqi, but for Zhong Mu, it is indeed a rare opportunity.

He rolled his eyes and said to Qiu Yingqi: "Since she is resistant now, we also have other things to be busy with, so it is better to ...... Miss Jean...... Cleanse yourself for a few days. ”