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Xia Xue got into the "impermanent" car. The night seemed to shorten the actual distance, which would have taken about forty minutes, but tonight it felt like we had reached the end quickly.

Xia Xue followed "impermanence" through the courtyard and into the living room of the inner room.

On the familiar dining table, there are already a few small cold dishes, as well as a large pot of steamed crabs. The yellow, orange and orange crabs, steaming slightly, seemed to be steamed before going out in "impermanence".

In a corner under the dining table, there is a carton of rice wine. Through the glass bottle, you can see the clear and deep liquid inside.

"Sit down, I'll warm a few bottles of rice wine, put some ginger, jujubes, and wolfberries, and just boil the pot." This wine can drive away the cold and is especially good for a woman's body. ”

Xia Xue looked at the delicate side dishes on the table, and when she heard what "Impermanence" said, she glanced at him in surprise. I really didn't expect that he had a rough appearance, and he was also thoughtful and considerate of women.

After a while, "Impermanence" returned to the table with a small pot of steaming old wine. He poured a large cup for Xia Xue, and after sitting down, he filled his own cup.

"Xia Xue, just the two of us will spend mid-autumn today, let's drink some too! Don't worry, I won't make it difficult for others. ”

"Well, thank you. Then I'll just drink less. ”

Wine into the sorrow, the intestines are even more sorrowful.

After a few glasses of wine, Xia Xue's heart became even more melancholy. Old things are surging all at once.

"Xia Xue, haven't your parents contacted you yet?"

Xia Xue was speechless and shook her head gently. She has never had anything to say to her parents. A child cannot choose her parents, if she knows in advance that her parents do not like her, if she can make a choice, then she will not be a child of parents in this life. Parents live in the world and only want their own lives, and they don't want to be dragged down by their children.

Xia Xue can't think that her parents are at fault, or they are ruthless. Everyone has their own way of life, and everyone has the right to seek happiness for themselves. You can't blame anyone, and there's no reason to ask anyone, not even blood relatives.

Parents have always been cold to family affection. Perhaps, does this have something to do with their growing background?

When my father was 17 years old, he left his parents and traveled thousands of miles to join the army. A few years later, my father was assigned to a public institution in a distant country. The situation of black eyes, no relatives, and no support must have been very cruel to him back then. Manly, bleeding without tears, facing society alone and lonely, all kinds of tastes can be imagined.

's mother, too, left her hometown at a young age. I have endured all kinds of hardships and grievances. Mom and Dad are far away from thousands of mountains and rivers, and the train tickets of that year were also a big burden for the people. Therefore, at the end of the year, you can only go home during the Chinese New Year.

It is said that blood is thicker than water, but if you don't contact for a long time and lack emotional interaction, no matter how strong your family affection is, it will be diluted by time.

Her parents had already told Xia Xue that she was just an accident in her parents' lives. If she could, her mother had planned to kill Xia Xue. Helplessly, the mother's physical condition is special, so she can only give birth to Xia Xue in her womb.

My parents love to travel and often use their holidays to travel at home and abroad. Even if it is a special festival like Mid-Autumn or Spring Festival, they sometimes travel away from home.

Xia Xue has been spending mid-autumn at home alone since elementary school, and sometimes she spends the Spring Festival at home by herself. In this city, their family has no relatives and no acquaintances, so Xia Xue can only hide at home by herself.

Xia Xue's family is very wealthy, but her parents spend most of their money on travel.

The classmates all thought that Xia Xue would be pampered at home and loved by her parents. But who would have thought that in mid-autumn, Xia Xue would stand alone on the balcony and shed tears at the moon outside the window.

While other children were sitting at the dining table, enjoying the delicious food and wine made by their mother, Xia Xue nestled in front of the coffee table, nibbling on the mooncakes her parents bought from the morning market.

Xia Xue's privacy is only known to Park Shiyi. Almost every lonely night, Park Shiyi will bring delicious food to Xia Xue's house to accompany her.

I remember that Park Shiyi, the first time she watched Xia Xue gnawing on inferior mooncakes at home, she was even more indignant than her. She stepped forward angrily, snatched the moon cake from Xia Xue's hand, opened the window of the balcony, and threw it out.

Park Shiyi would put all kinds of dishes on the coffee table of Xia Xue's house one by one, and secretly brought red wine from home. When she saw Xia Xue crying, she would keep crying. It's just that when she cries and cries, she will suddenly burst out laughing.

"Hi, Xia Xue! Actually, it's good that your parents aren't at home, so we can have the opportunity to do whatever we want! I don't want my parents to be at home, but I envy your situation, really! ”

Park Shiyi's words shocked Xia Xue at that time. She looked at Park Shiyi's sincere eyes, and couldn't understand that she was comforting herself by saying these words? Or is it from the bottom of my heart? No matter what, Park Shiyi always takes care of Xia Xue's heart, does her best to bring happiness to Xia Xue, and tries her best to comfort Xia Xue.

Xia Xue's first drink was the night when Park Shiyi stole red wine from home. That year, they had just become middle school students, and it was the first Mid-Autumn Festival of their middle school years.

That night, Park Shiyi taught Xia Xue to drink. When the two of them were half drunk, she took out a cigarette from her pocket, as if she had stolen it from home. Xia Xue began to try smoking on that mid-autumn night.

That night, Xia Xue, who was full of inferiority complex in her heart, added a sense of guilt. Smoking and drinking were synonymous with depravity at the time, especially for girls. I feel that my body and mind have never been like this before, and I am constantly falling downward, and it seems that there is an abyss at the bottom. Although my heart was heavy and entangled, I felt the catharsis of novelty.

