Chapter 146: True Feelings Revealed
Towards night, the sky cleared, and the clouds cleared and the only afterglow left behind was a blur of the sky.
I was dozing off on his lap at the time, but I didn't expect to fall asleep.
In my dream, I dreamed that Ruxue gave birth to a little boy, round, pink cheeks, and very cute.
When I woke up, I couldn't remember what the child looked like.
Beiyu Jinchen was holding his jade flute in his hand, as if he was asleep, and as if he was pretending to sleep, I couldn't see his eyes, so I was afraid of waking him up, so I could only get up quietly.
"Woke up?" He said.
My posture stopped in mid-air and relaxed. "Jinchen, I want to take you to meet someone tonight."
"Okay."
It's this sentence again, and I'm almost helpless with him. "Why don't you ask who to meet?"
He smiled and didn't answer.
"I want to take you to meet Ruxue......"
At this time, his smile paused slightly, and a moment of surprise flashed. "Like snow?"
"She's alive, not only alive, she's ...... is also pregnant, and it is the child of King Ling Ran. "The words are choked in the throat, and the swallowing is unnatural." Since I left the palace, I have found someone to take care of her, and it is estimated that she will give birth in less than two months. She wouldn't let me tell anyone, but I thought she would be happy if you went to see her. ”
There was a long silence, and he groaned.
Ruxue and Luo Yu are both his childhood sweethearts, but they are both in love with the wrong person.
In the days when Ruxue disappeared, everyone thought she was dead.
Once, at the door of Nata's room, King Ling Ran said to me that he hoped I could help take care of her, and now I understood the deep meaning of this sentence. From that moment on, he was determined to leave and marry another woman who was good for him.
Did he ever love her? But she really loves him, so she will give birth to this child desperately.
"Is she doing well?" Beiyu Jinchen spoke, and this sentence seemed to have been pondered for a long time.
I crouched down in front of him and held his warm hands. "Come with me and you'll see."
He nodded, and held me with his backhand, a little hard. "It's good that I found you."
I was stunned and understood what he meant.
King Ling Ran spent more than a month looking for it, then became depressed, then missed, and now has a family that ordinary people should have.
And we, who injured each other all over our bodies, went around and around, but still found each other.
If I were more determined and cold-blooded, at this moment, it would be a different side of the world.
The night is low, and the crescent moon is like a hook.
Dim and cool flecks of light hit the road, converging into a dream comparable to the starry sky.
By the time we arrived at the place where Ruxue lived, it was already completely dark.
The bamboo fence courtyard is like a bean.
Sun-dried peppers and corn hang from the edges of the white bricks and red walls, and peeled apricot flesh is laid on the ground.
Although the sparrows are small, a small courtyard is warm.
Walking further, some chili eggplants are planted in the small garden, and the layout is very neatly planned.
There is an illusion of picking chrysanthemums under the east fence and leisurely seeing Nanshan, this kind of life is far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, leaving a piece of purity and freedom, which is what I yearn for.
"Who? Who are you looking for? "A little girl of about fifteen or sixteen years old came out to pour water, saw us, and stepped back defensively.
I looked at her carefully, and I was sure that it was the little maid who asked Ruxue to take care of her not long ago.
"I'm looking for snow."
Before the little maid could answer, the bamboo roller shutter was lifted, and a warm yellow halo seeped outside, blending with the pale moonlight.
Ruxue casually draped in a dress, and the voice was pleasantly surprised. "Sister Sujin?"
I walked up and took her hand, maybe it was slightly swollen because of pregnancy. Her abdomen is already very conspicuous, and it is estimated that it will not be long before she will give birth.
"What is this?" Her eyes fell on Beiyu Jinchen, who was still blindfolded, standing in the courtyard. "It's ....... Brother Jinchen? ”
The voice trembled slightly, a little timid and a little surprised.
"It's me." He took two steps forward and stopped at the front of the steps.
Ruxue suddenly burst into tears and walked over to hug him. I couldn't help but smile when I kept calling my brother, this was the first time she had seen her relatives since she was pregnant, in a sense, Jinchen was like her own brother, protecting her and taking care of her.
After a long absence, she burst into tears and smiled, "I saw I forgot to invite you in, cuckoo, to pour two cups of hot tea." ”
The little maid replied and retreated silently.
The room was simple and warm, and there were two books on the table, which were the hearts of some calligraphers.
Ruxue writes a good hand, this I have seen it, her best is to write with her left and right hands at the same time, fluent in cursive, clear and beautiful in regular script, admirable, although now living in such a small village, but such a temperament should always accompany the left.
She took the book and lit another lamp, and the room was brighter.
"Brother Jinchen's eyes, what's wrong?" She asked hesitantly, her eyes a little inquiring.
"It's okay if he's injured, don't worry, I'll find someone to heal him."
Ruxue stopped talking, and looked at us with her cheeks back, just like the naughty girl back then. "It's good that you're finally together. The first time I saw Sister Su Jin, it was when you were riding the same horse, and at that time I had a strong premonition that there would be a lot of stories between you. ”
Speaking of this, her smile slowly froze and froze.
On the hunting ground, our first encounter was also the sweetest day between her and King Ling Ran.
In order not to make her think about it any more, I hurriedly diverted the topic. "How are you feeling lately? Is the child okay? ”
"He's naughty, he kicks me at night, and he can't toss me."
I saw a kind of motherly love in Ruxue's eyes, and my whole face seemed to glow with a soft light.
I said, "Remember that I want to be the child's godmother, take good care of him, if you don't eat well and treat him badly, I will ask you." ”
She laughed and said, "You've done a lot for me, I'm fine, really." It's you ......." Her gaze wandered around the two of us, with a malicious look: "When will I add a companion to my child?" Sister, you have to come on, how about we set the baby in the future? ”
Beiyu Jinchen also smiled and held my hand tightly under the table.
I was the only one who didn't know what to feel in my heart, so I could only laugh awkwardly.
The poison on the body has not been resolved, let alone having children, even if there is this possibility, it must not be wanted, I already have a bond, if there is another child, don't mention the restoration of the country.
Ruxue asked Du Juan to bring some pastries, which she made with her own hands, all of which were common mung bean cakes, walnut cloud slices and the like that are common to ordinary people, full of the taste of home.
She chatted with Beiyu Jinchen for a while, and was obviously in a much more cheerful mood, thinking that she still wanted to come and see her more, she was too negligent to visit her a while ago.
Before leaving, he checked the pulse of Ruxue, and it was obvious that his blood was insufficient.
I was prescribed some prescriptions before I left with peace of mind.
On the way back, we were still riding on the same horse, and I sat in front of me and drove the horse, which was moving leisurely.
"Jin'er."
"Huh?"
"Will you marry me? Be my wife. ”
My heart skipped a beat, and I pretended I didn't hear it. "What?"
"Marry me. Married to Beiyu Jinchen, not the sixth prince, not Prince Xuan, just an ordinary person, are you willing? ”