Park Shiyi slept at Xia Xue's house that night.

Xia Xue drank for the first time and was overwhelmed.

Park Shiyi, said, let's go take a shower together, and then go to sleep, right?

Xia Xue nodded. The pain in her heart was relieved, and she was moved by the warmth of her best friend, and tears flowed down wave after wave.

Park Shiyi took off her bright red dress, and then one after another, ready to bathe. Her eyes burned, and she walked to Xia Xue's side with pity, repeating the action just now.

Two people, holding hands, walked into the bathroom together.

Xia Xue's heart, for some reason, was a little apprehensive and shy.

Park Shiyi's gaze was full of wildness, which made her feel inexplicably frightened. But she was powerless to refuse the warmth and psychological dependence that Park Shiyi brought her.

If there was no Park Shiyi's company in those years, Xia Xue didn't know if she could survive later.

Park Shiyi took off the shower head, tested the temperature with the back of her hand, and gently sprayed Xia Xue's body. Her eyes, full of admiration and fascination, kept sighing.

"Xia Xue, you are so beautiful, you are simply the embodiment of perfection. Can you promise me one thing? Park Shiyi, as she spoke, smeared soap on Xia Xue's body, and then stretched out her delicate fingers and gently massaged it.

Xia Xue's mind had fallen into chaos, and alcohol seemed to anesthetize her nerves. She relied trustfully on Park Shiyi's shoulders and took care of herself at her mercy.

"What do you say? Park Shiyi, no matter what it is, I will promise you! You are the dearest and best person to me, and I will always be with you. ”

"Xia Xue, can you 、、、、、、 promise me that you won't find a man for the rest of your life? You can only be with me, when we grow up, buy a big house, and only the two of us live together, okay? Park Shiyi looked solemn and looked at Xia Xue seriously.

Xia Xue really doesn't remember how she answered Park Shiyi at that time? Did she agree to Park Shiyi's request? For the rest of his life, he will not find a man, and will always live with Park Shiyi.

The experience of that night was like being in a dark and enchanting canyon. Although it is full of weird and thrilling, it feels fresh and exciting.

In the dark night of sin, bewitching flowers bloom everywhere. The dark fragrance of the soul, the stirring in the depths of the soul, is enough to crush the body and mind.

Two girls who don't know the world fall on the verge of death. Then, he was reborn in the desperate quest. That night almost made Xia Xue reborn, but after she woke up, she couldn't remember the specific details.

In my impression, it was a chaotic and abnormal chaos. Sorrow, joy, and joy, indulging in mad dances, everything seems to be happening under the gaze of the devil.

In that unusual dark night, Xia Xue really heard the devil's hideous smile, and at the same time vaguely heard Park Shiyi's voice.

Yes, only this detail, Xia Xue remembers deeply. Park Shiyi, like a snake, is smooth and weird. She not only made Xia Xue's hairs stand on end, but also made Xia Xue inexplicably excited.

At that time, she leaned in Xia Xue's ear and said, "Xia Xue, I love you!" There is no one in this world who will love you more than me! Remember what you promised me, if you dare to betray me in the future, I will make your life worse than death! ”

Later, after Xia Xue entered high school, she was still in the same school as Park Shiyi. At that time, they all chose to live on campus, eat together, and go to the bathhouse to take a bath together. Park Shiyi will always drag Xia Xue and hide in the innermost partition.

"Wow, Xia Xue, your 、、、、、、 is so big? Bigger than mine! It's so beautiful, I'm about to squirt nosebleeds. ”

At first, Xia Xue was accustomed to Park Shiyi's usual playfulness, and she didn't make a fuss about her actions. Until one night, all the people in the bathhouse were gone, and only the two of them were left, hiding in the innermost partition.

Xia Xue and Park Shiyi have both been rinsed. Xia Xue picked up the shower supplies and was about to go out, when she was suddenly pressed on the cold partition by Park Shiyi.

Xia Xue was really taken aback. Before she could speak, Park Shiyi pressed up frantically and kissed Xia Xue's red lips greedily. And, she kept whispering "Baby, I love you, I'm going crazy!" ”

That time, Xia Xue vaguely realized something. She pushed Park Shiyi away with all her strength and ran out.

Park staggered a few steps back, slipped on her feet, and fell to the ground.

Afterwards, when Park Shiyi saw Xia Xue again, she did not show unnaturalness. She was as concerned about Xia Xue as ever and never mentioned it again.

Xia Xue also pretended to forget the incident in the bathhouse, and gradually restored her previous relationship with Park Shiyi.

"Hi, Xia Xue, what do you think? I've been calling you for a long time, and you don't answer. In the midst of endless memories, Xia Xue suddenly heard someone shouting her name, and she sat up straight in fright.

Xia Xue looked at "impermanence", and then suddenly realized where she was and where she was.

"Well, I'm a little drunk. I 、、、、、、 just remembered the past and felt sad. When I was a child, my parents would often leave me at home. Every time I was lonely, Park Shiyi came to accompany me with food and drink.

She used to be my best friend. She, at that time, said that she loved me and told me not to find a man in my life, but to live with her.

But why did she steal my boyfriend later? She obviously lacks nothing, let alone a Xue Han, but why did she brutally snatch away the only boyfriend I had at the time? ”

Xia Xue looked at the empty air in distraction, and shed tears in her eyes.